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★ PROFILE.



vannieser

Married at 22
A mother at 23
And loving it.

Why? Because i married someone who makes me truly happy.

And this blog is dedicated to everyone i love.



vannieser@live.com



★ HISTORY
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2014

stuck in the middle
★ Wednesday, August 31, 2005 AT 10:20 PM
ppl lyk me...nth to do..stress lyk mad..school...frends...the "i can's" verses...it is makin me go round in circle...help help!...i hav frends tt i m toking to them..sharing the gospel to them...but keep on askin me questions tt i donno hw to answer..but there is a God tt will help me...so i pray..can everyone pray for me?...i m trying to tok to my frend...2 frend..at the same time.but i don wan to let them go.it is no choice than i get stuck in the middle...i was sharing wif 1 gal..than she agree to go church wif me..but still lyk on the fence...than wanted to bring her to church until steady..but!...my other frend..havin problem..wif her family..she needs alot of help...so i help her..i share the gospel wif her...than she say she will TRY to be a christian...i was lyk huh?!....was kinda stuck la...but i prayed...God helped me alot alot...nw i hav 3 unsteady ppl to help...hw..1 is going to churhc but very worried will backslide..cos her attuited is lyk...it is a drag to go to church..the other one is still think if wanna to go..the other one is havin problem..hw i lyk tt hw!?!?!?...i m going mad very very sooon!!!..than i cannot don neglate my studies..than hw?!..hmmmz!!

com'on la!
★ AT 5:15 PM
TODAY IS TEACHER'S DAY CELBRATION!...BUT!...MY TEACHERS IS MAD!..IT IS TEACHER'S DAY..BUT SHE MADE THE CLASS TO SATY BAC N UPDATE THE ENGLISH FILE!!!...I HAV ALL MY PAPERS THAN I WENT TO SHOW HER THAN U NOE WAT SHE SAY!?...THE FILE IS NT GOOD ENUF...I WANNA U TO RE-DO AGAIN!!..I WAS GOING MAD CAN..I WANNA GO BAC TO MY PRI SCHOOL ONE LEX!!...THAN SHE MADE ME STAY BACC AGAIN TO RE-DO IT!...I WAS LYK SOOO MAD!!...I THREW MY FILE CAN..SLAM IT ON THE TABLE..THAN TARE PAPERS THAN DUMP IT INTO THE BIN...I WAS LYK SOOO MAD AT HER LA.!..THAN I DID NT GET A CHANCE TO GO BAC TO MY PRI SCHOOL CAN?!...U NOE HW MAD I WAS!?...CRAP!CRAP!!..I HATE TIS...HW CAN SHE DO TIS TO MY CLASSS?!!?!?!?....I M VERY MAD AT HER LO....ARGH!!!!...CAN ANY ONE GET MY TEACHER TO THINK?!...

teacher's day
★ AT 2:49 PM



helllo!!...today is TEACHER'S DAY EVE...haha..yeaa..trm NO SCHOOL!..happy happy!!!...yipppiee!!!...haha...today also aces day...BORING!...hav to do the NDP day dance...than hav to do TAI JI?!...funny lo..haha...do until sooo slow...juz lyk the ah ma n ah gong...haha...fun man..after school end went to sophia hse!!..haha..go there take fotos..nth better to do...haha...cannot wait for church man!!..cannnot waitt....>.<....haha..how do i look in specs!?!?!?!?!?!?...i don wear them it is my frends...but i borrowed it..yeaa..haha.my frends say i can look lyk a teacher or a lawyer...haha...

yipee!
★ Tuesday, August 30, 2005 AT 10:37 PM
haha!!...i love today!!..i hope it can be lyk tt every day..cos all i need to do is watch ppl perform than hav break for very long than watch performance than break again!!..than do a dumb quiz tt i nv do..haha..i was tahcing ella enchanted...from my frends laptop..haha..fun man!..than after tt go home!..haha..trm is also fun man!!..teacher's day...than aces day..can go home by 11..but will be going bac to pri school!!...haha...funn!!..I LOVE PINK!..HOT PINK IT ROX!...wHeEE!!

hmz
★ Monday, August 29, 2005 AT 4:16 PM
Y DO I FEEL LYK I M IRRITING PPL?!..

argh
★ AT 3:55 PM
ARGH!!!!...*SCREAMS*...I FEEL SOOO STRESSED UP!..I DON WANNA YN PROBLEMS!!..I DON I DON!!!..ARGH ARGH ARGH!..I CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE...IF NT I WILL HAV WHITE HAIR!!...CANNOT CANNOTT!!!...AHHHHHH!!!!!...WAT IS TROBLING ME I GT NO IDEA!...WHY WHY WHY!!!!....GOD!..HELP ME!..SAVE ME FROM ALL TIS PROBLEM'S!..I NEED YOU!...AHH!!...Y DO I HAV TO STAY SOO FAR!!..I M STAYING FAR FROM CHURCH!...FROM SCHOOL!..FROM ALL MY FRENDS!!..WHY WHY WHY!?!?!?!?!..I DON LYK TIS!!....IT MAKES THINGS SOOO DIFFCULT FOR ME!.WHY IZZIT LYK TT...?.CAN ANY ONE TELL ME...YOU MIGHT SEE ME SOOO HAPPY..EVERYTHING SOO FRIENDLY...LYK TO SMILE N TOK N STUFF..BUT WAT IS GOING ON INSIDE ME...NO ONE NOES!!!!!!!!!....ARGH!...STUDY ALAOS SOO DIFF!...SOO MANY PPL I WANNA GO STUDY WIF BUT CANNOT!..COS I STAY TOO FAR!...WHY!!!..*CRIES*

gals?guys?
★ AT 1:40 AM
i really don understand...i really don understand?...why izzit tt there is a bunch of gals tt can mix wif guys better?...is there anything worng...i noe ppl hu r lyk tt...but they don wanna make ppl to *anyhow think*..yeaaa...y?...is there a problem?!...too some ppl it is normal..but to others it is lyk they will *think far*...hmmmzzz....is there a problem?...really hope ppl understand the difference!

?
★ AT 1:29 AM
SORRY...AM I QUIETER IN CHURCH?..IF U COMPARE FROM THE FIRST FEW TIME?..cos i feel tt way.

sorry ppl!
★ AT 12:31 AM
wHeE!!...haha..today gt bible study!!..sooo fun..haha...DEMONDS!..haha...scary to many ppl..but nt to meee..cos i hav God livin in me!!..woo hoo!!...haha...hmmmzzz...trm no school!!!...yeaa!!..happpy happy!!...cos gt cyberweek...haha...i HIGHLY need shopping!...highly!..need shopping!!...haha..WEI WEI!!...YAN QI!!..SHOPPING!!..WHENNN!?!?!?!?...haha..will wait for u guys..haha..muz tell me when u guys can go !!!..than we go SHOPPING!!...haha...fun fun fun...hmmmz...to all my dance ppl hu read tis..i m going to quit dance...even if i lyk it...i juz feel tt something is telling me tt i hav to quit it...i really donno hu it is from..but really..i wanna quit...i don think i m very a dance person even if i lyk dance....i juz cannot catch up in my stepts...donno y..but i juz cannot...it hav been lyk it for a long time...i also donno y..i juz cannot get it....haizzz...stresss!!!!...the quiter side of me..hmmz...did u scare u GUYS today?...suddenly i juz walk away..than my face lyk sooo stressed up n lyk soo angry lyk tt...dod i scare u guys?..hmmz..if i did..SORRY...cos i was really stress!!!

PLZ HELP.
★ Sunday, August 28, 2005 AT 12:50 AM
PLZ HELP ME ANSWER MY QUESTION...AM I QUITER IN CHURCH?!

church
★ Saturday, August 27, 2005 AT 10:37 PM
HI!...haha...i m sooo into tis word...HI!...haha...today get to go to church!!!...WhEeeE...haha...happy happy happy!!!...i love tis church...CHURCH OF SINGAPORE(BUKIT TIMAH)...i love tis church!!!...you hav to go to tis church...u will hav a great time..cos the ppl there are soo nice!!..juz lyk me...haha..without tis church i will still be losttt...since i m young...all i noe is Jesus died on the cross and rose again...it did nt make a impact in my life...to me i tot it is normal...but...nw...i noe..that Jesus died on the cross is to wash away all our sins...every single soul muz noe Jesus...all ppl noe is wat i typed on top...going to church really draw me closer to God...I LOVE HIM!...hehe...TELL THE WORLD THAT JESUS LIVES!...hehe...hmmmmz...today i think i m very quite during cell lex...nt the noisy active self..hmmz...y arx...can any one tell me??...i think nw i m more quite..i m nt noisy any more...but i lyk my old self...nw..tooo quite...but some hw..i juz cannot find tt side of me anymore...if God wants me to be lyk tt i will!!!...follow Him!

i did it!
★ AT 12:13 AM
yess!!..i did it!!...my science test i gt top in class!!!!!....23/25!!! and i gt 2nd in class for science for CA3..i gt 84/100!....i gt top in class for my art for CA2!!!...and for my CA3..for computer applation i gt top in class too!!..77.7/100!!!...PRAISE THE LORD!!...He helped me alot in my studies!!!!!..love Him forever!!!...happy happy...for my others..i pass but nt top few in class...

baby?!
★ Friday, August 26, 2005 AT 4:06 PM

haha...since i m bored...i shall post my BABY fotos!...everyone will fall in love wif me..cos of my cuteness!!!! ...no one can risit my cuteness...!!!...haha!!!u can see my face gt a wond..cos i was playing wif the blinds..the 1 tt make of alauminum...thann i was playing wif it than cut my face..poor thing rite...lucky no scare..if nt i will scream..roll on the floor...faint.

i've gt it!
★ AT 1:34 PM
hmmz....i love to nt go to school!!!..but..nw gt cyberweek..still hav to do work?!...love nt to go to school..but when no need to go to school..hav to do workkk..hmmz...sian arxx!!...but...if i don think abt school...n work stuff..i m lyk madd!!!..can scream n pull my hair....roll on the floor screaming lyk mad!!..coss..i juz gt my MP3...Creative Zen Neeon..it is soo small...nice!!..haha..happy happy happy...soo bz doing my school work...than transffering music into the MP3...than...than my com donno lyk wat...full of crap la...haha...trm can go to church!!..yeaa!!...haha...mad la me..hahaha..

me.
★ AT 1:24 PM


hmmz..all i do when i m bored!..take fotos!!!!whee!

YUCK!
★ Thursday, August 25, 2005 AT 5:30 PM
ahh!!..i cannot stand it...i did nt write a post for lyk hw long lorx!!...cos my internet down...argh!..i cannot stand it!...fed up!...haha...trm no school!!..whee!!...haha!..sat can go to church!...haha..than on monday no school!!...shiok la!!...haha..lyk some aunty lyk tt..haha...i m looking for a pouch!!..to put my BIBLE...!!!..haha...i wanna tt bag!!!...from mint toons..it is lyk 26.60!!..it is a kids bag..the TINKLEBELL bag!!..i wanna it..i will save for it!!..already sabing for it!!..haha..try to get it nxt week!...haha...u noe amt..my beautiful toe nails is hot pink!!..haha..soo nice can...haha...i love today!!...cos i went to take noeprint!...n u noe smt!!...tis neoprint machine gt the wid effect...the wind will bloww very strong..than ur hair will fly..than gt effect!!..cool rite?!..i went to take it..once i scan the pic i will post it here....seee my hair...i untie my hair than gt effect..haha!!..sooo cool lorx..than gt another feture!!...the floor..the place tt u stand rite..can move up n down...soo u can higher urself...cool rite!...haha...$10 can!!!..but very cool..i felt tt it is worth it!!..haha..cool man.!!!

OUCH!
★ Monday, August 22, 2005 AT 9:35 PM
YEAAA!!!...haha..get to go to church again!!...haha...1 week past!...wheeee!!..happy happy happy...haha...muz start to count down again...haha...today...my frend very poor thing...my other frend TROW the maths textbook the thick thick type...than throw in class..hit my other frend on the ear!!...siao can!!..she cry lyk mad!!...i also can cry for her man...cos she was trying to vent her anger to scare my other class mate than in the end throw the book HITTING another gal can?!?!?!!?...i pity her man...:(...muz pray for her...so tt her ear will be okieee...hmmz...the book lended my on leg can...touch me a lil...but i was totally fine...hmmmzzz....never ever think of venting ur anger on any 1..!!!

MOVIE?
★ Friday, August 19, 2005 AT 11:22 PM
haha...today muz help WP take foto...haha..school field...cos might be using my school for camp i guess...haha...soo fun..if really can then wow!!...cool man...play games.hide n seek...i sure win!!...haha...i noe the place welll...haha...nw hav to pray!!...tt my school will alllow the church to use my school for the camp...hmmz..pray pray!!...pray a million!!!...haha...today party was fun man...haha..i miss the food!!..the competition...the time all of us spent together!!...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONGSHENG!...did i spell the name correctly??...haha...wow...i m soo bored!!...i watch the movie le..than cannot go n watch wif cell the show...don wanna waste money....yan qi!!..stop saying abt the show la..u guys had soo much fun but i did nt get to join the fun..BUT...without me will nt be as fun...haha!!...nah..its ok la...as long they r happy..i m happy tooo!!..DEAR SHUEN!!!!!!...do not ever forget ur wallet can?!!!!...or ur HP...haha..wanna lost lost both la..y lost only 1?!?!?!....haha..joking joking..don cry...haha!!...DO U THINK TT THE SHOW BEWITCHED IS KINDA A NC16 SHOW?..hmmmzzz...i don think soo lehh...it is a cute show!!...church is trm!!!..yeaa!!!!..happy happy...excited!!!!..wHeE...!!!

whee!!
★ Thursday, August 18, 2005 AT 5:37 PM
hrmp...i muz relax...after tt tense posttt...it makes me feel better u noe...haha...okie okieee..relax relax...haha....2 more days to church!!!..excited!!!...haha!!!

FREND!
★ AT 5:20 PM
ARGH!!!...CAN U STOP PESTERING MY DEAR FREND?!..SHE IS MAD ENUF...IT IS SOOO WORNG FOR U A GAL TO LYK MY BEST FREND A GAL?!...HELLO..U BETTER STAY FAR FROM HER ALRITE?!...U R STILL SOO YOUNG..ONLY SEC 2...CAN U STUDY FIRST?!...AND IN THE FIRST PLACE U SHOULD NT BE LYKING ANOTHER GAL...YES..SHE MIGHT BE PRETTY....BUT SO WAT?!...TT DOES NT MEAN TT U CAN LYK HER?!..LOVE HER?!...NO WAY ALRITE...SHE IS MY FREND AND I DON WANNA HER TO GET INTO TIS..AND CAN U ASK UR FRENDS TO STOP CALLING HER NAME INFRONT OF TEACHERS..THEN U WILL BLUSH N STUFF...U HAV GT *HER*..INTO TROBLE...ONE IS ENUF...PLZ DON GET HER INTO THAT SAME PROBLEM..IF U DO IT...I WILL NT SEE U IN SCHOOL..AND I REALLY DON LYK SEEING MY PRI CLASSMATE TO BE EXPLLED...ALRITE?!...ENUF IS ENUF...NO MORE PROBLEM UNLESS U MAKE PROBLEM...

THX!
★ Wednesday, August 17, 2005 AT 11:04 PM
wheee!!!!...wow...the show sooo nice!!...BEWITCH ROX...it is sooo nice la...*shakes nose*...haha...nicole kidman...haha..very cute acting...haha...the show..haha..love..its love...broom stick...twitching of ears...shaking of nose..haha!!!...soo cutee!!..but i wonder...tis show 'bewitch'...izzit hav a real TV programmeee....????..haha....nice showww...I HAV A GREAT NEWS MAN!!!...I ACCTUALLY EAT POPCORN DURING MOVIERS!!!...last time i don..my eyes was glueeed to the screen..but today i acctually eat lehh!!!!...amazing..o0o0...*shakes nose*...haha..guess hu i saw today..doing some food promotee stufff....i saw BAO MEI LI...haha...she/he...was soo funny la...wearing make-up can?!...had a great day man!!!..Wheee!!!...haha...rox!...THANK YOU...u noe hu u r...haha..sooo attudite...*BITE*!!!...HAHA!!!...siao rite me?!...wheee...sat is coming..its acctually coming lehh!!!..haha...excited!!..i will be wearing skirt!!!!..wow rite...long skirt..soo wow!!...1st time ever can!!..haha!!

OH MAN!
★ Tuesday, August 16, 2005 AT 8:16 PM
Wheeeee!...haha..today since i m boredd..i shall post more postes...haha...haha....I M HAVIN WITHDRAWAL SYMTOMS...I WANNA TO GO TO CHURCH...I REALLY WANNA GO!!...AHH!!..MUZ GET TO NOE MORE PPL!!!..MUZ MUZ..MUZ BRING FRENDS TO CHURCH TOOO!!...MUZ MUZ MUZ..HAHA...TOO ME...AS I M A CHRISTIAN I WANNA TO SAVE LOST SOULS...YEAA!!..HAHA...MISS ALLL MY BORTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHURCH...OVER A WEEK LEH...HAHA...CHURCH ROX...there is where i find my happiness...finally...last time...when i don't go to church all i do is follow my frends...it makes me feel lyk a scrapegoat...any thing happen i will get it...but nw it is totally different...when i started going to church...i felt the same..no more 1 grade down...even in school...i m treated differently...i don feel lyk a scrap goat any more...nor do i feel lyk a queen or stuff...but i felted tt i fell normal..same as all other frends...that is after i askGod for help...before that i did not...i guess wat all the leaders in the church says is true...we only ask God for help if we need help...but after everything is steeled...or succed we totally forget to give thanks...a very gd e.g...before exam you pray n ask God to help n guide u...but when u pass the exam?!...nt giving thanks to God for helping?!...hmmmz...i really don understand...*haiz*...i guess a changed person is a new person...yeaa....

care!
★ AT 6:34 PM
hey hey hey..tis is to YOU...u noe hu u r..yeaa..u...haha...take care okie!!!???....pray n pray if anything..u can come n look for me n leaders okiee...don take things in ur handsss...haha..don forget me...u can always come to me!!!!!!....don beocme lyk me...get sick until nw...4 days le..havin a bad cough...cough until chest pain...tts bad..take care of ur selfff...okiee??!?!?!?!??!...

NEVER BE REPLACED
★ AT 6:24 PM
NEVER BE REPLACED!
Baby i love you and I'll never let you goBut if I have to, boy I think that you should know All the love we've made will never be erasedAnd I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you and I'll never let you goBut if I have to, boy I think that you should know All the love we've made will never be erasedAnd I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I doI'll be with you as long as you want me tountil the end (the end) of time (of time)
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together And now I know I wanna be with you foreverI wanna marry you and I wanna have your kidsThinking never compare to the feeling I could get thisI can say I'm truly happy to this dayYou make me think that I could live my life like this everydayThere's never been a doubt in my mindThat I regret ever having you by my sideBut if the day comes that I have to let you goI think there's something I should probably let you knowThet everyday that I spend with youI will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby i love you and I'll never let you goBut if I have to, boy I think that you should know All the love we've made will never be erasedAnd I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you and I'll never let you goBut if I have to, boy I think that you should know All the love we've made will never be erasedAnd I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I doI'll be with you as long as you want me tountil the end (the end) of time (of time)

stop it!
★ AT 3:26 PM
hmmmzzz...i cannot satnd my class!!!...she is crazy can!?...some more she is sitting behind me...she keeps scolding ppl names..calling ppl 'hairy crab' 'mad' 'siao'...donno wat is worng wif her la...she keeps scold the whole class..then bez..my teacher say tt she is "sick"...she have Fits...but does tis mean tt she can scold us names and stuff...wat is wrong wif her?!...does tis mean tt she can call names??!!...we hav to tahan her?!...let her scold...wat is tis la...soo wat if she is rich...money does nt solve any thing!...her sister is another one..keep looking down at my class..but she forget tt she sister is in the class too!?...haha...its okiee...we hav to understand tt there is tis type of ppl in the world...muz hav patience...yeaa..yeaa...haha...at last i go for my dental!!!!...but nw my teeth lyk jungle can...rubber band her rubber band there...every where...soo messy..than pain pain also...hmmz..ppl hav to go for dental monthly...but i hav to go weekly...weekly if faster...haha...hmmz..i m soo bz all day..than hav to still go for dental weekly..than after going for my dental cannot eat...and i love food soo much some more!!!...hmmz..poor thing la me...haha...my other frends can go monthly...than they can eat all they wanna...i 1 month abt 4 weeks...than each week pain at least 3 days...12 days leh!!!!...than other ppl...1 month go 1 time...pain only 3 days out of 4 weeks can!!!..poor thing la me...haha..hmmz...but nvm!!..i usually go for dental on tues or wed...soo by sat my teeth nt pain liao!!!..haha..can go to church n tok properlly..if nt i lyk donno wat lyk tt..haaha!!..yea..church ro!!!!..i muz get to noe every single persom in YI..muz muz!!!!...haha...any hu reads tis!!..muz get to noe me k?!!?!?!..juz ask ard...juz say princess any 1 in Nissi 3..haha..they sure noe 1 la...haha...cos i m the princess lorr!!!...whee!!...haha...siao rite?!...haha..any way tts me!!!!....link me..or drop a tagggie!!!!...i willl try my bez to look for u in church ba..or any 1 hu wanna to noe me...juz drop a tagg alrite...!!

acting!?
★ Monday, August 15, 2005 AT 8:02 PM





haha...today is a totally funny day can?!...i m lyk wearing formal clothe...lyk go office de!...haha...my frend say i look lyk ah ma!!!...boo hoo!!...sad can!!!..hav to wear formal for acting..haha..i hav to act as a RICH TAI TAI!!...haha..pass la..for me tis type of ppl...sure pass can!!...haha...it is really fun acting lyk a rich tai tai...havin $5000 in ur hands..walking inot a bank?!...haha...mad la..any way..fun day!!..acting...haha...my class is lyk makng sooo much noise...than it was totally a mes..nt cos of me...but...my classs.....haha!!!..hw can a rich tai tai be noisy??!!?!?!?!?haha... haha...bad eye bagsss...poor me..nt enuf sleep..acctually it is in the family...soo boo bian!!

sick!
★ Sunday, August 14, 2005 AT 12:13 AM
today is a sick day!!...i m totally sick can!!!..virus i guess!!...i love church!..today gt a chance to get to noe ppl...but i was sick...than cannot say hello...to them!!...jun an!!..thx..okie...the cheese buger becomes to duck porrage...thx arx...haha..but the porrage was good!!...haha...

ROJAK!
★ Thursday, August 11, 2005 AT 7:59 PM
ahhh!!!..everything is in a mess!!!!...ahhh!!!!!....i gt my dance perfomance!!...my church mission trip!!!...my school...my family!!!..it is all in a mess!!help me!!!...Jesus i need You!!!...save me!!!...my dance perfomance is 24 sep...but it is on a Sat!..than i cannot go to church!!!...i cannot go for the 1st mission trip!!!...cos i gt 3 perfomances!!!...but on the 2nd it is my mother birthday!!!...how how how?!..hw m i going to plan everything?!...GOSH!...i m all in a mess...mix mix mix..MY HEAD IS LYK ROJAK!...wat m i gg to do?!...i don wanna too miss church on 24 sep!!...i told my self already!!..i m nt going to miss a church service or cell!!!...cannot cannot cannot!!!...CANNOT MISS AT ALL!!....HW LYK TT?!..can some one tell me!?!?!??!?!...wat to do?!...all i noe is i wanna to go to church!..but i also wanna to perfrom!!!...help me!!..*melting*...all i can think of is i m lost in a crazy world!

me?here?
★ AT 12:40 PM
do i belong in tis world?!...i feel soo lost...i need YOU!...i guess without You i m really lost...i really donno wat to do!...soo lost without You...the falling sick me...late nights...overdose of choclate...guess tis is hu i m...always either cold or hot...i can freeze and boil at times...freezing make is soo small..even smaller than an ant....when i boil it is lyk i m soo...hyper...i smile n laugh...but nw..i totally feel different...i m always small..no one can see me...no one notices me!!..why why!!??...am i that small!!!???

clique!
★ AT 8:15 AM





haha..see all the beautiful pictures of my clique!!..they all rox!!...top: shabana middle row from ur left: medaline me! shalinda bottom row..from ur left also: sophia jasmine kerrie

TRIED!
★ Wednesday, August 10, 2005 AT 2:57 PM
*yawn*...juz wake up leh...soo tired!!!!!on monday i sleep at 4.45am!!..yesterday i slept at 2 plus la...than i woke up at 2.30pm...tired can!!...tis few days nt enuf sleep...make me soo tired...nw eating...hmmz...ahh!!!..trm hav to go to school!!....don wan!!!!...don wan!!....i rather go out wif my frends!..my clique rox la..i rather go out wif them...u noe amt..i hav tought of something b4...let me tell u!...it is abr school...haha...IF ONLY...schools can be lyk tt....e.g on monday...hav 3 session of school..and it is up to u which 1 u wanna to go...1 will be at 8am - 12pm...or 1 pm- 3pm or 3.30-6.30 pm..tt means in 1 day the teachers hav ot teach the same thing for 3 times...soo if u cannot make it for the earliest than go for the 2nd or the 3rd session...i think it is better...better for us n the teachers...even if they hav to teach 3 times of the same thing..but they hav to taech lesser..haha..clever me....but if they really change to lyk tt rite..al the teachers will cry...haha...too bad...

NATIONAL DAY
★ Tuesday, August 09, 2005 AT 11:32 PM
happy birthday singapore...the parade today was ok la...SINGAPORE IS 1 YEAR OLDER!...haha...hmmz..again...tues again...why can't it be always saturday?!?!?!?...than i can everyday go to church!!..to PRAISE GOD!...since the day i started going to church i hav change alot...i even notice it my self...i really really THANK GOD THAT HE HAVE CHANGE ME...i have finally found my self!...i have lyk change in alot alot of ways!...i use to be very playful...rebalious...don pay attention in school...always gossip...BUT...1 thing gd tt nv change!...i DO NOT scold vulgar words..it is soo normal for ppl to scold other ppl...but some how i don...i really donno y..but i juz don...and i m very happy abt tt!!...God had change me totally...when i go bac to school after the school june hols..my frend totally cannot reconise me...nt my looks but..me my person...the inner me...i have totally change...in my class nw..i m known as THE HOLY ONE...hmmz...but i don care...as long i stay wif Jesus everyday of my life i m super duper happy...i noe for sure tt He will guide me...yeaa!!!..JESUS rox!!!...I LOVE YOU JESUS!!

HILL SONG!...DELARIOUS!!
★ AT 12:37 AM
i love FOP(Fest Of Praise)...HILLSONG!!...DELARIOUS!..i think i spell correctly la horx..hehe...i love them!!..Hillsong rox!!...the Sunday praise n worship is better than the Friday one...hehe...i cannot stand standing in the hot hot hot sun!!!...all sweaty can!!!...ewww...muz nt forget nx year muz bring SUNTAN LOATION and FAN!...haha..cannot help it...the PRINCESS IS LYK TT ONE...haha...YES!I M A PRINCESS AND MY FATHER IS THE KING OF KING....JOHN 1:12..tts wat is on my new t-shirt!!...the other 1 is WANT TO NOE MY SIGN?...MATT 24:30....haha...super nice t-shirts!!!...shopping shopping!!..i need shopping!!...haha...=)...hmmz...

FELLOWSHIP
★ Monday, August 08, 2005 AT 11:18 PM





i love fellowship can!!..it rox..we order pizza until 100++ can...JESUS ROX!!...tell the world tt Jesus lives!!!...

juz a lil of me...
★ Saturday, August 06, 2005 AT 11:48 PM
i always love sat!!..cos it is always smt different...nt lyk a week day..always the same...routine..sian arx..school life is boring...everyday i go to school it is the same...every week lesson is the same...ahh!!..boring...BUT!..at least i hav frends there...hehe..my class is boring also...the only place which i enjoy my self is in CHURCH PRAISEING GOD!!...hmmz...my whole clique is all nt a christian...most of them is a Buddist...i m still toking to them...sharing the gosple to them..but it don seeem to work!!...sooo..everyday i m praying for them...praying that one day they will recive God into their life...!!!...tis few days i m nt in the best mood!!!...I MAY BE LOOKING VERY HAPPY BUT WAT IS GOING ON IN MY HEART IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT THING!...*SADDERING*!!

RACIAL HARMONY!
★ AT 1:12 AM



beautiful pictures of my racial harmony day!!!

FEST OF PRAISE!!!
★ AT 1:06 AM



today rox can!!!i went for the FEST OF PRAISE!..and it was soooo very gd!!!these r juz some foto of the place today!!!

friends!!
★ Thursday, August 04, 2005 AT 8:12 PM
i m soo happy.!!!...i still don lyk school..but i love my friends!!!they alll rox can!!...school will be boring wif out all my frends!!

HOLIDAY PICTURES OF PRINCESS!
★ Wednesday, August 03, 2005 AT 6:58 PM










some pics of the TOOTIE PRINCESS!!...PRINCESS holiday pictures!! i went to U.S for my holiday!!it was great there i went to SF LA LV


yes!
★ AT 6:48 PM
the post again!!!....i m here again..i m juz sooo happy today..cannot stop wirting postes!!!woo hoo!!love it man!!!today rox...PRAISE THE LORD!

happy!!!
★ AT 3:42 PM
today is lyk the best day of my life?!?!...my clique use to be wif siti madeline sophia and not forgetting SHABANA...but in the end i still left the grp...n went wif jasmine kerrie and shalinda!...but today!we all,shalinda madeline shabana sophia me jasmine and kerrie chai ern...decided to join clique and be a very big grp!!..but siti is out...yeaa...i sooo love tis clique!!...it rox!...our clique is EIGHT!...we hav decided to use tt clique name cos it is ver unique and different!!...we r very close to one another...!!!...we understand each other!!i m nw in sophia hse writing tis post...but...shabana sophia n madeline is in sophia ROOM!!!..haha..playing wif the lap top!!...and they left me alone!!...lonely gal!!!!but i m still TOOTIE PRINCESS*...the 1 an only TOOTIE PRINCESS*!!!

tootie
★ Tuesday, August 02, 2005 AT 9:34 PM
see the bez blog ever!!..plain but but very nice!..simple me...TOOTIE PRINCESS!!

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