all my tags...i m really touched...but no matter wat happne i will still STAY STRONG FOR JESUS!.i shall say again...THE WORLD OR ANYONE I NOE CAN GIVE UP ON ME.BUT I WILL STAY WITH JESUS.THANKS YOU ALL

today is the 3rd day of chinese new year...and tis year i collected 1 extra red pack.cos went to my (donno wat) relative hse...yeah.then today also play guitar..soo fun..<3 my guitarrr...so i will get extra $$$ tis year..but hope tt i will get more...cos i think 50% of all the money goes to me the the rest into the bank..hahahaha...guess wat my ATM card crack...u can wounder hw it happen..i donno mysellf..my mother use her AMT card for lyk so many million years n it nv crack but mine did..hahaha...wat a jokee...i wonder wat will happen trm?..at pastor hse?...hahah..will it be in a mess lyk wat he told me?..or will it be very clean when ge go.or cleaner than b4 when we go off..i think it its gg to be cleaner then b4..yeahhh...AHHH!!..MY MSN IS WORKING AGAIN!!!..YEAHHHHHHH!!!!..PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!.....WOOO HOOO!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!..JUST LET ME SCREAMM!!!....I REALLY HATE THISS!!!..WHY LYK TT?!?!?!?!...GOSHHH!!..I HATEEE ITTT!!!...I AM HERE TRYING TO HGELP MY SISTER AND THERE IS MY MOTHER SCOLDING ME!...ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR AND MY SISTER NOT STAYING AT HOME WIF THE FAMILY BUT INSTEAD GOING OUT!...I DON WANNA LET MY SISTER TO GO OUT.I SIT IN HER ROOM NT ALLOWING HER TO CHANGE COS SHE WANNA GO OUT.SO I TOLD HER Y NT U GO TO THE TOILET..AND SHE WAS TELLING ME TIS IS MY ROOM.THEN MY MOTHER CAME IN N SAY LIYING U GO OUT LET UR SISTER CHANGE...I WAS LYK WAT!?...SO I JUZ LEFT THE ROOM THEN MY MOTHER SCOLD CAN...I WAS LYK SAYING CHRISTMAS NV STAY HOME WIF FAMILY NW CNY ALSO..N I TOLD TT TO MY SISTER CHRISTMAS NV STAY HOME NOW CNY ALSO....I GUESS..THEY JUST DONNO HW I FEEL...WAT I REALLY WANT THEM...TODAY I WAS JUZ ASKING MY DFAMILY U GG TO GAMBLE?..SO MY MOTEHR SAY NO I SAY NO MY SISTER SAY DONNO MY FATHER NO REPLY...SO NVM..AS THE TIME PAASS THEN IT CAME TO GAMBLE TIME..ALL MY RELATIVES SIT DOWN GAMBLING N ALL.THEN MY FATHER ASLO WENT STRIGHT AWAY I GT SO MAD..I REALLY DONNO Y..I GT REALLY REALLY DISAPPOINTED...SEEING MY FATHER A CHRISTIAN GAMBLING...THEN MY MOTHER SAY TT MY FATHER GAMBLE IS FOR THE MOOD OF CNY.NT FOR MONEY.AND SHE ASK ME DO U THINK UR FATHER IS A GAMBLER I TOLD HER YES.COS I ONCE WAS A GAMBLER ALSO.EVERY CNY I GAMBLE I COUNT MYSELF AS A GAMBLER.I TOLD MY MOTHER YES MY FATHER IS A GAMBLER.COS HE GAMLE.IF TO MY MOTHER TIS IS NT GAMBLING BUT GETTING INTO THE MOOD THEN...I CAN ALSO SAY TT DURING GRAND FATHER BIRTHDAY HAV DINNER N PLAY MAJONG IS JUZ GETTING INTO THE MOOD COS EVERYONE IS PLAYING MAJONG...AND 1 THING TT MY FATHER TOLE ME TT I WAS VERY SAD HE SAD 'YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO CONTROL ADULTS LIFE' I M NOT CONTROLING THEM.I JUZ DID NT WANT THEM TO GAMBLE.MY FATHER ALSO SAY DON BE SO RELIGIES U NOE HW I SAD I FELT.?!..DO U NOE?!.MY VERY OWN FATHER TELLING ME TT...DON BE SO RELIGEOS...I AM A CHRISTAN N I M A AMBASSOR OF CHRIST IS TIS HW AMBASSITROS OF CHRIST SPEAK?..WORDSS??..ACTIONSS??..IT WAS VERY HURTING U NOE!!!!..DO U NOE TT!!!...IF ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS READS TIS I M NT SHY AT ALL...IT IS NOTHING...MAYBE I M REALLY GETTING INTO TOOO VERYYY RELIGOES..MAYBE I M...RIGHT?..SINCE MY FATHER SAYS SO...SINCE LYK TT Y NT I DON BE A CHRISTIAN!?!?..GO BAC TO MY OLD WAYSS!?!!?!?!?!?....GAMBLE DON HELP MY FAMILY..DON DO ANYTHING!!!...DON BE SOOOOO RELIGOESSS!!!!..WHY NOT!??!?!?....TRYING TO HELP MY FAMILY ALSO CANNOTT...WANTING THEM TO BE MORE CHRIST LIKE ALSO CANNOTT...ESP MY SISTERR...I HAV NV SHOWN MY TRUE SELF TO HER..I HAV NEVER..I REALLY MEAN NEVER...WANTING TO LET HER SEEE THE CHRIST LIKE PERSON TO EHR IS VERY HARD FOR ME. NO ONE IN MY FAMILY NOES HW I TREAT MY FAMILY N CHRIST LIKE FRIENDSS...THEY ALL DONNOO!!...PPL SEE ME AS A JOYFUL GIRL..SO BUBBLY N JUMPYY GG ALL HIGH N ALL...BUT THEY NV SEE THE INSIDE MEE...AND TODAY ALSO.I WAS IN THE CAR WIFF MY FAMILY THEN TT IS EWHEN I ASK THEM IF THEY R GG TO GAMBLE.THEN MY SISTER SAY U GO N TALK TO THEM GO GO SINCE U WANNA SAVEEEE THEM...SHE SAID THE SAVEE IF AN EMPESISE..THEN WIF THOSE TYPES OF EYES...LYK NT HAPPY WANNA FIGHT LYK TT...SAVEEEEE...DO U NOE HW HURT I WASS?!?!!??!....I M HERE TRRYING TO SAVE PPL N THERE SHE IS NT ENCOURAGING ME...WHY LYK TT WHYY!!!?!?!..I GUESS IN TIS POST U WILL GET TO SEE THE SAD SIDE THE HURT SIDE OF MEE...BUT AFETR ALL THESE..I WILL STILL STAY BY GOD!!...IF EVERYONE TREATS ME LYK TIS I NOE TT GOD WILL NOT.HE WILL BE FAITHFUL TO ME I M FAITHFUL TO HIM...TRYING TO HELP A PERSON ALSO SO HARD...IT IS VERY EASY TO HURT A PERSON BUT ITS NT EASY TO SAY SORRY...SINCE YOUNG SEEING MY SISTER FACE...WHEN I M YOUNG MY SISTER CAN EVEN PUT MY PILLOW OVER MY FACE WHEN I WAS STILL IN A BABY COURT...NOT EVEN 1 YEARS...SHE PUTTING A PILLOW OVER MY FACE..OVER A BABY..CAN DIE ONE U NOEE...N TTS MY SISTER..WHEN I GO TO SCHOOL I TELL ALL MY FRIENDS ABT MY SISTER..NW GREAT SHE IS...TILL EVERYONE NOES HER..AND HER?!!..IN FRONT OF HER FRIENDS WHEN I M WIF HER SHE CAN EVEN SAY THINGS TT WILL EMABRRSE ME...IN FRONT OF PPL HU WE R NT CLOSE TO OR NOE WELL..SHE SAY THINGS TT MAKE A PERSON CHANGE ON HW THEY LOOK AT MEE...I HELP MY SISTER..EVERYTIME TAKE WATER CARRY STUFF FOR HER N ALL..SOME TIMES I GO OUT WIF HER..N SHE GT STUFF TO CARRY U CARRY HER BAG N HER SHOE.AND ME?...I GT TO TAKE MY BAG CARERY HER LAPTOP CARRY HER BOOKS WHICH IS SUPER HEAVY..CARRY HER WHOLE MAKE UP BAG...MAKING ME LOOOK LYK A MAD PERSON...WHILE ALL SHE CARRY IS?..HER BAG N SHOES...VERY GOOD RIGHT VERY GOOD...SHE BULLY ME I CRT SHE LAUGH...I BULLY HER SHE SCOLD ME..SHE EVEN SCOLD ME TO AN EXTEND OF USING THE F*** WORD ON ME...U NOE ON TT DAY AT TT MONET HW I FELT?!...HW SAD I FELT?!..THE HURT TT WAS IN ME?!...PLUS DO U NOE TT I LOVE GOING OUT WIF MY SISTER..WANTING TO SPEND TIME WIF HER..SHOPPING OR ANYTHINGG...BUT SHE WILL TREAT ME IN TIS MANNERR...PPL TELL ME..MAYBE TIS IS HW SHE SHOW HER LOVE TO ME..I WAS TELLING MYSELF LOVE?!..LOVE?..REALLY LOVE??..ARE U VERY SUREE???....IN MY CLASS MY FREND SHOUTED TO THE WHOLE CLASS TT LIYING LOVE (GUYS NAME)...WHEN IT IS TOTAL RUBBISH!!..COS I DON LYK ANY GUY..I DON WANNA LYK ANY GUY..SHE SHOUTED IT IN FRONT OF MY SCIENCE TEACHER.AND U NOE HW I FELT?!.I WAS SUPER ANGRY U NOE.BUUT OVER JUST A MIN I WAS OK WIF HER..AND WHEN SHE GET ANGRY WIF ME SHE WILL BE LKY TT FOR THE WHOLE DAY...SOMETIMES I REALLY JUZ FEELING LYK CRYINGG....BUT I DONNO Y I WILL NTT...JUZ BY TYPING TIS POST I M ALRD CRYINGG....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVEEEEE!!!!..ITS MY DAY...HAHAHA...I WOKE UP AT 8:30AM TODAYY!!..THEN I RUSH TO CHURCHH...HAHAH...HAD TO CALL MY DICIPLE MORNING CALL BUT WHEN I CALL HER CANNOT GET THROUGH TRIUED MANY TIMES BUT NUMBER BUSY.THEN TODAY SHE NV COME FOR SML(SATURDAY MORNING LIFE).HAHAHA..FROM SNL TO SML.HEHE.I JUZ EAT FINISH MY DINNER.ATE SOO MUCH FOOOD I M NOW SOO FULL...HAHA...TODAY AT 10.30PM IS THE CHINESE NEW YEAR PERFORMANCE MY SISTER IS DANCINGG..VERY COOL...GOOD TT NO SCHOOL ON MON N TUESS..HAHAH..SHIOKK..HAHA...I FINALLY RE TUNE MY GUITAR...ALTHOUGH I DONNO HW TO..I USE THE ONLINE TUNERR..HAHA..

HAPPY CNY EVE EVE!!...hahaha...had school today..left class at 9.40 cos i went to do make up for the dance girls.so i went to do the make up n all.cos i m nt in the dance cos i quited dance and i juz join so i m not dancing.

then as usual my school hav the class room deco competition and the class banner com..then guess wat my class cried cos my class did nt win the class banner competition nto cos we did nt win.but mainly cos my form teacher had put in so much effort to guide us n tell us wat to do..she even stayed up all night to sew for us the end of the clothes so tt it will nt be al frilly n stuff...and we did nt win so its really sad.and we saw my teacher and she is sad too.

so everything go on on on then it came to the best class decoration and all of us was really very sad tt we did nt win the class deco.and we will all faint if we nv win the class deco...and they announce sec 1 then blah blah sec 2 blah blah then it came to the SEC 3...my class all eyes all red n stuff then we r was lyk looking at our teacher looking at each other n the MC said "AND THE BEST DECO CNY CLASS IS...3E1!!!!!"..my class all of us form saddness to JOOOYYYYY!!!!!...so me n jasmine the class monitress went up to get the prizee!!...wow...loveee tt feeling and we look at our form teacher and she was smiling soo happliy...!!!...and after tt school end n i went to pass wo qiqi her wallet them follow her for the shoppingg..

i went to bugis to meet them..busig street..ae lunch wif them of cos nt in my school uni i changed..then we eat eat eat...after tt the shopping starts..went to all the shopss..then she was shopping n i told her i cannot buy anymore things alrddd..then end up i shop also.hahaha...3 bottoms 2 topss..i love one of my bottoms its lyk a jeanss but it has tt extra clothe thing which looks lyk a boxer thingyy...i will be wearing it trmm!!..haha..sooo excitiing...i love tt paiirr!!..haha...

today is a great day!!...but trm i gt to go to church at 9am howw i gooo???....gosh..lyk tt i no need to sleep alrdd!!...

TODAY IS SURE A LONG ADY FOR MEE!!...HAHA...after school brought my 2 friends to west mall.for diciplership so i brotught them there then afetr tt went to walk walk wif my daughter while weiwei was turoring xinyi.

then went to eat at swensens wif weiwei n qiqi..then after tt they went to cut hair while i go off.to meet my father than go to my grandpapa hse then go to my other side grandmama side then my father went to gib some docs to his friend then HOME.so the whole day is SCHOOL UNI.hahahah

school AGAIN...hahaha...heppy tt today hav amercia's nest top modelll....wow...hahaha...today in school was lyk..amdness can...class disipline case again..juz lyk wat i say yesterday..class bully...goshhh..1 girl.class don lyk.advice her.but she scold back.why?.really donno.complain...sperad every where.wanna quit school.teacher don allow.mainly its lyk tt...but ppl always say her..i guess bpth parties r wrong..my class always say her class wrong..and she?...give her advice scold bac...and say she wanna fight 1 to 1...goshh..how baddd..hahah...nooooo homeeworkkkk....hahahahaha...but gotta study..i muz really say abt my science teacher..MR LIM...he is REALLY funny can...1 peirod.he will lyk joke lyk madd...then today we tok abt death...jumping down n stuff then he say u want to jumop go to NTU go to the first level to jump..then the class was lyk huh?!?!...he told us tt cos when i was sec 1 i told my frend she wanted to jump from my class 2nd level i told her hahaha..u wanna jump go to the 4th level.u wanna jump 2nd level very pain and will nt diee..hahaha...bot it was all a joke..so she also started laughing then she also nv jumpp..haha...so my teacher say go 1st level then the class was totally saying madness...why my teacher say go level 1 cos in NTU there is lyk 7 basement...so jump from level 1..hahaha..madness right..super funny teacherr...

at lastt!!...my blog is okiee..hahaha...today went to school again..did the class deco for CNY nice..went for dental n stuff...guess wat..my class DISIPLIENE CASE AGAIN!!.....WAT A CLASS...AHH!!..THE CLASS CAN DIEE MAN...but anywayy..my class form teacher Mrs Wong..she loves my class alot.n we love her too...but one thing sad is tt she treat us sooo good n nice...but we do nt treat her as nice as she treat us..saddd....she is a super good teacherrr...teachng for 30yearsss..wat u think..hahaha..no joke u noee..haha...madness i went for my dental on fridayor izzit thur?...then today go again u noee...my teeth the pain hav nt go yet then go bac to tighten even more than even more pain..then CANNOT EAT..but by CNY come will nt be pain alrdd...yay...hahaha..eat eat eat....FOOD FAIRR EXPOO..HAHA...SYLVESTER WEIWEI N ME GOING TOGETHERR!!..HAHAHA..muz ask more ppl!!...haha..EAT EAT EATTT!!!..I M ALL ABT EATING..HAHAHAHAHAH

AHH!!..TODAY SCHOOL AGAINN!!!!!..ITS GOING TO BE AGAIN FOR LYK A MILLION YEARSS!!...hahahaha...anyway later gg out wif my family cos its my parents ANNIVERSARY!!!....my parents wants me n my sister to go also..wheee...eat in some posh place..coolness..hahahaha...and!..MY MSN IS KILLING MEE!!..HATE MSN!!!...i wanna get it fix!.but no one can help.i hav tried many many ways.but still cannot nw i REALLY need someone hu REALLY NOES.to help me.

today went to church to help in CAFE........fun fun funnnnn...love it mann!!...hahaha..very very very fun....in the end than i FINALLY NOE HW TO USE THE CASHIER...HAHAHHHAHA....but very fun..did alot of washing n cook roit pratat n all..sell thingss..wash up n all..very funn!!..hahah..then after tt went to eat lunchhh..then wanted to go shopping wif sylvester n ppl..but in the end went wif my parents..so i went shooppung wif my parents also..i bought a pair of shoeeeeeeee and it is soo niceeee...n my mother lky juz allow me to buy it although the price can kill meeeee...then i bought a NIKE baggggg alsoooo!!!!!!...coooooolness..veryyy nicee!!!!...hahaha..bought more stuff alsoo..haha..coooolnesssssss...hahaha..botught the nike watch for my sister alsoo..niceeee

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at last i get to go to church the WHOLE day..cos the last few weeks it hav been either will hav to go late or never go at all.today actually was nt tt perfect also..had to leave early.for dinner wif family.yeahh...THEN NEXT WEEK IS CNY.I WANT TO GO TO CHURCH FULL DAY.AHH!!..but today was great too!!..i broght friends to church..and trm they r also coming to church wif me AGAINN to help in cafe!!!...wow!!..its amazing how God work!!!..COOLNESS!!.had STEAMBOAT FOR DINNERR..MUM MUM MUM!!...hahah..BUT TOO BAD..I CANNOT EAT ALOT.i ONLY can eat scallop, liver and fish plus soup.how poor thing.awwwww...hahhahaha...MY MSN IS REALLY HAVING PROBLEM AND I BADLY NEED HELP FROM PEOPLE IF YOU NOE ABT COMPUTER PLZ PLZ PLZ LOOK FOR ME..I REALLY NEED UR HELPP..IT IS MY MSN CANNOT SIGN IN.IN TOTAL CRAP.

wat can i say abt today?...my MSN still gib me PROBLEM and everyone is telling me to un install n install again..i did it lky 3 times..all also nt workingg!!..it is driving me nuts.and i really hate friday in school.cos its super tiring..our recess is the 2nd period.and we only end school at 2.20pm...usually if we end school on 2.20pm there will be lunch.but today no lunch..and we have 3 peirod of maths.really really cannot think.HATE IT.and i m supose to bring irene to church trm but she fell sick.gosh.nw i m bring tis malay girl.and 2 others but nt confirm really wanna them to go.gosh.today also did finish the class banner.and it is done really nicely.full of glitters everywhere.my frends keep pouring glitter on me.then we started to hav a glitter fight.while my teacher is in class..hahahahaha...super fun.nw gg to do my class t-shirt..its gg to be nice for sure..haha...

I NEED HELPPPPPP!!..MY MSN MESSENEGER IS MADDD!!..I CANNOT SIGN IN!!..I ONLY CAN USE THE OLD VERSION!!..IF U NOE HW TO HELP ME PLZZZ LET ME NOEE!!..EVERYTIME SHOW ME THE TROUBLESHOOT BOX.THEN WHEN I TROBLESHOOT ALL GREEN THICK.BUT CANNOT SIGN IN!..ITS DRIVING ME NUTSS!!!!!..

wahaha..i love the design of my class t-shirt..its really niceee...thanks to SITI!!...she did it..today also did class banner...its nicee!!..whee!!..hahahah...

THANK YOUUUU!!!

WEE HUAT- GREAT CELL LEADERR!!..GREAT FRIEND ALSO!..TEACHING ME TOO!!

LUWEI- GREAT BROTHER!!!...ALWAYS SOO BUBBLY..

YI JUN- AH JUN ARR!!!..HAHA.I GUESS IT SAYS ALL.

BOON PING- GREAT GREAT GREAT FRIEND!!..BROWNIEE!!.STAY ALL SMILEY!!!.

THANK GOD FOR ALL THESE GREAT BROTHERS!.THEY HAV BEEN SO ENCOUAGING!.THANKS GUYS.!!!SMILEEE!!
there are many more.but it is juz too many.

lal..today went to school AGAIN.haha.bored.haha.today i was eating lunch wif my frends at heartland mall and there was tis gilr also from my school.she came to our table.cos she noes the 2 other fredns tt was wif me.then the girl said one girl gt RAPE.but one guy from another school.i was lyk shocked!...and those ah lians from my school they r gg to look for tt buy n CLEAR things...my frends was juz saying they will sure go into fight.cos the 2 frends tt i was out wif 1 is KNOWS those ah lian and ah beng.kinda close to them.but she is not.then the other is EX ah lian.but they 2 or finee...nice ppl...the mix wif ah lians n beng she is my partner.cos she n me class monitress..the other girl is class committe..yeahh...so they wanted to go over to meet those ppl n see wats gg on n afetr tt tell the teachers.so i was lyk..i think better nt go.later those ppl find troblem with YOU.but they say tt.no no..its ok.u juz go there see only.don tok.but i was lyk..err..errrr...so after we eat i juz go to them cos the ppl r in mac.then i was.hey u noe.i m suoper scared.hahah..so i juz follow them.then i was lyk SUPPER HAPPY.cos THEY LEFT MAC ALRDD!..whee..hahahahhaha...then i went off.wahahahah..my hands was really freazing cold..hahaha...wanted to go buy slipper.cos my slipper i wanna buy from brickenstock.but my sister say don to ex don waste ur money.so i wanted to get a 29.90 one.but my father say don..don care ask my sister..hahahah...mad maddddddddd

today.GOSH.classes went well till abt 10.15am.when it was CHINESE LESSON.tts just after recess.and everyone was in class.the tamil and malay girls all went for their class.everyting was fine.then my chinese teacher came into class.everyone greeted the teacher then we all sat down took out our chinese book.

then DONNO WHY my teacher looked my one of my classmate, Irene, a bit of back ground of Irene. she is a really nice girl.just that she is a ah lian.yeah.dis respect teacher and all.yeah.and irene LOVES to sit wif her legs on the chair n all.don face the front will sit facing the teacher.cos she is sitting at the side so if she face front she only see the white bord.yeah.so ALL the teachers always tell her face the fornt and all.then she don listen n all.so today my teacher juz ask her to sit over the other side.so she no need to twist her self to face the teacher.so my teacher tell her.' Irene go sit there'(all in chinese).so Irene was lyk 'why?'.teacher ' i just want u to sit there go now'.Irene*no movement from irene* 'i don want'.then u shld noe ah lian hw they act.so in the end my teacher shouted.IT IS EITHER YOU LEAVE THE CLASS OR I LEAVE THE CLASS!.of cos in chinese.so irene nv move they have been arguing for abt 15 mins or more alrd.so in the end my teacher left the class.

then my teacher was fuming angry mad n all.so she said to the class nt to move at al.no one can go out of the class.then 2 of my frends started to cry.cos they want to hav lesson(chinese).and all.then suddenly 2 of my frend ran out of the class the some followed cos they go n find for my teacher.mean time. Irene was juz saying y she ask me to move.i did nt even do anything wrong i also nv tok.so on n so forth.then.MISS GAN CAME IN.miss gan is my school dicipline mistress.she came in to scold the class and schold irene.and after tt my form teacher came in.and she said the WHOLE class is very naughty.disrespect teachers.n all.everything blew up.miss gan was even more angry.scolded lyk mad.so miss gan SHOUTED TO THE CLASS... NO ONE IS TO LEAVE THE CLASS NO ONE IS TO STAND UP N WALK ONLY THE MINITRESS R ALLOWED TO MOVE ABT. then she ask for the monitress n all...she also added THIS CLASS WILL NOT HAVE LESSONS AND GO HOME IF THIS MATTER IS NOT SETTLED!..so the whole class was lyk..WAT?!...SIANNN....but in the end everything was fine tt was abt 12pm alrd.BUT only IRENE matter is settled.abt the class it is not.so nw my class is juz wating for ALL the teachers tt teach my class to come into my class and the teacher will point out all tt hav disrespected him or her self(teachers)...and it will go STRIGHT into our recorded.it the extend students will be EXPELLED.and it is serious.

so now u noe abt my class..wat do u think?...i m in a mad class.when we r fun we r really fun when we are bad we r really bad.but y form teachers say tt COS OF 1 THE WHOLE CLASS HAV TO TAKE RESPONSIBLITIES.tand the best thing is BEING MY CLASS MONITRESS CAN DRIVE ME NUTSSS!!!!....

WEIWEI-SHE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY DEAREST.SHE WILL HELP ME AND SUPPORT ME.SHE GIVES ME SO MUCH JOY N LAUGHTER.ENCOURAGING ME.SHE STAY BY ME EVEN WHEN I M UP OR DOWN.IN OR OUT.LEFT OR RIGHT.<3

JIRIN- I REALLY LOVE HER!.EVERYTIME I SEE HER I WILL ASK HER HW IS UR NECK?.AND ON SAT WHEN I WAS DOPWN SHE TIED A LITTLE ORANGE ROSE ON MY BAG.HOW SWEET OF HER.THANKS MY DEAR.THE FLOWER ALMOST BROUGHT ME TO TEARS.

WINNIE- ALWAYS HAVE TT SMILE.ALWAYS COME TO ME N ASK ME HW M I.

CHERIE- SHE ALWAYS OFFER HER HELP.SHE DICIPLE ME AND TAUGHT ME ALOT OF THINGS.SHE HAS PATIENCE ON ME ALSO.GREAT DICILPLER JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH!.

YANQI- MY DEAREST DAUGHTER.ALWAYS SMILE AND SAY HI.ASKING ME IF I M ALRIGHT.WILL ALWAYS BE MY DEAREST AND SWEETEST.

REBECCA- MY FANTASTIC COUSIN OF MINE.LOVES HER ALOT ALOT ALOTT!!!

there are amny more.but it is juz TOO MANYY!

SCHOOL.ONE THING ABT SCHOOL.FRIENDS.they are the one hu makes you cry.they r the one hu make you LAUGH they are the one hu u hav fun with.tt u can share ur JOY.they r the one hu also makes you sad.they r also the one hu makes you angry.but at the end of the day it is either they are STILL angry or they are NOT angry.so which izzit?.they say tt they might nt you ur charater or attudite BUT can you change juz for them?.n make them happy?.but hw is another person don lyk the new you but lyk the old.right?.so if things r lyk tis do u think tt we humans can satisfy EVERYONE?.can?.

i don thinkkk sooo...tt y lyk i always tell my self.WHY izzit tt my frends from outside or in school and my friends in church ok.leats juz say christians n NON christian.i can see the BIGGGGGG!!!!!....DIFFERENCEE!!....it is lyk hanging out wif ppl of a different "breed".EVEN the christian in my church is speaking vulgarity.and i also have frinds tt pronouce Jesus as Judges Jujas.i juz felt so sad for them.for not knowing the right God.and i juz really cannot take it.

GOSSIP-putting someone down.slander.at times cos it is HURT PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE.
when people GOSSIP.i see n hear ALOT of Gossiping in my school.and it is because of GOSSIPING tt breaks friendship.

and these leads to TRUST.can you trust ur friends?.CAN YOU?!.NO!!!!!...the only person tt i put my full trust is on God.He is the one.in school i feel weird.how can u trust my frends?.if i tell her smt do u think she will juz say it out?.of cos she will.so i rather tell it all to God.someone tt can give me the best advice.someone tt can help me.i don think i can place confidence on anyone FULLY except God.tis also leads to LOYALTY

LOYALTY- true-heartedness, trueness, trustiness, trustworthiness, truth, truthfulness, uprightness..
ONE WHO IS LOYAL DOES NOT APREAD GOSSIP OR RUMORS.
A LOYAL FRIEND WILL NOT LET THEIRS FRIENDS HURT THEMSELVES.
ONE WHO IS LOYAL WILL NEVER BETRAY A TRUST.

RESPECT-honor, obeisance..e.g teachers parents FRIENDS
respect.to you wat is tis word?.having respect to someone is also helping friends.respect.I AM ACCEPTED FOR WHO I AM.is also respect.MADE A MISTAKE AND NOT TO BE LAUGHED AT.respect.FRIENDSHIP.students at tis age even me n you.FRIENDSHIP is also RESPECT.many people thinks tt respect to taechers n parents also.HOW ABOUT FRIENDS?.NOT FORGETTING YOURSELF?.RESPECTING YOU SELF?.hav you ever thought about tis?.

HONESTY-trustiness, trustworthiness, truthfulness, strightforwardness
be honest to your friends don keep quite go stright to your frend to clear things.be honest to your frends when u talk to her.LIVE YOUR LIFE THAT YOUR AUTUGRAPH WILL BE WANTED AND NOT YOUR FINGERPRINT.THERE IS NO DEGREE TO HONESTY.YOU HAV TO REMEMBER THIS!..ONE LIE CAN LEAD TO ANOTHER.AND ON N ON N ON.WHEN YOU STRETCH THE TRUTH PEOPLE CAN USAULLY SEE THROUGH IT.

but really.when i see my brothers and sister in christ.having such good frends.which will encouraging them i really very very happy.for them.this is why i HATE school.its my FRIENDSS!!!!!....

God have us friends to encourage us..give us surrport us. but what did we do?.we allowed the satan to control us.to put frends down.gosspi abt them.nt praise them but put them down.gossip spread rumours.wat did we do?.gosh...

lala.juz gt home from SHOPPING.nad guess wat i wanted to buy a nike bag but don hav the color tt i wana.sasd.haha.wahah.so today all i buy is shampoo.haha.its actually my FATHER SHOPPING DAY.he bought lyk 4 shirts 3 jeans n all..and it cost him $300 over.mad right?!.wif tis 3oo i can lyk buy 5 tops 5 bottoms or smt can!!...its lyk me n my sister shopping join together!.how mad!.haha.$300 is lky a wow sum to me.i wanna it all!!..i can buy my bagg!!!!!!! and still hav extra.how nice.but to bad.hahahaha...lalalelellilili.

i really K.O alrd.super tiredd..cannot open my eyess...did alot of stuff.super tiredd..nw at home.my mother say my fathre wanna to SHOPPING later.and u noe tt SHOPPING IS MY BEST FAV HOTTEST HOBBY.haha..i noe i m mad.but wat can i do?.its SHOPPING.THE CANNOT BE MISSED THING.haha.i juz ate finish ate chicken ricee..woo hoo..haha...my hair is crazy..haha...hav to get a new shampoo.la la la.i m super lame nw.cannot be helped.when i m bored i will juz post.wat do i post?...lyk tis.rubbish.makes no sense at all.hav school trm.super sian ita a NEW WEEK again.boring!!!...i can't wait to graduate of sec school life.gosh.haha.i m super bored.bopring is the word.lalala.OH YA!.GOT HOMEWORK.hav to find meaning of the words.shall go n do it nw.while i blog.wheeedone my work alrd.finish.haha.lalala...bored bored.my maid n my mother is doing gardening my father is sleeping.my sis is on her way home and i am in the room blogginh n chatting.how nice.

its SATURDAY today...and i went for the funeral then went to church today.went for cell n all.today i did USHERING.hehe.the say i m the youngest usher.hehe.smallest one too.haha.but really fun being a usher.get to help out.and no need to stay in the crowed..haha...went for dinner also.wif church.then gt new commer.so i tok to them.very fun.now i m at home rotting.yesterday nv blog.cos i yesterday K.O alrd.

I AM SO TOUCHED.and the person tt touched me is non other then my sweetest dearest WEIWEI.weiwei i neo u will read tis.and i m really touched when u said u will go wif me.but even if u cannot go.its ok.but i mean.hu will EVER wnats to go wif me to some where nt happy.some where nt enjoyable.and only you weiwei.only you will go wif me.really touched.THANK YOU.

a very special thanks to this guy.he sheltered me across the road juz nw.so nice of him.although i donno him.he is from DAIMAI SEC.he is juz staying the other side of my estate.=).had school today nw hav some stuff to do for my teacher.hav to type some thing for her.then hav to stay bac in my school for some of the days next week.cos i m one of the leader for doing my class banner and the chinese new year deco...soo cool right..get to be a class minitress and still be a leader for my class..wow.very very fun.and guess wat.I AM MY HSE(GREEN COLOR) CHEERLEADERRR!!!!..YEAHHH!!....hehe..sooo enthu alrd..then using last year clothes again.is i design one some more!!...super cool rightttt...hahahaha....i hav to type the routine for my teacher.for the class stuff..hehe..today had fototaking for IC..haha.i think i look super UGLY can..hahaha...i almost go CRAZY alrd.my class is DRVING ME NUTSS!!...they don wanna listen and when foto taking also make the photographer angry can.they made me raise my voice.GOSH.WAT A CLASS..!!!..ahhhhhh!!...but still.i love my class..!!..whee..haha.hw mad can i be.tis sat AGAIN i will be super late for cell!!..ahhh!!...

whoooshh...went to school today..and i really donno y but i reach school lyk 6.40am?...yeahh..haha..first time u noee!!!..usually will reach at 7am..hahha...then all my friends don belive theirs eyes..haha..soo cute right.haha.u noe smt.i think tt being a class monitress is very cool.haha.cos it is fun..haha..get to help ppl..serve my school.and serve God too..funness..haha..i have a crazy friend tt ask me to go her hse to see her newly renovated TOILET.miss change read tis.hahahaha....ur mad..hehe...guess hus bac in school?...SOPHIAAAAA!!!!..AHHHHH!!!!!...HAHAHAHA...she is still as mad as before..haha..

i went to see my late grandmother brother.which is my perivious post the lady hu pass away..i went to see her husband.he is really sad.can really see it in the face.and he had bandges in many places...his both elbow.right knee.left foot.knuckles and at the calfs of his right leg...and when i saw him.it is lyk all the bandages gt blood.even though the bandage is so thick.gosh.it is really frightening.but all these pain to him is nothing.cos the feeling of losing a wife is worst.pray pray.for him.

it was juz tt day tt i m toking abt non-christian and christians.how u will nt want ur frends to go down.and now?..i JUST LOST A RELATIVE.AND SHE IS NOT A CHRISTIAN.she have gone.it is really easy how someone can just go.she n her husban was on a motobike.her husband ride.and she pillian.and it is cos of a car they went a car.and she is not say tt old.she is abt 60 plus.and juz go lyk tt.and she is going for dilasis.her husband is fine.nothing worng.but she went lyk tt..i cannot do anything but there will still smt i can do to her family.SHARE TO THEM.it is really very hurting and sad tt you have lost a relative and the person is not a christain.will u wan to see ppl going down will you?!i don think so.so come on!.share.share to ur non-christian relative.u will nt want to see them going to hell..you will NOT.go all out.fast pray sharee...always prayy...don let ur frends and non-christian family members go lyk tt...don regret then.start sharing now.tis post might be really simple.and everyone noes but i really wanna still post tis up.remind.remember.street E part of ur life style alright!.don become lyk me.regret.

wooshh...today had schooooolieeee!!!!!...hahahah....sound soo excited rite?..hahahaha...happy tt trm NO SCHOOL....haha..opps..hahahahahaha..madness...went shopping juz nw for my bagg!!..gt the bag from RIPCURL...whee..hahaha....happy..i gt the baggg..heheh...today went shopping the my maid brought me to the bus stop then it was raining.and the dumb rain was getting heavier n heavied..soo mad..then when i got to the bus top it was lyk mad..than my jeans was wet.so i started to squeeezee my jeans..hahahaha..madness..whee..hahaha..

WAHAHHA...I AM BACK!!...o0o0o0o0..shoppppp alott..whee..hahaha..soo happy..went to KL stayed at MARRIOT...supre cool hotel..i loveeeee the toilet..hahah..of all places...2 queen size bed u noe!!..very niceee..hahaha...shoppp alott..ppl keeps looking at my shoe...cos its CROCS...heheh..love tt shoee..and i love SHOPPINGG!!...in MAMBO it had a 1/2 HR STOREWIDE 50% DISCOUNT..hw great!!..hahahah...MANGO had a UP TO 70% DISCOUNT...very very very cool...wheee..only did nt get shoee...tops..skirt..berms...very nicee..whee...hahaha...did alot of shopping...woo hoo!!..i loveeeee shoppingg!!..wheeee...hahahhhaha....but $$$$$$$$...hahahahahahahah......

CAN you just see the difference?.i guess for me just look at my FRIENDS and my CHRISTIAN FRIENDS.for me i can see the big difference.PRAY.PRAY that all these friends of yours and mine will become a christian.share to them ALL.CALLED TO BE A WORLD CHANGER.yeah.change the world for Him.save people.you will not want to see your friends going down.and suffer.but you will want to see your friends going up having a great time.fellowshipping wif God.talking to God.ow sweet.how great.but first we havt to PRAY then ACT.WORDS WITHOUT ACTION IS NOTHING.if salvation can happen in THAILAND why not singapore.PRAY PRAY PRAY.ACT ACT ACT.

its school today and now we are learning hw to type properly t he correct way..hahahha...really nt easy..hahah...went for lunch wif my clique juz nw..we was at mac eating...we had alot of funn!!..hahaha..i will be gg to the airport later..go fetch my maid...she come bac already..haha...my mother is feeling better!!...thx for ALL your prayers..hehe...

PLEASE.PRAY FOR MY MOTHER SHE IS HAVING A FOOD POISIONING.PRAY FOR HEALING!...had school today nt much of studies.and i m starting to LOVE EOA.the subject Elements of Office Adminstration.cool.very very good for those ppl hu is gg to take BIUSNESS in ITE...yeahh...very cool..but nw my time table is nt reg.everyday end diff time.latest is 2.20pm..whee...'N's are next yearr..haha..o0o0o0..scaryyy....my class is a class tt is super hard to manage...being a class monitress if tis class 3E1 is nt easy..its really really hard...tell 1 to keep quite is lyk toking to a lion...they will nt listen.u need the wip to keep them quite.its tt bad.and u will see ppl sleping in class..some toking lyk mad...some stoning...some play n all...tipical singaporeean class..hahah....hehe.my maid is coming bac on the 6!!!..at last..hahaha

haha..i did nt blog yesterday.cos was too busy..was out wif my frends watching narnia.its a great show.LOVE IT.and after tt met my parents then went to get me a guitar..super nicee!!..hahahaha..love it...almost bought the same guitar as estee..hahah..but nv..hehe...then today had school...did nt study..yayy!!..hahaha....then after school went lunch wif my frends..then went to get a bed for my dog..super cute..and dog loves it...yeahh..HATE SCHOOL.

i wanna tok abt today is TAKING THINGS FOR GRANTED.i shall just share abt my late grand mother.she hav always been my SUPER grandma.she did everything.she look after me when i was young.she is also a super storng CHRISTIAN.everyone loves her.she cooks drives.she fetch me from school to her hse.she is just a great person.my whole family cousins family n all.all love her n depended on her alot.she was just lyk a pillar.tt holdes everyone together.and on 2002 she had tis pain in her tummy.really bad pain.she went to the hospital and found out tt she had CANCER at her LIVER.and it is alrd the 2nd stage.everyone was daverstated.we all really was shocked.and by 2004 its the 4th stage. and the doc said she can ONLY last for 6 months.and she had tis will to live.and so her days went pass.and i also grew older by the days years.and its 6 months and she is still here,wow.so everything contuines.family prayed alot.and stuff.and on FEB 2004 she WENT BACK TO JESUS.GOD took her back to Him.and we all was in school studying and all.and our parents called the school and all of us RUSHED back home.we all ran.took bus took cab and all.rush bac running as fast as we could into the hse.and all of us(the cousins).juz saw her.a dead body lying infront of us.all pale n cols.and we cried and now after SEEING we cried even more.we sit by the bed holding the hand.crying non stop.and after tis whole thing.the wake funeral.and all.

the family.all of us.the 3 family.and 1 auntie nt married.we all juz split up.i go my way u go urs.and it is lyk we lose tt pillar.to depent on.to hold on.the one hu calls everyone together to hav dinner.to tok n all.the ONE.we hav lost.and it was lyk very cold.it is really rare tt we all meet for a dinner.even my grandfather.he also felt tt lost.everyone juz dissapered.and after tt.a year pass and everyone only meet rarely.and my cousin was demonized.and had deliverance and all.and beacuse of tis i went to church my cousins also started gg to church.and my family actually ALL my family is bac together again.leaving all happy and all SMILY!...knowing for SURE tt my granny is in HEVEN.

so don take things for granted or don take a PERSON for granted.thank the person.

AHHH!!..SCHOOL IS STARTING TRM!!..AND I HATE IT!..I HATE SCHOOL.BUT LOVE MY FRIENDS!...HATE SCHOOL HATE SCHOOL HATE STUDY HATE STUDY.HAHAH...cannot take it man!..hate school hate study!!..ahhh!!...cannot take it...and it is lyk gg to start in another few hours!!.sad..angry..hahahhhhahhaha..totally madness...actually wanted to go n buy my guitar today BUT cos was sharing testie among family then by the time also so late than the shop also CLOSE.so i think will be gg trm..hehe...soo exciting..hahahah....

hmmz..today did NOT go for bible study.cos was wif my family.doing the hse n stuff.cos my maid not in singapore..so yeah..then after doing the hse stuff went to my grand mother hse.my nephew was there.and me is so cute.and i m falling in love wif him.haha.he is super cutee!!..hahaha....shall hav hiz fotos up here..haha..he is super sweet also..he is a mix of an indian and chinese...cousins son..haha..he is super cutee.. haha.his name is RANDOLPH.LOVES HIM ALOT ALOT ALOT!

GREAT DAY.its SATURDAY!...went for CEELLL GRP AND SNL...cool..very fun..hahah...went to count down at CCK PARK.it might be a silly place.but we had ALOT of fun..me n WEIWEI took alot of foto!!..shall post some upp..very very very nicee.hahaha...took many foto..hahah...today is juz a GREAT day.i learned hw to play guitar a new song.hahahha...very cool muz thx CHERIEEEE!!!....

WHEE!!..today was home until abt 4,5 plus.then went out to FUNAN mall..to meet guizHen,serene and luwii...haha.luwii 1 guy wif 4 girls...haha.went to eat at SAKE SUSHI.waa..eat until lyk a pig...alot alot of food...eat more more than 30 plates..haha....ate alot we lyk ordered the same plate for lyk 6 times..and tt guizhen gt lyk 4-6 plates of tofuu!!..hahaha.haha.she is mad i noe..

after dinner we went to esplanet..haha..short.esplanet.then walk walk and we finally sit at the rocks there.by the river..very nicee...sit there tok tok..sing songs..and stuff..very very funn..then we saw white stuff floating on the water n was wondering wat was it.but we fpund out tt it is actually for the light.when the spot light xome on in many colors.it will reflect on all the ball n it will hav light.very cool..very nice..shall show you some pics.kinda blur.but nvm.juz see those blue things..they r on the water. yeahh..its nice..hahah..very cool..i guess today is a really great day.trm will also be a great day..cannot wait..actually i go out is yesterday cos past 12am and i shld say today will be a great day cos past 12 am also..hahaha...