haha. alright. school today. welllll...i did not sleep. AMAZINGG. maybe i did. during chapel. i was WAYYY tooo sleepy. my eyes give up on me. haha. really.

anyway, took my maths test today, DIE DIE DIE DIE. guess what Mr Tang said, "NO ONE PASS THE TEST AT ALL. NOOOOOOO ONE PASSED".
gosh, everyone heart DROPED.

after school, went lunch with shalinda. but on the way there. met azu pris and joelle in the bus. so we decided to lunch together. was really a AWESOME time. hahaha. like really.

went to pizza hut, all ate together. NEVER EXPECTED TO TALK TO JOELLE. seriously, we are primary school school bus mates. haha. did not ever thought of talking to her in this whole sec school life. but well. we still did, during lunch today. joelle and azu was busy taking photo while pris and i was talking about church. haha. both of us, CHRISTIANS. nice stonch christians. yupyup. coolest thing, she is in 2 ministry. haha. CREATIVE and WORSHIP. hahaha. i was like CREATIVE?! then she say YAH, they gotta do stuff like, church notice board. planning of church paint color. t-shirt design. plan everything else. wow.

haha, cute. she does this book thing too. SUPER THICK BOOK. and she said that, that book is UN-READ-ABLE. she don't understand a thing about the book, and what it's saying. SUPER THICK SUPER HARD. super funny i love talking to her. can talk well. SAME BREED. the MAD MAD girls. haha. nice talking, haha.

joelle is funny too. haha. so long never talk to her lah. after soo long never talk, then suddenly talk. haha. seems like i JUST got to know her. haha. nice time too.

haha. good lunch, after lunch. i went down to TM to buy THIVIYA'S PRESENT. hahaa. shhh..got her a milk bottle, and i'm gonna write a LONG AND NICE LETTER and put it inside. people is the MAP or LETTER in the glass bottle. like is LETTER IN A MILK BOTTLE. haha. cute huh. hahaa. I LVOE HER LAH. sad thing i can't go her birthday party. it's on saturday. like today when i went over to her table she was doing the birthday thing. then she said, "i no need invite liying, because it's a must for her to come" i was like SHYTE! BUT I CAN'T GO. then i was like. ehhh. haha. don't know how to tell her. then i just smiled. then she went OH NO. DON'T TELL ME YOU CAN'T. then i was like, yah i can't. then she said "gotta go church huh" then i was like. haha. yeahhh.

see, how i wish i could go. SERIOUSLY. i love her party. IT'S DANG FUN.

anyway, lala. i'm home.

I HAVE NOT WATCH MY MOVIE LAH. haha.

HOME HOME HOME.

went to school today. ok, with LONG NAILS i went to school in my mind i was like *DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE*

went to school, everything swee swee. then i told phiaphia, "I HOPE TODYA NOT CHECKING NAILS X\"

after i say that, Mrs Pang came. OK GIRLS SHOW ME YOUR NAILS, SEE IF YOU GIRLS GOT CUT THEM OR NOT.

then she check check then she will say, "LONG. STAND LONG STAND" then when come to me, i say even before the check i said, "I GOT TO STAND" i decided to just stand haha. then i borrow my friend's nail clipper and i cut my nails ): hahaha

ok, talking about nails. WHY MUST GUYS HAVE OR KEEP LONG NAILS?! i ask me cousin ONLY 13 YEARS OLD, KEEP LONG NAILS. to me IT'S SO UGLY!!!!! WHY MUST GUYS KEEP LONG NAILS?!

then he tell me BECAUSE I PLAY GUITAR LAH, KEEP LONG NAILS EASIER TO PLAY. YOU KNOW MY THUMB YAH, LIKE THE PICK.

goodness, what have gone into guys now a days, KEEP SHORT NAILS LAH FOR GOODNESS SICK. you want your nails NICE NICE FILED NICE NICE. come look for me lah, aiyoh. i help you file. tsk tsk tsk.

ok, back to school. i did not know maddie did not come school for the past few days, days which i'm absent she also absent. she went to India. nice place. come back to school today, same as me. then Mrs Wong saw her. and told her that her CA marks will all be ZEEEERO because she got no valid reason. seriously, what rubbish. she went out of the country what. not say she never give letter right. like that maddie will have ZERO for the CA1 so RUBBISH. mmm...

ok, after school. i met AMANDA GIRLFRIEND. and her friend Melody.
went to town, wanted to catch a show. but in the end i did not decided to be a GOOD GIRL. go home. hehe.

now i'm HOME HOME HOME. once again.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY. IT FEELS SOOOO LONG SINCE I BEEN TO CHURCHHH!!!! GOODNESS. I REALLY MISS CHURCH NOW. )))):

BUT I CAN'T STAY FOR DINNER. I GOT FAMILY DINNER. WELLIES...AT LEAST I CAN GO. HAHA. EXCITED SIAL.

oh yes, I FEEL LIKE TAKING UP ALOT ALOT ALOT OF COURSES! SERIOUSLY MAN. I WANNA TAKE UP ALOT ALOT ALOT.

-TENNIS
-BALLROOM DANCING (TANGO SAMBA SALSA THOSE KIND)
-VOCAL

goodness, i really wanna take ALL UP. ALLL I MEAN ALL.

ok, stayed home today.

THATS ALL (:

I SIMS-ED ALOT TODAY.

Hello Reader,

thought i could sleep till at least 3 plus or even 4pm, but NOOOO. i gotta get up at like 1pm!!! because gotta go gong's house, i don't know for what. but yah. it haven been like that for all the years. but this year forgot i gotta go. so sleeep sleeep sleeeeeep, until the phone rang. yes.

went to the house, went to the basement where all the auntie popo and uncle gongong was playing their mahjong. had 3 tables. all play money. they way the pay, DANG SOLID DANG COOL OK.

went down, saw my cousin there. then we went to the couch and slack, he watched me play my GAMMMMMMMIE. it's VERY FUN, Sims 2 pets. fun. yes. sooooo played until about 4 plus, then went home again. to bathe change and go down to the hotel to eat. yes. went down at about 7 pm plus.

ate and had ALOT of fun, seriously. i was tired TRUE, but happy too. because the kids sit on 1 table. so like WOW. we laughed out butts off. seriously. we laugh SOO LOUD, all 3 other table would look at us, becasue we are in a big room, grandpapa birthday so 4 tables. madness.

so yes, we SING we LAUGH we SCREAM we SHOUT we TAKE PHOTOS we HAD FUN.
yes. it sounds fun.

we took photos those AHLIAN kind.
trust me, it's funny. we took in order of oldest to youngest and we laugh like siao mad crazy, because we don't do all those poses.

was really funny, took photo of EVAN and KAISHENG also. they 2 cuties
EVAN gosh, he is my prince charming seriously.
KAISHENG, the little boy, who LOVES TO LAUGH and run round in circle.

EVAN EVAN EVAN, my namesick. but wellies, he is still my prince charming.
yes.

i'm tired, and DEAD TIRED. and DEAD DEAD TIRED. i shall post up the photos of kaisheng and even in the next post.

AT LAST I'M HOME.

i did not blog for 3 days.
i shall blog all 3 days in this 1 post.

(read previous post to know ALL ABOUT IT)

Day 1

day 1 was the day she pass away, yupyup. thats considered as 1 day.

Day 2

went to my granny house, the tent was all up and stuff, it's a TAOIST thing, yeah. so like, waited for the body to come back and stuff, then when they brought back the body and all, everyone had to assemble and kneel as a form of respect that she is coming back. then all had to call her. like call her what you always do. yupyup.

mainly the 1st day is all about bring her back and stuff, went through some stuff also, example of holding of joss stick kneel and pray bow and stuff.

so after everything was done, everyone ate and hang around and stuff lah, still the 1st day of the wake so everyone gotta still "settle in". my family stayed over. but i did not do the NIGHT WATCH thing, i went to sleep.

Day 3


ok, went home in the morning, to bathe and stuff. not that i did not bathe but because BATHING AT HOME IS STILL THE BEST (:

so yah, then i went for DENTAL. had to go, because i might be removing my braces. ok, but in the end i did not remove. because still got a SMALL LITTLE GAP. so like yah, but she say comfirm 2 weeks time i'll remove. yes.

after that i waited for kajie to pick me up, so i went to parkway to walk a little, while waiting for her to come fetch me. in the end i bought something, like !@#$%^&* i bought a new psp game, SIMS 2 PET. mmmm....really lah, i guess retail therpy is still the best.

after that went back to the wake, this time i did the night watch. so i played my psp. then nearer to the night i played MAHJONG with my cousins and aunty. ok it ROCKED ok. seriously. i kept winning like wow. but really, all thanks to AUNTIEEEEEEEEEE my uncle's girlfriend, she helped me. x\

after that i cont to play my game while the pros took over and play with $$$
so i did not sleep. -tired-

Day 4

this day, was alright. MY CELL CAME ((((:

so like yah, did ONE MILLION OF RITUALS. really. seriously. like from 3pm onward the chanting thing started, the singing of my granny's life. they would sing the whole life out what, yah. started at 3pm. and it's only gonna end at 11pm like !@#$%^&* i was totally !!!!!!!!!

so mainly i played with my nephew, PLAYED ALOT with him.
and of cause my game. it was kinda fun also. because 2 of my cousin also got psp and 1 got nitendo ds I THINK. or whatever that is. the 2 screen thing. so like, THE GAMMERS.

we would game in the night and when there is no one. so yes. the chanting went on and on and on and on, trust me i wanted to shout SHUTTT UPPPPP. seriously. it was NOISY. VERY.

when night fall, everyone had to sit and hear the chant and bow kneel pray and all those STUFF. walk the bridge thing, WAHLAU SUPER !#@$%%&$&*%^

trust me i hated it.

after walking gotta sit again and hear then sing her LIFE STORY. i was sitting right behind with my sister cousin and cousin-in-law, then at least had little randloph to come play with us. he was like DANCING TO THEM SING. was SUPER FUNNY, SUPER ULTRA!

then gotta grab him sit down and stuff. thats about it for day 4.

Day 5

ok, today went for the burial. so like. hehe. all the kneel bow and stuff also have, offer this and that everything also offer. then took coach to CCK CEMETERY. when we got there it was RAINING, becasue my granny is gonna burry. so like yah, everything was MUD MUD MUD. it rained, so it's WORST. seriously. WORST. and can't wear slipper or shoe one, it's part of the thing, cannot WEAR. but they did give this socks thing, it's SUPER THIN AND MACHAM NO NEED WEAR, AND IT'S BIG UNTIL CANNOT BUG, IT'S FOR GIANTS TO WEAR.

so yes, it's rained. but this gotta go on right, yah. when the rain was smaller. we had to walk in the mud IN THAT SUPER THIN MACHAM NO NEED WEAR socks. yah. then leg all MUDDDDY. so gotta walk over to the burial site. when was there. everyone need to take the socks out, then take a piece of MUD and throw into the hole where the coffin is in, then gotta walk ROUND the coffin once, after throwing. then cannot wear the socks. the mud is VERY SOFT. the whole leg can go in kind. then i gotta walk what, i step in then SUAY SUAY my whole foot went in, then there was a piece of rock inside, then i step in. the rock was on my left side. then scratched my leg big time. not really my foot klah, it's the outter part of my ankel, where the bone stick out there. yah. that whole part SCRATCHED that rock thing, then bleed. no one kana, ONLY I KANA. bleed lor. i did not even know bleed until everything ended then went to wash leg. when i chua tio.

got 1 cut bleed, that many many many other scratches but never bleed but SUPER PAIN, stinging feeling kind. was MADNESS.

then got up the bus went off. went to this TEMPLE. where they got this STICK THING, THEN GOT THE NAME AND STUFF IN IT. then keep this STICK in the cabinate in the temple that thing, yah. went there, then i shock. because i did not know need to go. so i just stand at the side and stuff lah.

after that went back to the house, where everyone ate.

then HOME.

END.

i guess, it may look in a way FUN, where i play game and stuff. have fun with my nephew who is MAD MAD MAD MADDDDDD, he would pull me to the play ground then he would sit on my lap. then play swing, go like super high and stuff. did that almost EVERYDAY. but my butt pain, becasue the swing is TIGHT. KIAP ME.

ok, yes. see, may look fun. but like, i guess when someone passes away, it's really a time for EVERYONE TO BOND. get to know each other better and stuff. although it is not a joyous occasion. yah. it was alright.

ok, i'm now DEAD TIRED. DEAD TIRED. AND MY MSN GIVING ME FREAKING MSN NOOB PROBLEM.

ok, i REALLY gotta add this.

through out the whole wake and all, i really got to know my cousins better. everyone is SOOOOOO DIFFERENT, SERIOUSLY. there is the attitude, there is the weird, there is the no idea what.

firstly, i wanna start with ATTITUDE. i will not mention names. it's one of my cousin. i felt that his attitude is REALLY REALLY wrong, he got a attitude problem. i find it REALLY RUDE. ok, when he reaches, he should GREET everyone as he is the youngest. he come and he lie on the banch to sleep, and not greet the elders. if not he walk in with his sickening attitude that writes ALL OVER HIS FACE. -I AM NOT INTERESTED I'VE GOT ATTITUDE PROBLEM- he walks in like that. ok fine, never mind. but he listens to his ipod. like WTH. i'm serious, everyone is busy running around doing stuff helping out. he is sitting in the middle of everything listening to his ipod and playing with all those SICKENING GAME CARDS. poeple talk to him, he don't even smile. he keeps that SICKENING face. and still listen to his ipod. GOSH.

everywhere he goes, he is listening to his ipod. go GREET all his mother's friends and all also LISTENING. HOW ATTITUDE CAN HE GET MAN, SERIOUSLY.

ok. on to the next

ok, i'm gamming, he come and STICK TO ME. i sit and play my game, he will come and sit beside me. put his head to my head. and stuff. WTH. i'm VERY IRRITATED BY IT. and please, i'm playing my game, he come and ka chao. seriously. IT'S IRRITATING. like he will come and TELL ME HOW TO PLAY. AND CLAIMS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING INSIDE OUT.

when my nephew comes to play my phone, he would sit on my lap and play my phone, so i can guide him. or at least watch him play, he would wanna see what game that is, and by the way, my nephew is only FIVE 5 WU AMPAT(I THINK). he would come and tell him HOW TO PLAY, WHAT TO PRESS. come on lah, this game is all about shooting the opponent. then he come and teach what STAND BACK MORE SO THAT WHEN HE SHOOT YOU YOU WILL NOT DIE. when that little one wants to move forward so that he can aim and shoot. i got fed up i told my cousin," HE IS ONLY A 5 YEAR OLD KID. WHY MUST YOU TEACH HIM ALL THIS CRAP. YOU THINK WHAT. THIS IS JUST A GAME COME ON. HE IS ONLY 5, LET HIM PLAY HOW HE WANTS!"

then my cousin would tell me this, "i'm just trying to do it the GUNBOUND WAY. where i can shoot yet hide from the opponent, so that he would not loose."

i went WTH. 5 LAH. ONLY 5. goodness.

then he come lean lean lean, never see what his hands are and where his legs are. CRAZY ONE.

gosh, ALL THE TRUE COLOURS. he is also HUMSUM lah. piang eh.

eeeyerrr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GONGONG LOVE LOVE.

Granny.

1 WEEK 3 DAYS.

and i gotta bid fare well to her. ):

yes, my granny passed away today. it was SUCH A MOMENT.

gosh, doctor is gonna remove her oxygen at 12pm. that is oxygen is like her "life line"
helping her breath. yes. they gotta remove it, because the tube can't be there forever, it would not be good for her body. so gotta remove. she have a slim chance of living, actually VERY SLIM. because she is so weak, she don't have any movement except reflex. she got no reaction to anything although she is in coma. yes. so so at 12 pm, waited for everyone to reach, then the doctor remove.

she could breath on her own, she cold. so she was moved to the general ward, then everyone went up. they clean her up and all, then everyone went to see her. so the doctor came and talk to everyone, he said that she might have only a day left, then everyone just nodded. after that the doctor went to see her again. then he came out and say, she might not be able to make it pass today. she might go in hours or even mins, so everyone was around her, standing looking at her.

then suddenly, the face turn PALE. everyone freaked out. CRIED. then all watched the monitor for the heart beat, it was like dropping, from 60 plus then 50 then 30 then 20 then STOP.
gosh, i was there. i saw the whole thing. MY HEART STOPPED. i cried totally. madness. my father broke down big time, because he is my granny's fav child. yes, i cried my heart out. watching someone go. WATCHING. was REALLY BAD OK. no joke. seriously. my heart DROPPED OUT. i wish i could have more time with my granny, really.

i still remember the times when i go to her house, and help her up from her chair, and i got no strength to support her up, she would laugh at me and stuff. her laugh is not those sarcastic evil laugh. she would laugh, then she would say in teochew "hehehe, le bo lat" means you no strength. then i would laugh also. supporting her to the toilet. she also use to give me money and stuff, very sweet. kiss her before i go off and all. now i miss those times.

she use to stay my house also, and all. gosh i miss her i love her. now i know the importance of having her around, although she is all fussy and negative. but really, she means so much to me.

today really freak me out.

all cried, all cried. i'm totally speechless i don't know what to say. -cries-

so today, could not go to pastor house.

after everything all the adults went to my granny's house to discuss about the wake funeral and all. so, my father told my sister and i to do what we want. we no need go to the house also. so i decided to go out with my sister, both of us. although i know i gotta go pastor house, but i still did not want to go in the end. stayed with my sister. we both went out together, had retail teraphy (sp?). yup.

bought some stuff, try to make ourself happy, and occupied. thought i did not want to go pastor house also, i don't want to spoil the mood there. mmm...

so now i'm home. will not be in school. tomorrow is the wake and all.

-i pray O, Lord. that i'll stand strong in You, and that daddy will be fine. i pray that i will not need to go through all the rituals also, Lord, i hand everything up into your loving hands, esp daddy. thank you Lord. LOVE LOVE. in Jesus name i pray AMEN.

mmm...
imissyou. ):

bachormee.

-lyly

alright, home early today. went out in the morning to see mama and went to 2nd uncle house, and of cause kau kong house. then went to uncle gonggong's house. lalala.
then HOME.

hehe, kau kong house was FUN. hahaha. we watching some show, everyone laugh like madddd. haha. then after that we all gambled. HAHAHA. WITH PEANUTS. HAHAHAHAHAHA
it was SUPER lame, SUPER. becasue EVERY CNY we will play this game. it's like placing your bet on which picture, then shake the dice and see if you earn anything. yah. so we played that game, using PEANUTS. it was FUN FUN FUN. really. laugh like siao.

because my mother gotta cook, tonight my cousins all coming my house. i did not even know they are coming my house. haha.

anyway, i'm bored to death.

mmm...

Family over Concert.
which would you go?
family or a concert that is nice.
i mean yes, concert tix cost over 80 bucks and stuff. but got it for free.
VERSUS
family, dinner and bond.
WHICH IS MORE IMPT?

ok, had dinner with my cousins and all. had fun though, really. hahaha. was watching HOT CHICK. we laugh like said, i mean although i watched the show before. but when you watch with a group of people who goes high with you. IT ROCK.

hehe, ok. today also had CAR RACING. was REALLY FUN OK. 3 cars. my father's car, uncle and sister. this race was not planned at all. everyone just got in and stuff. then realies that all 3 cars are going at a VERY FAST speed.
so like all 3 cars was racing, very funny. really.

small mushroom.

haha, i'm the small mushroom.

My. . .
Mother: Super mushroom auntie
Father: Super mushroom uncle
Sister: Big mushroom
Me: Small mushroom

The create-ter: MR RANDLOPH LYROY TAN.
thats my nephew.

haha, why are we the mushroom family, simply because in Teowchew. he gotta call my sister and i GOU GOU. which means auntie. but if we translate it, it means MUSHROOM.

yupyup.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
1st day of CNY. hehe.
went to mama house although she is in the hospital, but of cause went to visit her before the celebration and after. yup.

during the day, it was FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD. so of cause ate, and SLEPT.
i'm super tired, could not tahan. i went to my mama room to sleep. hehe. while everyone was gambling, and stuff. but this year is MUCH MUCH better. obly like 8 person gamble. only like 1 conner of the house. the rest was sitting around talking SLEEPING and stuff. so like yah. it use to be EVERYONE GAMBLE. gambling den. hahaa. yah. use top be a BIG BIG BIGGGGGGG CIRCLE and stuff. yeah. this year better.

of cause collected all my hong paos. and all, after sleeping woke up and played with my nephew. was SUPER FUNNY. he would call me JIEJIE then everyone will go, SHE IS YOUR GOU GOU NOT JIE JIE. then my sister would ask, sooo who is she? then he will say JIEJIE. i was like HAHAHA.

played with him like mad, he ran everywhere. and he took my cammie and camwhore. seriously he did. he took 136 pictures. and he is only like 5? this year 5? yah.
hahaha. he could change the exposure, review pictures and delete. i did once and he could do already. he learn SUPER FAST. we took photo of everyone. and stuff.

he is SOOOO FUNNY, really. loves him lah.

ok, after awhile actually a LONGGG while. i got TIRED. and soooo i went to sleep AGAIN.
when i woke up, it's like DINNER TIME. haha. was REALLY REALLY tired. i went to sleep my sister also and my cousin. 3 girls. lie on the bed SLEEP. hahaha, was SOO SHIOK OK.

woke up, PLAY AGAIN. the WHOLE time when we 3 was sleeping, randloph would come into the room and bug us, get us to wkae up. all the time we would ignore him. x\
was WAYY too tired lah.

woke up, PLAY AGAIN. super funny super fun. he was having a hell of a time. was soo cute also.
he love my cammie. haha.

after the whole celebration, the WHOLEEEE family went to see mama at the hospital. that was about 9 already. yah. went to see her, and stuff. after that went to see new house, then now HOME.

my new house is taking shape already, NICE NICE VERY NICE. looks DANG COOL LAH. really. the 2nd level family area is BIG. LOVES.
1st level cooks cool and nice, haha. EXCITED.

i don't know why, but i keep getting wet today. gosh, got wet twice lah. 1st time that mr randloph spill drinks on my leg, 2nd time he spill water on my leg. haha. was madness. good thing never kana my clothes.

haha. lalala. tomorrow is gonna be fun too. I HOPE THERE WILL BE MAHJONG. HAHAHAHA.

tomorrow can play MAHJONG. gonna be FUN!

alright, did not blog yesterday.

had a long day, only slept at 5am. super tired, then wake up at 8am. 3 hours. WTH.

yesterday.

woke up 12pm plus and went to aunt min's shop to work. did like one million pedi. ok maybe not a million, but got do lah. i'm totally shagggged.
i guess working here really help me to open my eyes, really. seeing ALL SORTS of people. some are irritating, some are funny some are patient and some shows attitude.

some are VERY RICH but super humble, some are AVERAGE but act RICH, and proud.

and KIDS ARE IRRITATING. i know i'm once upon a time a kid. they are fun and cute. but when you have them talking and asking you question while you work. IT'S VERY IRRITATING. now i know why aunt min don't like kids. they will grow out of it.

ok, but i guess i met new people, also. like all my "colleagues" haha, had fun with them. really. had alot of fun. talk and laugh and stuff. it's a fun time.

maddest thing ever happened happened, aunt say order pizza for dinner. so everyone agreed. we called Canadian they say they don't deliver because of the weather. so we decided to call palican, they also don't deliver. so last resort is PIZZA HUT, the most ex. so called and they do deliver. so ordered 2 reg pizza 1 break stick. 4 chicken wings. all together 54.90. hehe.
after that, we order AGAIN. this time canadian. because the rain stopped. order until 59 plus i think. we very power. haha. and only 7 person eat. hehe.

i'm super tired, my eyes are like CLOSED.

anyway, went home very late, then bathe sleep. woke up 8am today.

went to church HALF DEAD.
my morning call did not ring. haha.

then kajie fetched me to church. reach there about 9.15am. -half dead-
had service and all. i like the song Promises.

anyway, yes. service ok. after service, whole N3 gave syl his birthday surprise, VERY FUNNY THOUGH. yupyup.

after that, i went to the hospital, met ma and pa. then we went to eat.
after that went for a car wash then buy flowers.

i bought flowers for my friends. not rose though, MOTHER'S DAY FLOWER. nice lah. it's lasting thats why.

and sooo....went gongong house to give flowers, then came home.
and now i'm half dead on the computer. but not gonna sleep.
i see my computer my energy 100%

I WANNA GO CHINATOWN TO SQUEEZE WITH THE CROWDDDDDDD.

alright alright, thursday thursday.

haha.

went to school, normal lessons blah blah blah.

after school.
went home, bathe changed went out to meet phia and maddie.
met phia first, yupyup.we met at orchard MRT.
then wentto wisma to SHOP, TOPSHOP. rocks.
ok, yupyup. i did my cny clothes shopping, (AT LAST I GET TO SHOP)
yupyup, then went topshop, i bought my BLACK SKINNY JEANS.
VERY NICE. it's like $96 but nice, who cares.
phia bought a skirt, demin skirt. nice too!! hers was $66.
hehe, shopppppppppaholics. hepls to EXERCISE TOO. hahaha. carry all the bags.

then went to meet maddie,
walked over to taka
went to FOREVER21.ROCKS.
i bought a tight plain white long sleeves. nice ok. it's for me to wear inside my other clothes. haha. very nice. I LOVE IT!
then maddie bought a top and a pair of sunglasses. nice.

soon after we went to MANGO. wheeeee!!
i bought a jacket thing, buttoned like a cardigan thing. yah, dang nice ok.
it's also WHITE (((((: hahahaha.
so like wow. ypuyup. it's only 39 lah. @!#%#@$^$^%

ok, after that we went to eat, DANG EARLY.
so ate at nice nice place, our NEW HANGOUT PLACE. hahha.
CJCGB nice nice nice nice.
hahahaha. SUPER FUN AND NICE.
I LOVE PHIA AND MADDDD. WAS FUN!

i'm dead tired, shagged. and DEAD

ok, last thing.

WHY DO PARENTS ALLOW THEIR 2-3 YEARS OLD BABY TO WALK ON THEIR OWN AND FALL DOWN, BUT ENCOURAGE THEM TO STAND UP ON THEIR OWN.

it has a story behind this sentence, ALOT of things. ALOT of stories.

hehe, went to school today. was kinda a funny weird day. on idea what to say. after school went to work, was in the bus with maddie. had a LONGGGGGG ride. haha. yup.

went work, after that went to the hospital that was about 10 plus already. then after that we went to SUPPER. my sister and i lah. yah. then saw GH there. dang funny.

which stall? the 2nd one, which one?!

ok ok.

i will blog about today tomorrow. i'm gonna die soon, no energy. haha

night.
HAPPPPPY VALLIE DAY.

BLOGNOOB.

ok, went to school.

slept like CRAZY.

slept for 3 periods out of 4. hahaha. all 3 are free periods.

then, phia is mad. used a used wet tissue to wipe my face, while i was sleeping. if i kana pimples are is gonna get it. HAHAHA. PHIA THE MAD HORSE. HAHA. ((((((: MY FACE IS ITCHY OK, YOU MAD MAD GIRL. HAHA.

tongtong is mad also. hahahahahaahha.
don't allow me to sleep then, when i don't want to sleep anymore she force me to sleep. hahaha. in the end, I SLEPT (: hahaha. woke up feeling all GOOD. hahaha.

had SCIENCE today, goodness. LYNDON LIM IS WEIRD, he suddenly SOOOOOO nice to my class. my class was telling him that he took photo with other class but never take with my class, this is what he say

him: they photo shop my picture with their class lah -smile-
me: who will want to photoshop YOUR picture with their class picture!
him: you
me: WHAT ME?!
him: don't deny lah. i know you do it please.
me: gross!! since when and WHY would i ever do that. YOUR PICTURE i PHOTOSHOP!?
him: haha, a thief will never call themselves a thief.
me: what the.
him: haha. lost for words.

he is rubbish todya lah. don't know what have gone into him. then after that another conversation between him and shalinda,

him: ha, i will sure put your picture on my desk see everyday.
shalinda: yah, i will also, SEE YOU.-sarcastic-
him: haha, i will put, AFTER YOU PASS AWAY
shalinda: WHAT!? WAHLAU.
him: hahaha.

like, THIS IS NOT HIM.
the class would say stuff, he would deny stuff.
then all i would just shout out is, A THIEF NEVER CALLS THEMSELVES A THIEF.
say this and he will be dumbfounded. HAHAHA. power.

he's WEIRD.

anyway, after school. went lunch with maddie chaichai and patience.
went to bishan to eat. NICE. SAKE ROCKS.
it was a FUN time you know.
printed the class photo already.
yupyup.

ok, THURSDAY. i need to get my CNY clothes.
i'm a shopping mad yet i have not gotten my clothes.
gonna get ALL FROM TOPSHOP. love their clothes.
simple sassy sexy chic.
nice.

SKINNY JEANS.

end here
-lyly

school today.

MONDAY BLUES.
was not a SMILY day for me though.

but in school, did work. went for Mr Lim lesson @!#%#$@^$#
he is still as strict, but the class is not happy
mmm...siti voiced out how she felt, and how the class felt. and mr lim was still like THAT. just as bad. as usual he went to tell mrs wong about EVERYTHING. the class cannot tahan his lesson anymore, by forcing us to study it will not work.

anyway, what to do. mmm...

camwhore today again.
was alright lah.
just that everything felt different.

but can tell this clique is more mature. ypuyup. which is a good thing.

ok, had maths lesson today. i slept in class. i could not wake up at all. i'm totally shagged. TOTALLY.
i've got no energy for anything, even now my eyes are shutting.

ok, got back the english paper today, i'm very disappointed with my english paper, i did not get what i expected. ):

although i pass but, VERY BAD BAD BAD SCORE. 35.5/60

VERY VERY VERY BADDD ))))):

i was at least hopping for a high 40.

):

my studies are getting poor. i really really need to mug till i cry. GOT TO.

AIRPORT HERE I COME!

my maths too, VERY POORLY DONE ):
SCIENCE TOO ):

ok, i'm REALLY GONNA MUG, REALLY.
i can't don't mug. studies poor i DIE.

CCA problem, i've left my dance, and now i'm CCA less, but the sad thing is that. i can't find a CCA i wanna join, the school wants me to go back to dance.

it would really be good the school have VOLLEYBALL. i will join. totally.
they got tennis, i WANT. but i don't want to go alone, moreover it's already my last year.
dance are not to dance, should i go join some other more SLACK one? mmm....
like, PHOTOGRAPHY!? hahahhahaha. ART?!

ok i know, they don't really suit me. but well...no idea.

I WANNA GO SHOPPING, GUESS WHAT. I AHVE NOT SHOP FOR MY CNY CLOTHES, YES, I HAVE NOT! I WANT MY SKINNNNNNNY LAH!
i've got ALL the clothes in mind, BUT, HAVE NOT BUY ):
dang shyte.

watching TV now, then this Jeff Wang said this, "Now i know the importance of food, and now i know why the followers of Christ always say grace, because food is like a gift from God."

haha, yupyup.

study, study.

oh my gosh, QT done in the morning and EG before homework, i've got no home work.
QT MORNING, BEFORE SCHOOL. WAKE UP EARLIER. GOSH, MADNESS.
trust me, if i do that, my parents will say i'm mad. i would sleep during lesson, i can sleep at 8pm wake up earlier to do qt and still go to school and sleep, confirm one. i know myself well.
!@#$#@$%$#&%%*

Alrighty, sunday today, 2nd day mama is in the hospital, still in coma. ))):

i miss her.

like today was another fun yet weird yet sad day.

morning woke up, went to the hospital to see mama. and guess what! i hold her hands, she actually tighten her hands, like yah grab. goodness, i was so happy when she did that. like wow. then my father, sister and i talk to her. like i just call her name, hold her hands. pray for her. when ever my sister and i call her she would wriggle her toes!!!!

and soon after we had to go off, then my family said bye bye. then she GRAB MY HANDS. it's like she KNOW i'm there. gosh, i soo did not want to go off. i wanted to just keep holding her hands and praying for her. each time she move i will be like ((:

after the hospital it was about 3pm, was there kinda long lah. then we went to Garden Of Remembrance, because it'e popo 3rd year death anniversary. ok, popo is mother side mama is father side, soo yah. went there to see. took some photos. mummy was busy putting flowers into the flower hole thing. yah.

after that, went to gonggong house for dinner, is a early reunion dinner. had STEAM BOAT. yay. loves it. i ate ALOT of SOTONG and LIVER. very nice, but i got a feeling i ate RAW SOTONG, like not fully cook. and i think i ate raw meat, and scallop. x\

anyway, after that went back to the hospital that was about 10pm plus, my aunt went too. went there, held her hands again. just call her smile and pray. then guess what SHE YAWNED!
ok, maybe little things like this to you guys is like DUHH... but to me it's like WOW.

because the doctor already said, that she condition is bad. hard to say it will improve, can't improve much too. even so she will be a veg. so like yah. last few days of seeing her )))): I'M REALLY SAD.

i mean i thought that this year would be good, like NOTHING WRONG AT ALL. then sudddenly this happened, it's really a shock for me. i loose 1 i don't want to loose another, although i know human comes and goes.

)))):
i really wish i could just throw EVERYTHING away. and just live with God.

chinese new year will not be an AWESOME year today ):
without the grands around, it's not fun.
))))):

i really feel like crying, a few more days. ):

it's really hard to swallow this whole situation now. i've got no mood for anything now.

i'm glad that my father told mama that she should believe in Jesus, that He will be able to heal her and stuff. i'm really glad, dad is really sad because she is not saved, and i am too.

i will not give up, till the day she is gone.
pray pray pray, the thought of it would make me tear ):

i will never forget all the times, when she would cook my fav dishes and stuff.
smiles and laughters.

now no more ):

really hope i can go back to those days where she would laugh and smile, cook, talk.
):

school tomorrow )):

ok, today heart attack.
morning, my maid came into the room screaming and shouting for my sister and i to wake up.
then she say my granny in the hospital ICU. MY HEART STOPPED.
i was like WTH, WHAT HAPPEN!?
then my maid say, she fall down at 3am plus while going to the toilet. i was like O.O
then my sister and i jump out of bed, get changed and went to the hospital.

reached there, my mother was there all alone, soo stayed with mama. and yah. went to see, my granny. she fell, and her left cheek is swollen. then my forehead got stitches, because of the fall. bad condition. she is on LIVE SUPPORT SYSTEM now. so yah. i'm praying freaking hard lah, esp for my father. he is very very very sad )))): -cries-

i told daddy not to be sad, he was like -nodds- so like yah, then he say, "but she is not saved" i went, -speechless- so i just tell dad that, we still have time, mama might recover, you never know, but if it is God's will. let it be. just keep praying, although mama is in coma, you can still talk to her. share to her.
then my father nodded. ):

anyway, i left to go church had to rush down, gotta do usher. was late, ): so like yah. today is a mad day. then after service went to eat, had steam boat at marina south. the food was like haha. ok, no comments at all. all i know is that i did not eat, and my cell members love my soup. ask yijun how many bowls he drank. it's addictive. haha. yupyup.

tomorrow, popo death anniversary, 3 years. like wow. so fast! 3 years, i miss her BADLY.
awww...mmm...

after dinner went down to TTSH, tan tock seng hospital. yah. went to find my parents there, then after that went for a car wash then went to newton to eat supper. nice, mum and i had a bowl of fishball nooooodle each, and dad had hokkien mee. and of casue not forgetting my all time fave fried crispy baby squid.

yah, after the come home. reach home close to 12am. but at least get to eat something.

what a day today. ):

praying hard for papi.
<3<3

anyway, randloph came to see mama today also, thats my nephew, 4 years old. came to see. and he was soo funny. went outside of the ICU ward to sit, then i needed to go off. gotta go church. then he came to me and hug my legs while i was waiting for the lift, then he say YOU CANNOT GO! CANNOT! then he pull me back to the seat, then i stand up, i go again. then i told him RANDLOPH I REALLY REALLLLLY NEED TO GO NOW ALRIGHT, BYE BYE. then he start again, he come don't let me go. then i was like RANDLOPH! I REALLY NEED TO GO LAH, YOU GO BACK TO MUMMY AND DADDY GO GO. then he look at me, VERY FERICE then he say, YOU STINK! STINKING STINKING! i went who teahcx you how to say that, how old are you? the was like, HRMP. then i went into the lift, then he stand outside the lift and say, YOU SO BAD! then i ay, go to your mummy now. then the lift door close, then he walk away.

he is like SOO CUTE. 4 years old, know how to scold people stinking. like wow. but i love him.

how i wish i can have kids like him, would be nice. loves him.

oh and by the way, I DID NOT CUT MY HAIR.

ok ok, i REALLY blog about just now, but i do have a post BEFORE THIS. that means this is my 2nd post for the day read the previous one it's about school.

this is about DINNER.

OH MY GOSH, I LOVE MY COUSINS! THEY ROCK ROCK ROCK LAHHH
the whole time during dinner it was LAUGHTERS LAUGHTERS LAUGHTERS.
timmy and i going mad, exchange bag, and they first time see my studying. we like talk like siao, laugh our head off. REALLY LAUGH, then the adults laugh. both of us was talking about school, ms swan, ping and pong, trying to impersonate people. was REALLY FUNNY.

we all laugh like mad,

we were talking about our school VP and DM and teachers.
then i say my school got 2 VP, then everyone said KIASU.
then my other cousin added,
MY SCHOOL GOT 4 VP.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
hahaha.

funny,
i simply love my cousin!!!!!!!

it was such a fun dinner lah, hahaha. talking about EVERYTHING.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE SQUARE.

school school school. hahaha.

ok LONGGGGG DAY TODAY.
and all my seniors are back to collect their results.
haha, the funniest part is that all the students are like waiting to ehar ONE SENTENCE over the PA. which is "CANGRATS TO OUR PL GIRLS, FOR THEY HAVE DONE WELL. AND SO, THIS MONDAY WILL BE A HOLIDAY FOR EVERYONE!"

every year i hear this, will i hear it this year?

i hope so. hahaha.

anyway, today start my EOA N LEVEL COURSEWORK.
hehehehe, it's FUN. hahahahaha. AND I LOVE BUDDY. hahaha she is mad, she saw the LONGGGGGGG PASSAGE we gotta type. she fainted. hahahahaha

anyway, today also had the TARGET SETTING thing.
it was madness, like, the school set the target for us according to our PSLE T score.
it was madness, but some of the target i SHOULD be able to reach
hahaha.
ok,
the target is
EL1: 2
BMT: 3
MATHS: 2
SCIENCE: 2
EOA: 1
CPA: 1

ok, thats it. LIKE MAD!
hahahaha. ok, EOA and CPA and ENGLISH CAN. STILL OK.
MT 3 GOTTA BE JOKING, MATHS 2!? SCIENCE -FAINTS.
MADNESS LAH!

hahaha.

3 can 3 cannot.
haha.
like wow. hahaha.

what more happened in school today? ehhhh...
oh, yah i was like ALMOST LATE FOR SCHOOL.
if i step in the school ONE SEC LATER. i DIE.
because once i step into the school, the bell rang, it was a ONE SEC THING. hahahaha.
1 sec late and DIE.
hahaha, and i can't stand that prefect she is SEC 2 AND SHE SHOW ME ATTITUDE. !@#$#@^%&#$
SHE CAME TO ME, STARE AT ME, AND SAY, "PULL YOUR SOCKS UP, YOUR SKIRT IS TOO SHORT, PULL YOUR SOCKS UP. HIGHER"
i was like WTH, HELLO RESPECT, SCHOOL TEACHES YOU RESPECT!
LIKE HELLO! although i'm not a prefect or what, i'm still a senior. like @#!$#@$%$#^%&*

mad girl. haha.

anyway, shcool is MAD.
GOOD THING FOR CPA TODAY, MRSKOH DID NOT COME. HAHAHAHA. YAYNESS.

gotta go for dinner now!!!!! haha, gonna meet mama at the interchange. haha.
gotta go, HAHAHAA BECASYE YEE S=QUARE IS TREATING DINNER. HAHAHAHAHAHA. CAN'T MISS IT RIGHT.

oh oh oh, i finished my XI ZI TODAY. HEHEHE I DID NOT DO FOR LIKE 2 CHAPTERS, TODAY I DID 3. HAHAHAHA.
LIKE I'M SUCH A 'GOOD GIRL'

went to school.
haha. as usual lah, thats my usual line. haha.

i woke up LATE TODAY!!!
i was BEYOND TIRED.
woke up at 7am.
gotta be in school by 7.20am.
hahaha, yes. rushed like a mad girl.

reached school at 7.18am.
ok i know. thats like FAST. i ate in the car, tie my hair in the car, wore my shoe in the car, wore my badges in the car.

YES. hahaha. all i did at home is get changed and grab my bag.
i've got 1 question i always wanted to ask people.
is not bathing in the morning before going school gross?

anyway, went to school. had mrs wong lesson, and i HELPED WITH THE CLASS BOARD!!!!! hahaha. VERY NICE BOARD.

today during english was mad. mrs wong told shamala that she should really go look into her hygiene and stuff. then FINALLY SEE HER TRUE COLORS.
she went, "mrs wong, i do bathe everyday ok, and can you stop picking on me. you are always picking on me. and i will stand for what i am right in ok"

the WHOLE class went O.O!!!!!! like is that you shamala? hahaha. yeah.

and also had PE today, was MADNESS LAH. was soo funnnnnn. hahahahaha.
ok, for pe today, we played captains ball with a rugby ball. ahahaha was soo fun.

my team: maddie, phia, chaichai, jasmine and myself
team played against: idah, nurul, siti and shabana

HAHAHAHA, WAS SUCH A FUN GAME.
we play until i went CRAZY, i laugh and scream until i went tumbling on the floor. HAHAHAHA. i was REALLY lying on the floor laughing, and saying MY STOMACH VERY PAIN HAHAHAHAH.

idah was also on the floor laughing, soo fun lah.
the end was DRAW the score was a DRAW. haha. soo fun.
after that game the class did pumping but i did sit-ups becasue of my knee.
then after that did all the stretching thing then end.

haha, was soo fun lah.

after school went for dental.
and i need anti-depressant pills now ))))):
because my doctor say i'm gonna remove my baces in 2 weeks ))))))))):
have been wearing for 2 years and half.
ok, i know thats long. BUT I LOVE IT.
but can't put any longer, because my teeth will decay
):

did my LAST x-ray today. ):
now at home. mmmm...

ok, tomorrow got dinner, with my whole family. haha. -excited-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE SQUARE. HAHA
thats my aunt, should call her yee yee in canto. but i call her yee square. hahahahaha. is those MATHS kind square.

oh oh oh, todya in school also we had to think of games, for the PATHLIGHTERS. hahhaha. thats the autistic kids school, always see me wearing that really cute teel. with a BIG ORANGE FACE and a small body that tee? at the back but A stands for autistic that tee. yupyup. so gonna go back to the school again. but this time we gotta think of games and paint the game on the floor. something like hop-scotch!? sp.

my team is doing MOOOOONOPOLY ok, spelling sucks.

anyway yupyup.
GOT HOMEWORK, ARGH. IT'S LIKE AFTER SOOOOOOOOOOO LONG THEN GOT HOMEWORK, NOW GOTTA DO. IT FEELS WEIRD? hahaha.

ok. saturday steamboat. -floats- hahahaha.
gotta do usher i think. but i wanna go in my havas): who cares, i'm gonna bring my havs along. i don't care. hahaa. i wanna wear shorts ): but can't also. )))):
it's ok, this one cannot don't care. i will wear longs. ):

hahaha, debs and i gonna go same. HAHAHAHA.
tee, jeans and havs with MR CRUMP.
hahahahaha. LOVES.

i am starting to love my class, hahahaha.

my class is fun.
shall post about EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.
shall go in reg number. (if i remember)

Alicia: know you since primary school, never talk much though. but yah. sit infront of me during lesson. SMILE MORE LAHHHH.

Kimberly: hello you, the white if the class. haha. YOU'RE TALL. FREAKING TALL. and your studies. -faints- like soo good. and your famous bag. the TROLLEY BAG. hahahaha.

Bridget: YOU MAD MAD MAD GIRL! hahaha. remember those time we go dance together? hahaha. all our CRAZY plans. like going to buy the HE LAN CHUN NASI LEMAK WHICH IS JUST OPP MY DANCE STUDIO. HAHAHA. AT SERANGOON -.- HAHAHA and after lunch we would go eat DURIAN. hahahahahahahaha, we do it like on a weekly basis. HAHAHAHAHA. BEYOND CRAZY. LOVEESSS

Cattttttt: hey you, our FIRST-AIDER, IT GIRLY. hahaha. and you and your NPCC. hahahaha. -marches- hahahaha. your're funny, and during EOA. all our SAAA WAAA DEEE KAHHHHH.... then you add on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

DIONE: HAHAHAHAHA. YOU'RE THE BABY IN CLASS, OUR DEAREST SLEEPING BEAUTY. HAHAHA. ok i know now you gotta sleep for AT LEAST 18 HOURS. yupyup. hahaha, remember this line? "dione! you need to go eat Vit C!" hahaha. yes yes. and during CPA. we can go mad.

BOUGANAS: OH MY GOSH I LOVE YOU LAH! hahahaha, during CPA is the TIME. hahaha. where you will go MAD panick crazy and your hair will be like REALLY MESSSSSSSY. hahahaha. then you always come shake me. HOW TO DO!? HOW HOW HOW GOT TIME NOT!??!?!?!?! DIE DIE DIE. hahahaha.

myself: HELLO MYSELF, I LOVE YOU.

gaaaayaaaathri: hello you, during CPA. we sit in the SAME row. btu you are always the quiet one. hahaha. you got gooood memory man.

yunzhi: hello hello, although you don't look like one of us, and i don't know you well. but anyway. LOVES.

KANAGAAAAA: KENA KENE KENAGA. HAHAHA. YUPYUP. ANYWAY, LOVES. you're fun.

KERRIE: OH MY I LOVE YOU, SAME CLIQUE GIRL. KNOW YOU SINCE PRIMARY SCHOOL. HAVE BEEN GOOD FRIENDS SINCE THEN, ALL THE MOMROIES YAH ROCK ON. LOVES

cassandra: ok, no comments, but do try to copy faster next time? yah. oh, OUR PRINCESS.

(grabs class name list)

jingting: the class always call you monkey because of your ears. but anyway, hello. have fun in class!

marilyn: SMARTY, hahaha. the SUPER QUIET GIRL IN CLASS. LOVES.

jas: LOVE YOU, CLIQUE ROCKS LAH. LOVE LOVE. you rock.

phia: YOU POWER LEG LAH, AND NO THANKS. I DON'T WANT TO TRY YOUR POWER. IS REALLY UNBEATABLE.

CHAICHAI: I LOVE YOU MISSS LITTLE QUIET GIRL <3 style="font-weight: bold;">patience: you need more patience you know. hahaha. anyway, yupyup. our class SWEETSIXTEENPRINCESS. miss drama mama.

MADDIE: GOSH, YOU ROCK <33333 style="font-weight: bold;">irene: HEHEHEHE...YOUR CHICKEN POX JUST GOT OVER HUH. HAHA

grace: you're dang smart lah.

seow hui: please let cass be independant ok?

shi ting: you've CHANGED ALOT GIRL.

idah: oh my darling <3 style="font-weight: bold;">azuuuu: hahaha, you amd amd mad girl. today in the canteen you just grab me like that. hahaha. anyway WHAT'S YOUR NAME AGAIN? haahaha. mad girl. please, don't scare me by suddenly grabbing my waist. haha.

nurul: ayeeeee you. the bubbly one.

wanheng: SANDRAAAAAAAAAAA.... hahahaa. primary school classmates (:

shabana: ROCKS LAH.

shalinda: hahaha, you mad girl. always high. THE CLASS SPOKESPERSON.

shamala: ok, please be punctual for lesson.

sinthu: the silent one (:

siti: I LOVE YOUR ART LAH

heokboon: voice louder can? and next time, just listen to cher lah. (:

thiviya: I LOVE YOU, MY LISTENING EARRRR

shuwen: YOUR LAUGHTER IS SCARY. HAHAHAHAA

ok thats about it. whole class down. half way gotta grab my class list huh. hahaha.

ok REALLY LONG POST. AS USUAL FOR THIS FEW DAYS. HAHA.
tomorrow O level result out, like cool.
i wanna see the faces of my seniors,
the ): and the (: or the :'(
hahaha.

VERY LONG POST OK. HAHAHAHA.

love this class.

shall go off now, LOVES PEOPLE!

-miss my brace face

ok, went to school.

TODAY ROCKS LAH!
DANG FUN!!
ONLY HAD ENGLISH LESSON THE WHOLE DAY. WEEEE!!!
SO FUN. TOOK 90 OVER PICTURES. TOOK CLASS PICTURE. HAD PREFECT CHYTE. WAS FUN DAY.

like the class took pictures together, was REALLY FUN. hahahahahaha. i had a blast today.

after shcool, went lunch at skae with madd and sha. was a funny time . talked about the pictures we took. hahaha. good food. after that went to aunt min shop. work work. haha.

did MUMMIES NAILS (:
i have not taken a picture of it. shall take then post up. lalalalala. NICE NAILS. toes are red with a black line and rinestones. finger is coloured names Privacy Please, and Leap pink before you go. NICE COLOURS. WITH 1 STICKER FLOWER ON THE TUMBS. NCIEEEE ((:

ok what do i have to say about SCHOOL TODAY. I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY.

THE WHOLEEE DAY WAS SPOILT THANKS TO THAT LYNDON LIM.
THE WHOLE FREAKING CLASS IS FREAKING ANGRY WITH HIM.
GOSH, SHOUT INTO THE MIC?! MAD?!
SCOLD US?!

shabana wanted to tell me something privately so she pull me aside my bag was on the table, she pull me to the door. so went over. then while walk that lyndon lim said everyone go back to your places, shabana was telling me already. then she was saying half way he use the mic and shout I TOLD YOU GIRLS TO GET BACK TO YOUR PLACES?! CAN'T YOU ALL JUST LISTEN?! IT'S SIMPLE ENGLISH!

then he STARTS, HE TALK TO US LIKE THE CLASS GOT NO FEELINGS. WHAT IS HIS FREAKING PROBLEM?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!!?
HE KEEP SHOUTING AT US SAY THAT WE ALWAYS DON'T LISTEN, NEVER PAY ATTENTION. Ns ARE COMING VERY SOON. AND WE ARE ALL NOT LISTENING IN CLASS. SAY HE IS VERY GOOOOD TO OUR CLASS.

SHUTUP.

I'M PISSED WITH HIM. HE CAN SAY THAT HE IS PISSED WITH THE CLASS. HE SAID THIS, "WHILE I WAS MARKING YOUR PAPERS, I WAS SOO PISSED!"
SOOO ONLY HE CAN BE PISSED LAH, TALK TO THE CLASS LIKE WE ARE DEAD.

NO FEELINGS IS IT. SORRY WE DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOUR INFORMATION!

WAS TALKING TO AZUREEN AND MISS TAN TODAY, WAS TALKING ABOUT TEACHERS. AND THEN AZUREEN SAID THAT MISS TAN YOU ARE NOT IN OUR HATE LIST MR TANG ALSO NOT IN OUR HATE LIST. THEN I SAY, MR LIM? THE CLASS LIKE MEH?
THEN AZUREEN SAY NO LAH HE IS NOT IN THE HATE LIST.

THEN THIS HAPPEN. THE CLASS NOW IS NOT GONNA LISTEN TO HIM, FOR SUREEEEE. SURE ONE. MY CLASS NEEDS TO USE TLC THEN WE WILL LISTEN. USE THE HARD WAY THE CLASS WILL REBEL.

I HATE THIS LAH.

SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM.
MAD MAD MAD.
SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT.
WE ARE NOT DOGS. WE CAN LISTEN WELL. I'M SUPER PISSED NOW!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT KIND OF TEACH IS THAT. JUST SAY WHAT MR TANG SAY LAH!
IF DON'T WANT TO STUDY THEN DON'T GO FOR LESSON, THE ONE WHO WILL LOOSE OUT IS NOT THE TEACHER IS YOURSELF. SO IF YOU WANT TO GO YOU CNA. IF ANY TEACHER ASK JUST SAY MR TANG ALLOW. SIMPLE! NOT HAPPY GO. DON'T WANT TO STAY FOR LESSON GO.

THAT MR LIM SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD. THINK WHAT BY SCOLDING CAN MAKE THIS CLASS A BETTER CLASS?! THE ONE TAKING EXAM IS ALSO NOT HIM, US WHAT. OUR PASAL LAH. SCOLD SCOLD. NO POINT. IF PEOPLE DON'T LISTEN THEY DON'T. IT'S THEIR EARS NOT YOURS. GOSH!

CAN SAY OUR CLASS LIE SOMEMORE, WHEN WE DON'T HAVE BOOKS WE LIE?! YES, SOME DO LIE BUT SOME DON'T DON'T KNOW DON'T SAY.

HE IS NOT 100% CORRECT AND NOT 100% WRONG.

SPOILER LAH!
SCREAM SCREAM, DON'T LIKE THIS CLASS JUST SAY LAH. WTH.

I'VE GOT NO MOOD FOR ANYTHING LAH! WTH.
SOOOOO IRRITATING.

ok, school was bad bad bad as you can see.
everything was going well until he scold. spoil everyone's mood.

aiyah, don't bother. the class is wrong he is wrong. but what he said is way too much, very hurting though. all the evil stuff comes out. shall just leave things as it is. grrrrr-

mmm...sunday? sentosa? dinner? both?

tonight, idnner only my maid and i. 2 of us.

saturday steam boat. gonna be fun i hope x\
gotta wear YI camp tee.
aww

my dog is now a RAT once again.

ok, i've got the world messssiest hair. madness.

-runnynose

shall start with. . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHABANA, THIVIYA, IRENE AND YUN ZHI!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
and of cause not forgetting to all FEBUARY BABIES, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ok, went to SCHOOL today. mmm..boring. hahaha.
went for lesson and stuff, i like monday some how. although end later. but it's fun. becasue LITTLE LESSON ALOT BREAK AND FREE PERIOD. hehehhee. like fun.

but had P.E today, like WOW. i'm proud of myself. hehehe. i manage to run 1.2km non stop without walking AT ALL. i know lah 1.2km easy like anything, but then i'm one who is not a PE person. i will walk, take my time happy happy walk. only when teacher looking i run. those kind lah. hahahaa. today jasmine did not come to school and shalinda did not take PE due to her ankle i think. yeah. so 8-2=6!!!! ok good maths. get back, yupyup. so the 6 of us ran as a clique. just run run run. yeah, we did not talk did not complain we just run. finish that time all dead. hahaha.

but phia had tummy ache. did not eat breakfast then pe 1st period. poor thing. but well, she is good now. had our 1st break after PE. went to MAKAN.

then CHINESE!!! EEEYERRR. hahaha. anyway only had ONE period because it's even week. every odd week got 2 period even week got only 1, nice. talked about YOUR AMBITION. hahaha. ok at least my class batter lah. never say that that show say XIAO HAI BU PEN? BEN? of whatever. yah. that girl say, the want to invent don't know what shyte then no need study chinese.

at least got class mates who wants to be lawyer, actress, model, banker. more logical.
small class big dreams.
had 1 period of maths too!!

should have 3 free period then 1 english lesson then home. but we push up our lesson. so we had english after maths. then we got 2 free period, can't go home lah. becasue gotta celebrate the febuary babies birthdays, yeah. so mean while the 2 free. my clique and i went up to the 3rd level the fitness conner and lie on the floor taking photo, jumping and taking photo. played games, REALLY OLD games and stuff, was really fun. yupyup. took photo ((:

after that went down to the canteen to have the birthday party, waited for mrs wong to come then we started. so had fun. really fun though. laugh laugh laugh and stuff.

ok now the fun part comes, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA

ok, 4 person birthday so 2 cake. MANGO CAKE AND CHOCOLATE MOOOOOSE.

yeah, ok as usual when there is CAKE + BIRTHDAY = CAKE FIGHT.

and my class PLAYFUL. ok sooo...... CAKE+BIRTHDAY+PLAYFUL= A BIG BIG BIG MESS CAKE FIGHT.
and THAT IS JUST WHAT HAPPENED.

all thanks to MISS THIVIYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MAD MAD MAD MAD GIRLLL!!!!! HAHAHA
she started everything hahahaha.

it stared with she putting cake on shabana, then shabana to phia, then to chaiern madeline ME kerrie. THE WHOLE CLIQUE KANA LAH, EXPECT ONEEEEEEEEEEEEE PERSON. SHALINDA. BECASUE SHE WAS WITH MRS WONG LAH.

cheat.

so the whole time everyone was screaming and shouting.
shabana came from behind and me and say, "liying, don't scream" she say until VERY GENTLE then before i know it, her hand is ALL OVER MY FACE WITH THE CHOCOLATE IN HER HAND.

i was like SHABANA!!!! ARGGHH!!!!
then i ran to wash my face, and got all wet. those washing up was splashing water all over the place. then i was WETWETWETWETWETWETWETWET. SO EVERYONE WAS CRAZY.

mrswong was angry. hahahahahaa. becasue of the fun we had. she messed up the WHOLE CANTEEN. all over the place the floor allll got chocolate. HAHAHA, she made us clean up the floor. make sure remove the chocolate. hahahaha. it was fun lah.

after that all packed up and went off. hahahahaha. was a fun day. really cute day though.
LAST YEAR IN PL.
FASTER END CAN? CAN CAN CAN CAN CAN?
i'm sick of shcool, this is my 10TH YEAR STUDYING IN PL. LIKE WOW. 10 10 10 10 10 CAN YOU IMAGINE?! 10!!! GOSH, like how did i ever go through everything. haha.

wow long post today. hehe.

oh my gosh,
that what ever superstar show. whatever it is. i NEVER WATCH. I DON'T KNOW A SINGLE THING ABOUT IT.

BUT THAT GUY THAT WINNER.
CUTE MEH?
HANDSOME MEH?
PLEASE LAHHH.
where got cute?! handsome?! pleaseeeee see again.
i think other guys are cuter then him. better looking. it's becasue of MAKE-UP and the clothes lah.

i woke up only at 2 plus 3 today. SHOIK. sleep sleep sleep.

went to gong gong house and help yee clear her clothes!!!!!
gosh, she got like one million clothing but some are old old old. and she still wanna keep it!!!!!
i went to clear everything for her. hehehehehe. meanie.

after that went to mama house. was having a BAD BAD BAD FLU TODAY.
went there watch TV, eat and stuff. then HOME.

highlight of the day: I LOVE MY BAG. haha

what is there to blog. oh oh yah.

tomorrow school, SUCKS LAH.

SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEE WINNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ok, i gotta admit i was shouting at home. hahahah.
my whole family. SINGAPORE GOLDDD!!!!
then all of us shout then clap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
super funny.
first time i so high over soccer. HAHAHA. very very funny.
-laughs big time-
KALLANG WAVEEEEE
weeeeeee
hahahhaha. ok. relax. relax.
LIONS (((((:

ok at least the gold was made by a SINGAPOREAN. made by who?
that malay guy, amri? or something.
i'm not a soccer person.
anyway hahahaha.

i like PRECIOUS (:
he's the black amercian. or africian?
anyway, HE'S CUTE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
he wore a JESUS LOVE ME singlet, wore it under his jersey.
so cute lah he. he can't sing the national anthem.
but still he is cute. a STRONG, BIG, STERN FACED guy. name PRECIOUS
HOW SWEET.
AWWWWW.....
hahahahha.

PICTURESS!! PICTURESS!! I TOOK THEM FOMR THE TV. OK I KNOW IT'S LAME. BUT ROCKS. I GOT PRECIOUS PICTURE LAHHH!!

went to church today, went late and went off early.
was having fever in church.
soo parents came to fetch me. went for dinner then home.

this about it for today.
still feeling bothered.

maybe what madd says is correct. i don't know the reason why she said, but maybe from my point of view. it is VERY RIGHT. i guess. not talking do helps, don't interfere in anything don't offend ANYONE by the words, i guess. it's better.

thanks madd for everything, -loves.

i shall go like -blank-

feeling, weird.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOO FORCED TO DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gosh.

is everything fine?
in place?
oh man, i wanna leave school like NOW!

GOSH GOSH GOSH!

everything and everyone is turning WEIRD?
no normal no normal.

seriously, it would be nice to have a TIME MACHINE.
hahahaha.
like when you wanna GROW UP.
then just go to the future.
then when i feel like going back to school just go back. hehehe.
so cool.
like I WANNA GET MARRIED NOW!
then go get married future. like so cute.

fever fever fever.
was still having fever during school today.

oh yah,
N level starts today, my coursework.
CPA course work.
LIKE SO HARD.
gotta draw a girl with a vile and with plaits.
like SO HARDDDDDD.
good thing i was prepared.
special thanks to MR NIGEL FREAKYONE(:
hahaha.
was kinda funny though.
gotta finish the whole picture and EVERYTHING by next Thursday. then on friday will start on part 2 of the coursework.
good thing I've finished drawing the whole outline. gotta do all the filling of colors, and all the enhancements. i better score in my coursework. if not i can go kill myself. haha. i cannot do badly for it. CANNNNNNOT.

mmm...oh yah, next week starting with my EOA course work. friday, die die die. haha.
will be ahving my EOA and CPA N level same day. both in a row.
CPACPAEOAEOA.
will just freeeeeeze to death in the lab.
just like today. went into the lab like lost?
everyone get to use the computer and i can't yet, gotta do my planning.
good thing i manage to finish the outline.

-ifyouareouttomakethingshardformescram
shall blog more later.
now it's 6.09pm.

came home, after a long day.
was with mama and papa just now. went to eat.

ok, 2nd day of MC.

i wonder how tomorrow will be like, really.

later gotta go for gongong birthday dinner.

then tomorrow back to school. i really wonder, what will happen. everything seems weird.
nothing is gonna happen i hope. it is just weird, just weird.

everything will be fine?

still having headache. !@#$%^&*
blog more later.

10.01pm
back form dinner!

dinner was GOOD.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPAPA!
LOVES!
had dinner with family had a great time.
was talking about SCHOOL.
hahahaa, like how bad and how good our schools are.
the funniest thing was my younger cousin said that her school has no ah bengs no gang no couples and stuff. but guess what school is she in lah. she's in AMK SEC. HAHAHAHA.
so cute right?!
that school is like notorious!!!! hahaha.
sooo cute.

anyway, yeah. i tied my hair. HAHAHAHA
ok that was random.

I LOVE MY COUSINS (:
THEY ROCK.
JUST LIKE HOW THE ROCKROCKS.

shall end here. gotta take medcineeee. sleep. tomorrow go school ):

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