ok like seriously. i miss PL.
i've been a PL-LITE for 10 years.
no joke baby, haha.
you know since those small cute cute innocent girl, till now the big and scary old girl.
yeah. 10 long years. i've been in PAYA LEBAR METHODIST GIRLS SCHOOL (PRIMARY & SECONDARY)
i'm gonna miss all those morning assembly, those singing daily, all those prayers.
even chapel that is a cannot make it chapel. but well, i'm soo gonna miss those.
and gonna miss those noise, that you can never find except in a all girls school. oh my gosh, i miss PL badly.
i'm gonna miss my teachers that i'll never forget.
MRS JUDY WONG, MRS SHARON PANG, MR KERVIN TANG, MR LINDON LIM, MRS KOH MEI CHIN, MRS ATHENA SOH, HO LAI SHO, XIE LAO SHI.
i love them ):
and i miss them ):

i'm gonna miss those MORNINGS. where my maid mum and dad gotta wake me up, like shake me, tickle me. scream at me. take away my blanket just to wake me up. those time where i gotta wake up at 6.30am and reach school by 7.20am.
those morning breakfast that i don't wanna eat but got forces to eat.
hate NAFA and try all ways to escape from it.
how about, giving teachers hell.
those events like SARAFI DAY, FATHER'S HAND MUSICAL, PL FUN FAIR, CIP TO PATHLIGHT. oh my gosh, i miss the, and my classmates!!!!
oh man. all those times.
):
time past like super fast, before i know it i've graduated and attended Cambridge dinner. wow. sec 1 then sec 4.
really happy to be in PL. really. miss those times.

ONCE A PL-LITE, ALWAYS A PL-LITE

the dragon-boaters that have pass away.
deepest condolence.
esp, to priz. take it easy.
i believe your cousin is in a much much better place, with Jesus above.

much loved,
Liying

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! YAYYYY.
WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS
IS A DSLR CAMERA!!!!
THATS ALL I WANT.
if not to my family, i advice you to just give me red packets. HAHAHAHA.

woo! woke up at 14:14
haha, cooool time.
well. yupyupyup.
went out after that, sis fetch me down to PS before she go for her exams.
out of a blue, WJ called me, like SO RANDOMLY!
ask me where i am, then realise we both are at the SAMEEEE place, so we met up.
then kaks and me walk down to town, braun buffel to get my wallet done, because my wallet the buffel came out. ):

after that we walk back to PS. and met up with WJ and his friend. yupyup, we talked.
HE IS IRRITATING. YOU WJ IS IRRITATING. WEN JUN IS THE WORLD MOST IRRITATING PERSON ALIVE!
hahahahahahahha. yes.
well, after that walk to SMU to find my sister, then kaks went home and i went back with sis. had to come home for dinner, NO CHOICE! haha.

yupyup. today is like A SUPER RANDOM DAY.

Yes, alright.
went for prom, came back only at like 5am plus. yup.
prom was kinda alright.
i won Boders don't know how much voucher. haha. yup.
you know, those lucky draw thing. yupp
preparing for from was fun, really.
all the hair stuff, and the make up.
THANKS KA JIE for doing the make up for me. she's the best.
went for prom, saw everyone else, all those dresses and stuff. kinda cool. really.
there were some screw up with my class stuff and all. but well. everyone enjoy, i think.

I'M FREAKING HAPPY THIS PROM IS LIKE OVERRRRR. AND I NO NEEEEEEEEED TO GO TO SHCOOL DAILY, AND STUFF. NO NEED TO SEE TEACHERS, NO NEED TO SEEEEEEEE.
ok whatever. sucks.

one thing about my dress, IT MAKES ME LOOK FAT IN CERTAIN PICTURES! ):

some pictures of prommmmie.

unseenable

today super tired.
just came home not long.

woke up at like 10 plus. AM.
went down to aunt min shop to help her and get my nails done for tomorrow it's prom tomorrow, but i don't feel the excitement at all.
wonder how will it be like, seriously how.

i ot drench in the rain today, place was flooded, had no choice but to walk throughthe floooood. was, eh, rainy. haha.
yuppp.
went off at like 8 plus 9 i think. went to town, but by the time reach there already super late, all shops close.
ate at LJS. yup. was with kakee.
kerrie came to aunt min shop to get her nails done. was nice.
yup. reach home only at 11 plus. tired, seriously. my back is like aching like mad

bye for now.
more tomorrow. and with pictures.

stuuu-billi-hoot

hellllllo everyone.
i'm in a specially good mood like today.
like whenever i'm with my family, i'll be extra happy.
like with my cousins and stuff, super fun lah. loves them.

today happen to be mumms and 2nd aunt CHINESE birthday, for those who know, yes it's Rebecca/Victor/Rachel Kan mother.
we had dinner together, WE ATE CRABBBB AND LOBSTER. GOSHH SOOOO SHIOKKKKK.
had soo much fun with them.
after dinner all walked over to Gelari and have ICE CREME WAFFLES AND BANANA SPLIT!
soo shiok. i'm FAT ALREADY LEH. hahahaha.
madness, calling myself fat. haha. i still LOVE EATING NO MATTER WHAT.

tomorrow, gonna go down to aunt min shop, GONNA SEE KERRRRRRIE AND KAKS!
hahhaa.


since i'm at home rotting now. why not 'introduce people'

clockwise direction!
starting of the girl in blue. MISS REBECCCCCCA KAN.
then see the number 17? yeah, i'm actually sitting there, well, i'm the one who took the picture.
Grey fella. MR VICTOR KAN.
small girl is MISSSSS RACHEL.
then is my super funny UNCLE.
and my pretttty AUNT. (BIRTHDAY!)
the white shirt man, hahaa. act cool only, thats my FATHERRR
LADY in pink my MOTHER (BIRTHDAY!)
the only elderly there, thats BELOVED GONGONGGGGG (grandfather)
after him is my CRAZY SISTER
after my sister yeah, my AUNTTTTTT. (mum's sister)

YAYYY, haha. thats all.

i should stop thinking.
i should just SHUT MY BRAIN OUT.
and also, Thanks mummy.
let tomorrow worry for itself.
seriously, yes.
i shall not let anything affect me. nothing is impossible to God.
i'll just hand EVERYTHING up to Him.
As long you have faith Jesus will be right be side you all the way.
(:

anyway, went to church.
dined at OCEAN CITY.
like wth, who go there eat.
well, grands wanted.
food was alright lah, but the restaurant had a function, don't know some senior citizen thing, super funny. got kung fu to watch. hahaha. saw don't know which actress also. always act like auntie one, with dimple and curly curly hair. typicalllll aunty.

it is really really scary to know that a 12 year old girl can actually score 294 for her PSLE. it's beyond scary. BEYOND. she broke the record of the highest since 1991. thats like, too cool. way too cool.
don't understand why is she soooo smart, all she could say is, "The secret of my success is reading. I have been reading since I was two years old and I think that has helped me a lot. Through reading, I gained a lot of knowledge." she is too smart. St. Hilda's primary.

gosh, I CAN'T WEAR MY PROM DRESS!!!!! the one i wanted to wear. gosh, it's actually my sis dress, bu who cares lah. tailor made, i wanna wear. but can't! too short for me.
sooooooo rushed down to daniel yam to get my dress.
YAYYY, BOUGHT A DRESS!! MY FAVVVVVVVORITE COLORS TOO!!!!! GOLD and black. yupyupyup. long dress. lovelove. i still like the idea of a long dress then a short dress, no idea why. long still nicer. tried the short one, but ain't nahh. like the long. though i believe many will be wearing short, but who cares. hahaha.

whatever whatever. sometimes i try to shut myself out. i wanna be a lonnnner.
next school i go to. i wanna be a loner a nerd. HEHEHEHE. studies first. hahahahahaha. feeeeels possible? haha

DADDY IS FREAKING FUNNY DURING DINNER! SERIOUSLY. DADDDDDY JOKE!
but this one not exactly that funny lah.

dinner time. this waitress came and gave us 4 cups of kung fu cha (kung fu tea). the aunty came gave us, ask us drink. ok can.

all took 1 cup each, it's a VERY SMALL CUP the cup is like porcelain but super thin. so tea hot, then the tea filled up to the brim dang hot right.

all took, then my father was like.

dad: ok, say something.
me: what to say? faster, hothothot, cup hot.
dad: cheers?
me: thats all?
dad: okok, drink drink.
-everyone about to drink-
dad: WAIITTTT WAITTTT, i got something to say.
everyone stop and look at him.
dad: oh, i forgot. drink drink.
everyone once again going to drink
dad: stop stop stop, i got something to say.
me: dad!!! faster lehh, hot leh. cup super hot!
dad: ok lah ok lah, DRINK DRINK.
-everyone drink finish-
dad: i only know how to say yum seng.
everyone: -.-

ok lah, not funny. but was funny then. when everything happen. hehe. love dadddddddkins.

prom, tuesday. hmm. BLOG MORE LATERRRRRR

i went out today.
sinus again ):
out with kaks.
went out with lynn also, like so random.
was dang funny.

shit. everything is like shit.
why am i like this,
should i be pissed?
i think i should.
but why am i not?
seriously.
i hate having friends at times.
why is it that people can get pissed with me, when i am suppose to get pissed i am not. like wth.
when i should i don't
when i shouldn't i am.
wth.
everything is being misunderstood.
i rather not have friends. NOT HAVE FRIENDS.
gosh. loner better.
some act, while some just use. shit


i'm sick, yes i am.
my father got sick, then my mother.
and they 2 are alright. but they pass this stupid sickness to my sister.
and now meeeeeeee.
it all starts with RUNNING NOSE then COUGH fever will come.
say hello to me. mine is fever first it comes and goes, then cough then nose.
retarded.

why so insecure?

hehe, last night did not blog. was not home.
went to kaks and OD clique chalet. yup. had fun, BBQed and stuff. yeah. was fun.
(:

some times when things looks good,
it turns around. the best is gone.

alright, i just got upupupupuup.
kinda early though, only 2.24pm.
i hate it when i'm having my sleep then suddenly someone calls me, or message me or something. really irritating.
well, i miss home. and now i'm home, i really miss kuching.
life there is like STRESS FREE. unlike this singapore who only gives stress.
people are are like 28957934y5 times better then singaporean.
soooo much more hospitable and stuff, face also got smile. singaporean only frown.
though there it's like no shopping and stuff. and only got 1 coffee bean in the whole kuching. the ONLY starbucks they have there is in the airport. and people there are VERY homely. the land there is like madness lah.
just sarawak itself right, is almost the size of the WHOLE WEST MALAYSIA.
seriously, that big. and the population in sarawak is only what less then a million? but in west malaysia it's like 2.3million people. yes.
aiyah! i just wanna go back lah. ):

shall blog more later, bye for now.

I'M BACK I'M BACK I'M BACK. HELLLLLLO DEAD BLOG (:

gonnnnna be a LONGGGGGG post, pictures will be at the end or even in between the text.

Day ONE

got up early went to the air port. met the rest. and like shalin and me are the 2 oldest. hahahaha, they are 14 hehehe, kids. HAHAHA.
reach sarawak kuching. check in and stuff, bathe and all. met the people in kuching who are so called our guides leader from the church there, met Pastor Doug, Marliyn, Rachel yupyup. marliyn and rachels are twind, will show you their pictures, pretty babes yo. hahaha. I LOVE THEM!!! then we went to the host house. this day is the day that people from their church will host us and stuff. for dinner only. so i went to UNCLEEEEEE KUEK HOUSE (: he is freaking nice, hehehe. himself his wife and sonnnn. hahaa. so fun there. the wife cooked, THE FOOOOOD IS GREAT, IT'S BEYOND GREAT ACTUALLY. her cooking rocks LAH. haha. seriously very good, I LOVE THE VEGGGGGGGIE called BILING that can ONLY be found in kuching, if you wanna know how does it taste like, it actually taste just like KANG KONG, just that it is crunchierrrrrr. haha.
thats about it for day ONE.

thats our host and family with usssss.
toooo last to flip picture, turn your head instead, hahaa. that Pastor Dug, the guy beside the green shirt man. he is a pastor son in their church. know the shittiest thing ever, HE KNOWS ALTER FREQUENCY PERSONALLY, because they are malaysian. CRAP RIGHT?!?!?! WAHLAU. hahaha.

Day TWO

BEST DAY EVERR!! went to the pigggggggg and croc farm also fish lah. and fruits farm. OH MY GOSH, THE PIGLETS SOOOOO CUTE!!!!! I WANNA BRING HOME, i tell you ah, i'm SOOO gonna breed a pig in my house! SO GONNA DO THAT! hahahhaa, superrrr cute. hahaha. the uncle from the arm fed the crocs, THEN RIGHT! I WAS WEARING A WHITE TEE LAH! THEN THAT CROS ALL IN THOSE SHITTY MUDDY WATER, THEN THEY FIGHT FOR THE MEAT THEN THE MUDDDDDDDDDDY GROSS WATER SPLASH ON MY WHITE TEE CAN! WAHLAUUUU, SOOOOO PEK CHEK. HAHAHA. then i bought ORANGES (: but it's mixxx breeeed. the fishes are SCARY CAN, I WALK ON THAT STUPID SHAKY PLANK FREAKING OUT LAH, SCARED I DROP INTO THE HUGEEEE POND AND GET EATEN BY THOUSAND OF FISHES! like lemon and orange mix kind. then i got honnnnnnnney pamalo too! super nice yo. hahaha. sadly could not get mangoes and pineappple. after that was back to hotel, change and stuff, went dinnner. met someone new, Fabous i think. hahaha. i mention names GOT REASON ONE, explain later.
went to the SARAWAK CULTURE VILLAGE TOO. nice sial. i know found out that sarawak got 7 tribes, cool sial. veryyyy nice, see the living condition and stuff. THOSE MEN THEREDANG SEXY I TELL YOU, THEIR CLOTHES HOTHOT ONE, HHAHHA. 1 PIECE OF CLOTH COVER FRONT 1 PIECE BACK, THATS ALL, CAN SEE THE LEG, THE THIGHS ALL THE WAY. SCARY THOUGH. HAHAHAHAHHA. went to see the pottery factory too! cool stuff.
HAHAHHAHAA. gosh. ate at some cafe, then i ate the famous Kolo meeeeeeee. yupyup. after dinner was a FRUIT-LESS SHOPPING TRIP, stand there watch shutters close only. hahaa. the shops there close freaking early like 6.30pm or 7 those kind. yuppp. thats all for the day.


check out the water, now you know what i MEAN?!


who cares how shitty i look, it's the pig that is cute. hahahhahahaha. she was SCREAMING into my ears thats why the mouth open, yup. and i was like freaking out, dangggggggg freakinggggg loud sia.

say hi to the girl that is scared that she DROP INTO THE HUGE POND WITH THOSE FISHES.
this is just ONE side of the bridge.
poooooootttttteryyy
cool stuff huh. ALL HAND MADEEE
when colored and bakeddddddd. it's for sale nowwww.





Day THREE

): last day out. went to LUUUUUUUUUUUUNDU. is where those poor people and stuff, yeah. held a small fun fair for the kids there. (: we also went into the village to vist those people, kampong houses, just like mission trip. yupyup. walk VERY LONG those kind, INTOOO THE JUNGLE. fun sial. love it. hahahaa. the families there are really like those thai people, no money and stuff. yeah. spend a whole day there, with the kids and going to houses. yup. thats about it. shop a lil thats all.






yupyupyupppp. thats about it.

this trip VERYYYY SHIOK, got all kind of people. from mad to madness.
got to know all the girls, mix with them and stuff. really cute and all. haha. time for random pictures. took alot of pictures, i going MAD NOW seriously. i wanna upload TONS OF PICTURES, and phototototootgraphy! nice sial.

wanna know more stories askkk meee. haha

more pictures to be uploaded, now i'm like tired and stuff.

I LOVE SARAWAK!
I LOVE KUCHING!
seriosly, i wanna go ack. wanna try out their church thererere (((((:
hehehehehe.

my new name TRACY. name given by Eric. he is the tour guide, i'm not on a tour, but because we use a tour bus, so there MUST be a tour guide. PACKAGE. hahaha. so he told me that i look EXCATLY and talk, walk, act, react, just excatly he same of everything to his Sworn Brother Girlfriend. hahahaha

TA BAOOOOOOOOOOO

was out today. hehehe.

woke up at 10 plus ):

left at 11 plus, went to sophia house.
hehehehe, met her. went over to SINTHUUUUU HOUSEEEE, met shalin.
hahahahahahaha. HER MOTHER COOKING IS THE BEST. ((((((:
ALLLL THOSE SHIOKKK CURRY AND ALL, GOSH. LOVE IT. LAH.
((((:

then after that was outoutout with sophia and shalin, met jasmine together after her work.
shoppppped (:
haha, i bought 3 bangles (:
and super happy with it. haha.
(:


time 1.24am (thursday)

i'm flying later, yup. anddddd i'm gonna missmissmissmiss my blog and friends family and allllllllll. hehe.

i'm flying off ):

SARAWAKKK. HEHEHHE.

HEHEHE!
out today with Kaks and OD.
love them, hehe, talked sooo much.
sadly, OD had to leave early because she is going for the LINKINPARKCONCERT. hahaa.
yeah, she went for it. i believe it was nice. hahaha. bleeeeeeeed it out. hahaha.

yup, lovelovelove all my ladies.
my trip, it's like tomorrow (past 12am already)
thursday.
going to SARAWAK. so this blog will be dead for 4 days.

gonna miss blogging like siao. but yeah. promise a longgggg post with LOADS of pictures. hahahaha. i'm gonna go there looking like an idiot. hahahha.

tell you ah, super happy today. I FINALLY BOUGHT A PAIR OF SHOES FROM KED'S! LIKE FINALLLLLLLLY. I LOVE THAT PAIR.
hehe.

gonna go out later, tiredddddddd.
gonna go to beautiful Sinthu's house too celebrate DEEEEEEEEEEEEPAVALI. haha.
after that is clique dinnnner. shiok. haha.
gonna be fun.

watch this.



yup, thats the mad dog, she is going mad, with the dog opp my house. hahaha. madness right, she is MAD. hahahahahhaa.

today was yeah, stayed home. had fun at home. hahahaha. just watching my dog go mad.
woke up at 4 plus i think, yeah.

had friends over.
huat came to check out my mama's herb garden thingy.
ade came later to landscape the air well.
was nice to have them over, hahaha, talk and stuff.
i realise something is that, all of us owns a JACKIE.
and tats the common topic, haha. all talked about jackie. haha

TIRED!
after i bloggggged that, i went out
to KRANJI those industrial area. bought 2 chairs. haha.

anyway, after that was HOMEHOMEHOME.
then i went outoutout went to town and VIVO.
I STILL LOVE VIVO.
hahahha.
i'm really tired.
LIKE REALLY. hahaha.

blog tomorrow, TIRED AND SLEEPY.

TIME IS 2349 AND I HAVE NOT EATEN MY FREAKING DINNER

ok, i woke up like, FREAKING EARLY.
7.30am and i am up. my sister and myself. haha.
early huh.
because parents wants us to follow them to church.
so we did, be good childrens. haha.
went to New Creation. cool stuff there.
it have been like realllllllly long since i last went there.
yup, had to sit in the over flow room, wow. the over flow room IS in ENG WAH CINEMA. how cool right. like watch movie, then super sharp and super clear. then hear the pastor preach. some cool stuff, really. about righteousness.
this Pastor Prince like looking younger. hahaa. but he dang rich sia. really.
wear suit, then ring SUPER NICE SIA, the diamonds very nice. haha. then got his broach thing that is pinned onto his blazer. cross design whole thing made up of white gold and diamonds. woo!
this church, really veryyy blessed. very. amazing stuff from them.
pastor prince went to london and preach during the Hillsongs london conference. how cool right. haha.

now i'm homeeeeeeee. later then going out again.
I'M SUPER SLEEEEEEEPY. good thing tomorrow can sleep in, sleep shiok shiok.

my tamagotichi no batt, hahaha. gotta go change batt. yes i do play it, lame i know. but it's kinda cute. hahaha. good to play when you're bored.

gosh, i think i'm gonna be like 9 months pregnant super soon. at the rate i'm eating, hahahahaha. seriously will become 9 months pregnant. hahaha.

BLOG MORE LATERRR!!

hehe, my blog got new look, i love it.
it is VERY VERY VERYYYYYY simple. right?
hahaha, change picture, add background. took away some stuff. nice.

churched!
TIMMMMMMMY K WENT TO CHURCH WITH US!
the cousins yo. haha.
super nice, during pw we stand together. whee. hahaha
faaaaaaaaaaa-marrrr-leeee.
yupyupyup. after church went to my house, daddddddy fetched! haha.
came and we all watch DRUMLINE, SUPER NICE SIA. old show, yes. but SUPER NICE.
thats my 2nd time watching the show, haha.

dined at my place with uncles and aunties with gongong. yup.
after the show, cousins all went to eat at Gelari super shiok.
3 large waffles. 6 scoopes of ice cream! YUMMMMMMY.
yupyup, brought baby shino with us, she went MAD. haha. walkwalkwalk then shit. then eat grass then shit out grass. HAHAHAA. yes. i really mean GRASS, green stuff thing. yeah. hahaa. then came back to my place, said byebyeeeee then left. ):

it feels like SUNDAY you know.

anyway, YES! hahahha. daddy put the sound system in my room, SOO SHIOK.
sis room has 1 too! haha, shiok. i like listen to 987 ALL DAY LONG. seriously, i love listening to it. MUTTONS IN THE MIDNIGHT! hahaha, they are some funny bunch of guys.

looks like THURSDAY is drawing near, for me to go on my trip to Sarawak. so won't be blogging from thursday till sunday. when i get back PICTURES WILL BE POSTED! PROMISE!
this is a boring blog, the only thing about it is all my nonsense stuff. hahahaa.

i think if i have a counter thingy, the number will not jump. maybe it would, with myself going to see. hahaha.

ILOVEMYHOUSE

i wonder when is the house warming, mummiekins never mention anything about it. haha.
i'm still waiting patiently.

gosh, i wore my supper skinnies today, my blue one. WAHLAU, DANG SCARY CAN. hahaha. don't ask why. i think i look WEIRD in it, good thing it is not pre-washed. haha. if not i'm dead. it will still expand. i feel like i'm wearing tights. haha.

lalala, talk to me online I'M BEYOND BORED (:

tomorrow, gotta follow ma and pa to church. hehehehe. with sis and all, we all going. hahaha. 2 days of church. cool stuff.

shit, i kinda miss going school. WHY DO I? when i actually hate it. ):

I'M BORED! I SHALL POST UP MY BABY PICTURES!

thats VICTOR me and my sister cute huh. hahahahaha
myself and sister
micro mini. hahahaa
sisterrrr and me
like some chubby thing

3rd aunt!
lazy to flip. haha
MEEEEE REBECCA VICTORR

spastic. hahaha
see the date? picture taken on 12 july 1992
GONGONGGGGGGGG
flower girl
ILOVETHISPICTURE!
when she cries. me. hahahahhaa
COOOOL OUTFIT. hahahha
I LOVE MY POPO, AND I MISS HER DEARLY. ):
THAT VICTOR! HAHAHA
my family told me that that funny side of me still exist now. hahhaa
she is a GREAT woman. <3's
marina south! haha.
yeah, thats another part of me that still exsist
look like boy right?
born a model. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

these are just some pictures of me. hahahaha. it's called, CUTE LAST TIME, now like crap. haha