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★ PROFILE.



vannieser

Married at 22
A mother at 23
And loving it.

Why? Because i married someone who makes me truly happy.

And this blog is dedicated to everyone i love.



vannieser@live.com



★ HISTORY
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
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January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2014

★ Thursday, April 30, 2009 AT 10:58 PM
1. abby
2. mac

to sum up today.
):

yeah.

brought my maccie to 'try' to repair, like, see how it goes and all.
so, yeah.
sis and me went, met les.p there.
and we went to check out my laptop.
well, we went to eat lunch while they check.
so we went back check, then like, my hard disk died ):
totally died.

yeah.

and as promise to BDP.

we went to school together, and after school we went home.
on the train together.
and she happily took out her organizer, i went to check at the calender.
to see if she got write my birthday down.
and this happen.

me: *check check check* HORHORRR, YOU DON'T HAVE MY BIRTHDAY INSIDE!
bdp: i not yet write mah
me: orh, when is my birthday?! you know or not
bdp: JULY LOR (said super super confidently)
me: july WHAT?
bdp: (gave the ehhh... shit face)
me: YOU DON'T KNOW?!
bdp: THEN YOU KNOW MINE MEH?!?!?!?!?!??!!?
me: SIX.NOVEMBER.
bdp: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA (laugh super duper LOUD in the train)
me: shh sh shhhhhhhhh....!! (cover her mouth)

wth right? like, she TOTALLY FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY.
then something happen

then i was like, 'ehhhhh bee?' -holds my necklace that i wear ALL THE TIME, and the pendant is a HUGE NUMBER 5.
and i said, 'july FIFTH!'
she laughed sooo hard, the whole cabin was STARING AT US.
HAHAHA. FREAKING FUNNY!
HAHHAHA. okay yeah.

that was YESTERDAY (thursday)

as for TODAY (FRIDAY/ MAYDAY)

ate porridge with my parents.
then after that we went to Funan, and mum and dad bought me a new laptop!
they bought me the ALUM MACBOOK!

THANK YOU DADDY
THANK YOU MUMMY
I LOVE YOU!

then we went to the garden, dad bought like SLABS.
haha.

then went to gongong's house.
and, OMG
FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH A CAMCORDER!
SUPER DUPER FUNNY!



hahaha. super duper funny.
like i'm TOTALLY RETARDED!

okay.
so thats about it, we went to montherux to eat.
and wow the service was good.
they had this 1 for 1 beer thing.

dad: ehhh. so do we have the 1 for 1? today is a weekday
guy: oh, but actually don't have.
dad: weekday leh
guy: okay okayy.. i shall give it to you, since today is a holiday and everyone should be happy
dad: thanks thanks thanks.

-food served-

dad: if you got to charge me for the extra, just put it on the tab lah.
guy: no no, it's okay.
dad: haha. thanks man, thanks. then give more lah. haha, i ta pao. haha
guy: -laughs-

then the guy walks back into the restaurant, and took out anotherrrrr bottle (3rd)
dad got a shock!
kept saying it's alright, it's okay no need. it's cool
nevermind, no need
the guy some more insisted man.
well, good chap lah.
went to settle the bill and all.

then went home lor, chatted with puipuizai also. yup

so now home!

goodnight
lovelove

it's soo confusing, it's driving me nuts.
no matter what, it would be for the best.

★ Wednesday, April 29, 2009 AT 11:25 PM
BADBADBADB THING HAPPEN TODAY ):

MY WHITEBABYMAC DIED ON ME :'(
the whole entire hard disk, G.O.N.E
like, really ):
freaking sad now ):

good thing tomorrow i'm gonna bring down and try to save her ):

wonder what happen?

i was home with Les.P, laptop on, but i was not using my laptop.
i left her sitting there, and like, suddenly i heard a tak tak tak tak sound.
i totally freak out ):
so i decided to restart witebabymac, but a white screen came up with a blinking folder with a question mark in the middle.
then i called apple hotline, to help.
the guy ask me to try troubleshoot it first, use another laptop, and check apple's website.

and the time was like, 6.30pm
and i've got school at 7pm.
i totally freaked out, and started crying.
cause babymac is very close to me.

and like, i panic, i rushed out of the house and all with les.p and brought sick babymac with me.
in the cab with les.p i called gabriel, ask him to help me check what can i do.
well, instruction was to put start up disk in, and let it run.
but well, even the disk needs a place to download the whole thing to right?
BUT, IT TOTALLY COULD NOT DETECT MY HARD DISK.
i knew it was my hard disk problem.

so i called hanwei, and spoke to his brother.
and even his brother said, 'your hard disk crash'

so well, i'm bringing whitebabymac to see doctor tomorrow):
if really cannot save her, i'll have to get a new whitebabymac ):

i really hope i can save her.
if not i gotta get a new laptop):

alrighty.

gotta go now.
wanna talktalk to les.p already
hehe.

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Tuesday, April 28, 2009 AT 11:19 PM
wnt out with my family for dinner.
went to the family restaurant, to eat Korean food, Korean BBQ.
nice, but the Esplanade one is better.
slighty more pricey, but the food quality, taste and all. much much better.

enough of talking, pictures time.

Mama, Papa, and sissy.
aiyoh, Dad got like, food in his mouth -.-
yeah, now mum's turn.
well, look at the food on the table!
LOADS.
pretty blur, i know. but well, GUESS GUESS WHAT IT IS.
answer will be told LATERR.
FIRST DISH.
dangggg......shiok eh?
thats WAYGU BEEF. did i spell it correctly? whatever.
but yeah, and WHITE BUTTON MUSHROOOOM.
SO COLORFUL!
ehh, okay. thats all for food.
we can back home, and we decided to pack our shoes, and all.
since sissy bought SIX PAIRS of shoes. so gotta find place for them all.
shinshin.
so cute right. blur lah, but like, cutee.
check the shoes out, this is not all, there are more, BEHIND the boxes.
in the garbage bag and all.
a mountain of shoes at that corner
in the garbage bag. this is just the TOP.

SISSY'S 6 NEW PAIRS OF SHOES, mixed with the old ones.
MADNESS.
SHINOSHINO.
i know, her body, red red.
she got extra sensitive skin ):
HEH.
okay, honestly, shino looks cute.
i look retarded
awwwww..
i was fighting with her. heh.
monkey and the dog.
SHINO LOVES SHOES. AND SHE LIE ON THEM
yeah, check THAT out.
one of her paw is in sissy's guess shoes. the red thingy?
yeah, her paw in inside.
last but not least, my almighty shoes.
i made this myself for my art thingy in school.
and scored top.
WOOHOO!
alot of work, but i LOVE it.
if you're wondering if i ever used them before, NOPE. NEVER.

oh yah, remember the round ball ball thing you saw??
to refresh your memory...

THIS THING.
i asked to GUESS, what it is.

well, answer is: WET TOWELS

darn cute ain't it?
you can even buy this outside, like really.
it is just compressed, all you gotta do is, pour water on top, and it will EXPAND INTO A WET TOWEL!
cool shiat.

alrighty, gotta go.

nightnight
lovelove

★ AT 2:00 PM
OKAY, I HONESTLY GOT BORED, AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO/THINK/WRITE/TALK. SO I STARTED DOING QUIZZES FOR FUN, AND DECIDED TO POST THEM HERE.
i'm honestly going mad, i'm laughing for no reason, and i get pissed anytime.

these are my QUIZ RESULTS. haha.
each color represents 1 quiz.
  • How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Top.
  • You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is small.
  • Diamond means stubborn personality.
  • You are also superior and impressive.
  • You are an opportunist.
  • Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.
You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

If you write some strokes thickly but others are thin, it's likely that you're a very unpredictable person. Sometimes you'll get very serious about something, but there's always the possibility that you'll suddenly lose interest. It can take you a long time to complete a task--if it gets done at all before something else grabs your attention.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

okay, thats all. i did more, but i'm lazy. haha.
i am super bored. and feeling shitty and sian.

i would say the quiz are like, some are true while some are not? most of it is, true, MOST of it.

so yeah.

BUHBYE

★ Monday, April 27, 2009 AT 11:25 PM
feeling like shit.
worst still, freaking stress now.
argh.
i've got ALOT to think.
dangg. argh.

but well, i still wanna say something.

i wanna talk about someone.

my dearest sister, kaka.

talking to les.p help me to realise that, i actually respect kaka ALOT. (not that i don't)

well, a little about my sister (hope she don't kill me)

kaka, is a very direct person, she knows her yes and nos VERY well.
she knows her value very well, and she knows what she want and don't want very well.
to sum her up in a nutshell, she is a very 'zai' person.

not cause she is my sister thats why i say that, but it's just the fact.

when people see her, they know not to mess with her, she is fun and all yes, but when it comes to serious stuff, she IS serious and no one is to fool around.

and kaka taught me ALOT of things.
through our daily lives and stuff.

kaka taught me to be decisive, taught me to think fast and smart, to make decisions fast. she taught me and guided me and mold me to be who i am today. she made me a stronger person, and help me to understand many many many things, help me see the world, and help me understand the world.

this is my dear sister(:
the one in purple, duhhh~~
haha. i look fat and red, i know. taken in march, sis's birthday.

alrighty, gotttttta go now.
tired.
and all sort of emotions.
:'(

goodnight
lovelove

★ Sunday, April 26, 2009 AT 9:51 PM
had fammmmmmy dinner today again!
shiok.

after dinner, came home.
and i walked my dearest doggy.
help dad to throw cheque, so walked all the way to POSB. no kidding yo.
far.
well, on the way, many people played with people.
kids and all, all love shino. awwww

walked back, now home.
WEATHER SUPER SUPER HUMID TO THE MAX.
I CANNOT TAHAN.
wearing teeshirt makes me feel like i'm wearing a winter jacket.
haha.

alrighty!
exercising tomorrow!
SWIMMING! like, LAPS OKAY.
haha. not play water hor.

alrighty
gotta blast!

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ AT 12:24 AM
well well well.

was home today, cause momo had things to do and all.

had family dinner too!
was at usual place, but well, company was GREAT.
like of course, it's my family.

anyway, amazing thing i just discovered today is that, THERE ARE SCHOOLS MAKING THE STUDENTS SAY THE SINGAPORE PLEDGE IN DIFFERENT LANGUAGES?!

haha, like me 2 dear cousins.
they can recite the pledge in CHINESE, MALAY AND EVEN TAMIL!
danggg.

something like, monday - malay, wednesday - chinese
this kind of thing.
AMAZING HUH.

i was shock to the max.

haha.

SISSY IS COMING BACK TODAY!

was suppose to fetch her from the airport at 1250am
but well, her flight DELAYED!
and she is only gonna touch down at 0355am
):

so well, dad told her to cab home.

and me?
i gotta stay up just to open he door for her.
SUCHA SWEET SISTER.
AWWWWWW.

haha.

alrighty!


dad: WHATS THE THING ON YOUR HEAD?
me: my own hair
dad: HAR? you sure notttttt
me: yah yah!! *shows the roots* i plaited it myself! and drag it across and pin!
dad: -.-

HAHHAHAHA.

gotta gooooo!!

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Saturday, April 25, 2009 AT 2:07 AM
HAHAHA. I AM ONE HAPPY GIRL.

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE
I WON'T A 'LUCKY DRAWWWWWWWWW'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

SEEEEE MYYYYYYY BLOGGGGG??? IN THE MIDDDLLLEEEE???

LINK 'N' WIN GRAND PRIZE WINNER: HTTP://VANNIESER.BLOGSPOT.COM

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

OMG, DAMN HAPPY NOW
TOTALLY MADE MY NIGHT.
HEH HEH HEH.

I'M NOT FAKING IT!
SEE THE LINK, GOGOGOGO GO AND SEE!
HAHAHAHA

i'm lame, i know, like over this.
but HEY IT IS STILL SOME SORT OF A THING RIGHT!

wooohooooo

THANK GOD SIA!!

OKAY, BYE!

★ Friday, April 24, 2009 AT 11:32 PM
bought stuff from daiso for shino and my sister.

went to school with BDP.

suppered with mum and dad.

came home and walk shino.

i'm pretty much addicted to Restaurant City on facebook. HAHA.

something i wanna talk about.
like, super random

have you ever been in a shop, and the sales girl/guy FOLLOWS you WHEREVER you go.
and when you have said, 'i'm just looking around' -smiles-
and they still follow you.
some may take it as, AMAZING CUSTOMER SERVICE
where else, some may take it as IRRITATING
well, for my personally. i take it as IRRITATING!

i can't stand the feeling of a sales girl/guy following me round the whole shop.
i know like, they are suppose to be there and stuff when i need them.
but it gets freaky, don't you feel?
like, someone following you.
when all you want to do is, look at things alone.
and i find it hard to like, 'CAN YOU STOP FOLLOWING ME'
it's not very nice of me to say that to them, i felt.
like, they are just doing their job, and i am here like, telling them to get lost.

if only they could just give me 'my space'
haha.

another thing.

what would you do if you were to be in a relationship with a guy/girl who is freaking possessive, to the extend of he/she gets out of control?

for an example

A and B got into a dispute.
and A went to look for B
but B just wanna get away from A
and, A went berserk.
threatening, scolding, cold sweat, furious.

what will you do? if you were to be B.

i am really curious to know.
dang it's scary.

haha.

well, i gotta go now nownow.

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Thursday, April 23, 2009 AT 10:08 PM
yeah alright.

i'm home.
it's 2208

was at Happy Daze with Les.P today afternoon.
brought Shino along to eat there.

went to eat dinner with my folks.
then walked the dog, dad had 1/2 a pint of beer at Happy Daze.
there twice in a day.

yeah, nice place to just chill and drink. nice nice.

there is a wake going on.
they are having their ritual now.

just look out of my room window, and the wake is there.
this wake is like, MASSIVE.
super alot of people, they pitch a tent, that can easily hold 200-300 people.

fur those who came to my place before will know.
look out of my window and there is this grass patch there.
they pitch a tent, and held the wake there.

prettttty weird.
like, look out my window, see people attending the wake.
and like, people will look up, and see this girl using her laptop and see righttttt throughhh my room.

if i close my blinds and all, it is like, stuffy to the max.

i totally needa sell my clothes QUICK.

dang.

alrighty!
gotttttttttta fly!

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Wednesday, April 22, 2009 AT 11:31 PM
was with les. p
we were suppose to like, sell my clothes.
then i got lazy. heh heh.

i went to schoolllll.
and home i ammm.......

and i miss mummy's cookinggggggg

and i'm boreddddd

and i'm being irritating nowwww

oh yah, DANGGG, I HATE PEOPLE WHO ABUSE THEIR PETS.
ARGH!

okay.

goodnight!
lovelove!

and remember, LOVE YOUR PETS, LOVE ANIMALS.

★ AT 12:30 AM
i waited alot today.

waited for ms shalin.
waited for Les.P

amazing sutff.
and each wait is more than an hour.
haha.

anwyay, nana thaied!
YEAH!

hanged out with Janice, Siewhwee.
met up with Demelza and Doralynn too. yeah.

and home home. thats all!!

pretttttty tiredddd.

GOODNIGHT
LOVELOVE!

★ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 AT 12:38 AM
home.

aunt min.

schooled.

home.

eat.

mum cooked today!
and OHHHBOYYYYY, I LOVE MUM'S COOKING.
P.E.R.F.E.C.T

i've just learnt to cook MA YAO GEI.
rocks

mummy cooking is like, B.E.S.T in the world world world world world.

alrighty

gotta blast!

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Sunday, April 19, 2009 AT 10:11 PM
stayed home today.

read my new book.
played games and all.

shino chao bun is soo cute.
i walked her today.
walked her out to buy her a new collar and her ear cleaner.

thats all.
i'm freaking bored now.

i'm watch S-factor.
and trust me man.
they are having this debate thingy.
DANGG.
NO COMMENTS.

BYEBYEE

goodnight
lovelove!!!!

★ Saturday, April 18, 2009 AT 11:47 PM
i was trying to find a picture of ESCAPE THEME PARK.
but well, i could not find a nice enough one.

okay, i met Les.P early today.
followed to do some stuff.

after that, we headed down to Escape Theme Park to meet the rest.
they were queuing up for the go kart. so yeah, we hopped on the queue.
that was the FIRST game we played.

i came in last -.-
but still, out of my 18 years on this earth.
this is the FIRST time playing.
i know i know, many are like WTH!?
but yeah, face it, it's my first time.
i came it last, i was half freaking out, half excited kinda thing.
especially when i gotta go down the freaking hill.
i was like, SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
IS THE KART GONNA FALL APART? IS IT GONNA BREAK?!
mann, it totally kinda freaked me out. like, really.
but well, i just felt that the whole ride is like a, FULL BODY U-ZAP.

after that ride, we went on to HAUNTED HOUSE.
which i did not go with them, i could not bring myself to.
i was way too too too tooo scared. thought it's like ESCAPE. but i really could not.
so, les.P stayed out with me(:

we then went to play WET&WILD.
i sat at the back, and got.
ERM.
D.R.E.N.C.H.E.D
like, last time i take the ride, NEVER SO WET BEFORE.
this time FIRST TIME.
best of all, i was wearing a WHITE tank.
WOOHOO!
haha.

okay, well, after that rideee, we went on to the really puny 'roller coaster'
LIKE, WTH. honestly.
2 rounds of that, and HAIR DRY.
okay, good one. thanks to Les.P's advice.

we went on to play, well, not all, 3 of us sit out of the ride.
that was the KIDS PLANE, thing. hahah.

then...OFF TO GO KART AGAIN!
we queued up again.
so all 6 raced AGAIN.
HOHO, GUESS WHAT.
I CAME IN 2ND THIS TIME! 2ND 2ND!
huge like, accomplishment can. haha.
but yeah, got the hang of the kart, and off i go! nice nice.
i was like, 'suppose' to be first, until, haizzel came, totalllllllllllly crashed into me, and he headed first. dangggg.

that was about it i guess?

wondering why we don't have all the like, FLIPPER, INVERTER, VIKING SHIP, RAINBOW.
like, those were the more 'zai' rides out of the all not zai ride.
HA.
cause, all under MAINTENANCE.
like, WTH?!
so yeah, that explains our games. dangggg....

oh oh, not forgetting we played the other game.
those 2.50 game.
the horse racing one. 4 girls, i ALMOST got 1st. but i got 2nd instead.
like, we gotta sit, and throw/roll the ball into either holes, RUN, TROT, WALK.
so if you ball goes into the RUN the horse will run.
yeah, got the drift? yeah.
well, i got 2nd. AGAIN.

alrighty, after that off to GLUTTON'S BAY!
we had like 3 hot pot and 3 BBQ thing.
those individual thing.
and we all ate, together with 1 plate of char kway teow, and a huge ass plate of carrot cake.

we ate from, 6.30pm - 10pm
no shit man, we ate THAT long. haha.

yupyupyup

thats all for the day!
no pictures, cause i did not bring my camera.

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ AT 1:04 AM
i just had my mini supper with sissy.

okay, i went to school today.
blah blah blah. normal stuff.

group project, YEAH BABEHHHHH.
great group, working together again!

sis will be flying off tomorrow to Macau.

and i'll have my own programs!
with well, the usual group.
and of course Les.P!

so yuppers!

off i gooooo nowwww.

my blog is getting really boring.
i need something to excite me.
heh heh.

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Thursday, April 16, 2009 AT 10:18 PM
hmm hmm hmm...

i'm really not happy right now.

HRMPH.

goodnight
lovelove

★ AT 1:57 AM
i've lost it.
i have.
i really really have.

and how did i lose it?
cause of people.

i once thought it was cool, i once thought what everyone did was RIGHT.
until now.
i look back, all my smiles and laughters.

were they laughters of JOY or was it just, happiness.

well, it was happiness, for that moment.

joy last for ever, and i've found it else where.

but for my happiness, it's temporal.

only a few can relate to this post.

but whatever it is.

i lost it.

i'm GLAD i lost it, but at the same time, i'm SAD that i lost it.

those were the moments, those were the time.

but as i look back, i realise one thing.
people around me, were fake.
people around me, actually are not happy.
it was all a facade.

up till now, i see people.
i can't seem to see joy, but i'm dang sure i see happiness.

will it last forever?

or even more than that.

will people ever see the true colors?

or will they keep their blind folds on, and laugh.

how would you feel, if you once did things out of your own heart.
and knowing others were doing the SAME thing as you are.
but only to find out, it's not them, they did not do it out of their own heart.
but did it cause they were told to.

why, why why, why in the world people choose to be robots?

don't you and i have perspective? opinion?

why, why did you suppress them all, just to follow something you don't believe in?
or why did you force a change in yourself just to follow orders?

i'm glad i've lost it.
i really am.

i was once a bird not in a cage, but within 5 walls 1 ground.
no window, no air, no sun, no moon.

but now?

i see everything.
i'm not more a trapped bird.
and i'm happy, i've got joy.

i don't follow and listen blindly anymore.

For the Joy of the Lord is in Me

i've found mine,
have you?

★ Wednesday, April 15, 2009 AT 11:05 PM
Andddd.....

I FINALLY DID IT!

I PERMMMMED MY HAIR!

but there are some risk for me also ):
it might straighten back like, original.
cause of the texture of my hair, and all the nonsense in my hair.
then, THERE GOES MY MONEY.
but for now, i'm freaking happy!

HEH HEH HEH.

after doing my hair.

i went to eat ALONE.
man, i felt like some loser sia.
the, i'm-alone-because-i-just-lost-my-job kinda thing
i will never forget what i eat.

Curry Rice with 3 extra dishes.
i know, i am a glutton.
i finish them all, except the curry chicken, they gave like 4 HUGE pieces.
i could not finish.
but yes, i felt sooo sad and stuff.oh wells
poorrr me
haha
omg, self pity.
shut up.

so yes, went for class, out of the whole class ah.
only TWO person noticed i permed my hair. TWO OUT OF 25.
i think because i went to school with perm-looking hair before.
like, i tie bun, then after that i untie, and my hair curls.
so yes, to them, it's just one of those days.
poor me.
OMG, SELF PITY AGAIN.

but yes, some will notice, some won't.

alrighty!
i can't wash my hair for a DAY.
no shit, a DAY!
i can't wash tomorrow, only can wash on friday onwards.
DANGGG.
oh well :(
i'm gonna feel all EEEEEEEKEEEYYYYY and gross.

anyway, just wanna thank Chris for his awesome job!
my hair looks G.R.E.A.T.
THANKS CHRIS!
contact me if you are interested to get your hair done by him!
he's GREAT! (:

alrighty.
i'm gonna meet Les.P tomorrow and go down to studio.
got some stuff to do. hehe.

gotta blast!

night night!
lovelove!

★ Tuesday, April 14, 2009 AT 11:29 PM
home the wholeeeee day.
with, Les. P!

actually, not exactly.
we went to siglap like, twice.
walked there.
to get food and all.

I ATE MY GARLIC FRIED RICE.
OMG.
FREAKING.SHIOK.PLEASE.
i love my garlic fried rice.
PUH-LEASE.
the whole world should eat there.

this is the one just outside my house.
as in a, 10 mins walk out from my place.
IT'S DAA BOMB.
not only the garlic fried rice is shiok.
the food there is GOOODIE!

okay, i totally sound like i'm promoting the restaurant.
BUT IT'S TRUE YO.
freaking shiok.

Oooooo. LALA.

surprise tomorrow!

okay!!

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ AT 12:34 AM
back from school, back from supper with kaka and her friends.

oh yah.

and whats worst, than having a BREAKOUT!
freaking S.I.A.N can.
like, super duper uper.

i kena 3 HUGE pimples.
2 at my lower lip area.
and 1 right beside my nose.
and still, 1 on the left side of my upper lip.
like, freak.

i feel like a monster now, SUPER MONSTER.
gosh.

and i'm freaking tired now.

oh yah, i had supper at Pungol Nasi Lemak.
for the FIRST time.

HAHA
i know, like HOW CAN.
but yeah, first time.
ain't that badd yoo.

anyway, i'm really tired now
and this blog
it's getting soooooooo boring.
oh wells.

night night!
lovelove!

★ Monday, April 13, 2009 AT 1:23 AM
out out out.

slept.

out to meet my friends.

went to makansutra to eat.
bumped into Jamie Yeo.
yeah.

after that went to ACEs once again.
supper, then home!

thats all!!

goodnight
lovelove!

★ Sunday, April 12, 2009 AT 12:31 AM
home for the day(:

off to gramps house for dinner!

and came back home.

ate my durian, and finished it.

while watching my Taiwan drama, and my sister got hooked on to the show too.

HAHA.

alrighty.

goodnight!
lovelove!

★ Friday, April 10, 2009 AT 10:05 PM
a reallllllllllllllllly long day for my family today.
woke up at 10am, left home at 11am.
fetched daddy's Aussie friend, family.

ate lunch together, then off to SENTOSA!

met them at their apartment lobby.
NO, it is not like i am trying to make things sound HIGH CLASS.
it is not like HDB apartment lobby.
those are like, service apartments.

so we met up with them.
Aunt Val, Uncle Paul, and their 2 sons, Finn and Jonah.

okay, i shall let the pictures do the talking from now.
here we are. SENTOSA.
longggggg queue man.
bussss
Jonahh
Aunt Val and Finn!
ray ray.
YUMMY! *dreams*
as you can tell, ASIANS ARE TINY.
see the red thing?
thats called a SEA ANGEL.
yeah.
it shapes like an angel, no joke.
GROSS
okay, FYI. there is an OCTOPUS in there. spot it.
sis and i could not.
it's called the MIMIC OCTOPUS i think.
it just means, it will blend in with whatever 'background' it's in. underwater worlddd3D shark thingy
BIG
FISH
the sharp tail fish, i THINK, is called LEATHER JACKET. HMMM, YUMMY. my fav.
sis and i call them.
BLOB BLOB BLOB.
blob blob blob

why are they upside down?
can someone answer this?
me: i wonder, if you like, snip off the weed looking part of the thing. just like the leaves. will it hurt?
sis: i think so.
me: but i thought it may be like, human HAIR? cut pain meh?
ehh. okay. hi shark and boy.
can't freaking see the shark yo.
boy signing their 'signature' of the 'guest book'
cooooolio
okay, offcially.
this fella, CAN'T take pictures.
BDP AND ME. TOTALLY FREAKED OUT BY IT.
i got SUPER scared okay.
Yeah, they love it.
Jonah.
this 2 boys, they are NOT scared of the wax stuff man. i was FREAKING scared.
brave boyyy
DOUBLE UP FINN!
LODGE!
Uncle Paul and Daddy!
i know dad is small, but hey.
asiannnn......
JONAH!
brotherly love

yeah, did not take much.
was freaking out too much at images of singapore.
i can't stand all the WAX FIGURES.
they freak me out to the max!

but yeah! it was a fun fun day day.

2 boys = HYPER

it started pouring like C.R.A.Z.Y
and well, i was running about, finding place to bring them to, finding place for us to go under the shelter and all. phew.
got all drenched ):

well, bdp helped me alot!
finally got to skytower.
and i FOUND HER.

yay yay.

but yeah. had funfunfun.

best part of all?

I LEFT MY BAG IN THE CAR, AND MY PHONE?
I LEFT IT IN THE BAG.

i only took my camera with me, DANGGGG.
how dumb.

i felt so, LOST.
like, freaking.

but well, half the time, i was way tooo busy to use my phone and all?
i was running about, buying the tickets, finding places to go.

hehe.

okay, gotta go!!

goodnight!
LOVELOVE.

★ ADVERTS.