BEFORE I START MY WEIRDDDD POSTTTTT.

I JUST WANNA THANK KORKOR FOR THIS MATCH!
*kays, i look totallllly unglam. wear hair band and all. but, HECK GOT BOYFRIEND ALREADY NO NEED BOTHER. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. KIDDING!*



CUTE RIGHT. DAMMIT.
it is like, a metal rod, then like swipe it against that little thing in the 3rd picture, which is just right above what i'm typing now.
SUPER CUTE SIA.
and right, can use 1000 times leh!
then run out, just top up 1 drop of that zippo thing!
COOL HOH!
THANKS KORKOR!


WEIRD POST.

ever some how meet really weird people in your life?
like, seriously. REALLY WEIRD.

things they ask, or even things they say, is just pure weird?

and some really perverted people who is WILLING to pay you money just to keep them company for a day?
or even bringing you out to have fun, club, drink and pay for all expenses?

recently got this message in friendster, though i don't use my friendster account anymore, but i still do go and check once in a while.
and just yesterday, had a new message, left since 25th may.

a REALLY LONG MESSAGE. here it is.

hey sorry to disturb and bother you..
mind if i could like get to know you and like make friends with you?
if you do allow please kindly add me on msn or friendster or facebook
thanks a million
msn - **********@hotmail.com
fb and friendster - *******************@hotmail.com
just looking around for people with thefollowinginterests
piercings..
tattoos..
clubbing..
supper..
late night outing...
late night movie
late night ton
and well nice fashion dressing
and unique senseofdressing
driving..
eating
running..
shopping..
p ar tying
late night out till dawn
drinking
and having fun
o well i was thinking if we could like trade msn... casue
it be easier to talk on msn
and much easier to see you on msn
to get to know you better
and like also know more about you
and well friendster is lagging
and facebook is not that fast..
so well hope we could trade msn...
well take some time to consider..
and get back to me when you are free
see you on msn or facebook or friendster... soon..
thats about it..
take care and god bless you
signed off : **
you can drop me a sms if you wanan club
or shi sha..
or party or like stay out late..
i dont mind paying.. the cash..
just looking around for company..
and people who can stay out late
and party and have cool shit and fun
take time to think about it..
cheers..
see you around..
** : 9*** **** thanks

yes, it's weird.

and if anyone thinks thats COOL, thats SOOO NOTTT COOL AT ALL.
totally NOT the way to pick a girl up. NOT.
it's really funny though, like how people actually really DARE to send such things?
i've never done that before man. it's rather freaky. haha.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYY.

it'a rather weirddddd to know that my family actually reads my blog.
i mean, i do know they read, but i just never really talk about it.

but seriously, it's really weird.
cause you know, as a teeeeeenager (NO MORE A KID YO!)
there are things in life which, YOU JUST DON'T WANT YOUR FOLKS TO KNOW.
and it's weird for them to know. feels weird at least.

i mean like, for an example, who goes up to their parents to talk about ehh, LOVE.
like who?
okay, fine, i do at times. HAHAHA. ADMIT IT. SIALA MALU. DAMMIT
but yes, who goes up to parents and like ask about relationship and love.
weird right?
totally.

thats just how i feel, it's really the, THIS IS MY LIFE.
and then MY FAMILY IS READING MY LIFE. WEIRD.

and then i get nagging from my mother saying my blog is like, too much.
it is like, invading into my private life and all.
like seriously, ever few days, 'your blog ah...........'
okay, thereee she goesssssss.

and i soo know she is reading THIS post, and she is gonna come say me AGAIN.

so, hi mom, i know you're reading this. i love you mother.
but you know it's weird right? of you reading my blog? makes me feel weird. like, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........

and i've got my funky aunt who reads my blog also.
then will nag at me if not, make fun of me. HAHA.
BUT YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU AUNTMIN!

oh yah oh yah, you know you know

or rather have you have you

haha
wth is wrong with me.

have you met a person for like 27 days STRAIGHT?!
like, everyday just meet and meet and meet and meet and meet.
seriously, record breaker man.
dearestpuipuizai and me have been meeting up for like 27 days STRAIGHT. and still counting sia. HAHAHAHAHA.
i would say we are some cool shit man!

okay lah, i know got some people meet everyday maybe exceeeeeed ours lah.
but heck. HAHA. i think it's cool can already, or rather we think it's damn solid. haha

i've never met up with someone for that many days consecutively before.
best part, we're not sian of each other. HAHAHAHA.
damn cool damn cool. haha.

hardly read about ppz in my blog, but well, HE IS IN MY LIFE. TOO BAD. HAHA.
wth is wrong with me. seriously.

super love going out with ppz EVERYDAY.

though i know mum is reading this, BUT NEVERMIND. haha.
NOT SCARED.

love my life (:
love my days (:
love my love (:
love my everything (:
LOVE MY BESTFRIEND (:

and for now?

LOVE MY SLEEP.

GOODNIGHT
GOODBYE
ILOVEYOULOVE.

editedddddd at 2.27am

dum dum dee dum.

just got homehome.

staying home with a show to watch is not that bad.
sucks only when i stay home with nothing to do at all. haha

ate dinner at Moi lum, with fammmmily.
nicenice.

went to Marina Square with sissy, CROWDED TO THE MAX.
AND WE HATE IT.
haha, how the hell can i shop with sooo many million people.
dammit. haha.



The Great Singapore Sale is here, besides that school holiday just started.
this sale ain't that GREAT after all, way lesser people than compared to the last few years when the economy was still more or less alright.
but still! it's madness! crowded still! freak.

worst still, school holidays starts and damn everywhere is packed and noisy.
good thing is that buses and train won't smell as bad anymore!
haha, okay i'm being mean. shit.
i admit it myself, when i was back in secondary school and all, i STINK.
i guess it's just the go to school and you will get smelly thing. HAHA.
so yes, won't smell as bad anymore. haha.
seriously, i'm super duper mean. but okay lah, i was one a smelly secondary school kid.
HAHA.
i mean, don't you realise?
in the bus or train, got a kind of sour smell when kids in uniform walks in.

okay, maybe i should just stop being mean. HAHA.

okay, even after eating dessert with sis and friends at Azuba Soba or whatever that place is called.
i'm still hungry. and i super wanna eat the WILD MUSHROOM WITH BUTTER AND LEMOND.
HURRR HURRR )):
super wanna eat that NOW. haha
i shall go to the kitchen to dig for food. HAHAHAHAHA.

whywhywhyyyy, SO MANY PIMPLES.
FREAKKKKK.
OUTBREAKSUCKSTOTHECORE.
I WISH I GOT LIKE, FLAWLESS SKIN WHICH GLOWSSSSSSSS.
DAMMIT. hahahaha.
sadly i don't. and it have been donkey years since i went for facial. GOTTOGOSIA.
i want flawless skin, i want flawless skin, i want flawless skin.
want.want.want.want.want.want.

alrighty!

goodnight
goodbye
lovelove love!

EDITEDDDDDDD

went to eat Arnold's Chicken today!
and really gotta say a HUGE THANKS TO SOPHIA'S DAD!!!
((((((:

we got real bored, and the weather was a total killer.
we took a freakin' long bus ride, all the way to AMK.
hahahahahahhahahaa.
asses HURTS.

went to meet folks for dinner, and dad present mum with a mother's day gift!
NICE SIA.
i think it's looks WAY better like, real life.
does not look as appealing on pictures.
but seriously, FREAKIN' NICE TO THE MAX.

sis and me totally adore it, haha.

dinnered at Crystal Jade Korean Ginseng Chicken
NOT BAD. but still cannot compare to the one at Esplanade. still the best.
seriously, HAHA. I TAPAO BACK THE NOODLES AND KOREAN PANCAKE. HAHAHA.
why? so that i can eat while watching my korean show. HAHAHAHA.
lame i know. haha. dammit.

just found out from Pui that my dog Shino came out on Pet Magazine.
HAHAHA. thanks to me sia.
i was reading the mag, then i saw the dog pictures and all page, so i decided, i shall go and post baby's picture up.
so i did, FOR FUN. cause the mag also said, not all will be up, only selected.
SO CUTE SIA, SHE REALLY MADE IT.
i'll post up the picture once i get the Mag from Pui.

GOT IT!
HERE IS THE PICTURE!

yeah, she is right at the bottom. 2nd from the right.

HOMEHOME!

i've been coming home early these few weeks.
WEIRDDDD.
haha, but okay luh. pretty alright.

it have been 3 or was it 4 week. woo.

anyway, met up with Belle, Zhiyu, Joellew, Daryl, Timothy and Lesli. (no idea how to spell her name, opps)

it was one gooooood catch up man.

all about failed blog and FML.
damn, we rock. haha

nicenice KETCHUP!
dinnered at Superdog.
chill at rooftop.
bought a pair of Aldo flats!
LOVESIT!

funny thing is that i don't a single pair of like, pumps.
those girly ones.

wore flipflops out today.
and for the first time in my life, someone actually question me.
'why are you wearing flipflops out?'
then to think of it, 'i don't own a single pair of pumps'
today i got a pair, since i was actually look for it, for a longlong time.
and finally i found one which is not common, and it's not exactly boring.
LOVES IT. and it's on a 20% HEH HEH HEH.

I SUPER LIKE IT SIA. SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER UPER UPER UPER!

i hate the sunsunsun.
at least for now.

today is a sleepy day.

and i still love victory food, though i can't finish.
heh heh.

it's nice just to walk aimlessly.
to meet up and not know where to go
to joke about each other
to shout at each other
to laugh at one another
cause it does not matter where you are,
all it matters is who you're with.

came home EXTRA EXTRA EARLY TODAY.
9pm plus and i'm home.
so early.
but was alright, tired anyway.

simple day.
but totally enjoyed myself(:

nightynightnight
lovelovelovelovelovelovelove

just got homehome!

woah, love today!

had my photoshoot today, or rather my FIRST photoshoot!
WHEEEEE!!
freakin' nice/fun/enjoyable/cool
seriously, i super love it. SUPER.
haha.
i can't wait to get my hands on the pictures!
hopefully i'll be able to post some of them up here soon!
i would i guess.

anyway, for those who are wondering and stuff, i've join Wu Amplify as one of their models.

so i had my first photoshoot today(:
hope to work soon! honestly!

everything went smooth!
shiok!

after that, went PRAWNING.
HA.HA.HA.
nono, its HEH HEH HEH.

like, 7 of us, and guess how many prawns.
EIGHTEEN ONLY.
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

cause today ladies night, super alot of people there.
so way harder to get prawns.

we stayed there to BBQ the prawns.
then some nice people gave us their prawns, cause they don't want it.
so we had another 10. shiokkk.
i ate soooo many prawn head.
damn bad for heatlth ):

after prawning we went to eat NASI LEMAK.
shiokkkkkkk.
ate till about 1 plus, then we left for home.
heh heh.

super enjoyed myself today!

*they took pictures of us*
*Sharrrrrrrmilaaaa*
hahaha, all the inside jokes!
i think we're damn funny, the whole group of us. HAHAHA.

okay
GOODNIGHT
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEEEEEE

: what do your call each other? what do you call her:
: OIE
: then you?
: pui

everyone: -.- !#$#$%#%^$&%&*^%&*

: CALL HIM BABYBOY
: *shudder*
: CALL HER BABYGIRL
: *shudder*

HAHAHAHA.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR US SIA.

i rather stick with OIE and PUI.
HAHAHAHAHA.
OMG, DAMN FUNNY.

*choke on rice*
: oie, drink. -nudge cup-
*cough cough cough*

HAHA. i think we're freakin cool.
girlfriend chokes, and all boyfriend says is OIE, DRINK. -nudge cup-
hahahahahaha!
omg. so funny. HAHAHAHA.

would you cover up your whole past just to be with a rich guy?

would you lie about your past just so you could marry into a rich family?

would you hurt someone you love just so you could marry a rich guy?

watching this show is seriously, amazing.
should i use that word, but yeah.

damn.

this guy freakin' got Panic Disorder cause of this girl he love.
he found out that she have been 2 timing him, and in the end, she ran from him to be with this rich ass guy.

and the poor guy got Panic Disorder thanks to this girl, who left him with really bad memories.
and gave him hell for 3 years of his life.
and for that 3 years of hell, he could not get over her.

and now this girl is trying to cover up her whole past, not wanting anyone to know, ESPECIALLY HER RICH ASS HUSBAND AND HER IN-LAWS.
i seriously wonder how long can she hide the truth from her husband and in-laws.
super want the whole shit to be exposed, like SUPER. haha.

why in the world would anyone give up their love just for money.

dammit.

okay, like, besides that.

the weather is killing me BADLY.
i'm seriously melting, like literally.
i don't even wanna step OUT of the shower.
singapore's humidity is like 3000000%

omgomg
no idea why, but i super love restaurant city.
it's like, really fun.
though i just stare at the screen. hahaha.
really wanna get to level 27 sia.
i'm just 6 levels away. madness.

pretty excited for tomorrow!

damn.

watched Night at the Museum 2 just now!

to spice this blog up a little.

not too sure if you have seen it, but i receive this e-mail from my aunt, damn cute.

when, IKEA DECIDES TO TAKE OVER GENERAL MOTORS.

all you will receive is.


this, which we alllllllll have/get when we buy ANYTHING from ikea!

OH OH OH.
and the car?

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THIS!

HEHE.

it's lame lah, but i think it's funny leh.
HAHA.

okay.
byebye.
HA.

i like ice cream chef sia.
nice nice.

airport is a damn nice place.
haha, i like.

OKAY, DECIDED, I WANNA CHOP MY HAIR SHOULDER LENGTH.
MIGHT go bangs, MIGHT.
and lighten my color. SHIOKNESS.

goodnight
goodbye

boring post i know.

I NEEDA TAKE PICTURES TO UPLOAD HERE!

lovelovelovelovloveeeeeeefffffinglove

homes homes homes.

damn, i think i'm sick.
fever ):

queeeeeeeeeeenstown-ed today.
went to ikea to walk, BOUGHT THIS BLANKET (:

bought this! so cute right!?

it's a baby blanket(:
it is for me to use when my aircon is on, and when i'm freezzzzing while i use my laptop.
super duper duper duper nice and comfy.
totally love it yo.
my stingray looking baby blanket.

I COOKED TODAY.

plan for the day changed ALOT.

but well, HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY TO THE MAXXX.

why why why, I COOKED

damnnnit i forgot to take picture. i should have sia!

but well, pui and myself COOKED DINNER TODAY(:

we're both damn good chef please.

we cooked CARBONARAAAA. and i made my bake mushroooom!

woohoo!!

seriously sia, pui is a damn good cutter. HAHAHA.
his cutting skills are like, THERE and mine is just, ehhhh... *drop*

but well, verdict of me cooking.
or we, nono, me me.

TOO SALTY -.-
DAMNNNNIT!
i usually don't like food to be salty!
i go and add too much salt, TOTALLY FORGOT THAT BACON IS SALTY
HOW DUMB RIGHT
HOWWWWW DUMB.
ASS.
and i should have added WATER.
and i never, dammmit!
haha.

okay, i'm super determine to cook again.
finally i get to do things i like, WOOHOO!
okay, we're yet to prepared a whole meal, like, started main dessert. HAHAHAHA.

yups yups!

goooodiebye!
back to my show!
WOOHOO!

loveloveloveloveloveloveloveeeeeelah!

i honestly think all phones i use got this shitty curse in them.
if not, it's me, the suay one.

every phone i use can NEVER last me 2 years.
like, seriously NEVER.

my phones will just die on me by the 9th month, and i'll draggggg using it till like, the 12th month. then i'll change it.

nw my current phone, Nokia E71. RETARDED.
i always thought it's a good phone. well, it is a good phone.
but problems are starting to happen. damn you.
like, i was talking to mum just now, suddenly whole phone hang, all i hear is some super faint toooooooooot. before i know it, my phone black out (but can tell it is still on). i had to like, remove my battery. RETARDED.
and it keeps putting all my text into draft.

seriously man.

even my very first phone, some motorola phone. i super like that phone, the whole screen just go retarded.
then i use this other nokia phone, yeah, it was a good one. did not give me no shit.
so i changed it to a Samsung, and it's SUPER DUPER SCREWED UP. 9 months later i had to change to a new phone.

so i changed to ehh, if i'm not wrong my motorola razor, sis and me had the same phone.
then it got damn bad, i send for repair for like 4 times in 2 months.
so i changed again, to...this sony phone, my slide phone.
it gave me hell, so i changed to iphone (:

my iphone gave me noooo shit, but i changed it again, cause of the functions, i needed functions which it did not offer ): so i had to sell it off, and now i'm using nokia E71.

damnnnnnnnn. and now, my oh-so-good-phone IS GIVING ME SHIT.

DAMN YOU.

thats why i want back my iphone.
i know, KILL ME.

only phone that did not give me ANY problem.

argh.

WAH FREAK!
MOTOROLA REALLY BRINGING IN SIDEKICK SIA.
it is not the t.mobile one.
BUT IT'S THE SAME MAN.


just a while more, and i am very sure sidekick will be in singapore!
this is the Motorola Hiptop Slide!
WOOOOOOO......

so nice.

madness.

anyway, i was at Tamp just now.
they had a pasar malam there now.
i got excited for no reason!
the stupid pasar malan DAMN SMALL!!!
like wthhh?!!!?!!?!?!?

we ate at ajisan reman, not that bad.
just that the soup got like truck loads of MSG.
FREAKINNNNNNNNNN THRISTY NOW.

okay, gottttaaa goooo.

buhbyee
loveloveloveloveloveeeeeeeee (:
never been thisssss happy.

edited.

we wanna live our fairytale lifes together.

super duper uper umber want to.

(:

my retarded phone, keep putting my text in DRAFT, like grrrrrr.
no wonder my friends never receive my text and i don't get a reply.
thanks to the stupid phone, auto put my text into draft.
goanddie.

I CHANGED MY NAIL COLORRRR(((:
thanks Huiting!!!! it's a really pretty color and i love it! thanks babe!

it's like some orangie red color. nice nicenice.

have been going home late this period of time.
damn, but well, i'm now going home earlier and earlier.
no more 3am yo. haha. but well, maybe still will lah. HAHA.
only on certain days. and not like everyday.
not like i go home at 3am daily, but well, late enough for my parents to freak out.

went home relatively early today.
yeah.

there are many things/people who looks AWESOMELY great on the outside. till you find out whats beneath.

damn.

seriously, A WHOLE NEW WORLDDD.

ps. all decisions and choices are made by me and only me, no one else is involved at all.

Pictures do the talking for today

coming home late

this is an issue faced by MANY teenagers/kids and their PARENTS.

agree?

YES. even if you don't. haha

well at least most of us do.

the worries of our parents, the calls we get from them.
and all the texts.

it's irritating isn't it?
even i find it irritating.

but well, it is all cause our parents cares and love us.

as much as i can't stand it, and as much as i just wish they would just, let-me-have-my-fun
they are our parents after all, and they still worry.

sucks pretty much though.
at times i just wish my parents can just let me be, but at the same time, care for me.
but well, my parents gives me BOTH. but well, it still gets me when they start calling me, texting me, scolding me and all.

though they care, but it still get me.
damn.

oh well, thats love i guess.

if i have a kid myself, i would want him/her home early and safe also.

so well, i've learn to just account to my parents.
who i'm with, where i am.

at least they know where and who i'm with, not to worry them too much.

so well, if you're facing what i am.
maybe by doing that, it MIGHT work.
at least it does for my parents, to a certain extend.
haha.

I AM SOOOOOO FULLL NOWWWW
had teochew muay at like 12am.
ate one and a half bowl.
DAMN FULL NOW PLEASE.

alrighty!

gooooooodnight
lovelove

just got home.

exam was shit.

dean's talk, scare the shit out of me.

supper was so-so, but company was great

mustafa was fun, helped me to STOP THINKING of my exam and all.

Thanks Pui

Love.

OMG, AMAZING DISCOVERY.

PRAWNING ALSO GOT LADIES NIGHT!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wth.

so whoever that person is, if you felt that i'm a slut. yah.

but don't ever bring my friends into this, and don't ever drag them into this problem.

have something against me, COME AND TALK TO ME.

don't have to like, tag my blog and alal those shit.

for WHATEVER reason that you're behaving this way, you obviously did not know the full story. obviously did not know my side of what happen.

jumping into conclusion, and just knowing half of everything, DOES NOT WORK.

1. i got TOLD NOT to drag anyone into ANY PROBLEM between us.

and so, i DID NOT. i told NO ONE about it, and i left it as it is BETWEEN US.

2. time and time again i gave chances.

BUT, time and time again, it got TAKEN FOR GRANTED

3. though the RESTRICTIONS i kept quiet, i went though them all.

and those restrictions to me, are pure stupid. i've got NOTHING to do with it. but well, i got to get involved and all, following like some weird ass person.

4. when i ask friends for HELP, to talk to him, i got scolded for it.

suddenly now, i got friends coming to talk to me, CAUSE HE WANTS THEM TO.
WTH.

for those who did not know, it was a freaking EMOTIONAL TIME BOMB.

AND HE KNOWS IT.

any problem, ANY MATTER, it got nothing to do with ANYONE OUTSIDE OF THE 2 OF US?

so don't try to get nosy and poke it, without knowing the whole truth.

i've not been spreading this shit around, why?

cause it's freaking over, done with. get over it. move on with life, there are better things to worry and be nosy about.

so shut up.
don't know full story, don't try to be nosy.
or, DON'T BE nosy.

and to *him

i've been shutting up and all, just to protect you.
just to NOT SPREAD THINGS AROUND.
NOT TO PUT YOU IN THE SPOT WITH YOUR FRIENDS.
NOT TO MAKE PEOPLE GOSSIP
NOT TO DRAG PEOPLE INTO THIS SHIT
NOT TO CREATE MISUNDERSTANDING
NOT TO STIR UP MORE SHIT.

maybe you just don't know what i'm going through huh.
you just DON'T alright.
i've been quiet all these while.

till the point, people are asking me to SPEAK UP AND DEFEND MYSELF.

i don't know what the hell, or why the hell is this happening.
but if i told no one about this shit, then who could have told?

just move on and carry on with life.

well, as for those who help me.
thanks alot, seriously.

and those who hate me, alright. have fun with hating people in your life.
life's too short to hate.
but don't worry, I'LL STILL LOVE THE UNLOVING.
they are the people who needs the MOST LOVE.

GOODBYE.

i'm home damn early today.

amazing shit.

i've been coming home super duper late.
but today, EARLY SIA.

haha.

I BOUGHT A TOPSHOP PLAIN BASIC DRESSSS!!!!!!!
YAY YAY!
30 bucks. shiok!

ate as Astons.
super duper full, totally cannot finish.
we ALWAYS over order, ALWAYS.

mushroom soup, garlic bread, and our main course.
before that, donut, tian bu la.

piang, super full.

---

sick, and tired of all these shit.

tell all you want, say all you want to everyone and to anyone.
i can't be bothered
it's over, it's DONE.

people wanna think i'm an ass, so be it.
if i'm the bad one, SO BE IT.

i don't see why i need to bring myself to explain everything, when it is already done and over with.

i'm NOT spreading this news, i am NOT telling anyone.

i DID NOT DRAG ANYONE INTO THIS MATTER.

there are MANY things for me to say, but i did not.
wondering why?
because everything is DONE. OVER.

i'm the biatch. OKAY I GOT IT.

I HAVE CARRIED ON WITH MY LIFE.
I AM EFFING HAPPY NOW.

out.and.about!

was out todayyyy, with puipui.

was at cathyyyyy, then off to chompchomp!

damnnnn, my shoe.
i wore my gold shoe, it is damn nice.
but as i walk, it hurt SOO BAD.
like, everywhere blister, not only my heel.

so in the end, went to cathy, i chiong to get a pair of havainas.
YESYES!
now i've got another pair!
Braziliano Praia.
this is my 2nd pair form this brand.
shiok.

this one is TOTAL BLACK, with the word in WHITE.

love it!

haha.

okay i got to study now.
ehh...
yah. HAHA

byebyeee!

oh yah, ate at chompchomp DAMN FULLLLLLL.....
HAHAHAHAHA

okay.
byebyeeee

nightynightnight
lovelove.

i need a lil more time.
i need a lil step.

found.taken.notavaliable.occupied.

i just need to know how to put it.

i just need some understanding, i just need some support.

okay.

Porridge
Satay
Carrot Cake
Ngoh Niang
Chicken Wing
Oolong Tea

no shit i'm damn full now.

2 person ate all that.
some might say it's little, but seriously.
NO SHIT MAN.

i've not eaten SOO MUCH for a very long time.
best still, thats not dinner, thats SUPPER.

mum called me while i was eating.
DAMN FUNNY.

me: HI MUM!
m: where are you?
me: eating still lor, finishing up soon.
m: what you eat?
me: errrrrr, chicken wing, porridge, carrot cake, satay and ngoh niang lor!
m: how many of you?
me: errrr, 2?
m: YOU'LL MAD AH?!?!?!?!??! THATS DAMNNNNNNNN UNHEALTHY YOU KNOW! IT'S SUPPER SOME MORE! YOU ARE ALREADY PUTTING ON WEIGHT, YOU STILL WANT TO EAT SOO MUCH, I DON'T WANT A FAT DAUGHTER YOU KNOW. AND HE!? WANT TO GO BACK FAT AGAIN AH!?
me: ehhh. no lah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
m: come back soon ahhhhh
me: okay!

i think mummy damn funny.
i could not stop laughing after that.
even after putting down, i was still laughing.

anyway, alll those were eaten at.
85.

like, WHY NO BAR CHOR MEE?
cause i just found out, monday don't sell.
even market don't tell pork.
SO COOOL HOH, I JUST FOUND OUT LEH.
PUIPUI TELL ME ONE.

okay, i just found out not long.
i had to confirm it before i blog.

I WON'T BE IN SINGAPORE FOR MY BIRTHDAY

i don't know to be happy or sad.
though i said, 'i don't wanna celebrate my birthday at all'

but the most unexpected thing is that, i won't even be in singapore for my birthday!

so am i suppose to be happy or sad?
ehhhh....

no idea.

but well, i'll be going to Malaysia, it's some convoy thingy.
my whole family going.

good side, FAMILY HOLIDAYYY TOGETHERRR!!!! ON MY BIRTHDAYYY!!!!
sad side, i can't stay out.

or actually i can.

i plan to stay out the night before, until morning, bathe then go malaysia, SLEEP IN THE CAR. HAHAHAHA.

freaking long journey leh!

i don't wanna celebrate my birthday, true true trueeee.
spend the whole day in the car. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay.

thats alllxzxz.

NIGHTS

BYEBYE
LOVELOVE

went to airport to studyyyy with puiii.
piang damn funny.

was at coffee club for EIGHT hours.
like, WTH.
and half way through that 8 hours, i played Taylor Swift songs.
her songs was playing for HOURS.

good thing we were at some corner table, like, it is not so 'paiseh'.

freakkkkkking exam on friday.
shit man, i hate exams.

OH OH, I BOUGHT MY FAVORITE ANBOMG. WOOHOOO!
finally bought it, or would rather FOUND IT.

super duper uper umber happy. to the maxzxzxzxzxzzxzxzxzxzxzx.
haha.

and seriously, i freaking want back my iphone now. HAHA.

o.m.g

tamp 1 is MADNESS.

i got damn freaking pissed walking there.
SUPER alot of people, and kids there are really irritating.

well, was just walking and all, FREAKING SHOPS THERE ALL SELL AHBENG CLOTHES.
correction, not ALL. but MOST. not forgetting the matching ahlian clothes, all also selling there.

shopped in uniqlo. THATS ALL.
haha. freaking retarded.

bought stuff from the jap mart also.
thats all.

CURRY HOUSE FOOD WAS GREAT SIA.
family eat until song!
damn good.

oh well, yeah yeah.

went to shop, watched them play Street Fighter 4? 3? 5?!
whatever lah.

was pretty funny. haha.
but pretty much use to the you-play-i-sit-and-watch thingy. haha

well, so yupyup!

goodnight
goodbye!

happy like AHHH!! (:

i'm SUPER DUPER TIRED.

good thing presentation is OVER.

then it's exam next friday!
shit.

okay, had fun today.
but i'm really tired now. very.

went out and supper with pui!
I'M DMAN FULL PLEASE.
MEE SUA, 2 AND A HALF OF HAR CHEONG GEI, 2 SIEW MAI, GRASS JELLY.

can die sia. eat soo much.

seriously, stop being a biatch and move.

prawning is one erm.
FUN thing to do.
HAHAHA.

went prawning today, with like, pui, nerissa and _.
and like, ehhh. i'm super duper impatient sia.
haha. every few mins i'll make noise.
but when i get a prawn, i get freaking scared.
HAHA.

that freaking bloody worm DROP ON MY LEG SIAAA.
i screamed my lungs out. haha.

i kena like, mozzie bite on like, my leggg, FINGERRRR, calf and all.
shit man. so gross.
haha.

after prawning, went to MAKAN.
went to PP to eat sake.

PIANG, THE STUPID TEMPURA UDON ALMOST MAKE ME PUKE.
it tasted like a wholeee bowlll of freaking salt!
it was SUPER DUPER UPER SALTY.
and the tempura, is purely RETARDED.
like honestly. haha.

eww eww. haha.

pictures (:

school ended early today (:

interview shit was good man. haha.

met puipuizai, and we went to JIAK together at Victory.

me: so, victory food better or zamzam?
ppz: ehhh... the murtabak here better.
me: HAHA. I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU.

HA.HA.HA.

i realise it's pretty much impossible to like, put my blog on hold.

haha, this is the 2nd time trying to do so. and i think i failed.
like, wth.

anyway, to think of it.
i should just carry on with life.
and not any set back hold me back.
since it's over and done with, thats it.

anyway,

thanks for all who help, i really appreciate it!
thanks all, and well. sorry if i troubled you guys!
we'll all meet up soon alright.

well, i've decided to like blog.
is for the sake of a few people in my life.
who are very very close to me.
cause i know that if they read, somehow they still know what is going on in my life, they will feel better.

anyway, to those few people close to me. you should know who you guys are.
don't worry, i'm fine. i'm good.
i'm old enough to take care of myself.
and i will. don't worry.

so yes.

i went out yesterday with Puipuizai.
met up with Janjan and Nerissa.

oh oh, and Delifrance got the WORST Mocha Frappe IN THE WORLD.
like no shit. it tasted, yucky.
i don't understand how come it's on the menu even. yucks yucks.

many might wonder who the hell is puipuizai.
well, he is my friend.
and we're 2 very crazy people.


oh yah, the movie, Friday 13th sucks big time.
though i freaked out ALOT. but it sucked.

you know, like, i sit and put my leg like, inbetween the gap of the chairs infront of me.
and there was this once, when i freak out.
i move my leg back, and the side on my thigh, like, near the bum area, i hit right into the stupid cup holder.
and now, my thigh there, some MAJOR BLUE BLACK.
freaking pain to the max of all pain-ness.
goodness.
like, 3/4 of the time, my hands were over my face. HAHAHAHAH
bad movie, but i still get the shock lah!

okay, well.
serious stuff.
for those who did not know. which i think many ALREADY know.

i WAS attached.
and now i am NOT.
and no one was involved when i made up my decision.
it was base on ME MYSELF AND I.
no influence or what so ever from anyone else.
no friends or family was involve.
all it involve was me.

choose to think i'm selfish or a bitch.
but so be it. i cannot carry on anymore.

don't know the true inside stories, don't make assumptions.

Thank You.

goodbye.

ps. i seriously don't know why i just can't freaking put my blog on hold for awhile. maybe i'm just too attached to it. haha.

OH OH. and 1 last thing.
i gain back ONE kg. HA

I LOST WEIGHT!!!!

within like, 3 days?
i lost like, 4kg.
and now! i'm like UNDERWEIGHT.
hahahahahaha.
shit.

BMI only 16
heh heh.

anyway, schooled today!
LAST LESSON.
after this lesson, would be revision and all. woo!
not that badddd.
haha.

so yeah.
i'm home nowwww.

gonna go out tomorrow!
towning with PPZ
beebeeee will be at town too!
maybe can go say hi.
hahaha.

gonna get my top from janjan tomorrow also!

BYEBYEEEE
LOVELOVE

stayed home today!

then went out to meet sayang, and dal.
_, came to meet me.

we talked and all.

after that _ and me left to siglap.

I LOVE SIGLAP SIA. i can totally live here FOREVER.
haha.

waited for pui, while waiting talked to Lucas.
talk talk talk for pretty much, awhileeee.

met pui, and we went to eat together.
after that, we all went homeeeeeeee.

thats all!

goooodnight!
lovelove!

i stayed home today.

parents had a party.

i went out.

SOOOOO MANY FREAKING PROBLEM!! ):