that time of the month have come again.
no, not THAT time.
it's the time of the month to rant about my upcoming exam.
which is in days time.
pretty much SUCKS to have exam.
i've got a friend, and he told me this, i TOTALLY AGREE. i mean, who wont?!
'if you ask me to go school i can, just go there sit and listen lor. but it's exams that i don't like'
yeah, so freakin' true.
i'm cool beyond anything to just go and sit, attend classes.
but not when i've got exams to take.
then he told me something else.
'we all get troubled and irritated. got to study, the dreaded moments before exam, but to think of it. exams only last for that short period'
we all go mad, go crazy over exam.
study 24/7 just for ONE paper.
but once the day come, for that ONE paper.
the paper last (for me) 3 hours.
some more, once done can leave the exam room.
and i'm some mad speed demon person, i usually finish my paper within an hour and a half, or some times an hour.
cause i hate the 'exam room' feeling.
anyway, this time.
my paper is on Advance Management Practice.
and it's an open book exam.
so DUH, expectation are way higher. ):
but we get our books or in our case, notes.
and i honestly HATE the point that, the school in UK, always set our paper friggin difficult.
just like our Management Accounting, they throw us questions to do.
but we were NOT taught at all, on what we were given.
well, correction, not ALL were taught.
i honestly wonder why i even chose to study.
i guess it's just, the "everyone got to do it" kinda shitty thing.
HONESTLY. I CAN'T WAIT.
i'm not gonna mention names, or whatsoever.
i just can't tahan the system anymore.
1. it's dammit expensive
2. feedback system is cock (when the school is the one who ask for feedback)
3. exam questions are set out of students ability to understand
4. exam system is simple off.
5. not fair to lectures and students.
this is getting me effing frustrated.
i can't wait to FLY out of this school.
i think the thing i need now, is to just scold someone which is of USE.
pissing me off.
ever felt your blood boil, so hot that you wanna eat the world up, slap someone, scold someone, beat the shit out of someone, or just burn the whole organization.
i know, i sound like a TOTAL mad woman now.
but heck, let me be!
i'm mad for now, furious for now.
and i doubt anyone or anything can clam me down now!
i just, f****** hate studying, and f****** hate school!
i can't wait for exam to be over.
for next month to be over.
seriously, i wanna screw this whole system.
okay, i really wonder.
i don't really expect a reply from you, as in you, not like a You, as in you the one reading this.
but i won't mind getting one! haha.
if you were to be in a position where you GOT to spend a weekend with your ex, would you enjoy yourself with him/her?
and eventually (might) get back with him/her and dump your current?
or would you draw a VERY clear line between ex and you.
i really wonder.
anyway, dinner just now was yums.
had dinner with folks, sis and bing (:
it was yums to the max max max.
and daddy wanna eat it again.
just imagine, you getting one WHOLE hairy crab to yourself.
it was damn good i must say.
time flies isn't it.
driving is gonna end soon.
TP is drawing near, and i'm getting nervous.
seriously, i wanna pass it the 1st time.
i don't wanna spend a whole lump sum of money again.