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★ PROFILE.



vannieser

Married at 22
A mother at 23
And loving it.

Why? Because i married someone who makes me truly happy.

And this blog is dedicated to everyone i love.



vannieser@live.com



★ HISTORY
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2014

★ Saturday, November 29, 2008 AT 10:57 PM
BFF is going to m'sia for like a while.
gonna miss her, thats why today had to meeeeeet her.
haizzel came too, and after that ahmad joined.
yup, i nana thai-ed AGAIN.

i am BROKE man, BROKE. honestly.
the chalet drained ALL MY CASH, ALL, I MEAN IT.
madness.

guess what, i bought leopard leggings.
cool stuff. this one is totally opaque, nice.

me: hi, between the zebra and leopard leggings
girl: zebra
me: hmmm...
girl: ....
me: i'll take the leopard then! since zebra is popular!
girl: haha alright.

i act cool lah. haha. act.

i realise i always see sissy's friends in town.
for like the 2nd or 3rd time, i saw ROBIN.
singapore is truly too small.

okay, i am tired.
goodbye.
lovelove!

★ Friday, November 28, 2008 AT 7:12 PM
hey hey, did not blog yesterday, cause was at a chalet.
though like NOW i am also in the chalet, but i just found out that the internet is ACTUALLY WORKING. so here i am.

at a chalet with my cg(:

downstairs everyone is BBQ-ing

honestly i am torally not feeling well.
we went night cycling.

was realllllly mad.

8.45pm leave downtown, reach changi village at 10pm, ate, play with cats and check out the hunk babes the bapohs.
left to changi beach, stayed there till 12am plus.
started to rain VERY HEAVILY, so we faster cycled to a shelter, like 13 person in 1 tiny little shelter, i was standing like, at the perimeter, so i got really drench and wet, i was freezing like mad, wind blowing, rain heavily. it was MAD.
stayed in the shelter till about 2am plus. the rain was like, smaller. so we faster cycle back to the hawker center to take shelter, was there till about 3am plus.
then STILL RAINING, we decided to cycle back to downtown, so we did, and reach downtown only at 5am.

i was going crazy. like serionestly. mad.

bathed and all, then do project, and then slept till about 9.15am.
woke everyone else up at like 9.30am to return the bicycle by 10am.

so yes, went to eat breakfast, then back to chalet. and some of them went to sleep. while, like we the girls rented DVD to watch. we watched Disturbia and The Prestige.
nice nice. not bad, nice. i like the show.

4pm stared to BBQ, best thing ever.
8pm we finish BBQ-ing already. and we went back to the chalet to watch TV. like, wth.
so i was once again project-ing yeah.

till about like, 10 plus, most of them went back to changi to see bapohs AGAIN, and they went to Old Changi Hospital. yup.
no one can cycle, so they cabbed instead. like, 2 or 3 cabs.

while the few of us, stayed back in the chalet.
i did project, the rest wacthed tv.
ate mac and all.

guess what, my buttocks HURTS like, -speechless-
cause sitting on the bicycle seat for TOO long, my butt is going mad.
it hurts badly):

and my muscles are like, ZAI. (only for now)

oh yah, while cycling to changi, terrence went toooooooo fast, and his bike went out of control. and he fell. before i know i saw this guy in a red tee FLYING off his bike.
it was like jun, i was shouted, 'YIJUN!!'
i was like, way behind them. yeah, my voice not soft ah.
then we all stopped went over and see how they are, jun is fine, terrence is like, bleeding at the knee.

everyone: terrence you okay?
me: do anyone have tissue!?
one by one: nope.
-a pause-
me: okay, i will go flag a car or cab or something to ask for tissue.

so i went to the side of the road to flag, was at LOYANG area, and like, i was flagging, richelle and eunice was also flagging, then NO CAB STOP NO CAR STOP. i mean, one whole big group of people flagging like some mad people, and like bikes all over the place, and NO ONE STOP.
but FINALLY, this truck stop.
it's like, the bangala workers.
they stop, and i ask for tissue, they were realllly friendly, they ask what happen and if we need help and stuff, then like, said we're fine and all.
so they gave us tissue and i went to clean terrence wound.
wipe up the blood man.
everyone helped out and all.

serionestly lah, singaporean are really not friendly at all.

yeah, so that was the only, jia lat thing that happen.

from then, everyone cycled slowly. yup.

i just found out also, the OCH is at Halton road.

this chalet though it was like, a on-our-own-chalet thing, it really bonded the cell together. those who did not come, really missed out on quite alot.
can sense that cell so alot more stronger and tighter now.

oh yah, and prayers are SOO SOO SOOOOO REAL.

during the rain at changi beach, at the shelter.
all of us started praying, like for the rain to stop, but besides that, we all prayed that God will keep us warmmmmm! cause all of us was freezing like mad! amazing thing is that, we felt warmth despite of the rain and the wind after we prayed. all of us suddenly like just, warm.

jun: aye, i don't feel that cold already leh, i am quite okay now.
me: SAME! you felt it too?!
jun: yah!

serionestly, God's amazing. like, A-M-A-Z-I-N-G

okay, thursday night i went home.
cannot tahan any longer.
fell sick, cause of the rain and all.
not enough sleep also. ):
so yup.

pictures will be up once i get them, and stuff. so yup.

great bond for my cg.

love you peeeeps(:

just a lil video!


★ AT 1:11 AM
chalet post will be up soon.
but as for now.

none.

★ Tuesday, November 25, 2008 AT 10:41 PM
my phone is pretty busy today.

everything is pretttty messed up now, waiting for things to clear and all.
ah wellll.
takes time man, takes time.

okay, i went to PP with my family today, wanted to get my phone.
but wellllllllllllllllllllllll. freaking retarded, the phones that are on promo or like, 'hot' apparently not to my liking.
and E71 freaking sold out E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E
okay, so lets just stick to sissy's old phone.

yeah, thats the phone i'm using now, sis old phone, she is like using a E71 now.

ahhhhh weeeeellllll.

it is only 11 and my eyes are like SHUT. honestly, goodness.
how ah how ah, i got school tomorrow, then got to go downtown.
i'll be in chalet for the next few days.
MADNESS HONESTLY, MADNESS.
okay, and i've got projects NOT DONE and exam NOT YET STUDY.

crap man, i am SOOO DOOOM.

okay, nevermind.

i am really really really tired now.
my eyes can't even open.
goodnight.

★ Monday, November 24, 2008 AT 11:00 PM
this is so freaking unglam.
i look like, a fishball in the first picture, and after that i just look retarded. and abby the EMO cum crazy kid.

okay, schoooooled.
after school went to meet steph the mad girl, pass her, her iPhone.
so, she is a happy girl now. hehe.

okay, i'm tired.
byebye.

★ AT 3:15 AM

i am blogging, once again.
i think i'm blogging way too much.
i gotta stop.

anyway, whatever lah. heck it.

i just feel like blogging, i can say anything i want, yet i can't say anything.
sucks, but welllll. better than nothing right?

i miss many many many people,
i miss alot of my friends.

- God
- crew
- cg
- churchies
- 4E1
- someone very close to me
- friends who i use to be close with

man man man, life's short. so live it.
but how?

i feel so far from everything now.
like, everyone's life is all happy and fun.
but mine?
full of sadness and un-joyness
):

i feel so far away, so so far away from God especially ):
i'm having a hard time to hold on to going church, honestly.
i am feeling really jialat.
i love going to church, i love church, most of all i love God and listen to His words.
but yet, why why why, why am i like this?
is it my 'dry' period of this walk?
is it?
when will i get out of it?
why is everything like, green and red, just that it is flicking like non-stop.
why is my life like this?
i miss God very very very much ):

i see sooooo many friends around me like, dear BFF and others. having so much fun with life, though there are a few set backs, they are still fine and happy, what about me?
i am really happy for them, but what about myself?

after all the God have done for me?
Died for me, change me, love me unconditionally, always being here for me, showering me with goodies, giving me such a good family with really little worries, putting me in a school i like, bless me like non stop, having everything i want and need.
what have i done for Him?
n.o.t.h.i.n.g

how dumb ):

despite of all that He have done for me, what about me? what have i done?
besides, going through my daily life as a Christian.
is it that hard to go to church on saturdays?
is it? why is it for me?
is it cause church is like, really far from home?
but thats not the problem, i don't mind traveling.
the few times which i am not in church, i feel reallllly guilty.
felt like, just going church, though it is not early, but just leave home and go.
but at the same time?
argh. sucks, seriously.
why.

having soo much going around me, having so much to face.
fears for the future, and fears to lose my love.
how?

besides that, why is it always love that gets people?
why love?
i believe in love, of course i do.
why is loving someone so hard?
why is loving someone soo wrong?
mummy says it's not wrong to love someone or anyone.
but why? does love hold you back of life? does love destroy your life? is loving someone so wrong that if you do, hell will break loose?
does loving someone stop you from being your best?
to me, i felt like love brings you up to another level.
everyone sure got love in each one of their lives, does love hurt that bad?
why do i hear many many many people saying, DO NOT LOVE, CAUSE IT WILL ONLY HURT.
why is love the thing which people will 'blow big'?
why is love the thing which people kill themselves for?
is it possible to stop people from loving people?
is it possible to stop a husband from loving his wife?
is 2 person being attach the same as a married couple?
is the love for a married couple stronger than 2 who is in love with each other?

i wonder still.

can anyone answer all my questions?
would be nice of someone can. HEHE.
yah i know, i still got the cheek to laugh.

goodbye.
i'm going to dream my answer, i hope.

★ AT 2:18 AM
can someone tell me what is this world becoming to?



daddykins told me that this Man Bra thing is selling like hot cake in Japan, like, SERIOUSLY?!

★ Sunday, November 23, 2008 AT 8:18 PM
family nana thaied today.
a happy family is a full family.

even crackers are so cool now.
you can even order crackers online, and they deliver to your house.
YONG HUP CRACKERS
super cool. haha.

okay, today, i made my own GREEN HOUSE or i would say GREEN JUG.
i finally spend time with my folks at home(:
had much fun, made my own green house, while making, started to rain like mad.
was like, pouring like mad, raining CATS AND DOGS. (phrase yo)
i played in the rain and all, the garden area started to flood, i went to the garden there to help mum to take the spade, pots and all. and got all wet, was SO fun!





sent shino for her grooming also. now she is my rat once again.
totally botak. so cute. she is like sleeping on the bag now behind me.
shino so cute.



I HAVE A VERYYYY BUSYYYYY WEEEEEK AHEADDDDD ))))):
tomorrow busy busy, with project and school.
tuesday also busy busy! with project.
wednesday schoooooool and chalet.
thursday projecttttt and chalet.
friday PRESENTATION and chalet!
saturday maybe going Desaru
sunday maybe Desaru.

the week after, would be my EXAMMMMMMMMMM.

oh man, stressness.

besides that i am missing on SOO MUCH THINGS! ):
AHH!

i feel so, erm, missful.
yeah, missful.

okay, i wanna do something to my hair, dye it a different color, or maybe cut it?

alright.
shall stop here then.

goodbye.

★ AT 12:11 AM
do you like eating?
cause i know i do.

family dinnered today,
ate A.L.O.T
but well, shiok.

rented VCDs with sissy.
yup.

bye bye.
_ ____ ______ ____ ___

★ Saturday, November 22, 2008 AT 2:24 PM
have you ever felt lazy before?
like, SUPER lazy, that you just don't wanna go anywhere.
and that, you really want to go, but yet you're feeling lazy cause you gotta travel?
it's like, you're bumed already, and really stresed out with work.
and yet you gotta wake up early to travel far far away from home.
and the feeling is like, ):

the feeling sucks, cause i wanna go, i wanna be there.
but yet work piling up, exams coming up, gotta study, gotta prepare presentation and all energy level is like PIA. sucks.
i reallllly wannnnnaaaa goooooo.

okay, most of you guys know what i'm talking about, so yes.
man oh man.

like, i just wanna snap my fingers and i reach, kinda thing.
singapore is sooooo small yet soooo big.

sorry guys

★ Friday, November 21, 2008 AT 11:07 PM
say HELLO to my wall.


ULTIMATE CUTENESS PLEASE. i love my spongebob.
this poster only left 2 in the whole of Singapore.

okay, went to school today.
lesson for like what 35 mins?

after that stayed back to ask cher for help on the project.
irritating.

okay, left school at like 8 plus, went to meet my family. we ate at The French Stall and the food is good, a lil pricy, but it is really good. yup.

after that came home. yeah, now like, right in front of big big spongebob.

i've plannnnned my whole room out already, SHIOKNESS PLEASE.

spongebob would be my picture/poster wall.
under loft, would be Christmas lights, draping of cloth and a relac corner.
bed area would be like, painted and designed wall (try to do myself) and all princess and sweet(:

I AM GONNA DO IT!
YESYESYES.

but first, i really don't know what to paint my wall. hmmmmm.

okay, anyway, goodbye worldings (since people say earthlings) HAHA.
so yeah.

GOODBYE, SLEEP TIGHT DON'T LET THE BED BUGS BITE!

★ Thursday, November 20, 2008 AT 11:26 PM
i NANA THAI-ED AGAIN TODAY.
like, wth.

okay. went out today, with part of CG.
towned! i bought my lights! for my rooooom!
totallllllly nice man.

soooo nice till sis and me started to cam-whore with it.
super funny, like, super.
we laughed SUPER LOUD, and was like screaming like siao.



these are like the DECENT ones. hahaha.

OH OH. CHECK THIS OUT.

S.I.A.O
Singapore Is A Orange

HHAHAHA, i totally made that up.

okay, byeeeeeee.

★ Wednesday, November 19, 2008 AT 10:51 PM
blogging is taking a toll in this world.

did you know?
that if you say something mean about someone it is actually considered DEFAMATION.
and if you have a motive behind it, like to hurt or harm the person in anyway.
you can be sued for it yo.

even if you say, I HATE SO AND SO CAUSE SO AND SO IS UGLY AND SMELLY.

it is defamation man.

and blogging is a good example.

okay, i am not pointing fingers at anyone.
just thought it's cool.

yup, i think today's lesson is really my favorite lesson of all. it is realllllllllly neat man. honestly.

besides that, i am totally feeling lost.
honestly man, L-O-S-T
i don't know how i am suppose to be feeling about things and all.
mann, it really sucks. but well.
ahh.
howhowhowhowhow? zhe me pan?
i think i got the han yu ping ying wrong. haha.

okay.
bye everyone.

Father And Mother I Love You

★ Tuesday, November 18, 2008 AT 11:19 PM
FINALLY, my iPhone is SOLD. no none other then STEEEEPPPPHHHHHH.
we'll meet up soon babe(:

okay, i can get a new phone already(:
FINALLY PEOPLE, FINALLY. haha.
guess what, the oh-so-smart me wanna get a SUPERNOVA! hahahha.
like, WTH. i know.
sounds cool right? but guess how the phone looks like.
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. i know, from an iPhone to THIS. hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.

but don't you think it looks sooo cute? like a CANDY BAR.

come on man, BACK TO BASIC LAH.
so futuristic phone for what.
but hor, still want my E71 leh. HAHAHHA.

haiyah. don't know lah!
shall just wait and see, take my time. i'm using my mama's old phone now AGAIN.

okay. byebye.

★ AT 7:02 PM
SOLD
to Steph!

SELLING APPLE 3G IPHONE 16 GB AT SNG$450



Phone is less than 2 months old.
CONDITION OF PHONE: 9/10
bought from HELLO SINGTEL
selling cause of the functions of the phone, i can't seem to get use to the functions.

for more information TEXT/CALL ME AT 96775442
OR, E-MAIL to tofukia@hotmail.com

★ Monday, November 17, 2008 AT 11:16 PM
i am freaking sian with my assignment with my law project.
honestly, freaking sian.
wanna know what my case is?
RSP Architects Planners & Engineers Vs. Ocean Front Pte Ltd and another appeal.

like, thanks ah, THANKS.

when Mat's case is just a car accident between 2 fella.
WWWTHHHH.
and and and, Melvin's case is like, the Andrea De Cruz Vs the tv sliming thing.
WWTTTHHHHHHH!??!!

and BDP and me for that crazy mad super retarded case. ARGH.

oh no, i think i left something on the wall.
i sat against the wall today, and i think i did not take put the post it i left on the wall saying 'MAT IS A MAJOR' oh no.
heck it.

okay, tomorrow tuesday.
so fast, zoom zoom.

HELLO EVERYONE, I AM CHANGING MY IPHONE TO ANOTHER PHONE.
THIS PHONE IS RETARDED. (:
anyone wanna buy form me?
it is in a SUPER GOOD CONDITION LIKE 10/10
and it is not even 2 months old.
contact me for more information


you know something?
i love my cousins, and they rock.

Love Story

★ Sunday, November 16, 2008 AT 11:47 PM
what happens when your bestfriend finds out that you're a prostituted?
you're a girl, bestfriend a guy.

honestly, what happens?
as for this character,
bestfriend - speechless
girl - sad

i think it's pretty sad, to find out that your bestfriend is a prostitute.

i just watched a show, and this girl have been living a really really private life, and her bestfriend is a guy.
and he got really pissed with her, cause she did not answer any of his calls and reply any of his text.
when they finally met up, they talked and quarreled, she felt bad that she did not tell her bestfriend what her occupation is.
when he walked away, she left, and she texted him this website that she is featured in, for guys to look for escorts.
the next time they met, they kept quite.
best of all, they (bestfriend and girl) use to date.

her new found friend, also a escort . kinda 'stole' her regular client.

even they have politics.

live a sad life. poor her.

★ AT 10:28 PM
finally.

dinnered with BFF and Haizzel.
nana thai AGAIN.
thanks guys.

hmmmm, i really want things back to normal badly.

★ Saturday, November 15, 2008 AT 11:51 PM
MUMMY IS BACK.
yayness.

★ AT 11:00 PM
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.
I WANT TO SHOP MY GUTS OUT.
I WANT TO SHOP TILL EVERYTHING GETS OKAY.
I WANT TO SHOP WILL THERE IS NO TOMORROW.
I WANT TO EAT.
I WANT TO EAT MY GUTS OUT.
I WANT TO EAT TILL EVERYTHING GETS OKAY.
I WANT TO EAT TILL THERE IS NO TOMORROW.

★ Friday, November 14, 2008 AT 10:41 PM
OMGOMGOGM.
before i know it and, TOMORROW IS SATURDAY!
which ALSO means that tomorrow is the day, MUMMY GONGGONG AND YEEEEE COMES BACK!
so exciting!
welllllll, gonna go to CHURCH! (: YAY!
then after that, zao zao zao, fly to airport to fetch MUMMYKINS(:
so exciting HOH?

ANOTHER THING ABOUT TOMORROW.

IT'S MY DEAR KAKEEEEEEE BIRTHDAYYYY!!

woo! tomorrow is SUPERERRRR exciting PUH-LEASE.
the mama of the house coming back.

okay, anyway, today met bdpbdp and we went out together.
she slept in kino on my shoulders, so funny.
yup, went to school.

we actually tried to find the law book that Mr Eric said it would be good.
yeah, we found it, it cost 77.04
amazing stuff, maybe if i earn like, a mil a year, or more then i will get.
yupp.

oh yah, today had a quiz, WAH SO SCARY. but okay lah.
i think i can pass this paper, i THINK.
yeahh.
though it was some sort quiz thing, it turn out to be like, what, 6 questions?!
but kinda cool.

i think soup spoon cheated me.
i seriously think so.
the last time i ate the breaded mushroom with sissy, they had like what 5 pieces, today i ta pao to skola to makan only got 4 ):

wah, sudden love for Faber Drive songs.

i think there are a million girls out there who looks like me, first, Evie said she saw a girl who looks like me, then Ade comes to me telling me she saw me with a guy at cine.

both clearly not me, freaking scary.

i don't feel like blogging anymore for today.
bye.

★ Thursday, November 13, 2008 AT 10:15 PM
I LOVE MY FLIPY FLOPY.

shalin collected her laptop, like finally.
dinnered with milkshake, juping and hansel.

:-steps on my slipper- ahh!
: opps sorry.
: it's alright(:
: can i do it again?
: NO.

85 food is da bomb. *explosion*

90210, Cashmere Mafia, One Tree Hill, Gossip Girl, Family Guy, Dirty Sexy Money, Greek, The O.C.
really really nice shows.

even if no one loves me, it does not matter.

★ AT 1:02 AM
schooled today.
mustafa-ed also.
night night.

★ Tuesday, November 11, 2008 AT 10:27 PM
waste time

★ Monday, November 10, 2008 AT 10:56 PM
I WANT THIS DRESS, LIVERPOOL TIE DRESS.
I WANT IT. I LOVE IT.


just tell me it looks SOOO AWESOMELY NICE.
THE SILVER LARK. WOOOOOOO

i am seriously, wanting to get this dress IN MY HANDS. haha. i wanted to get it, it is like freaking cheap! 12 pounds! ahh! nice nice nice nice nice nice niceeeeee puhhleaseeee. hahhaaha. BUT! sadly it is OUT OF STOCK ):
i am waiting for a back order. HEH HEH.


okay. like, duh. me.

: i sleep like there is no tomorrow
: no, you sleep like there is no forever

yeah, i agree. thats like the PERFECT discribtion of me.
HEH HEH.

okay okay, i had skola today.
it was ehh, alright?
yeah. needa study yo.

i'm like in the process of ordering my 'dinner'
huge great temptation to get the MEGA MCSPICY. HAHAHA.
but NO! thats too much for me, for those who don't know what is MEGA MCSPICY (cause i JUST found out) it looks like this.
HUGE AYEEEE?!

: bought the new mac meal, the big mac but the big one.
: really?! there is a huge-er one?!

yes, there is such thing. i don't know how 'NEW' it is.
but i just found out. so cool.

okay, i just ordered my macccccc meal.
guess what this is like the, what first time in 4? 5? months eating fast food.
HAHAHA. I AM HEALTHY YO!
only today not helthy.
got myself a mcspicy meal.

guess what guess what, i have not eaten mcspicy EVER BEFORE.
hahaha. not only that, i have not eaten like ehh, big mac also.
hahahaha. cool aye.

i did not know my hair is this long. -shock face-

okay, BYEBYE!
ever ever ever ever

★ Sunday, November 09, 2008 AT 10:57 PM
PICTURES PICTURES!

these are like, yesterday pictures. taken from Lovel's camera.
THANKS GIRLY(:
so, from left to right. Cherie, Yi Jun, Rachel, (behind) Richelle, Lovel, (behind) Jerene, Shi Yun, Sylvester and bottom me(:
NISSI 3 ACTS 3(:
i look freaking weird i know. heck it. yeahhh. so it's like, myself, cherie, lovel, rachel and shi yun
this is called: 'toddles' gone wrong.

TODAY TODAY(:
BFF(:
Shalin, BFF, myself.

today went out with the babes.

★ Saturday, November 08, 2008 AT 11:19 PM
pictures to be updated!
with my 3 new friends!
nice nice friends.
hope to see you babes again! (:
i'll bimbo with you again! haha

yup alright then.
came home late and all.
yup.

night.
one and Only

★ Friday, November 07, 2008 AT 11:00 PM
HELLO WORLD(:

i'm actually an angryyyyyy girl now.

went to city plaza today, got 2 stuffstuff.

I STILL CAN'T FIND MY LAW BOOK):

okay, honestly, I LOVE LAW. HEH HEH.
for now i do at least.
hahahha.

okay, angry girl is gonna angrily bathe, angrily sleep.
THE WAYYYYY.

okay, yes, why am i sooooooo angry you might ask?

well, it is not CONVENIENT to say HERE.

★ AT 12:59 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BDP BEE BEE ABBY ABIGAIL CHANG TING YI! I LOVE YOU MUCH! school will be sucha bore without you around! i love you dear! (we gotta add some oil for LAW)

what a day it is.
what a day.

brought Pei De out today! cause it's his BIRTHDAY (early celebration)
wondering who PEI DE is?!
he is, Shalin's youngest brother PATRIC BALAKRISHNAN!
yes, they do have chinese names, and they do study chinese as their 2nd language.

so here are some pictures of today!









these are the 3 super nice jiejie who brought him out.

okay, today was rather funny.
shalin and tong saw the way i took care of pat and stuff.
gosh, shalin said, 'liying is a mother wannabe'
kerrie said, 'liying can make a good mother'
I SAID, 'I AM A MOTHER GONNA BE HELLO!'

hahahahahahaha.

okay, so yes, i took care of the little one today. of course shalina and kerrie did also. but yeah, it was fun.
went shopping with him. GOSH I WANTED TO FAINT.

me: PAT! COME HERE! TRY THIS!
pat: waitt lahh.
me: ARGHHHHHH

he really tested my patience. goshhh.
but he is sooo freaking cute.
6 years old he is.

the whole time it was like,
'PAT! COME HERE! IF NOT NO HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL FOR YOU'
'PAT! STOP RUNNING! COME HERE'
'PAT! LISTEN TO JIEJIE!'
'PAT! STOP IT. STOP PLAYING!'

okay, this sentence is for shalin. I KNOW YOU'RE SMILING TO YOURSELF, OR MOST PROB LAUGHING WHILE READING THIS POST.

okay, so yes, that little small rascal. gosh.
but well, i love the clothes and shoes he bought, or rather the 3 jiejie choose and he try and wear.
got him like, LOAFERS, shirt and berms for clothes.
and hotwheels stuff as toys.
cool stuff.

i did 0 shopping myself today, cause it was 100% patric time. yes.

FUNNIEST PART!

woman to shalin: hi, we are looking for fresh face for. . . . (some model thing)
me: -holding oatric hands and walking towards shalin-
man to me: hi, this is your son?
me: NONONONO! HER YOUNGEST BROTHER!
man: oh, cause i see holding his hands and all, thought you're his mother.
me: NOOOOOOO.
man: okay anyway.....(model thing again)

joke, seriously JOKE.

the whole time we shop around town and walk around town, EVERYONE gave us the STAREEEEE.
and i was like,
me: ehhh shalin?
shalin: yeah?
me: i think people thing we are some sort of a lesbian couple, and this is our kid.
shalin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

hey man, seriously, everyone kept looking at us and stuff. like we are some mothers.

HELLO I AM YOUNG AND ONLY SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD.

but yes, super funny lah.

I WANT TO BRING KIDS OUT TO TOWN!
WHO CAN PROVIDE THE KID?! (and the cash for the kid)
I DON'T MIND BRING HIM/HER OUT(:

gonna start a nanny thingy. HAHAHAHA.

i love kids!
goshhhh, i want them for myself!

when tong first met us she went, 'wahlau, why the 2 of you dress like mothers'
thanks ah thanks.
hahaha, joke to the max can.

goshhh.

SHITTY NOSE! SINUS ATTACK AGAIN!

okay, sleepy and tired. NIGHT NIGHT!

★ Wednesday, November 05, 2008 AT 11:31 PM
a few questions.

1. do you find the joy in shopping alone?
2. (girls with long hair) when you tie your hair into a ponytail, does it sway left and right as you walk?
3. do you care about people commenting on your dressing?
4. are you bored of your current hairstyle?
5. whats the best way to lose fats without exercising, being bulimic and anorexic?

i curious, wanna know your answer.
(just for fun) HEH HEH.

i FINALLY receive all my stuff that i bought from U.S. SHIOKNESS.
bought 1 pair of vintage sandals, 1 demin vest and 1 high waist jeans (YES!)
did them all alone, SHOPPED ALONE. heh heh.

went to arab street. I LIKE THAT PLACE.
was looking for chiffon cloth, to decorate my room.
but they don't have the design/style/pattern i want. ):
only spotlight have(:

the shop i wanna get my clothes from in Haji lane is gone):

first lesson of law is, LOR. okay no.
ehhh, COOL. i like my teacher. i can foresee he is a GOOD teacher.
unlike, AHHHHHEEEEEMMMMMMMM. (okay, bee bee and all PGSM students knows)
i am sooo eager to find my LAW TEXTBOOK! so cool and exciting. i wanna act pro. HEH HEH.

bee bee said i am extra high today. no idea why.
and don't ask me why i am so happy when i spend money ):
now i'm not. but well, all was a good buy!

in a mood to spend (sadly is papa money)):
my savings. heh heh.

mummy flying off to HK real soooon ):
im gonna miss her.

biu and myself have planned for our holiday trip next year.
yah i know, dumb. but NEVERMIND!

random: YEO'S JAPANESE GREEN TEA WITHOUT SUGAR IS THE BEST DRINK EVER IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD.

OKAY, BYEBYE!

liar liar pants on fire

TESTING 1 2 3
★ Tuesday, November 04, 2008 AT 11:25 PM
tell me she don't look like a dog. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
ahh!
just bored.

okay, i went out with my family. (like the best family in the whole world)

went to parkway, as usual. ALWAYS go there.
we somehow NEVER get bored of that place, no idea why.
i've been going there since young, like really young. can almost say i grow up there!
the whole place change SOOOO much! okay lah, compared to like what 10 years ago?
yeah.

oh oh! guess what guess what! when i was there saw Ade. yeah. it have been awhile since i bump into a friend in parkway man. yeah.

okay, sissy bought herself a new phone!
Nokia E71. the one i was suppose to get the other time. but could not. so yes! she bought that, and nowww. she is like going crazy over that phone. haha. sayang her phone big time. tsk, new stuff. ju si ah neh kuan.

mummy going to Hong Kong sooon.
seriously man, whats with HK?!
mum, yee, gong all going HK. not enough? rachel, yi kum mo, yi kau fu also going HK. stilllll not enough?! sam kau fu, sam kum mo, timothy, Jeremy ALSO GOING!
but guess what, all 3 diff timing!

okay, and like, biu is in UK studying.
daddy went to Bangkok that time already.
all travled like in this period of time. EXCEPT!?
sissy, korkor, me. so exciting right?
and reason WHY we cannot go?
cause of . . .SCHOOL.
sooooo irritating.

i also wanna go holiday lor. tsk. aiyah, NEVERMIND!
should be happy that i at least went to Shanghai for the whole of MARCH already.
yes, ACTUALLY! i kinda miss shanghai):
HAHAHAHAHAHA. COMING FROM ME.
biu yee told me about how they celebrated Halloween!
sooooo fun pleaseee. they really went around trick or treat-ing!
exciting si boooooo.
hahaha.

i don't know what happen to me, suddenly speaking all the teo chew and hokkien.

oh yah oh yah, (today extra zi cha) i watched Gossip Girl.
urge all human being to watch it. HEH HEH. though it is like, not happening in this real world. but i guess it is interesting!

and and and, DIRTY SEXY MONEY IS FREAKING NICE!
watch it watch it!
it's a family show. nice. shiokness.

I WANT MY GIRLFRIEND MAGAZINE!
I WANT I WANT.

oh yah oh yah, I WANNA WORK
how about that. cool not cool not?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
wth lah.
i wanna work, earn money, so when i spend money. it is like, myyyy money kinda thing yeah. i know i won't feel that AMAZING, cause it is my own money, but at the same time at least i know i am not spending daddy's money.

just no idea where to work. heh heh.
should i go for cotton on?
HAHAHA, CAUSE I LIKE THEIR CLOTHES. LAME I KNOW, BUT HEH HEH.
a girl like me always got shopping in mind.

I WANNA DECORATE MY ROOM!
HEH HEH, I GOT IDEA AND PLAN ALREADY, ONLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. HAHAHAHA. or how to start.

WANNA BUY MY FABRIC!
yesyes.

okayoaky, oh yah, did i blog?
i FINALLY RECEIVE MY GLOW IN THE DARK DEVIANT ART LANYARD!
YESYES! it is nice.

i love online shopping. be it singapore shops or international. it is just, WOO!!
but ti gets me fat, sit and click click click only. macham loser ah.
okay.

OH MAN! SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!
AND I HEARD IT IS NOT EASYYYY TOUGH IT IS TOUGH TOUGH!
LEGAL ENVIRONMENT OF BUSINESS!
in short, LAW. crapness. hahaha.
all the best to me! the girl who is like, ehh, cannot make it.
amazing i can actually last so long in this school. haha. true true?
YES!

okay. ehh. enough, full stop.
byebye.

H.A.B

★ AT 5:41 PM
this is getting boring.
i don't know what to blog about.
maybe then, i should not blog.

since, it's like, tough to blog.
blog this, also cannot, blog that, also cannot.
blog this get scolded.
blog that also get scolded.
goodness.

this blog is dying.
really really dying.

either it is dying, or i just have a boring life.

MAYBE BOTH(:

★ Monday, November 03, 2008 AT 11:54 PM
mixed feelings i must say.

closer to God i feel. awesome.
understand better. i hope.

OHMYGOOSE!
chalet. heh heh. i feel soooo excited.
feeling all hyped up for it.
no idea why.
maybe cause my cg is gonna be there.
HEH HEH (:

so much to blog.
don't know how to put it.
ahhh, nevermind.

goodbye.
won't you want to,
open your eyes to know that your love one is beside you?
open your eyes to know that everything is okay?
open your eyes to know that you will never give up?

i will go through anything, everything just for one.

★ AT 12:50 AM
i love my family.

tsk. this is not a blog-free world.

and whoever, is passerby, or random passerby.
thank you.
you've been realllllly nice and reallllllly helpful.

and to mean people,
heck you.

iloveyou

★ Sunday, November 02, 2008 AT 3:45 PM
sick and tired of all the nonsense.
rather just delete it.

★ Saturday, November 01, 2008 AT 11:07 PM
no. not emo. just having fun with my ponytail.

okay.
i am TIRED.
really is.

i wonder i wonder
if what i said makes sense.
it might it might not.
i don't know.
but i hope it does.
whatever it is.
the love never changes

★ AT 3:49 AM
MUST BLOG ABOUT THIS
EXTREMELY FREAKY TO THE MAX!
the MOST freaky tags i ever had.
WOAH.

1 Nov 08, 03:27
benjamin,: i definately rmb you. haha!
1 Nov 08, 03:39
vanns: benjamin: huh, who are you?
1 Nov 08, 03:41
benjamin,: random people. :)
1 Nov 08, 03:42
vanns: why you remember me?
1 Nov 08, 03:42
vanns: or how, where did you see me from or what
1 Nov 08, 03:44
vanns: ehh, besides that, how do you know my blog, and remember me?
1 Nov 08, 03:44
benjamin,: Night safari. hahaha! you were with your two friend. the very scary guy. lols.
1 Nov 08, 03:45
benjamin,: and one very tall girl.
1 Nov 08, 03:45
vanns: haha, yeah. thats right. but, HOW YOU KNOE MY BLOG?! OMGOGM
1 Nov 08, 03:46
benjamin,: Happen to go pass. which is veryyyy freaky.
1 Nov 08, 03:47
vanns: HUH. you happen to see my blog, from? and you were at night safari. no wonder it's halloween. FREAKY! so you don't know me at all.
1 Nov 08, 03:48
benjamin,: ya! i was searching for my friend's friend blog and in the end i got here? hahaha! halloween is over. back to normal.
1 Nov 08, 03:48
vanns: oh my goodness. did you take any picture with my friend, or us? i've got nooo idea who you are man.
1 Nov 08, 03:49
benjamin,: wanted to. but you guys walked off alr. haha!
1 Nov 08, 03:52
vanns: oh mann. haha, you should have called us man. anyway, you with your friends? maybe i can remember or like passby and remember

SCARY OR SCARY.
GOSH.
NO WONDER IT'S HALLOWEEN!

★ AT 2:44 AM
let the pictures do the talking.
night safari.













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