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★ PROFILE.



vannieser

Married at 22
A mother at 23
And loving it.

Why? Because i married someone who makes me truly happy.

And this blog is dedicated to everyone i love.



vannieser@live.com



★ HISTORY
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2014

★ Monday, July 31, 2006 AT 5:18 PM
back from school lunch and renting VCDS. hahahha.

school is normal. but had some enjoyable time. hahahahahaha. when shabana started going mad and make everyone LAUGH. i love before CPA or was it EOA. hmmz. nevermind. haha. shabana kept asking kinberly question with alot of "sssssssss" at the back of her words. HAHAHA. suoer funny, then shalinda came and she started talking honk kong accent. SUPER FUNNY. the whole clique was laughing like some possesed girls. hahahaha. super funny.

during lunch also super funny. shabana was lying on the floor. don't know for what. then azureen came and started saying some malay prayers infornt of shabana then tap shabana's head. this prayer is actually for demonized or posses people. once prayers say finish tap the head of the person. so azureen did that. HAHAHAHA. then shabana act when the spirits manifest. hahaha. super funny. SUPER SCARY. hahahahaha.. then came idah. she did the same thing also. hahah. super funny. shabana will go around attacking people. but idah she would lie on the floor growling and shouting hahahahah. mad class.

after school went to serangoon with jasmine. because i had to return the over due VCDS. so i went to return. and rented new one. and the new ones are SAW, FINAL DESTINATION, FANTASTIC 4, MEET THE FORKERS AND POP STAR. HAHA.

so fun! so many show to watch. EXCITED! haha.

★ Sunday, July 30, 2006 AT 11:20 PM
what a day today. went to park mall to see furnitures then went to see my grandmother then pick my aunty up then come home. then went to watch my sister perform in her school's musical at jubelieeeeeeeee then come home.

the musical was great. my sister was awesome. i went to watch the musical with my parents and aunt. and i don't know why i felt it was boring. i see everyone having sooo much fun but me. man... i guess it is because of the people i go with. i think if i go with my friends i would go mad. but with adults parents? aunty? nahhh...it pulls everything deep down.

my mother: a SUPER KIA SU person. she wants to be number 1 in everything. has my late grand mother style attitude character. that kan ciong thingy. i don't know what's up with it. and she maluates me infornt of people. man i ahte that. but my mother is still AWESOME I LOVE HER.

my father: patient. a TOTAL oppsite of my mother. kind, LOVES giving, supre super patient. the bad point is when he gets angry he does not talk. HA. I LOVE DADDY STILL.

my sister: one HOT TEMPERED GIRLY. don't even have a boyfriend. man.. . my sister forever scold me. NO patient AT ALL. forever taking me as her SLAVE. but i LOVE HER.

myself: wow. a mad girl. with full of words to say. always talking. non stop. people hates my attitude. i don't know why. but yeah. God made me like this. and i am the most enthu person in my family if you don't vount my dog that is. i am one who wants to be involve in everything that i want. anything bad to be i will say alot. hahahaha. i LOVE MYSELF.

done. don't know why suddenly say all these.

NIGHTS!
HATES SCHOOL

★ AT 1:15 AM
SATURDAY. HAHAHAHAHA. AT LAST WENT TO CHURCH. SUPER DUPER HAPPY. HAHA. CHURCH ROCKS! GOD ROCKS MORE BIG TIME! YEAH MAN. HAHAHAHA. NEXT WEEK SATURDAY! LOOKING FORWARD. HAHAHAHA. COOLNESS! I LOVE EUNICE. HAHAHA. SHE IS THE BEST. MY NEWEST DISCIPLE! AND I LOVE HER. OF CAUSE I LOVE JIRIN AND JIRNING TOO. AWW. LOVENESS. HAHAHA. MADNESS.

WENT TO LESTER'S HOUSE TO VISIT HIM AND HIS MOTHER. WENT THERE TALK TALK AND STUFF. PRAYED FOR HIS MOTHER. AND THEN WENT OFF. LOOK THE LAST TRAIN TO JURONG EAST. IN THE END ALSO MISS THE TRAIN FROM JURONG EAST TO CHANGI AIRPORT. TOOK A CAB THEN. THE DUMB FARE WAS $22.65!!!!!!!! CRAZY! SINGAPORE TAXI SO EXPENSIVE.

AND I AM SUPER HAPPY NOW!
TODAY RECEIVE THE MISSION TRIP FORM. I WAS GOING "MAN. . . DON'T KNOW IF CAN GO BECAUSE MY FANILY ON TIGHT BUDGET BECAUSE OF THE NEW HOUSE" IT IS LIKE $700!! SO I PRAYED THAT I CAN GO! WHEN I GOT HOME I TOLD MY PARENTS. THEN YOU KNOW WHAT MY FATHER SAID?! "$700 STILL CAN. WE WILL LET YOU GO. DOING GOD'S WORK MUMMY AND DADDY SURE ALLOW YOU TO GO BECAUSE IT IS GOOD. NO PROBLEM. YOU CAN GO" I WAS LIKE WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!! YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. PRAISE GOD!!!!!! LOVE HIM! YES YES YES!

★ Saturday, July 29, 2006 AT 12:27 AM
If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

BUT

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

AND LOOK, HOW FAR GOD'S LOVE WILL TAKE YOU, L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

★ Friday, July 28, 2006 AT 5:04 PM
CHILDHOOD.

i mother told me that my sister know how to name CARS even before she know ABC! haha
and my father said i could name AIROPLANE even before i know my ABC! haha.

my mother said my sister LOVE to read.
and myself? i HATE reaidng.

but my mother say i love to EAT i EAT almost everything.
milk bottle warmer also i eat. eat the foam.
morf ball too.
my own shit too.

hahahaha. pleae don't ask how it taste. haha.

at the age of 2 years i could point to my parents my ears, eyes, mouth nose and all. NO ERROR. smart me.

and i hate gpoing to school. i would cry cry cry. hold the door. and all. haha

thats me when i am young. CUTE right. HAHAHA

★ AT 4:51 PM
as usual school. haha. but today got story! hahaha.

2 of my classmates went to the PRINCIPLE OFFICE. power. ULTRA rude to teacher. it all started with my mucis lesson. was doing dance for music. so everyone was getting ready wile they 2 was right at the back of the hall doing their own things. one was talking the other was doing her punishment (punishment was to do writing for late coming). so my dance teacher told a few of us to go over call them over so i went too. call them. but they 2 don't even budge and they ignore us. then one of my other friend came and took the piece of paper away. then finally they 2 responded. ask them to og infront they don't want, so my dance teacher acme to the back of the hall. to ask them to go to the front but they still don't move. scold back the teacher some more.

yeah. after that went back to class and my form teacher gave a lecture. then they 2 still very rude to my form teacher. so kana go to principle office. go down there they still can ask the principle to let them quit school. talk to the principle like she is no one. what a day today.

after that stayed back for my NDP dance. but in the end everyone went off. but i still stay back with my friends to talk and all. yeah.

now HOME

my class is THAT bad

★ Thursday, July 27, 2006 AT 6:07 PM
WOOSH! HAHHA SCHOOL NORMAL!

AFTER SCHOOL HAD DANCE. AFTER DANCE WENT HOME TO BATHE THEN GO OUT WITH MY PARENTS. ATE AT SKI360. AT ONE THE CABLE SKI THING. THEN AFTER THAT WENT TO LITTLE INDIA. MY FATHER HAD TO SEE HIS COSTERMER WHILE MY MOTHER AND ME WENT SHOPPING IN MUSTAFA. BOUGHT LIKE 10 BARS OF SOAP FOR $8 COOL RIGHT. YEAH. THATS ALL.

I LOVE MUSTAFA

★ Wednesday, July 26, 2006 AT 6:40 PM
My Childhood.
I love my childhood,
i kept with me all the memories
time spent with my parents
my sister and cousins
aunts and uncles
all the grands
it is such a joy.
childhood,
plays mummy daddy,
libary libary,
adventure trail,
masak masak
ect.
What a wonderful shildhood God have given to me.
i love God so much.
more than anything else you can imagine.
wonderful childhood
wonderful family
wonderful wonderful.
i love soo many people.
i want to thank so many people.
i miss soo many people.
i want to go out with so many people.

★ AT 5:22 PM
school is THE SAME ALWAYS. boring right! gotta agree with it. haha. my maths teacher have been telling my class to look for this NIE teacher called Miss Lai. Because she looks like one of my classmate. and she is CASSANDRA! AHHHH!! that is the last person i want a teacher to look alike. haha. so funny. so cute.

after school i zipped off and meet my sister. bought some stuff then come home. THATS ALL FOR THE DAY. now watching VCD. MY BIG FAT GREEK WEDDING. very funny.

★ Tuesday, July 25, 2006 AT 6:43 PM
I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD. IT IS JUST FAB. I LOVE IT. MY PARENTS LOVE ME VERY MUCH. MY AUNTS AND UNCLES LOVE ME VERY MUCH. MY GRAND'S ARE SIMPLY THE BEST. I LOVE THEM ALL!

LALALA.I MISS GOING TO CHURCH. THIS SATURDAY WILL BE THERE! YES YES YES! HAHAHAHA. MADNESS

★ AT 6:04 PM
school. BORING. haha. i only love recess. because i get to eat. and now my tummy. big like ball. gotta go to the gym. get more mucles then fats. HAHAHA. big tummy. gonna go with demelza to the gym. she wants to exercise too. both of us gotta hang out. haha. we are like primary school some sec 1 bestfriends. yeah. but now we are like so far apart. miss those time. haha. madness.

lalala. the most exciting part of today is I BOUGHT MY P.E TEE SHIRT! HAHHA. MY SIZE IS SIZE 34 BUT I BOUGHT 38. IT IS BIG AND COOL. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

NDP DANCE. gotta dance in school. kinda mad. hahaha.

★ Monday, July 24, 2006 AT 6:53 PM
CHILDHOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

GOTTA THINK WHAT STORY. SUDDENLY MY HEAD BLANK.

I SHALL TELL YOU A LITTLE ABOUT MYSELF WHEN I AM YOUNG YAH.
I AM THE CUTEST GIRL ON EARTH. HAHA. PEOPLE LOVE TO TALK TO ME AND LOOK AT ME WHEN I AM YOUNG. NOT THAT PEOPLE DON'T LOOK NOW. BUT THAT YOUNG CUTER WHAT. WITH ALL THE 'CHR SIEW BAO' CHEEKS I HAVE. HAHAHA.

i LOVE to wear those girly party dresses but my father HATES me wearing all those dress. he love me to wear jeans and top. trendy and cool.
if wear dress it gotta be 100% COTTON. if not my father will not buy. fussy right. but my mother told me because he loves me and my sister and don't want us to wear clothes that is not comfy. LOVES DADDY AND MUMMY.

★ AT 6:12 PM
WOW. HAHA. IT HAVE BEEN LONG SINCE I LAST BLOG MAN. HAHA. AT LAST DID FINIDH MY PROJECT. SOO EASY. GOT TO TAKE PHOTO ONLY! HAHAHHAA. ALRIGHT. SCHOOL CRAP. HAHAHA.

I WANT TO THANK MADD, PHIA, BANANA, SHALINDA, JAS, KERRIE, CHAI CHAI. FOR THE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONNNN!!!!! AT SENTOSA! YESS!! HAHAHA. SOOO HAPPY. HAHAHHAA. FUN FUN AND MORE FUN! WE PLAYED IN THE SAND AND ALL. SOO FUN! HAHAH.

SHALL BLOG ABOUT SATURDAY FIRST!

SATURDAY. I WOKE UP LIKE SO EARLY TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR SOME TOUR. SINGAPORE TOUR THING. HAHA. BECAUSE I AM APRT OF THE ATHERNIC BONDING THING. HAHA. THE DIFFERENT CULTURE. SO HAD TO STAY OVER. SO HAD THE TOUR TO CHINATOWN AND LITTLE INDIA. WENT THERE AND PLAY TAKE PHOTO. YUPP!! DID HENNA. MY FAV! THEN WENT TO TAKE ALOT OF PHOTO OF INDIAN FOOD AND STUFF FOR THE PROJECT.

yeah. then the tour ended at 1pm after that me and shabana headed stright for sentosa to meet the rest there. went there and the whole thing started! it is a belated birthday celebration for SOPHIA JASMINE AND MYSELF! YAYYY!!! SOOO FUNNNNNN. HAHAHAHAA. eat eat eat. play play play. they even took the brownie and smash on all the birthday girls! hahah. mad girls. hahaa. then i smeelllll of BROWNIE! hahahaha. mad right?! yeah. then we all play like mad. went kayaking! hahahahahhahahaa. i kayak until i almost died. i do single. then do until want to faint. SOOOOOO TIRING!

hahaha. then we went to play in the water and stuff. soo mad. haha. we stay at the beach until 10 plus then leave. eat there play there do everything there. hahaha. so fun. after that went to shalinda's house. everyone went.

then sleep and play. then after that the next day shalinda's mother cook nasi brani for all of us to eat. soo nice. hahahaha. eat eat eat. then watch movie then all of us went off. TAA DAA.. thats all. hahahhaahhaa.

THATS ALL. ALL I CAN IT WAS FUN FUN FUN AND MORE FUN!!!!!!! YAYYY!!! HAHAHA

I MISS CHURCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRR... REALLY MISS CHURCH.

★ Friday, July 21, 2006 AT 6:21 PM
CHILDHOOD. WHY IS IT SUDDENLY I FORGOT ALL MY CHILDHOOD STORIES?! DON'T KNOW WHY. I GOTTA THINK THINK THINK. HMMMMMZ!!!!!

OH YAH. I GOTTA SAY SOMETHING. MY DEAREST DISCIPLE MISS JIRIN CAME ALL THE WAY TO MY HOUSE TO GIVE ME MY BIRTHDAY CARD. SOO SWEET. I AM REALLY TOUCHED. I AM REALLY TOUCHED. SHE IS SO SWEET. I LOVE HER. <3!!

BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD. HMMZ.
I CAN ONLY REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN I ATE MY OWN SH*T. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I WAS IF I AM NOT WRONG THAT IS. 3 OR 4 YEARS OLD OR EVEN YOUNGER. I STILL REMEMBER IT WAS AT MY OLD HOUSE. WHILE MY MAID WAS WASHING THE CLOTHES. I ATE MY SH*T FORM THE POTTY! I STILL REMMBER MY RED POTTY! MY MY. DON'T ASK ME HOW IT TASTED LIKE OR HOW IT SMELLS LIKE. I DON'T KNOW. HAHAHA. WHAT A MEMORY. HAHAHAHAHA

★ AT 5:53 PM
WOOSH. HAHAHA. WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY. HAHA. HAD DANCE FOR MUSIC. HAHAHA. SOOO FUNNY. THE MUSIC SOOO FAST THEN THE DANCE SO SLOW. HAHAHA. LIKE CRAP. HAHAHAHHAA. HAD A ENGLISH TEST TODAY. I THINK I WILL SCORE. -THICK SKINNED- MAD. TOMORROW IS THE DAY. HAHAHA. EXCITED. BUT GOT TO DO SCHOOL STUFF. GRRR...NEED TO GO FOR A TOUR IN THE MORNING. HAHA.

AFTER SCHOOL WENT OUT WITH MY SISTER. WENT TO EAT THEN BORROW VCD FROM VIDEO EZY. SUPER COOL SHOWS! HAHAHA. GOT ALOT OF SHOWS TO WATCH ALREADY.

MY PRESENT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA

★ Thursday, July 20, 2006 AT 6:42 PM
CHILDHOOOOOOOOD.

hahaha. i know 1 thing about myself when i am young is that i HATE school since nursery. and i know that i am really playful. to an extend. hahaha. and i know i always hang out wiht my cousins. hahaha. i want to experience stuff. like. stay over in friends house. go for a beach party. ton. and stuff. i think it is fun. as a teenage. hahha. but my parents are strict about late night party or stay over at friends house. or ton and stuff. haha.just get a YES from them then BINGO! hahahhaa. i am soo random

★ AT 5:45 PM
MAD TEACHERS MY CLASS HAS! MAD MAD MAD!!! THE RELIVE TEACHERS THEY ARE NUTS!!!! NUTS!!!!! N-U-T-S! ONE MIN SO KIND THE NEXT SCREAMING. HE SCREAM AT MY FRIEND FOR TALKING NORMALLY. MAD! GOODNESS. THANK GOD THAT TOMORROW IS BACK TO NORMAL TEACHERS. NOT SOME WEIRD CRAP PEOPLE. HAHHAA.

TODAY HAD HEALTH CHECK UP. BUT NOT ALL HAVE TO CHECK ONLY SELECTED PEOPLE AND PRAISE GOD. I NO NEEEEED!!! ONLY PEOPLE WHOES BACKBONG IS NOT STRIGHT HAVE TO GO FOR THE CHECK. I NO NEED. BECAUSE MINE IS STRIGHT!!! YESSSSS...HAHAHHA. ATE ALOT. HAHA.

AFTER SCHOOL TODAY HAD TO STAY BACK TO PRACTICE DANCE. I MEAN COROGRAPH! HAHAHHA. TERROR CLASS. EVERYTHING LAST MIN. THE LAST MIN CLASS. FUNNY.

DANCE. HAHAHAHAHA. REACH OUT FOR THE SKY. . .LALLALALA.

★ Wednesday, July 19, 2006 AT 7:42 PM
OH NO. I FORGOT. HAHA. MY CHILD HOOOOOOOD STORIES!!! SHALL POST ANOTHER ONE TODAY.

COUSINS IS ORDER(age this year): (21)MY SISTER, (18)REBECCA, (16)VICTOR, (15)MYSELF, (14)JEMERY, (12)RACHEL, (12)TIMOTHY

ok those games i play with my cousins. (REBECCA VICTOR RACHEL TIMOTHY JEMERY MY SISTER MYSELF) those poeple. we always play MASA MASA. MUMMY DADDY, LIBARY LIBARY, BUS BUS, ADVENTURE TRAIL. yeah

masa masa mainly means i belive alot of people know. it is like cooking. yeah. cook cook. my cousins and i always play that. we have a WHOLE BIG BIG BASKET of plastic food bowls stove. and all. haha. very very fun. then will pretend alot of stuff.

MUMMY DADDY. is our TOP game. my sister so big already don't always play with us. rebecca also. not always. so if rbecca was not there i will be the mummy. so the oldest, will always be the mother and father. so it is victor and myself. HAHAHAHA. then the rest will be the kids. SUPER FUNNY. we will act stuff like. e.g dielog "Mummy, i need to go to school" "Ok childern get into daddy's car" "faster childdren. daddy will be late for work" "ok daddy mummy, we are all ready" yeah. I KNOW IT IS LAME. I KNOW YOU ARE LAUGHING. hahahahhaa. ok and there is still more. even it is "night" time we will shout NIGHT! then everyone will go "sleep" like 30secs then someone will shout WAKE UP! then everyone will act and do the normal morning routine. hahaha. yeah.

yeah. kids are kids. haha. like that.

LIBARY LIBARY. it is very direct. yeah. i will always take alot of those post-it from my mother office because she have alot. so what we will do is. we will take alll our story books and start to past the post-it onto all the books. and we will act as librian and normal poeple who rents books. yeah. and so we will start to act. the librian will pretend and stuff. sit behind a desk and start to write the date and stuff.

funny right!

BUS BUS also another direct one. because my cousin jemery and timothy they are brother they have this toy car thing. it is the front of the car. just the wheel to stair the honk honk the light. and stuff. yeah. so one of them will pretend to be the bus driver. and the rest will be the "passengers" yeah.

ADVENTURE TRAIL.
this is not the real name. i forgot the name. haha. it is when all of us goes to the PARK! opp my grand's house. and we will set a trail maybe climb this go over that. and stuffff. to think of it now. we don't know why we do that for. it is like not a compertition at all. because there is only (usually)6 of us playing. yeah. but we find it SUPER FUN THEN. hahahaha. yeah.

yupp!!

and i shall say a secret out! hahaha. this secret is actually only known to my cousins and myself. the secret is..... .. .... .. ..... .... .... .. .. *the bush* which is actually this bush which is actually a TOILET yes TOILET for my cousins and us. we will go there to pee or yah... when we need because we all are way too lazy to go back to the house to use the toilet. unless REALLY needed.

we will al play play play. until suddenly we will hear my grand mother shout "KIDS! DINNER!" yupp. she will shout in cantonese. yeah. i SERIOUSLY MISS HER. she pass away 2 years ago. because of Liver cancer. she went through ALOT. the doctor actually said she can only live for 6 months more. but by God's grace she live 1 year plus more. yupp.

★ AT 5:11 PM
school today. MADNESS. MY MATHS RELIVE TEACHER. SHE IS SCARY WEIRD AND MAD! REALLY MAN. HAHAHHAA. SHE CAME INTO CLASS SCREAMING AND SHOUTING AND SUDDENLY IT IS LIKE ANOTHER PERSON START TO TEACH ON DRAMA. THEN SUDDENLY CHANGE AGAIN TO SOME EMO PERSON. SCARY. hahahaha.

school is like that. hahaha. MAD CLASS.

you know something? 2 person told me i look like Denise Keller.
http://www.denisekeller.com/gallery/covers.html
thats her web. go check it out. see if i look like her or she look like me. hahahha

★ Tuesday, July 18, 2006 AT 3:46 PM
Carrot, Egg and Coffee...

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and howthings were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to makeit and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. Itseemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with waterand placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the firstshe placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last sheplaced ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished thecarrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out andplaced them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in abowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. Shedid and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughterto take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observedthe hard-boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip thecoffee. The daughter smiled, as she tasted its rich aroma.

The daughter then asked, "What does it mean?"

Her mother explained each of the objects had faced the same adversity -boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however.

After they were in theboiling water, they had changed the water."Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on yourdoor, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but withpain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with theheat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, afinancial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened andstiff?

Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water,the very circumstance that brings the pain.

When the water gets hot, itreleases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when thingsare at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do youelevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are youa carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to makeyou strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make youhappy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Thebrightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't goforward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches

★ AT 12:15 PM
It's TUESDAY today. today morning use no good. my stomach hurts like mad. i tried getting up but i could not. once i sit up i started shouting for my mother and crying. because i cannot move. once i move abit my stomach would hurt badly.

but in the end. i still go to school. when go to school my stomach still hurt badly. but i still go. and so. . . at about 11am i father came to fetch me from school to bring me home. when i am really in pain my parents bo chap. when not so pain or maybe not as bad they bring me to the doctor and stuff. weird right. right side of my stomach hurt like mad.

now i am at home. resting. gotta eat. i don't understand 1 thing. and it is why is it when a person is sick is it that he or she cannot use the computer? i find that weird. hmmz. lalalala...... ok. i shall go rest now.

everything changed!

NISSI ACTS as a whole. was soo close to each other. but after the multiplication everyone was splited nito 3 different groups. seriously, i miss those time when everyone was close. take an example. wei and myself. we use to be soo close. even when she was a cell leader last time. (talking about the past) dispite everything we were still close. talk baout now. we 2 don't even talk to each other. it's so hard to go out together and so hard to have a good talk. another person is qiqi we use to be so close. now? totally not. man. . . seriously i miss those time. there is always advantages and disavantages in mulitplying.

I MISS THOSE TIME!

NISSI ACTS. LONG SINCE A LAST OUTING. after the mulitplying did not have a single outing. sad.

★ Monday, July 17, 2006 AT 1:44 PM
SUNDAY:

sunday. hmmz. i did not go for BS. went out with my parents. got to be with my father because my mother had a wedding dinner to attend. so was at orchard with my father. ate at Black Angus. lalala. i ate COD FISH my father ate STEAK. and the min i reach home i fell sick. my tummy hurts like mad. then my father brought me to see the doctor. then the Q was super long. yeah. thats all!

MONDAY:

home. got MC. and until now my tummy hurts. man...it is bad. felt like vomittting but nothing come out. very xin ku. i am having headache. hmmz. mann...comming down with fever. my tummy hurts like mad man....

★ Sunday, July 16, 2006 AT 12:12 AM
I went to PATHLIGHT today! and the kids was awesome. i was late to go to school. so my father send me down to PATHLIGHT stright. so went there to hold a carnival for the kids there. i was a game Marshal. fun role. had alot of fun. playing with the kids. seeing them laugh and smile is such a joy. i shall share with you some photos! i even bought a t-shirt from PATHLIGHT i want to remember that place. so i got a tee. it cost $20. but it helps the school so why not. it is a picture of a boy who is drawn in crayon.



after the event i rush down to church. hehe. got newcommers. hahha. 5 some more. cool right. yeah. then had a great day in church. today praise and worship during SNL was AWESOME. YEAH. HAD alot OF FUN after that. during cell was fun. hahahahaha. then DINNER. it was MADNESS. super fun. Syl actually ask me to eat supper with him and people. but end up. enver. he told me to go back after that long wait. but i did help in arraging the tables and chairs stack chairs. keep chairs. haha. was soo fun!!!! the chairs are like stack taller then me but i still could drag them to the shak. SOO FUNN. hahahahahhaa!!

after that took a cab home. and now i am watching a MOVIE! on Demand TV from cable tv. gotta pay those type. haha. so nice to watch.

★ Friday, July 14, 2006 AT 11:10 PM
Wow. i just got home after a dinner with my parents and my aunt at east coast lagoon. we ate STINGRAY GRILLED CHICKEN WING SOTONG ROJAK AND FRUITS! soo nice. cheap and good. after that we took a walk, before going off. then i felt that i should go for a cycle or something every week. good for exercise. and night is cooling and AWESOME. i should. yeah. went to bedok jetty. and it was so cool. i saw how people try to catuch sotong and how they fish for fish. it is just cool and nice. HEHE.

i made my IC hahhaa. soo exciting. hahaha. my friend told me that parites of the cab is good. there sure be a part 3 because it is incomplete.

★ AT 6:38 PM
School AGAIN today. haha. as usual it is like THAT. haha. nothing to talk about.

as i promised i shall share another shildhood story with You!

i call this story The Mad Dog.

People involved are Rebecca Victor Jemery Timothy My sister and myself. (all cousins)

We were all having fun at the park across my gand's house.
WHEN!

there is this MAD DOG which came chasing after us. it's a pig bull. pit bull. hahaha. and so. we 6 went running like mad childern around the park. and that dog was just chasing us. so we all red towards the slide. where it is high. and that dog cannot catch us. so we all did. when we were up there. the dog kept barking and making WEIRD sound to us. and we all started screaming going mad. then my sister victor and rebecca went down to run and pick up branchers while me timothy and jemery was up the slide.

then when victor rebecca and my sister came back we all started to throw the branchers at that dumb dog. while screaming, trap up there. at that time none of us have a phone. and Luckliy. my aunt and uncle went for a jog. they came out of the house and found all of us trap up the slide screaming.

so they went to that family who own the dog and look for them and complain. and from that day on. we never see that dog. until today. my cousins and i can NEVER forget that incident.

MORE TOMORROW!!

★ Thursday, July 13, 2006 AT 6:41 PM
(This is going to be a Primary school compo about my day)

I woke up early today.
I brush me teeth, comb my hair, change my clothes and eat my breakfast.
Then Daddy fetch me to school.
I walk to class and see all my friends.
We talk and play.
When time is up the prefect come into my class and ask us to do down.
So, we went down and sing song.
After that my school Vice-Principle share God's word.
Then school dismiss us back to class.
We study and study.
After the school finish.
I go to the dentist after school.
I so long never go already.
Now my teeth very pain.
I also buy milk for my dog.

Haha. Done. cute right. so primary school. hahha.

I want to talk about my CHILDHOOOOOOOOD!!!

Ok. i still remember whe i was in Primary school. i stayed over in my cousins house, Rebecca Victor Rachel's house. i was then playing with Victor and Rebecca only. While Rachel is somewhere. my cousin has a skateboard. and 3 of us put the board verticslly. then we sit in it. like sitting on a bike. 1 in front 1 middle 1 back. so we had fun. we would ask my uncle or use our legs to kick the floor then we would move. then we would move VERY FAST. we are playing at the house corridoor. so it is a straight path. then we go very very fast. in the end we would stop. because if not we will hit the wall. so we all will laugh and have fun. now i think back i thought it is dumb. HAHAH.

And, i was the youngest among Victor and Rebecca. and i am so small size and short. i cannot see what's infront of me. so Kay Kiang i told my cousin i want to be in front. so they all agree. then we went very very very fast. and when we was reaching the wall my cousin thought i know what to do which is to put my hands out to prevent from me slamming into the wall. but i did not put my hands out.

and so POWW!!!!!!! i slammed my forehead on the wall. so i started crying like a tap running with water. and i walk back with rebecca comforting me. then i cry until very loud. so my aunt came to the door she saw me and ask rebecca what happen. and she told her everything. my aunt just kept laughing.

while victor plug alo vera and apply on my head. i cry until like it is the end of the WORLD. haha. funny i know. HAHAHAHA.

Stay tune! tomorrow will be another story on my childhood.

★ Wednesday, July 12, 2006 AT 4:05 PM
it's wednesday. and i am getting like SO BORED OF SCHOOL. my tummy is hurting at times and it is killing me. pain pain pain. went to school. and nothing happen. as boring as ever. tomorrow again school. how sucky.

school is like boring. go there to study and done. besides that you've got friends. but it is like. all fun and happy. but once a qurrale comes your way. it is like crap. again. super irritating.

this saturday will be going church late. because got event. hmmz. school event. have to go to this school to hold a carnival for them. so i am going. have to go.

★ Tuesday, July 11, 2006 AT 6:31 PM
What can i say? my tummy hurted this morning because of the food yesterday. haha. mad.

crap crap crap! my clique is hinding something from me. they keep wispering SOOO MUCH and not tell me. so i aks Jasmine and she told me that i cannot say anything because it is about YOU. goodness. i don't know what is going to happen. man.. . .

man. . . i cannot go church next week now. this week can. next cannot. because my friends plann a birthday celebration for 3 person. Phia Jas and myself. hmmmz!!! hrmp.

i got to say my father's MAD! he bought me this $13.00 mag. which is MAD CLASSIC. it is a very funny mag. which is hard to find in Singapore. it is a U.S mag. so ex. and he bought it. anyway THANKS DAD. haha.

next saturday i can't go church!!! man. . . because of a praty. my clique is celebrating Jasmine's Sophia'a and my birthday next saturday. going to Sentosa for the whole day. can't change date because need a saturday. HOW HOW HOW!!! and this is NOT an excuse to SKIP church. i LOVE church alot.

★ Monday, July 10, 2006 AT 6:01 PM
went school today. yesterday did not blog because i was not feeling well. suddenly my whole body hot then i felt cold. but no fever also. hmmz. haha. then today went to school. it seem like tha day pass SOO fast. it is like before i know it, it is already 1.45pm. then all go off. so i went to eat with my friends. i think i am gonna XIE TU ZI. not too sure how to spell. but anyway. yeah.

because we ate indian rojak and then ate this thing like bone like that. then got to suck the bone. very funny. it is lamb. so got that smell. very very very funny. hahaha. then we eat until my hands all RED. because of the sauce. then i ate tissue prata also. hahaha.

haha. yesterday bible study was funny. hahaha. lalalala. MORMANS? NORMANS? hahahaha. chreie and i was talking about it. we was like MOMANS MORMANS NOMANS NORMANS. hahahahaha.

EXTRA EXTRA! READ ALLL ABOUT IT. EXTRA EXTRA.
DID YOU WATCH THE NEWS? CHINESE NEWS. THERE IS THIS COUPLE OLD OLD COUPLE ALL IN THEIR 70S AND THEIR HOUSE GOT BURNT! BECAUSE OF THE JOSS STICK AND THOSE PRAYER CANDLE. WAHAHAHAHA

★ Saturday, July 08, 2006 AT 11:40 PM
it's FINALLY saturady. church church church. there are people out in the world who thinks that church is boring and alwaus asking "why do you do church for?!". and at times i felt this question is very 'scary' because that person is ask you 'what is your purpose of going to church?!' and what are you going to say? "oh. i am going there to see girls/boys" or "i am going there for MY GOD."

going church is goos yea true. BUT. it is much deeper then just GOING. but going for the right purpose. God or man? some also go for FUN. to make more FRIENDS. but your purpose is to go for God.
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i was just talking to Rico on MSn about disliking a person. and what i LOVEEEE about church is that everyone there are christians but some are new soo not all 100% are christian. but 1 thing is that i don't DISLIKE a person in church at all. there is no ONE person who i cannot stand or like. i simply LOVE ALL and LIKE ALL. but if you are talking about the WORLD is it a totally different story. there is so much disliking in the world. but in a christian world it is all LIKES AND LOVE :). aww. how sweet.
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i LOVE using the word AWWWWW.... hahahhaa. i don't know why. hehe!!

★ Friday, July 07, 2006 AT 12:02 PM
Ok. lets just say. i Miss school a LITTLE! haha. wow. it is like so hard to say that. hahaa. and my school is DUMB for today that is. because today have some event that all teachers gotta attend. then my school end schol at 1.45pm normally. then today end at 12pm. BUT! some other schools DON'T EVEN HAVE SCHOOL. how crappy!!!!! GOOOODNESS!!! see the difference half day and NO SCHOOL. what crap. this school is MAD! maybe because the past few days no school already. because of my school singing maraton. haha. mad!

i am suddenly so happy. PRAISE GOD! woo hoo!! my mother is alright.hahaha. madness me. lalalala. i still cannot think what phone i should get. haha. i like a phone without 3G but my papa tell me why not get a phone WITH 3G since 3G phone are cheaper then this non 3G phone that i want! mann... sad. hahaha. so i am still THINKING. hhaha.

i am watching croc files now. and i am looking at some snake. hear him talk talk then i don't know what is going on. how lame. i guess i am getting super random again. i don't know why. but this few days i am geting soo random. haha. this croc file guy steave erwin or something he is a Aussie. always using the word Mate. haha.

suddenly i am so happy again. haha. i am talking to Shabana now. then she keep laughing.

★ Thursday, July 06, 2006 AT 1:45 PM
ask me why i hate school. ask me why i don't like school. ask me why i dislike school. ask me why school sucks. and ALL i can say is that school's CRAP. i just hate school.

and everytime i tell me mother she wouls start her nag. always telling me the same thing. then she will always go ,'you think i like scolding you like that?! i am very hurt you know. my heart is all broken. . . 'ect. . . . then what you want me to do and say. 1 thing about parents they always scold say thing like hurt sad pain cry trust thought belive. but in the end they think that they are very hurt and 'heart broken' and they think that their kids have NO feeling.

to an extend they will always say things like i will not talk to you. or why go church for. or must as well not go church since you go then you become like this. or even the word b*****

or parents LOVE to compare. they will say this and that about you comapring with your cousins or their friends kids. i hate it when they start to COMPARE. that is the last thing you will want. when you are sick they will think otherwise.

when you need someone. no one is to be found.

★ Wednesday, July 05, 2006 AT 2:04 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! CALL MY NUTS! i am like SOO happppppy!! hahaha. but 1 thing. i am on MC otday! man. that is bad. then gotta come to my grand's house tp celebrate my birthday. hehe. soo exciting can. keep going toilet. haha.

YAY. THE CLIQUE IS OK ALREADY. i hope that you guys understand why i am not in school today. on MC. yupp. lalala. hope you guys have FUN in school! hahaha.

I AM LIKE WANTING THAT PHONE SOOOOOO BADLY! but yah. hahaha. nuttss.

oh yah. that World Cup thing. all the bookies and singapore pool all make alot of money i would say because i belive alot of people bet Brazil Argentina England. and all. then now they ALL OUT. wow. $$$ hahahaha

wow. mycousin is like playing his game. gamming. hahaha. then i ask him. how long do you game. then he tell me . err. not long? hahaha. mad guy. he is like only PRI 6. and he looks like my boyfriend. haha. looks older then me. thats why i call him boyfriend. hahahaha. ultra cute boy.

★ Tuesday, July 04, 2006 AT 2:07 PM
i thought i've got it going. but mayeb not now. it have ended. but i guess. it's alright. i am like STAY HOME GIRL. yesterday and today i am at home. did not really go out at all. and TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAYY!!!!!

i LOVE my parents! they are like giving me positive sign to getting me my phone. LG CHOCOLATE KG800. i am like SO excited. because i have been saving money for that phone. and my mother was like sooo happy because i save money to get that phone. WOO HOO!!

tomorrow's my birthday and after school i am going down to my grand's house to celebrate with my family. sooo exciting! get to eat all my fav food. it is LIYING'S DAY. soooo coooool. goodness. i LOVE MY FAMILY.

i am gonna save save save! KG800 will be MINE! hahahaha. i love that phone can! it is SUPER classy full of attitude style. i LOVE phone with attitude. yes. and that phone is THE one. it is like a touch screen. soo cool.

i also want to wish ALL THE JULY BABIES A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! i LOVE july.

i think it is a really nice name for a month. hahaha. LOVE.

i am going mad. i am getting SUPER random in everything. check my friendster profile out. it is super random. haha.

tag replies. Ton days. WHY GO CHURCH?
★ Sunday, July 02, 2006 AT 11:32 PM
TAG REPLIES IS AT THE END.

WOW. it have been long since i LAST blogged. because i was soo tired!! i ton on thrusday to friday. AND saturday to sunday. so i don't really have energy. hahaha.

on THURSDAY TO FRIDAY

went to Millnia walk to ton with Shalinda Nurul and Idah. we was there watching the thing. talking taking photo. went to the river also so hang out and talk. eat and stuff. then we went to the fountian and you know there got ALOT of banches right. yeah. we all took 1 bench and sit and talk. then Nurul slept on the banchers while the rest of us talk. then we walk like CRAZY. walk like EVERY WHERE, only at about 5.15am then we left walk to City hall. it's like totally NO CARS. at raffles bulv if i am not wrong. so we split up. 2 person go to 1 person house so iwent to Shalinda house to bathe and change and go out back there again to sing. soo thats about it. the singing was konda cool. kinda nervouse too. but it is cool. hahahaha. siti brother is nice. he is like the encouragement there. yeah.

well, we {idah, shalinda, liying, kerrie, jasmine, me} wanted to head down to town.so , idah said she know where to go.so we trusted idah and followed her all the way.we took bus 147while in bus,we notice that we were taking the wrong bus.so idah went to double check with the bus driver.and YES we were in the wrong bus.and we landed at china town so siti shouted for the bus to stop.and everyone started staring at siti.

siti was like?haha.. you'all kena Jeck...everyone couldn't take their eyes off her.we managed to cross the road and take the bus again.this time we landed at LITTLE INDIA its like we are going for racial harmony tour.miss idah is our tour guide.don't worry we didn't landed at gaylang.hehe.shalinda, kerrie and jasmine went home cos' they were too tired.so liying idah and i end up going town together.hehe.we had LOTS OF FUN

p.s i copied all these from siti's blog. hahahah!!!!! sorry siti. thanks also.

on SATURDAY TO SUNDAY

alright. so after church i went down there to look for Lauren Janice Yu Ting and other people. when i reach there i saw Desmond i was really kinda shock because he was alone and why would he come for? so i talk to him. ask him to sit with us and talk and stuff. yeah. then had soooo much fun! was trying to play choc chilli but everyone kept LAUGHING. so we can NEVER complete 1 round. haha. super fun. SUPER. hahaha. after that we just talk talk then the gard keep coming to us and telling us to quiet down and stuff. really funny. soooo, once it was 3am plus. Janice Desmond Lauren Yu Ting and myself decide to go catch a movie. so we went. we WALK TO CINE. IT IS MADD!! WALK FOR LIKE ABOUT AN HOURR!!!!!!! then we watch Just for Luck. i kept laughing. actually desmond and myself was like laughing while the rest of them was like HALF DEAD. yeah. funny show. after that we walk back to Mill then we sat there talking and laughing again. then once time is up we left. i went home and SLEEEEEEEEP UNTIL 5PM PLUS then went out again!!!

to meet my ANIMALS. because they want to celebrate my birthday. HOW SWEET OF THEM. so i went to the swensense to meet them to eat. then while eating we saw a COCOROACH! goodness. i told the waiteress and they change our table. so after that suddenly the manager and waitressess came to my table then crowd round me and sing me a birthday song and GAVE me an earthquake as a birthday cake. soo funny. then i was TOTALLY SHOCK! after that a waitress came to be and pass to me my presents from my animals. SOO SWEET.. I AM SUPER HAPPY!! I LOVE THEMM!!! THEY ARE SOO NICE.

LOVE MY ANIMALS! AND LOVE MY FARM!

Why Go To Church?

A Church goer wrote a letter to the editor of a newspaper and
complained that it made no sense to go to church every Sunday.
"I've gone for 30 years now,"
he wrote, "and in that time I have heard something like 3,000
sermons. But for the life of me, I can't remember a single one of
them... So, I think I'm wasting my time and the pastors are
wasting theirs by giving sermons at all."
This started a real controversy in the "Letters to the Editor"
column, much to the delight of the editor. It went on for weeks
until someone wrote this clincher:

"I've been married for 30 years now. In that time my wife has
cooked some 32,000 meals. But, for the life of me, I cannot
recall the entire menu for a single one of those meals. But I do
know this... They all nourished me and gave me the strength I
needed to do my work. If my wife had not given me these meals, I
would be physically dead today. Likewise, if I had not gone to
church for nourishment, I would be spiritually dead today!" When
you are DOWN to nothing..... God is UP to something! Faith sees
the invisible, believes the incredible and receives the
impossible! Thank God for our physical AND our spiritual
nourishment

wee kiat: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE IT!! yupp. weiwei THE NEWBIE.

kyo: sure thing. no problem! THANKS

mrs ross: i LOVE you too! i will girl, relax.

don't know who. guess: yupp! my big day is comming. is it MY TREAUSRE?

deborah: thanks girl.

glads: thanks. hehe. yeah 2 hours. MADNESS,

leona: hahaha. it's alright what. hehe.

josiah: hehe. don't really understand. opps. haha

★ ADVERTS.