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★ PROFILE.



vannieser

Married at 22
A mother at 23
And loving it.

Why? Because i married someone who makes me truly happy.

And this blog is dedicated to everyone i love.



vannieser@live.com



★ HISTORY
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2014

★ Tuesday, September 30, 2008 AT 9:42 PM
home all day today (:
and i love eating mango.

★ Monday, September 29, 2008 AT 11:59 PM
THANKS GUYS! From Heart Of God Church, C1 and C3!

another plus point.
sissy told me that Carol like the pictures i took for them! during the Code Edge dance comp. and want me to go take for them again! during the finals(:

thats all! bye

★ Sunday, September 28, 2008 AT 11:05 PM
lets see.

watched F1.

and, i just wanna say a HUGE THANK YOU to One Decade's Cell Group for making a Get Well Soon card for me.
i'm actually okay, and fine. (:
but still, thanks guys.

really touched by them. like, they don't even know me?
OD's cell don't even know me. and they actually made a card for me.
woah.
thanks guys, really. though i've got noo idea who you guys are, and you guys got noo idea who i am also.

yupyup.

goodbye

★ AT 3:34 AM
just ask me this one question.

WHAT DO YOU EXACTLY WANT TO DO IN YOUR LIFE?
or like, WHAT ARE YOUR INTEREST YOU WANNA PURSUE?
or even like, WHAT ARE YOU INTO?

i know, thats like 3 questions. but yes.

there are many many things i wanna do. and wanna be good at.

the one thing i wanna do is, to perform.
i've always LOVE performing.
in what sense?
Dancing, Acting, Singing
anything that gotta do with the stage.

dancing - started sec 1 ended sec 4.
acting - tried and failed (when i was REALLLLLLLLY YOUNG cause i did not like the class)
singing - none

woah.
like i have totally pursue ANY.

dancing is something i've always always love.
my sis is a dancer, everyone knows that.
she dances REALLLLLY well, teaches dance, perform dance, go on tv, teach in studio, teach in schools.
she loves to dance, she love it.
she pursued it. she got it.

who do i look up to?

my sister.

why?

she went for it. she did not give up.

i've always love dancing, since sissy dances, this me small one also dance, take lessons dance in school and all.
found interest in dance.
but felt, i could not catch up. felt like a loser.
so? i gave up.

i know coward.

but well, thats who i feel man.

besides that.

i look up to my sister cause she knows that she want.
she got that she want.
her = dance
me = NOTHING

no idea how i feel man.
but like, i admire her, i look up to her.
cause she got what she want.

me? wanna dance also never dance.
take up dancing again?
might consider.

sometimes i wonder, why do people get what they want so fast, get what they want so easily.
maybe it LOOKS easy but it's not.

people around me are getting what they want. not me. loser.

i'm tired.
tired of thinking.
tired of everything.
tired of this world.
but i've got You.

★ AT 2:13 AM
CODE EDGE 2

went down to NLB or is it NBL.
whatever yes.
was a photographer for that event.
sissy's studio needed a photographer, so called me down.
so i went down, snap shots for them. yeah
first time, pretty cool.
free access to everywhere. cool stuff.
seriously.
good experience.

yup.

i'm pretty tired now and stuff.
so night, and goodbye

★ Friday, September 26, 2008 AT 3:12 PM
home home home.

just wanna say thank you to everyone who ask how am i and care for me.
(:
i'm feeling much much better, just that my stomach is still driving me nutty.

i need to go clothes shopping.
i need to go shoe shopping.
i need to go shopping.

i need to get dresses.
i need to get tops.
i need to get bottoms.
i need to get flats.
i need to get heels.
i need to get shoes.
i need to get sandals.

how about that all sums up to one thing.

MOOLAHS.

thats all for now.
byebyeworld.

★ AT 2:16 AM
Myself, BFF, Kerrie

★ Thursday, September 25, 2008 AT 11:53 PM
did not blog yesterday,
weird huh.

anyway, cause i'm sick.
thats all, and up till now. i still feel sick, and i'm gonna go throw up.

so, byebye

★ Tuesday, September 23, 2008 AT 4:02 PM
stay home all day.
not feeling too well.
tummy driving me nuttsy dutsy
my emotions are going crazy too, gotta control them man.
things are starting to crash and fall.
studies are getting harder and harder.
congrats to me, i love myself.
and please take care.

★ Monday, September 22, 2008 AT 10:55 PM
i am.

TIRED.

so,

GOODBYE.

and.

i am sick.

why?

i ate too much cockles.

so,

goodbye

★ Sunday, September 21, 2008 AT 11:22 PM
OKAY I KNOW, this is my 3rd post for the day.
HAHA. i am way tooooo lazy to edit the post.
and like put all my videos together.

okay, anyway today.
woo.
home, parents back from trip.

tomorrow,
outing, school.
SUCKS.

★ AT 10:27 PM


smart of what.
gosh.

★ AT 4:56 PM


this video took youtube by a storm.
51 over million hits.

SUPER CUTE, SUPER FUNNY. HAHAH

★ AT 12:34 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR KERRIE.
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY.

thanks for inviting me to your partyyy((:

okay, today, went to hoGc for service.
and seriously honestly, i love Pastor Lia.
SHE IS DA BOMB.
super super super good preacher.
woosh!

okay, thats alll

i loveeeloveeeeeee

★ Saturday, September 20, 2008 AT 3:26 PM

fooling around with my mac is so much fun(:

This Is Everything I Have.
This Is All I've Got...
My Heart...
I Give It To You.

Ask me Ask me.
HA

★ AT 3:50 AM
WATCH FROM LIKE, 2:00 ONWARDS.

KISS ASSSSSSS



like, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
GUITAR PLUSSSSSSSSSS BEATBOX!?

★ AT 2:12 AM
number one. NO ONE IS TO ASK ME HOW IS MY EXAM

okay, thats all.

pictures speaks.

well well, from the left, REBECCA SISSY AUNTMIN ME
SISSY AUNTMIN BECCA
ARCHIPELAGO
YUMMY YUM YUM

★ Friday, September 19, 2008 AT 4:27 PM
i'm not too sure if i ever put this up before.
but heck it.



SHAWNNNNN THE PRAWNNNNNN. SINGINGGGGG.
haha.
shawn is the prawn of the crew.
he is the king of all prawn.

okay that was nonsense.

★ AT 4:22 AM
a crush is a crush

infatuation is infatuation

but,

love is different.

love is love.
love is patient
love is kind
love is not age
love is deep
love is an affection
love last
love last beyond time
love is from the heart
love is simple
love, is loving you.

★ Thursday, September 18, 2008 AT 11:13 PM
STUDY STUDY STUDY.

went to mug with ODODODODODODODODODODODODOD.

TOMORROW GOT EXAM.
STATS EXAM TOMORROW.
7PM.

WISH ME LUCK.

thank you thank you.
AHH!

going crazy, THANKS TO MY WORK. AHHH!!!

the man who can't be moved.
i love the MV.

i cannot tahan already.

i got disturbed by bapohs just now.
ARGH. i did not do anything):
not even start at them):
they were behind me):

FREAK.

okay, byebye.
HAAAAAAA.

ahhh!!lovelove

★ Wednesday, September 17, 2008 AT 11:51 PM





we went crazy, in the pictures.
hahaha.
thats my new school by the way.
it's resting place, the reception area. shiok.
haha. we only like the SILVER SOFA. haha.
pure madness.

yeah, today lesson only like, 1.5 hr. so cool. hahaha
but yeah, was really productive 1.5 hour man. seriously. was really gooood.
haha.

okay, i'm tired.
BYEBYE

★ Tuesday, September 16, 2008 AT 10:02 PM
❁ ROWENA says:
and ytd msg, i was praying.
❁ ROWENA says:
and i got the urge to tell you that

whats the text?
Keep your composure. Your optimisticness is your beat trait. Love you.

she sent me this like late late late.
woo.

my mood was pretty shitty.
and she suddenly texted me that.
woah, i smiled when i saw that text.

thank ROOOOOOO.

anyway, i studied today! LIKE AT LAST.

and i went to PASA MALAM! super shiok i tell you, SUPA SHIOK.
haha. BOUGHT NEW PJs MAN. SHIOK(:
ELMOELMO.

beybye.

★ Monday, September 15, 2008 AT 11:55 PM
YESTERDAY

YESYESYES!
i never update yesterday. so here goes(:
actually i did update. but well. was not feeling toooo well.
so here is the 'right' one.

well, morning went to watch Bro's Dragon Boat thingy. yupyup.
though he never row, but well. went to see him. talk talk and watch his school compete.
could not wait for him to race, buddy and me had to go off. oh well.
sorry ah bro. but we still went down! haha.
it was FREAKING HOT. the sun was like, BOMB.
i just found out that i actually got tanner, there is the lineee. hahaha.

NYP
Water splash! haha, i wanna be in the boat HAHA
SO CUTE HOR!?
Bro and Buddy
The Bros

after that, buddy and me headed down to city hall to meet Baby Ro and Sylvester.
Syl came LATE. haha.

okay, whatever.

soooo, we went to eat DIM SUM BUFFEETTTT TOGETHERR!
since buddy got a craving for it. haha
went to River City
BUDDY! Baby Ro! Myself!
p/s: i love my back, looks tan, and check out the line man. WOO!
Baby Ro! Buddy! Sylvester!

alrighty alrighty!
after the DIMSUMMM, we went to St. Andrew's Cathedral
and we went in, joined the service for awhile, it was the CANTONESE service!
hahaha, and Syl asked me to translate for him, so i did(:

St. Andrew's Cathedral
yupyup. thats the service. very little people. very.

okay, after that, we went to town. walked around and stuff.
then awhile later, everyone went off.
i went to grand daddie's house for family dinner, since its like, lantern festival.

as usual, a yearly thing, the cousins gotta create FIRE.
haha, BURN BURN BURN, sadly, it rained in the afternoon, so the playground was damp, so like, leaves and branches alllll wet. but we made things work man.
we took peoples left over lanters, HAHAHAHA.
BURN THEM!
since we've got out own candles, we used them and stuff.
last year we managed to create a bomb.
for those who watched the video you will know what i mean
it's in my archives.
go find. HAHA.

Lantern Fest
Burn Burn Burn(:

yesyes, a small fire. but it was FUN. hahaha.

yupyup, thats all man for yesterday (Sunday)

AND FOR TODAYYYY!!

nothing. schooled.
yupyupyup

EXAM THIS FRIDAY.
SUCKS.

thats all. BYEBYEBYEEEE!!!

i love You, forever ever always

★ Sunday, September 14, 2008 AT 11:28 PM
i'm pretty speechless about things.

too many things happened

i'm confuse i'm in a dilemma.

i feel like crying for joy, crying for sadness.

why?

everyone should watch The Big Give.
the joy of giving, the love of giving.
brought me much tears.

i need You, badly

★ Saturday, September 13, 2008 AT 11:35 PM


Dream Big, Dreaming is Free
- Pastor Benny Prasad.

love that phrase.
sky's the limit.
just like what picture, see the limit? no?
yeah, same thing, dream big, dreaming is free.
dream what you wanna dream, live your dream.
work for it, get it, love it.

went to churchie today.
fabfab.

actually, frankly.
why do i feel tension EVERYWHERE?
i feel like i can't speak up, i feel like i can't communicate with you guys anymore.
it's getting a toll on me.
honestly it is.
):

more than anything, i love You

★ AT 12:59 AM
after school, had orientation at the new school.

NEW CLASSROOOOMMXZXZXZXZ. Year Ones and a hand full of Year Tow.
with Pastor How, and his wife Pastor Lia(: not forgetting my stats teacher, MR CHANN.
try spotting me. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

THE GUYSSSXZXZ
vanesssssa, abbbbbbby, jie ruuuuu, chewtheng
THE GIRLSSSSS!! haha, alot more of girls man.
SPOT ME. hahahaha

All the girls so hot and sexy. HEHEHEHE((((:

p/s: THOSE WHO WNTS THE PICTURES, LOOK FOR ME PLEASE. THANKS.

★ Friday, September 12, 2008 AT 5:03 PM
a question frequent asked.

POSSIBLE FOR A GUY AND A GIRL HAVE A PLATONIC LOVE FOR EACH OTHER?
for those who don't know what platonic love is, it means like for a guy and a girl to have a non-sexual relationship. relationship as in, FRIENDSHIP.
so they are just friends, but one guy one girl.

usually guys answer to this question is: NO
usually girls answer to this question is: YES

to me, i'm also part of the USUALLY girl group.
to me it's possible, cause i am in one!
THE SAYANGS.

okay, i say again. SAYANG is ME and the other SAYANG is MORGAN.
got it? get it?
so, don't ask me anymore who is the Sayang i am reffering to in my blog
hahaha. so yes, now it's clear.

SAYANG = ME
SAYANG = MORGAN

and another thing, WE'RE NOT TOGETHER. hahaha.

thats what MANY MANY people thought, but we're not.
hehehehe.

sayang i know you're reading this, HAHA.

my sayang is the best(:
his girlfriend and him together is DA BOMB.
haha. super hilarious.

okay, i look like i'm like 'promoting' him.

back to platonic love.

yes, both of us.
when we got to know each other, he was attach i'm single.
soon after we know each other, one whole lot of thing happen.
his girlfriend and him broke up.
soo, 2 single person.
we went out together DAILY, except on saturdays, cause we both had to go church.
for like 2 months? we went out DAILY together, like daily. yeah.
but also nothing leh. haha.
up till today, he is attached to DALLLLLLLLL BABE, and they are like HAPPY TOGETHER.

and we still maintain this love for each other.

so in conclusion, IT'S POSSIBLE FOR A GUY AND A GIRL TO MAINTAIN A PLATONIC LOVE FOR EACH OTHER!

★ Thursday, September 11, 2008 AT 10:11 PM
CREW OUTINGGG.
sentosa, Elton's house, Movie.

shiok-a-doo!

sentosa was like, talking, just have our own fun.

but, ELTONNNN. OMGOMGOGOMGOMGOGM.
A TALL TALL NICE AND GENTLE GUY STANDING AT 193CM.
he is RICHHH to the max, but one thing.
he is VERYYY humble.
he lives in Sentosa Cove, for those who don't know where it is.
it's AT sentosa, value of area there USE to be 2 mil PER HOUSE. but NOWWW, it have gone up to 5 mil!
madness, i know. and yes, dear elton lives there. MADNESS.
they own their own 10k buggy, a yacht that cost them !@#$@$%#^$%Y#$ alot of money.
he have his own jamming studio and stuff.
and also, he got his own personal driver.

trust me it's madness.

we went to tour the yacht and stuff, like WOAH DOUBLE DECKER BED, KINGSIZED BED. like MADNESS!

as much as i know everyone wanna see a picture, BUT! I SADLY DID NOT BRING MY CAMERA WITH ME TODAYYY. cause like go sentosa not very safe ah. yeah.
but well, i'll take as many pictures as i can from dal since she brought her cammie! yes.

anyway, seriously.

elton is a VERY NICE NICE NICE GUY.
he is rich, YES TRUE.
but well, how many RICH people can you find who are HUMBLE to the max.
seriously, he is VERYYY HUMBLE. and that is what that makes him nice and got many many many friends!

me: eltonnn, how do you go to school man. (he studies in TP)
elton: oh, my dad sends me to the MRT and i will take the mrt to school.
me: oh, why not just get your driver to send you to school man.
elton: nahhhh, i don't like it. like, just take MRT lah, can what. more over i like taking the MRT.
me: woooo.

come on man, when i ask him about his driver, he did not go all like, hao lian and stuff. he is like, nah, he don't like it. and he said it like, super humbly and stuff.

when his driver came to pick us all up from Siloso beach right, he all went, 'hello uncle, thank you' and stuff, and elton was like, 'hey man, call him boss. he's the man'
he treats his driver and maids SUPER NICE. and like not all bossy and stuff.

everyone was like WOAH ELTON HOW I WISH I CAN LIVE HERE MAN, YOU'RE FREAKING RICH BLAH BLAH BLAH.
and he kept repeating 'be contented with what you have man, be contented'
WOAH, COMING FORM A RICH GUY!?
woah, seriously, Elton teaches us ALLLL a lesson.
so what if you've got money, does not make you a person of higher grade.

true true?
truee truee trueeee.

once again, THANKS ELTON FOR EVERYTHINGGGGG!! -HUGHUG-

went to watch 4BIA, WOOO.
okay lah, not as scary as i expected it to be! BUTTTTTT!!!!!!! it did shock me and scare me.

yes, thats all for today!!!!

anyway!
hahaha

i just wanna out this up.

Nobody sees her tears when she laughs
Nobody sees her scream when she smiles
Nobody sees that she has withered like a wild flower in the wile
Because nobody sees beyond the surface.
-Eleanor

you find it true? cause i surely do.

THANKS OD FOR THE SWEET POST. HAHA.
ILOVELOVEYOUTOO

OMG, LOVE

★ Wednesday, September 10, 2008 AT 11:22 PM
world funniest.




look at pree and look at me.
hmmm.

okay, ONE DECADE I LOVE YOU GIRLY.
i am very proud to be your friend for TEN LONG YEARS!

okay, school.
bye.
lovelove

★ AT 3:01 AM
my crew.
i love them.
but i love you more.

time to give up on my vintage watch.
it gives me itch.

i'm gonna diet.
i know, i said that diet is the last thing i will think of.
but not anymore.

outing this thursday.

★ AT 1:56 AM
ONE DECADEEEEEEEE
SHARRRRMILAAAAAA
THANKS ONE DECADEEEEEE
KAKEEEEEEEEEE




mr bean so cute, who can resist?



soo cool. i've watched this long ago. bue for those who have not.

★ Tuesday, September 09, 2008 AT 2:24 AM
you're always there for me
a sentence that speaks alot.

i'm not gonna say much, not gonna say alot.
ponder and think on your own.

common sentences said by people.

- i'll always be here for you
- i'll be your listening ear
- no matter what, i'm here
- you've got me
- be it thick or thin, i'm always here
- call me if you need me
- i'll keep your secrets safe, trust me
- you can talk to me about anything

i believe EVERYONE heard of this before.
yeah?

who have not?

some friends told you, or you told a friend.

have you ever wonder if you REALLY MEAN WHAT YOU SAY?

or it's like, if a friend calls you. wants to talk to you, and you go, 'i'm sorry, i'm busy now, call you later. talk to you about it later kay. bye'

hmmmm.

done that before?

come one, admit it if you have.

cause i know i have.

it's nothing to be shame of i guess, it's just normal.
come on.

how about you need help you need someone to talk to, and your friend who told you 'i'll be here for you when you need me' is the one who said, 'i'm sorry, i'm busy now, call you later. talk to you about it later kay. bye'

how does it feel. sucks huh. yeah tell me about it.
i tell my friends that, and my friends tells me that. oh well.
LIFE.

actually right, to think of it.
what do PEOPLE, as in YOU AND ME.

all WE need is a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, someone who understands, someone who knows you, someone you can trust.

and NOT, someone who shuts you down when you talk, someone who don't understands you, someone who you can't trust.

have you ever told someone you know you can trust and he/she broke the trust?
this is something i will never forget.
why?
cause this person who i trust my person secret with actually broke it.
meant alot to me.

i'm kinda lost for words right now.
cause the only thing that is running through my mind is that.

all you need, is to love a person.
really love a person with your heart.
a genuine love.

don't say something you can't do.
every word counts, every word has a meaning behind it.
know what you're gonna say
stick to it.

love is the key to many many things.

i just had to say this
stand on your own ground,
don't let you heart be moved and influence soo easily.
stick to what you believe.

love, true love.

★ AT 12:57 AM
sis: you look very weird you know.
me: THANKS(:
sis: you really look very weird, damn weird.
me: THATS WHAT I WANT(:

weird weird weird, wonder what she is talking about?
haha, my dressing.

what i wore?
(sorry, no picture)
- red stockings
- high waist skirt
- white tee
- mary-janes
- accessories
- thick belt

okay what, weird meh?

haha. maybe to her.

school ended at 9pm. awesomeness.
for those who don't know, my school is form 7pm - 10pm and 3 times weekly.

OMGOMGOMG,
I AM LIKE THE SMARTEST PERSON EVER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
I CAUSE PEOPLE EXTRA WORK TO DO, EXTRA PROBLEM ALSO.
HOW STUPID CAN I GET.
OMG.

you've got no idea how stupid i can get.

people say, 'girls are the root of all problems'
i disagree, i only agree to 'vanns is the root of all problem, she is the problem'

OMG.

lead a HEALTHY LIFESTYLE LIKE BDP AND ME.
we ate CHERRY TOMATOES during lesson.
it tasted SWEET AND HEALTHY.

yupypu.
okay, now

WATCH THIS, YOU MUST MUST WATCH THIS!



now you understand meaning of, DON'T JUDGE TOO QUICKLY?

i am so dumb, i'm sorry

★ Sunday, September 07, 2008 AT 3:35 PM
will you stand for what you believe in?
stand though everything is against you?

i will.
what about you?

stayhomesundays

iloveYou

★ AT 1:16 AM
edited/

i love my family. i love shopping with mummy. i love her, and she loves me.
holding my hands as we shop, agreeing to buy for me things i want. loving me unconditionally.

though i'm not in church. but i spend time with mummy, sister and daddy.
nothing beats that. God's first, family's second.
not being in church does not mean i'm 'backsliding' or 'falling away from God' or even 'being different from the rest, wanting attention' or 'rebellious'

I love God, with my heart soul mind.

setting aside my saturday to go to church, i really want to.
but when my family comes in, and it got to do with Saturdays.
my family is very important.
i use to skip spending time with my family on saturdays. skip family holiday to go church. did everything i could to skip and just attend church.
i am who i am everyday, not just a saturday christian. don't want to be a saturday christian only. cause i know, God's everywhere. not just in church on saturdays.

some of you might be thinking, how bad i am and stuff.
but i'm sorry, it's my relationship with God.
if you think it's wrong, let me fall then.
i'm stubborn in listening.
i fall, i'll pick myself up with the help of God.
then i'll really learn, i'll really know.

went out with mummy today.
spend time with her, just mummy and me.
sis joined after that. dad gotta work.
went shopping with mummy, it have been really really long since i spend quality time with mummy. a full day with mummy.
i could tell she is happy.
i use is, cause i know at this present moment, though she is sleeping. i knoe she enjoyed herself.

what beats having your kids with you when you're having a off day.
what beats having your love ones with you when you're having your off day.

i'm glad i spend time with mummy.
she is sucha fantastic mummy.
love her to bits.
not cause she give me all the material things, but even without all those.
i still love her.

thanks for understanding me mummy.
thanks for providing me all these 17 years.
thanks for giving me a 'stress-free' life.
thanks for not forcing me to do things.

i thank God for you.

i love you mummy.

on top of that, knowing that there are people who loves you?

you know you don't deserve the love.
but they still love you.
but You still love me.

nothing beats that.

not any amount of thanks can express how much i appreciate this.

a post that brought tears to my eyes.

★ Friday, September 05, 2008 AT 11:52 PM
EDITED

it have been such a long time since i waited this long for a person.
hahaha.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
but i understand luh, your lil brother is sick(:

schooled.
could understand. yayness.

Everyone confirm hear this phrase before.
it's a CONFIRM thing.
but do you act on it?

well, may be asking, WHAT IS THE PHRASE?
well, it's simple.
Think Twice.

Think Twice before you act on something?
Think Twice before you say something?
Think Twice before you press the enter in msn?
Think Twice before you press the send button on your phone?
Think Twice?

we tell people to think twice, but do we?

have we ever thought before saying something?
or maybe we do! but well, do we just look at it from 1 perspective?
it's like, to 1 it may seem alright, to you it may seem alright.
but to others? is it alright?
ever thought about how others will feel after you send it?
hmmm.

it's like, telling someone something.
yet not think before saying it out.

for example.

you receive a text from your parents, saying.

think about this, if you want to be in this family before attending the dinner.

okay, i know you're confuse now.

let me explain.

you have not been home for 3 days, cause you're over at your bestfriend's house for a stay over. and your parents are not very happy that you're staying there for 3 days.
and on the 3rd day, you got a family dinner to attend.

get the picture?

and what does this text mean?

are your parents trying to say, if you're not attending the dinner means you're NOT part of the family? only IF you ATTEND then you ARE?

what do you think?

to me? base on personal opinion, i will say 1 word.
SHIT.

like, i am STILL IN THE FAMILY THOUGH I'M NOT PRESENT. right?

but lets say, if you're like studying abroad, you're not with the family. does that mean that you're not in the family?

no!

you're still in the family! it's not about the presence, it's about the relation.

same thing as,

does not mean you're not in church means you're not a christian.
does not mean you're not in church means you don't love God.
does not mean you're not in church means you're not part of the family.
does not mean you're not in church means you're straying away from God.

is God in church?

NO.

God is EVERYWHERE. especially in your heart, and mine.

i admit, i have not been going to church regularly.
i really want to. but well, i shall not go there.

back to the topic.

you're in the family whether you are there or not.
you're in the family whether you are present or not.
your family still loves you whether you're with them or not.

does not mean you're not with your parents means they don't love you. they still do.

it's about the relation and the quality. not the presence and quantity.

think about it.

RANDOM STUFFFF

Are you once like that little boy?
Will you eat this?

BYEYBYE.

★ Thursday, September 04, 2008 AT 4:24 PM
NOTE: THIS POST IS BASE ON MY PERSONAL OPINION. AND IT'S GONNA BE A LONGLONG POST.



Question yourself, do you about how people look at you?
do you dress/talk/walk/eat/dance/smile/act/laugh/react up to peoples expectation?
do you? are you actually who are you?
are you who the great I am says you are?

guys, text will be in BLUE
girls, text will be in PURPLE
for both, text will be in BLACK

do you bother about how you look to others?
be it if you're fat/thin/tall/short/small/big
do you actually bother about what people think of you?
do you dress to make people happy?
do you talk or walk to make people feel happy?

if you do feel this way or somewhat somehow feel this way,
this post is for you.

well, i can simply say.
be yourself, don't be shy don't be afraid.
dress how you wanna dress, don't restrict yourself.
it's your choice it's your style.
why bother about how others think or feel.
as long as you know what you're doing, it's fine.
why dress to impress human, why dress to please people.

then you may ask.
but, how about people who judge people?

1 word for them.
SHALLOW.

to me, people these day, people are not as shallow as the past anymore.
does not mean by showing a little more of your shoulder makes you a hooker or a prostitute.
maybe people of the past may feel this way, actually even my grandparents don't complain or scold when i wear a halter. why? cause they know does not mean i wear it makes me a hooker or anything else.
it's how you carry yourself and not what you wear.

be yourself! be who you really are! don't be afraid to express who you are in the way you dress!

if you are one who judges people base on their looks, i'm sorry but you're shallow.

how about people who hugs and kisses?

meet your friends and give a hug?
meet you friends and give a kiss?

does it mean, you guys have SOMETHING GOING ON.
well, if thats really true.
i think i'm like, TERRIBLEEEE.
i hug every friend i meet be it male or female.
i give pecks on the cheeks to my girlfriends.
and come on! i've got guy friends who gives hugs and kisses to each other even!
but hellllllllo, some of them are attached already! does that make them gayy???
noo, they still love their girlfriends deeply!

a hug does not mean there is something going on, a kiss does not mean there is something going on.

please don't be soooo shallow to think that a hug and a kiss means the person is all sick in the mind and stuff. please. thats soooo passé.

girls? you may put make up to make yourself prettier. (i use prettier, cause all girls are pretty!)
while some girls puts make up to enhance features.

it's OKAY to put make up, it's personal opinion.
does not mean if you put make up means you're ugly without make up.

for me personally, i only put foundation and mascara.
why? i like things natural. thats all.
i only use eyeliner on days that i look pale or sick. or i just feel like putting.
but does that mean that i'm a fake? i don't think i look pretty enough without make up on? noooo. i still feel the same!
i am just way too lazy to put too much make up on.
cause i hate removing make up. haha.

but still! there is nothing wrong, i'm not saying this just cause me myself put make up. but well, for girls who felt that without make up you look ugly. thats totally wrong. every girl has her own beauty. so what if you don't have the look? but i believe you're got the heart.

people these days looks at the heart and now the outside.

but of course this does not means you totally don't care about how you look.
keeping yourself neat and presentable is something important too!!

and for the christians, does not mean you know God loves you, and you've got God and you totally don't bother about yourself, like how you look.

i know like i said before, be yourself and stuff, don't bother about how people look at you. but at the same time, don't you think you wanna look neat? proper? presentable?

thats to me lah, i felt that all girls should look good, neat and presentable. and not like anyhow dress and stuff. though to you it's like, I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME. yeah. but remember, there are still shallow people around! haha. it's hard for me to put in words, but i hope you get it. and like not think i'm like, contradicting myself. yup.

GUYSGUYS!
well, if you did not bother reading the PURPLE text, well cause it's for girls. but if you read it, then good. HAHAHHA.

anyway, CARRY ON!

although i personally don't like guys to wear skinnies with flip flops.
but well! some still do look nice man.
it's all about presenting yourself and the way you walk.
true?

yeah, i mean, i always see ahbengs wearing flip flops with SUPER SKINNIES and like, a tee and BLONDEEEE BLEACHHHHED hair, with 101 piercing.
CANNOT TANK LOR.

okay, besides that, i've seen guys who wear flip flop with slippers before, and they look FREAKING GOOD! it's how they present themselves i guess.

slippers ahbeng. HEHE. okay don't be mean vanns.

aiyah, i guess there is a VERYYY fine line between AHBENG and GUYS.
i know they are both guys! but like, you know.
beng beng and like normal guys who are not bengs.

i felt that line is WAY TOO FINE. seriously.

guys tried clothes, comes out of the fitting room and ask.

guy: nice or not?
friends: WAHLAUEH, MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE AHBENG!
guy: EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW, I'M NOT GETTING IT!

okay, this is usually the case i guess.
sad right? but well. be who you are luh.
i admit! i do say that! hahaha. but at the end of the day? it's still yourself man, be yourself.

it's actually not about the clothes, but about YOU.

get a ahbeng to wear a a plain tee with skinnies.
and a non-ahbeng to wear a plain tee with skinnies.

ACTUALLY! this is what guys wear right?
skinnies/jeans/berms. tees/polo/shirt.

they can wear EXCATLY the same thing, but, ahbeng still will look ahbeng and guy will not look ahbeng.
why? look at how ahbengs present themselves.
TOTALLY DIFFERNT.

the way they talk? also different.

but that does not mean thay ahbengs are bad people. they are actually nice and loyal friends.
very JIANG YI QI.
yeah. sooo, DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR COVER! SEEE!! AH BENGS ARE NICE PEOPLE ALSO YOU KNOW.

there is nothing much for me to say about guys cause either i know nuts OR there is really nothing to say besides dressing and presenting yourself.

like i said, presentable.

presnting yourself is VERY important you know? it is something vital. it tells alot of you. it is not juding you, but tells alot about you.

i'm using myself as the experiment.
2 seniero.

say, you go your friends house. and find that your friend's parents are home.

me: hello auntie hello uncle. -don't smile just greet in a veryyyy gloomy and like without respect-
parent: hi. -gives a very fake smile-

VS.

me: Hello auntie! hello uncle! ((:
parents: hello. what's your name?

and after a few hours. when yo're about to go home.

me: bye auntie bye uncle. -turns around and walk off-
parents: okay. -nods-

VS.

me: auntie uncle i go off first okay? bye bye. thanks!
parents: oh, not staying for dinner ah?
me: oh, sorry but i can't. gotta go home for dinner(:
parents: okay okay, take care okay? byebye.
me: i will(: thank you!
parents: byebye-smiles-

see the difference? in presenting yourself?

leaving a good impression?
thats veyr important to me.
impression is something very important.

okay, juding a person.

wanna say something about someone?
say it only AFTER YOU'VE MET THEM, OR TALK TO THEM.
if not, it's simply judging them base on their looks. which is like, gross.

okay, watched the show INITIAL D!?
the jay chou show? the car race thing?

if you have GOOD.

see that Jay Chou's car is just a Toyota Corolla AE86.
and he competed with? Mazda Rx 7



in the end, who won?
did a car that looks REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLY good won?
or did a car, which don't look good.
if you just base on the outside, if you don't watch the show, just show you 2 cars.



who do you think will win?
Toyota Corolla AE86 or Mazda Rx 7

many will say MAZDA LAH STUPID. LOOK SO PRO AND NICE. SO SLEEK.

but look in the end, who won?
it's the Toyota Corolla AE86.

so to everyone, it's not about the looks.
looks don't bring you far.

but that does not mean people who looks good means they are loser.
having looks and wining is just a bonus.

it's not about the looks.
it's bout the heart. the inside.

JUDGING PEOPLE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW THEM, WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN MAKE AN EFFORT TO TALK TO THEM TO GET TO KNOW THEM IS LIKE, GROSS.

God did not JUDGE people base on their LOOKS.

if God did not judge people that includes you, base on how you dress and your looks.
i don't see why anyone can judge people base on their looks.

girls, you're pretty in many many ways. it does not need to be based on your face. just be yourself.
guys, though i really DON'T KNOW, what to say. but i felt, be yourself too. don't care about what people say.

i dress to what i want to.
i am who i am.
no one can change me except God.
be yourself, and not what others want you to be.

thats all(:
byebye(:

★ Wednesday, September 03, 2008 AT 11:04 PM
STATISTIC IS TAKING A TOLL ON ME.
BLAH.

okay, people who made my day today.
hahaha, loads of fun man.

lesson ended early, so we end up outside class, laughing playing talking.

dearest BDP is THE COMEDY. haha. THE.
laugh like MAD.

i think we could laugh til the whole building come crashing down.
we laugh until all had to lean on the walls and stuff. man, it was awesome.

took candid shots of them. haha.

BDPBDPBDPBDPABBBBY
MATTTTTTTT!!!!
TOCKKKK!!!
LYNETTTTTTTTTTTE!
JOANNNNNNE
CHARLSTONNNNNNN

BDP: I FEEL LIKE A STAR.

they made my day(:

htw.

okay, talking to YIJUN now,
he is like, 1 year younger than me, but to me he is always a small boy.
small and innocent. HAHA.

vanns says:
seriously, though you're like 1 year younger than me only
vanns says:
but to me, you're like, always the small boy
-Yi Jun says:
HAHAH!
-Yi Jun says:
EHHH IM A MAN ALR HOR!
vanns says:
but to me different mahh
vanns says:
ahahahhahaha
-Yi Jun says:
yah haha
-Yi Jun says:
when i tok to u
-Yi Jun says:
i feel like a small boi also
-Yi Jun says:
hahah
vanns says:
oh well
vanns says:
the auntie and boy bond


vanns says: (11:23:42 PM)
HOW COME AND NEARD SPECS WITH ME LAH
-Yi Jun says: (11:23:47 PM)
hahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vanns says: (11:23:47 PM)
WHATS WITH YOUR DP
vanns says:
AH
vanns says:
AH
vanns says:
AH
-Yi Jun says:
cute rite!!!
vanns says:
OH PLEASE!
-Yi Jun says:
cute lah!
vanns says:
-slience-
vanns says:
-silence-*
-Yi Jun says:
-.-
-Yi Jun says:
WAKAKAK
vanns says:
whatever lah


haha.
thats all.

byebye.

secrets and love

★ Tuesday, September 02, 2008 AT 7:21 PM
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★ AT 6:35 PM
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why is love possessive?

more than that, we love.

★ AT 1:23 AM

i am proud to say.

THATS MY SCHOOL.

i love the picture, don't ask why, yes i took it(:

okay, anyway, i had class test which carries 40% of my overall mark.
hehehehehe, i hope i do well.
i did not study much though! ):

okay, thats all.
beybye.

always and forever

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