church-ed today. (:
did usher. (:

I saw you, We're hot, GAP

went for dinner with gongong and family. fun fun fun!!!
i really don't understand why, my WHOLE family loves to pick on me, hehe, all my cousins, even my uncles and aunties!!! haha, they would pick on me like CRAZY, oh well. i don't take them to heart, we will laugh about it. thats fun.

my 2nd uncle call me a THINAGER and my 3rd uncle calls me a FATAGER, no one calls me a TEENAGER. oh well. hahahaha. super funny, sounds like some power ranger thing.

oh i love my cousins, and family. although, i'm always the one who kena all the bullying and picking on, but well. it's fun and funny, EVERYONE LAUGH AND ENJOY OURSELF! hahaha.

you know? like debating. hahaha.

seriously, you know at times when you talk to your parents? have you ever felt like they just don't want to answer you, you can ask 1 question like 1100000000 times, but all they do is YAH. it's a question example like, what did you do today, then the answer is YAH. like WTH. mad! hahaha

i'm bored, i'm random. haha. oh well...

School Life (:


Sec One: -laughs- Those PRIMARY 6 mindset. You're cool if you carry your Sling Bag SUPER LOW. Oh, and TyPiNg lIkE ThIs iS SoOo cOoOl.

And 1st day of school, all the WISPERS of Hello, and little waves. with all those shy smiles. Yes, i'm shy. HAHAHA. noisy to only Primary School Buddies. haha. oh well, still close to them.

those time, sec 1 BACK IN THOSE DAYS. hahaha. macham i'm like working. school uniform skirt is like a WEDDING GOWN, socks as high as footballer socks. wow, those were the time. say this, "SO HOT" HAHAHA.

sec 1, so innocent. don't know true colour of friends, and the WEIRD COMBINATION of friends.

Sec Two: Still as childish, always talking about primary school.

Cliques are starting to form, all the quarrels are also starting. what i call is, CLIQUE HOPPING. would have alot of 'back-up' friends to go to. really insecure. LOADS LOADS LOADS of quarrels.

naughty side starts to show.

Sec Three: HAVOCCCCCCCC!!!!

this is the havoc year, skirts are as short as short can be. hair messy but nice. HAHAHAHAHA. true colors of EVERYONE is like 100% shown. no more CLIQUE HOPPING, everything is FIXED. teachers have a BIG BIG BIG HEADACHE.

school work gets ALOT harder. class is SUPER NOT UNITED. clique will VS cliques.
'internal' clique quarrels.

1 word, HAVOC.

Sec Four: OH GOSH I LOVE SEC 4, BEST BEST BEST

EVERYONE IS MATURE! no more silly quarreling over the littlest thing. friends are like friends, no more insecurities. clique closer, much better behavior. ALL GROWN UP. having lives of our own, no more of finding 'back up'.

last year in school, gonna miss everyone. oh well...

class is also like 10000000times more united.

this is where love comes in. class photos and all. NICE FUN LOVE.

yup! thats about it!

There she goes, there she goes again

you know what i'm singing -winks-

oh i love my clique, class, friends, class mates, school mates, all my mates. LOVE.

as you can see i'm bored, thats why i'm blogging

-GOODNIGHTBABY

alright!

i went to run, 4.2km. HAHAHA, YAYNESS!
i took less then half hour (((((((((((:

it's amazing why i can't run my 2.4km and i can fun 4.2km. seriously, it's SOO HARD TO PASS 2.4KM but yet i can run 4.2km.

4.2km: less then half hour
2.4km: like ehhh 17 mins?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, oh well. the "smart" me.
hahaha, maybe because 2.4km is like 12 rounds around that dang track, so it's like SAME THING. while 4.2km is opp my house reservoir, it's like NICE VIEW and WINDDD and and and anddd ehhh? the sun nice? hahahahaha, can see the sun set, AWW WHAT A SIGHT.

the dummmmmest thing i ever done is that, i went to run without taking my phone and some cash. HAHAHAHAHA. seriously, i should bring those, but i did not. oh well. like i say the "smart" me. hahahaha.

i'm gonna go for runs REGULARY. hahahahahahhaha

while running GUESS WHO I SAW LAH. SO FUNNY. because got a whole group of students from TPJC, they block the road sand in a circle, because they gonna go kayaking, then when got people run, they will open up the circle. then i run right, SUPER MALU. like all STAREEEEEEEEE. then i run run, then at the end, the last person i turn up and look, guess who is it lah, YITING aka SANDRA! i was like !@#$%^&* then said hello whiole running. -SHOCK ME-

SUPER TIRED.

i'm tired EVERYDAY.

Wednesday: Pathlight till 5.30pm
Thursday: Pathlight till 6pm

Wednesday slept before 11pm
Thursday slept 11 plus. because was studying for my CPA test.

NOT ENOUGH SLEEEP!!!

today, i slept during my CPA test, although it was only 5-10mins.
i'm dang sleepy now. tomorrow gotta go church, gosh. i'm gonna faint.

anyway, school was alright today, a bit STONE though.
Mr Tang was not in school, Mr Lim is not around for his lesson.
today in total had like 4 breaks.

i'm aching all over, arms and leg. although i do just those few jumping jacks and what i call Grand Stand Push-Ups.

Should i go for a run now? maybe i should, but run 4.2km?! i would roll on the floor and faint. haha.

oh well, i wanna be tonned and tan! haha.

Once again, tired; dead; sleepy

school was normal, but not so normal as well.

everything is starting to change once again.

Oh God i pray, that everything is gonna be fine, in Jesus' name i pray amen. (:

From the bottom of ,my heart i gotta say this, I PATHLIGHT.
like i say again, in Pathlight kids there are AUSITIC. don't know the word? go www.dictionary.com to check out.

although they are "different" from us, but they are still alright to me.
people make fun of them, and i gotta admit, i use to make fun too. but after today, i'm so not gonna make fun of them. they are such lovable people.

i made new friends (:

i can't remember their names though, thats kinda sad lah, but oh well. will be seeing them on 5th April. (((((:

it's tiring, but i enjoy myself. really. i don't know how to say how much i love those kids there, although they are same age as me (those who work with me)

went back to the school to do the painting of the game today, the older pathlighters came to help, had fun.

i saw Little Stevie Wonder today again! he is carrying a GREEN bag this time (: AWW SO CUTE.

PATHLIGHT ROCKS LAH.

i told Miss Ann that after i grad from PL (Paya Lebar) i'm gonna keep in contact with her so that she can get me stuff to help around in Pathlight. seriously, i'm gonna do that. it's my mother's dream to go be a volunteer. now i know why she wanna be one.

i just found out that the hardest boy to communicate with is actually like siti and my 'buddy' in pathlight. he keeps calling siti and me, he would go "Mrs Ross (siti)" "Evangeline" or he would call me "Valerie" he gave me that name, don't ask why.

would talk to him and stuff, can communicate really well, but Miss Ann said he is one of the hardest to talk to. oh well, he is a nice guy. he would always want a HI-FIVE then we would hi-five and stuff. all those buddy buddy hand action also. HAHA. really fun.

Got another guy, he keeps talking to me about MUSIC. all the music in his phone, he would play and sing, ask me to sing also. HAHAHA. so cute right.

Then, there is this other guy, he is a malay, he is super pro. we can talk well! hahaha, really nice guy. he talks to me about painting, on how he help his father paint, and how his ex school friends treat him like a dog. oh well, those evil people.

Oh oh, there is this other guy, he is actually SUPER SMART, he came to me and he said, "Evangeline, why is it that this Monopoly got so many color? Monopoly only got 3 colour, why yours soo many color?" i was STUNNED, i did not know how to answer! because i did not know monopoly only has 3 color! hahaha. oh well, i just told him, to make it more colorful for you guys to play. then he nodded. SUPER SMART. he painted the bowl all black, like really neat and stuff. WOW.

i had fun(:

when everything was done, my class went off, i had to stay back with Kerrie to clean up the paint brushes and all. like use turpentine to wash all the brushes and all, really HARD WORK. do all the clean up, until both our ARMS and HANDS was covered in PAINT. not a nice sight. even our LEGS had paint, it's OIL BASE PAINT. so yes, we practically BATHED in turpentine. haha.

we only finish the clean up at about 6pm. class left at 5pm, we left at 6pm, after all the clean up. then Miss Ann wants Idah Kerrie and myself to be interviewed. now say WOW. i was like, haha, alright. then kerrie also alright. so yah, interviewed by some don't kow what people, then everything will be on www.youth.sg I THINK. yah. oh well. hahaha

I LOVE PATHLIGHT, I LOVE THE PEOPLE THERE, I MISS MY LITTLE STEEEEVIE WONDERS, I WANNA WORK IN THAT SCHOOL, I WANNA GO BACK TO THAT SCHOOL!

call me retarded for all i care. haha.

-STEEVIE

Dead Beat, Shagged, Tired.

went to Pathlight once again today, went to do up the drawing, helped my group and Madd's group. Ran everywhere, i'm tired ):

something made me smile today, that thats STEVEN.
thats a fake name i gave him. HAHA. My Little Steven.
i went to the toilet today, and saw him! oh gosh, SOO CUTE. HE WENT INTO THE GIRLS TOILET. BECAUSE HE DID NOT KNOW. (:

he is the CUTEST boy i've ever seen. i'm SOO gonna take a photo of him tomorrow!
he is only FIVE YEARS OLD! when i was going out of the toilet i saw him and his class outside the toilet lining up, then he said to me, "Bye bye jiejie. -waves-"

oh gosh, i was like AWWWWWWW. then i went back to work, later on at 4.30pm. they end school. they sang the national song, then I SAW HIM AGAIN! i stood there, look at him. hahahaha, my friend said to me this, "Liying, you're like a stalker" HAHAHA, i told her i don't care. hahahaha. he is super cute. then after singing he turned and he saw me standing at the ide, then he smile and wave then said bye bye jiejie. GOS SOOO SWEET. he still remembered me! haha, oh gosh, he is sucha baby. gotta get a photo of him!

i'm tired, bye (:

-exercise;cycle;rollerblade;netball;running

schooled.

i'm tired, really tired.

after school went out with Idah, went to Vivo (((((:

I finally got my GAP tee. gosh, it rocks. got it in BLACK. Oh, So Nice. the tee is hot.
So what if you got 2. haha.

P.E is really good today (: played Netball. it was FUN, not a HAHA game but a hot and sweaty game. yes. I played GA. for those who don't know, it's Gold Attack. Yes. really good game, my team won! (: thanks to Shabana, The Player. it have been long since i last play a serious game of netball, and when i play today, it was GREAT haha. i thought i would not be able to shoot a single ball. but it turned out, i did score a few. (:

That means, all those Netball training i had in primary school did not go to a waste (:
and if you did not know, i'm a netballer in primary school. (:
sounds unbelievable but well, i miss those trainings ):

I Love P.E (: heart heart.

you can really make me melt

I Love My Clique.

i feel good (:

schooooled today, ended at 4 pm PLUS PLUS PLUS PLUSSSS. thanks to that sickening test.

i guess, Mrs Pang, Mr Lim and Mr Tang. oh i love them so. Mr tang i know you're reading, BE GLAD. hahaha.

i shall blogged today is detail since i'm bored.

i went school, late? yes, late. because of the rain, but well. they did not book me. -claps- hahaha.
Miss Kok or whatever the spelling is. she is dang fussy.

i guess once again, i had fun during maths. although it's so dead yet fun. kinda thing.
Mr Tang is scary at times, like seriously, today. during lesson he was doing a question a maths sum. some Arc Length thing. when he start to teach that topic i was absent, last week. so i'm clueless about the lesson. but i manage to catch up and answer the question, and know all for formulas lah. good thing (:

then Mr Tang came to my table, BANG THE TABLE. (he gave me the fright of my life) then he say, "you was absent for this topic yet you can catch up so fast, answer all the questions! but you know something, YOU'RE SIMPLY LAZY! if only you will to study, you can go score." wah. i was like chuatio. oh well. hahaha. everyone tell me the same thing. EVERYONE. this words LAZY applies to me very well. (: HAHAHA. after he say that, i only can SMILE, then i say. OK, i'm gonna study. stay over night at the airport. STUDY. airport airport. hahaha. oh well...nice place. i so love the airport! haha.

had 3 break today, slack and EAT. as usual. went to the library to talk and stuff. just chill there in the freaking chilllly room. we talked about sec 1. when all was still little noobs. hahaha. really funny, until the librarian keep scolding us. HAHAHA.

oh, SPONGEBOB came to my school today. haha. BAAAAAAAAALLLLLLOON spongie, hahaa. really funny ok. throw him down from the 2nd level. haha, was really funny. it's actually madddddy birthday present from the class. hahaha. really funny.

amazing thing, patience drop her bag from the 3rd level to the 1st. say, GOODNESS. G-O-O-D-N-E-S-S. hahaha
and she was like, HUH?! then she run down. i was SHOCK. haha. then 1st got someone took her bag. HAHAHA. i was like, ehh. excuse me? from the 3rd floor. her bag. hahahaha.

ok, i kinda enjoy myself today. other then something. haha, shall not think or talk about it, since i know she is not in a good mood.

it have been long since i got a long post. LALALA.

i wanna learn figure skating!!!!!!! gosh, go nice. so (in chinese term) 'lang man' HAHAHAHAHA.

what's with all my oh so close, oh so loveable oh so cute oh sooo good looking guys up with all the michelles in the world?

Please, don't kill me c******

HAHAHAHA, I'M SO EVIL.

i've got a LITTLE craving for Indian food, northern Indian food.

lunched at Jln Tua Kong. SHIOK. ate my favorite prawn meeeeeeee. and granpa played me out on sharing laska. thanks to grandpa, i ate like almost 2 bowl of noodle. i'm full. super.

went to grandpa house after that. was with my cousin, he got a Fujitsu lifebook Tablet for his school shyte. was using his tablet. not bad lah, quite fun. haha

you can't hide from me lah, COUSIN. HAHA.
it's between you and me, HA.

dinnered with the rest, whole family minus one came. we talked, laughed and laugh real loud.

Please, stop bullying me!! hahaha. i'm not gonna play Fear Factor with you guys, and i'm the only contestant who will only win a dollar. haha, i don't want blended food for my birthday!! hahaha. oh, you guys are SOO gonna get it from me, ESPECIALLY, TIMOTHY KAN ZHEN BIN and VICTOR KAN ZHEN WEI. watch out

yes, thats about it for today. haha.

school tomorrow, BORED and IRRITATED of school.

(:

Those good old days, how i miss them.
Those were the days, where everything was soo carefree.
When the green light was shown, we went out straight out.
Race was fun. Treats. Drinks.
That was fun, that i miss.
I guess, things changed.
I said it will come to an end, you said no.
Oh well...this is the result i guess.

OH MY GOSH, I LOVE TODAY.

church-ed today. fun.
and trust me, i'm NEVER gonna stand at the right side during Praise&Worship.
i almost DIED. when the Screamers screams, it's like wow it's the end of the world, say your last goodbye.

well, left early today, hehe (:

went to Grandfather's house, with Victorrr Rahcellll.

when we reached, we chiong to play MAHJONG ((((: -beams big time-
i was like YES YES!, ON ON LETS GOOOOOOO!!!!!!
only 3 of us, but well. Jemery came down, so we went to play. wow, it was FUN. I GAMED TWICE! -dances around-

dinner-ed

back to playing, this time FIVE person played, well, only 4 can play, so Timothy and me teamed up. OH I LOVE HIM SO. we became the famous SAIMESE(sp) TWINS. oh gosh, it was so much fun paring with him. we keep clashing. haha. like he would wanna throw this tile while i wanna throw another, then we laughed like mad, it was such fun. both of us, under the lime light. hahaha. it was so much fun, really. haha.

deeeeeesert was so much fun too! we laughed like mad, thanks to me and my smart mouth. haha, my cousin always say WAHLAU! or PIANG EH! then my uncle would say i don't like those words you use, then i told my cousin. go say some alien words, there is no meaning and it makes you feel better. so i started saying the "please stand behind the yellow line" that MRT phrase in all 4 language, then when i say the indian one. wow, the whole world laugh. hahahahahaha.

then all made up stuff, really alien words. haha. laughed so much, that the super nice soupy deeeeeesert came out in CHENDOL form out of my cousin's nose. shall not say more, it's gross enough. everyone laugh until rolled on the floor LITERALLY. haha

well, after that, talked to my cousins and aunties plus my mother. talked about church. WOW LOADS TO SAY, AND YAYYY!! MY AUNTY HELP ME. HAHA, LOVEEEEE HER.

things are different? i'm sorry my love.

-Thanks for yesterday.

HOME! after an AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEE SOME DINNER!
with my family. (:

haha, went to eat NORTH INDIAN FOOD gosh, it ROCKEDDD. <33333333

went to Tendori Chicken thing place to eat, haha. i SUPER WANTED TO EAT INDIAN FOOD, cravvvvvvving. so YES! went to eat, since my mama also thought of it. haha. went to Mustafa area to eat, GOSH I ATE SOOO SOO SOOOO MUCH! let me tell you what we ordered, it's SHIOK!

had, fish ticki or whatever that is, mutton brani, mutton curry, prawn masala, naan, cheese naan, aloo something something. PAPAPAPAPDUMM. thats about it i think, can't remember if i miss out any. OH WELL...IT WAS GREAT AWESOME LOVELOVE BEST IN THE WORLD!

i ate like 3 serving of mutton brani and mutton curry. THATS FREAKING ALOT (: hahaha.
gosh, it's dang good. haha. ate like SIAO. and to end off, ka and myself shared a MILK BALL WITH ROSE SURYP thing, WAHLAU, DANG GOOOOD. <3333 hahaha, but SUPER sweet. haha. INDIAN FOOD ROCKS!

i set already, told my parents also. MY ROM, WEDDING, KIDS 1 MONTH EVERYTHING SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY PARTY, THE OLD 21 BIRTHDAY PARTY, ALLLLLLL ALLL ALL INDIAN BUFFFFETS! say yay-ness. HAHAHAHA.

ok, i enjoyed myself. went to shop at mustafa FUN. hahaha. thats about it for today. hahaha. NICE DAY.

i LOVEEEE my family SUPER DUPER ZOOM ZOOM MUCH! we laughed like siao today. thanks to my sister and i. HAHAHAHA

HELLO READER, I'M DANNGGGG PISSED NOW! let's say YAY together.

1, 2, 3...YAYYY!!!

ok, school-ed today, everything was fine and funny. SHABANA YOU MAKE EVERYONE LAUGH. PL'S ROLE MODEL. haha.

ok, school was fine, only till AFTER SCHOOL. i decided to go Pathlight School today, went there to help maddddddddy. ((((((: LOVE YOU ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. i know you're reading this, HAHAHA. <3

ok, went there help madd to draw her game on the floor.

ok, mainly, my class gotta invent games to paint on school grounds of this school Pathlight, like you know hop scotch? yes. something like that, where the game will be permanently painted on the floor. yup. so today gotta go to the school, to draw out the template, use chalk to draw on the floor. then next week we'll go paint.

so i went to help madd, and WOW. we had "SOOOOO" much fun, we drew the boxes on the floor. all in correct mensurment. then that Miss Ann came, and said, "it's not in line, ERASE RE-DO." so we all was like !@#$%^&* we got 25 boxes to draw, all each 41cm by 41cm separated by 15cm. box not small, UNDER HOT SUN and the floor is not smooth and easy to draw on, it's like SUPER ROUGH and stuff. like hell ok. yes.

we did neatly and alot of effort, then that Miss Ann come and make us REMOVE ALL THE CHALK, and re do. like !@#$%^&* how tiring ok. no joke.

gosh, i'm SUPER PISSED WITH HER. TIRED AND IRRITATED.

blog more later (:

i wonder, i think, i thought about it.
what should i do about it?
or am i once again, thinking too much.
i worry too much?
or i just want to protect myself.

here to please you?
or here to please them.

it's tough i tell you.

i need to throw a SUPER SUPER BIG BIG BIGGGG dinner for this freaking computer that FINALLY ALLOW me to blog. gosh.

oh well, did not blog for FREAKING WHO KNOWS HOW LONG, long.

Past few days have been shyte. because i'm sick MC 4 days. wow. like -clap hands-
thanks to my SINUS wow, that like my BESTFRIEND FOR LIFE. gives me soo much problem. went to see the doctor and he gave 2 day MC. then had to go back again, because the medcine is not working, so he gave me another 2 days. the doctor can somemore say, "the medicine is not strong enough for you"

haha, oh well...have been home sleeping, watching tv, scolding my computer, sayang-ing my dog, messaging hell of alot. (Pray mummy will not kill me)
haha.

these few days at home, have been thinking ALOT. i guess i think too much. oh well...so normal for me lah. all my friends always tell me, DON'T THINK TOO MUCH. haha.

gosh, i love my dog. ((: SHINO BABY.

it have been LONGGGG since i went out wiht my friends too! shall go out with them one day (:

i shall try to blog again later, haha. gonna watch CSI now. woohoo. love that show (:

oh oh, i've collected me WIERD RETAINERS! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!! hehehe. but i'm kinda dissappointed with the color ): seriously.
in the chart it's like whole thing DAKR DARK DARKKKK purple, with silver glitters. it actually turned out. TRANSPARENT purple. which is SUPER SUPER LIGHTTTT PURPLE, with dark purple glitter -.-

oh well. ):

FREAKING FREAK THIS COMPUTER, MY HOUSE COMPUTER. IT FREAKING MADE ME FREAKING ANGRY!

now using my sister's lappie. gosh.

just wanna say SORRRRY WEE HUAT!
haha. yes.

well...because the SO VERY SMART ME spilled pepsi ALL OVER HIS PANTS.

yes, church was fine(:

term break is ending AND IT SUCKS.

sooooo...might not be blogging or going online that often, as my freaking computer is freaking gone spoilt crashed. yes. pissed.

AND I WANTED TO GO CHILL TODAY, THANKS TO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. DID NOT TELL ME CAN. WTH.

well...chill esplanade sooooon!!!! haha.

-pissssed with my freaking computer.

Back Ache, Tired, Sleepy, Hungry and Weird once again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDIE. LOVE!

Term Break is gonna be over very soon ):
and i'm super sad. i hate it when school starts again.
and guess what, i'm like months away form my Ns. freaking scary.
i'm gonna mug! (i hope)

GAP TEES ARE HOT.
and you bought them and i did not ): GRRR.
standing beside you makes me look like shyte, because you've got your GAP.

ok, this break, i DID NOT catch any movie ):
i did not go out much ):
i did not get to go out with friends.

this break have been ALL ABOUT TEXTING.
text like 3 person for the whole break.
You You and You. hahaha.

-you'rehotlah!

REPLIES TO TAGS!

Madddddddie: which post? did you have fun at phia house and all? sorry i could not make it man. well..LOVE! HAPPYBIRTHDAY!

Jielong: replied in your bloggg

Jolin: YES I WILL.

confused.

well, today is a SLEEPING DAY. YES! SLEPT FOR 12 HOURS! ROCKS. haha.

can't wait for tomorrow, day out with kajie and mama. WOO HOO!

shall make my post short and not so sweet.

went for the conference again. it was good. the speaker was 10000 times better, becasue he did not preach in 1 sentence.

after that, went supper with my cousin and brighton people. had fun. haha. yup. talked laughed. nice. ate like 2 bowls of bar chor mee. one million satay and 2 cups of sugarcane. nice. yumyum.

then home.

GOODNIGHT.

TheFirstKiss.

oh my gosh, today is like FUN FUN FUN FUN. TRUST ME, IT'S ALL ABOUT FUN (:

went for Ignite conference today. IT WAS GOOD. best thing of all, the joke of the WORLD. my chewing gum got stuck on my retainers. lucky it's my plastic dentures one. haha. SUPER FUNNY.

after the conference was SOO FUN. hahaha. went supper with my cousin, then in the end brighton people came to join us. HAHA, MADE NEW FRIENDS (:

haha, had a ball of a time. SOOOO FUNNNN. PLEASE. MORE OF IT. maybe it's because we can talk together well.

we laugh the loudest some more. alot of talking going on, all the laughters. SO FUN. hahahaha. goodness.

haha. so fun..

ok ok, tomorrow GOING FOR THE CONFERENCE AGAIN!! haha, morning will be my SLEEEEEEEEEPING TIME! afternoon, go out. with that FREAKYONE. then going to the conference together after that. haha. soo fun.

I'M TIRED! NIGHT NIGHTTTT

15 years 8 months and 7 days.

i've been living on this !@#$%^&* earth.

i can't believe i live so long.

i can't believe i actually am doing my 14th year of education.

i started in Nursery, Kindergarten, Primary school, Secondary school.

i can't believe i can survive all those shyte that came my way.

i've met many many people in this 15 years 8 months and 7 days.

and all those people, are my friends and family.

the greatest people i ever know. love them all.

all grew up, all changed.

it use to be those small kids in school playing hop scotch or at the playground scream and shouting.

miss those times.

it's always in sec 1, where we people, becomes emo.

bored-

ILOVETHEFRAY.

SUNDAY SUNDAY (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KA JIE(:

Well, today is a alright day. went to eat DURIAN CHENDOL. trsust me, it's THE BEST. goodness. i love it. the durian is FRESH FRESH and nice. and i'm a durian lover also. -yumyum-

alright, after that went to uncle's house. slack there. then go out after that, went to parkway with kajie, i wanted to get her present. but she got NO IDEA what she wants. haha. well. slowly then.

ok, dinner was GOOD. went to UDMC to eat, No Signboard Seafood. OK IT'S NICE. had all my fav food. went to eat with grandpapa, uncles and aunties of cause with all my best cousins in the whole wide world. good food, good company. GREAT TIME.

had fun(: lovethemall

This Little Short song, Edited by My friend who is MADMADMADLALALALOLOLOLELELE (: and Myself (:

.It's getting cold in here,
so put on all your clothes.

as you can see, we are lame and we got nothing better to do. haha. well, had a fun time. haha, talk about anything under the sun(:
YouMADMAD.

shall sign off now. ((:

Saturday.

Afternoon, woke up about 12 plus. Uncle Guan came to fetch my mother and myself. went to Defu lane. to choose tiles for my house.

after that went to the cemetery and columbariam (sp?). went to see popo, kum po, uncle gonggong, little matthew and mama. yes, all my love ones, All Gone. ): i miss all of them.

after that, went to collect the car, then went dinner with cousins and gonggong. went to Hong Kong Street to eat. food nice nice. talked alot. then after dinner, went for a spin in the car.

now home, so irritating.

why are things like that? is this how we people are suppose to behave?
i don't think so. nevermind it's alright, you've still got me. -winks-

maybe i should go out on my birthday. like on wednesday, just 1 day before my birthday, i should go out. go out ALMOST TO 12MIDNIGHT to my birthday. go out with my FRIENDS, and not spend that FIRST MIN of your birthday with my family.

yah, like on birthday, FRIENDS are MORE IMPORTANT THEN FAMILY. those kinda thing. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. DANG PISSED WITH YOU, it's not funny you know.

-pissed

this blog is making me crazy, but i still love it. haha.
i wanna change the picture, but can't. everytime i edit always can't. SOOO IRRITATING.
i gotta skip church later on, ):

tired, i'm DEAD TIRED. my eyes are pretty red.

i'm SICK AND TIRED OF THIS COMPUTER!@#$%^&*

seriously, it give me SOO much problem, no space and stuff. it loads at like 0.00000000000001km/h dang freaking shyte.

it takes SOO long to load, even just to open a window to chat i gotta wait for MINS!
gosh, freaking irritating. esp when i'm tired, and it loads so slow. it really gets on my NERVES!

so right, if i can't reply on msn it's because of my MSN LAGGING BIG TIME. best is to message me, 10000000000000 TIMES FASTER!

-ihatemycomputer

i school-ed today.

GOT A HARD TIME GETTING UP.

school, was rather fun today i guess. had MEET-THE-PARENTS session.
lessons stopped at 11pm. my parents came to my school. went for the talk.
met my teacher and went home. went to lunch together.
then home.

oh, HAPPY CHINESE BIRTHDAY KAJIE! (: <3<3

later, dinner with my family. Jap food -yumyum-

alright, new blog skin. was getting bored of the old one, and find it SOO MAFAN. like gotta click everywhere. yup.

-hopethingsareimproving
LOVE.

school school schoooooooool.
i should compose a song on SCHOOL. then i will sing it DAILY. cut albums even. all SCHOOL SONGS. ok, not that school kinda song. like school anthem national song no no. it's SONGS ABOUT SCHOOL. ON HOW SUCKY SCHOOL IS!

ok, today 2 DRAMA HAPPENED IN CLASS.
it's all about ATTITUDE. seriously. ok this time. Mrs wong did not walk out of class. but Mrs pang did. haha. WRONG TEACHER TO WALK OUT!

it's MRSJUDYWONG vs NGSHITING
and
MRSSHARONPANG vs IRENEMOKYUTING

all attitude. shall not go into details.

ok, end of school today. had the BIRTHDAY PARTYYYYYYY.
seriously, the cake is only 1/2 kg. soo tiny.
but well, all did manage to eat. nice nice.

after the party, i went up to the com lab. to print out my EAO coursework stuff. then went off.
sucha weird time after school, it was like not 3 not 4. (thats translted from IM SAM IM SEI) it means like not left not right just weird.

it was already 3pm, and i called my dentist. because i gotta meet her to collect my "DENTURES" hahaha. they are actually my retainers. it's clear and is shaped like my teeth. yup. she said she only can see me at 5pm.
so the timing was weird. if i go home. i would not have time to bathe and stuff. it's like once i reach home i gotta leave. take about an hour to get home. and maybe another hour to get there. so the time weird.

so i called my sister. went to pay the $$$ for my dog. took her health test result and all. everything normal ((: yay. but the breast cancer thing. still pending.

we ate Katong Laksa. AT LAST I GET TO EAT! haha. my sister ate the $3 bowl. i took the $4 bowl. ((: -beams- haha. SOOO SHIOK LAHHHH!!!

haha. after that i went for my dental, my sister went back to her school to do her stuff. then i waited for my turn for 1 HOUR AND 45 MINSSSSSSSSSS. gosh, thats call FREAKING LONG. REALLY TEST MY PATIENCE.

went to see her and all. then went over to parkway after that. BOUGHT MY ANGBONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I LOVE IT (: -yumyum-.

tomorrow, school end early. YAY-NESS. HAHAHA. -SCREAMS-
got MEET-THE-PARENT SESSION. why don't you come? haha.
and got some don't know what ITE TALK SHYTE TALK. I MUST ATTEND. COMMMMMMPULSARY LAH. SO SHYTTTTTTTTTIE.

my parents are already attending, why don't let them attend we no need lah. CAN USE THAT TIME TO GO HAPPY HAPPY OUTSIDE RIGHTTTTTTTT. hahaha. wel...no choice -grrr-

school. is more or less WEIRD WORRIED SCARED FUNNY WONDERING ANGRY FED-UP today. yup.

i wanna say something, today. mrswong sooo called nag today. she was nagging at my friend lah. say that YOU GOT THE POTENTIAL TO GET ALL As FOR ALL YOUR SUBJECT! WHY ARE YOU NOT PUTTING IN ENOUGH EFFORT?! YOU GOT THE POTENTIAL! wow. i was like WOW. she say until so firm. then she look at the class. she name names some more! scary. then i was reading my book. HEHE GOOD GOOD ME. then i was like reading reading, i was thinking SHE SURE WILL NOT SAY ME ONE, COMMMMMMMMFIRM. BECASUE I SURE IMPOSSIBLE TO GET ALL As.

then she call out name and nag. then i good good reading suddenly she went. ER LIYING. YOU ALSO. YOU CAN GET ALL As, PLEASE!

i STUNNED. shock. i was like ehhh..all As ah? . then i look at her, SMILE AND NOD. then i faster cont reading my book. HAHAHAHAHA.

hehe. well well. all As. haha. maybe if i study DAYYYY and NIGHTTTTTT then you will not see me ANYWHERE but AIRPORT STUDYINGGGGG. find me in church or studying. WAH. THATS SOO NOT ME. HAHAHAHA. but seriously, i'm just WAITING for this day to come that i really seriously study. ok, maybe not WAIT. lah. i should just go for it. BUT RIGHT. everytime come to study. like macham NOTHING TO STUDY. then i will wanna take photo. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. jialat lah me. terrrrrror.

-phia, go suck ALLLLOT of ice. it would help really. haha. trust the one how tell you not pain but in the end pain.

-sorry): both of you are different. alright.

ANOTHER DAY OF SKIPPING SCHOOL. BECAUSE SICK ):

well, today had to wake up. bring my baby dog to the vet. because i found a LUMP on the chest. side of her chest. and so today brought her to see the vet. the vet say it MIGHT be Breast Cancer. YES DOG CAN ALSO GET CANCER. whatever human have, dog also have. goodness, my heart DROPPED when i heard about that. seriously.

i gotta monitor that LUMP. if it gets bigger spread. swallon or whatever. i gotta bring her to the vet again. goodness. SCARED. my dog is STRONG. SHE IS. ok.

today we had her vaccinated. yup. and they also draw her blood for the full body test and what so ever. draw blood for the HEARTWORM thing also. goodness, i could not bring myself to see them draw her blood. but i still stood there, watched then draw the blood. i was like holding my sister, tears tears tears.

i guess i just have a REALLY big heart for animals. really. show me a picture of a dead dog cat or whatever. i would CRY on the spot. i've got this thing for animals lah. they can make my day they can make me cry. but they can't make me angry.

tomorrow gotta go school ):

BRACELESS. ): (:
my gum now is SUPER SORE. don't ask why. i brush teeth, the bristles cut my gum, now it's bleeding. maybe after removing my braces and stuff. now i'm wearing my what i call DENTURES. haha. CLEAR dentures. haha. 2 weeks later i'll be collecting my WIRE-D. nice nice.
maroon glittered. rocks lah.

i really don't know how to describe how i feel now.
i don't know to trust or not.
everyday it's like having that WEIRD feeling.
or maybe stuff running thorough my head.
wondering.
can i trust or not? is it a set up?
every single day i would ponder and think.
plan plan plan.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SHOPPING. I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOUSE HOUSE. I CAN'T WAIT FOR CAR CAR. I CAN'T WAIT FOR LAPPIE LAPPIE.

this computer is gonna CRASH ANY SEC. so PLEASE, DO NOT NUDGE ME. DO NOT ASK ME SEND BIG FILES. AND DON'T SEND BIG FILES TO ME.

SICKSICKSICK. ON MC FOR 2 DAYS.

ok, had to go for my dental to remove my braces. so went, I'M NOW BRACELESS. GOSH, I HATE THIS. I MISSSS MISS WANTTT WANTTT MY BRACES BACK!!! ):

well, i gotta remove one day. so must as well. MY REATINERS WILL BE GLITTERED MARRON. NO GOLD LAH !@#$%^&* sickening!

meanwhile i'm using the clear retainers. like DENTURES. clear one. feeels.....WEIRD!
it's like I CAN'T TASTE MY FOOOOD !@#$%^&*. don't think you only need your tounge to taste your food. TEETH ALSO OK. GOODNESS. EVERYTHING IS BLAND AND PLASTICY. eeeeyerrr.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY WIRED RETAINERS! COMING IN 2 WEEKS TIME!

went to school. MONDAY BLUES.

hate school. but well, today was SO-SO.

felt abit weird though, like things are different and stuff. cheeky smiles everywhere.
today Shalinda was absent, heard she is sick with fever.

today's birthday party was postponed to thursday. yupyup.

PE today was relaxed. ran 2 rounds. train for incline pull ups. haha. i did only 6 HAHAHAHAHA. SUPER SHYTE.

but that was not 100% also.

yup, gonna remove my braces tomorrow )))))))): but also ((((((((:

OH GOSH, I HATE HATE HATE HATE SCHOOL. GOSH.

ok, anyway. SCHOOL IS ENDING IN A FEW MONTHS! NOT EVEN YEARS! HAHA, YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA. ((((((((((((:

SIMS2PET ROCKS OK.
I PLAY UNTIL SONG SONG.
hahaha. go play that game too! it's REALLY FUN.

I'M SLEEPY. I SLEEP IN SCHOOL DAILY.
no matter what time i sleep, i still sleep in school.

ok, i gotta say 1 thing about today in school.
they had that FIRE DRILL thing. i find it DUMB!
because the past few weeks, they have been having the alarm. but everytime we all walk out of the class they will have an announcement say it's a FALSE ALARM.

then today, when got the alarm again. NO ONE MOVE. so it's like the boy who cries wolf. EXACTLY THE SAME THING.
then the school scold us for being slow !@#$%^&*
the school took 6mins. to assemble. then THEY STILL SCOLD. EXPECT US 3 MINS. SIAO IS IT?! GOT LIKE 1400 STUDENTS. AND EXPECT US TO ASSEMBLE IN 3 MINS?! REATRD.
STILL NEED TO SIT IN REG ORDER AND TAKE ATTENDANCE. i guess if there is a real fire do you think everyone would follow? if there is a FIRE DRILL and a REAL FIRE. please lah, still got time to think 1 step do what next do what then what. SO RUBBISH.

OK, I JUST PLAYED A NEW GAME LIVE PIN BALL. I'M THE BALL. MY TOILET IS ALL THE STUFF TO HIT.

MY STUPID BAR OF SOAP BROKE INTO 2.
I WENT TO PICK UP. LIFT MY HEAD AND MY HEAD HIT THE TAP. OUCH CAN.

SOON AFTER, MY SISTER'S THAT AIR MASK THING, DROP FROM THE SHELF. HIT MY LEG. OUCH. WHERE EVER I TURN, I HIT SOMETHING. !@#$%^&*

OK, I'M SICK. I WANNA GO SLEEP. MY NOSE MACHAM TAP.

ok. TODAY. haha. SUNDAY ))))))))): but also (((((((((:

sad because tomorrow is a SCHOOL DAY. MONDAY BLUES (:
the good thing is that NEXT WEEK IS SCHOOL BREAK(((((((:

well, amanda gonna stay over in my house (: LOVES.

ok, what's up for today

- LUNCH WITH FAMILY
-SEE NEW HOUSE
- CAME HOME
- WENT TO THE BUY CAR PLACE
- WENT TO CHINATOWN
-WENT DINNER WITH GRANDS AND FAMILY

lunched at siglap, then went to see house. WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW. the hosue is really starting to take shape. the roof tiles are all up. 2nd level all built. they gotta start with the partition of the house. then more or less done. then the tiles and stuff will go in. then funiture in. THEN THATS IT! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

after seeing house, went home. then went out again! went to UBI there, because wanted to see car. gotta change car alreaady. so went down to view this Hundai Tuscani. that one that i call CHEAP SPORTCAR. hahahaha. ok evil. i know. went to test drive the car. ok. everyone was happy.

well, bought down the car. black colored. i love the car plate number, seriously. 2391E. my IC number is 9123 and my name is Evangeline. E. hahaha. cute huh. hahaha. yupyup. so exciting!

ok, after that went down to chinatown to walk. then went to SAME OLD PLACE to have dinner with my grands and all my family. had fun there. but i wanna COMPLAIN about something. MY SEC 1 COUSIN GOT A LAPTOP OF HIS OWN. I WANT LAH! because his school needs lah. ACI(I) wth right. yes.

could not go out with my clique today. went to east coast. i gotta go out with my family. bo bian.

SATURDAYYYY.

WENT TO CHURCH (:
had fun, I DID USHER TODAY! LALALA. WAS FUN FUN FUN.
had cell and all. haha. cute. i did offering once again today. hehe. count count money, count count count count. ATTENDENCE IS 313 TODAY.

anyway, after service i went off. because my parents came to fetch me. did not know that dinner was at 8PM. thought normal timing. well, i went off. and went to fourm with my family. walk a little, ate mac. was funny, like eating mac at this age with my parents and stuff. haha.

well, after that went to Bukit Merah for dinner with all my aunts uncles and my nephew. haha. goodness, RANDLOPH IS SUCHA JOY, IF ONLY HE'S MY SON. REALLY, WILL BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY BIG TIME. LOVE HIM.

HE CUT HIS HAIRR. haha. he looks older now. more MAN. HAHAHA. no more long fringe and stuff. now it's SHORT AND SPIKY although no gel. haha. SUPER CUTE. but he is still that SMALL BOY. went to sya hello to him and stuff. then i always ask him What must you call mee? then he say SMALL MUSHROOM. my sister would also ask the same thing, then he would say TEH O SU TAI MUSHROOM KO PI. hahahhaa.

then he would come to me, lean on me and SMILE. goodness, that smile makes my heart MELT. hahahahahahaha. so cute. then my other cousin would come and take him away fomr me, then i say Rnadloph kiss me. then my cousin would sya no no don't kiss no no. then carry him up. then randloph would bent over and say YES YES KISS. then he would kiss me. long kiss. HAHAHA. be would kiss my cheeks lah. very cute. he would go kiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiss. long long. haha. sweet sweet.

haha, i could play with him ALL DAY LONG. and will be SUPER HAPPY. i mean he is close to me. like when i say OK, I GO BACK TO MY TABLE TO EAT ALREADY. then he would say NO NO. then hold my hands with both his hands. then i gotta stay with him. haha. GOODNESS, I CAN TALK ABOUT HIM ALLLLL DAY. hahahaha.

guess what! today during dinner, I SAW MRS PANG AND HER FAMILY HAVING DINNER OPP MY TABLE! I WENT TO SAY HELLO TO HER, THEN SHE CHUA TIO. HAHA. SUPER FUNNY. I SAW HER FATHER MOTHER BROTHER SISTER-IN-LAW NEPHEW, HUSBAND AND LASTLY HER SON. HER SON, IS SUPERR CUTE LAH. CHUBBY CHUBBY, LOOK LIKE HER. EXCATLY LIKE HER. cute. SHE TAUGHT MY SISTER BEFORE! A MATHS. HAHAHA

haha. tomorrow, what's the plan? i've got NOOOO idea. but i guess i gotta be with my family, go see new house. and all.

i can't wait to leave school. i don't know what is said is all true or not, it does not look like true to me at all.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TIVIYAH!

i'm having doubts.

-freakout

friday friday, lets sing the friday song.

FRIIIDAY FRIIIDAYY. ok whatever.

anyway, yah. went to shcool SERIOUSLY HALF DEAD. I LEFT HALF OF MY ENERGY. no no left only like 1/1000000000000000

today got CPA N level course work again. congrats to meeeeeeeeeee. i open my file and went to SLEEP. good huh. N level i sleep. too tired. my eyes like weighing 10000000000000 TONS. seriously. once my head touches the table I FELL ASLEEEEP. but wellies. next turesday gotta PRINT my work already. lalala.

ok, today DRAMA AGAIN SERIOUSLY DRAMAAAA.

i shall change the name lah. don't so bad.

cast: (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
- Rene
- Mrs wong (real name)

rene did not apologise to mrs wong yesterday for some stuff lah, so today mrs wong scolded her for talking. then scold her she still laugh and give attitude. so mrs wong stop teaching and told the class if she don't get out of the class no lessons. so the class all stunned but not really stunned also lah. because this happens A MILLION TIMES.

well, mrs wong in the end TEARED could tell. and she walked OUT of class. HOOO SEHHHH LIAOOOOO LALALALA. then drama.

some ran after her. some went to talk to rene the rest of the class. PLAY. idah and myself talking to rene. azu shabana went to mrs wong.

then go talk to mrs wong, then make rene go say sorry and all. like DRAMA. hahaha.

after shcool went to tm, then came home.
went for dinner with aunt annie uncle bernerd, aunt nel and uncle richard. and also justin and ethel. had fun. really. i loveeeee talking to ethel. so fun. haha. WE BOTH WORE RETRO TODAY.

schooled today.

HAD PE. phew.
ok, the only thing i enjoy about today, actually 2 things.
1 is in the morning, had Life Lessons. haha. because we gotta design games to paint in a autistic school for the kids to play. but today is like our "full dress rehearsal" like we used chalk to draw on our school grounds. to see how much space we need for the game and stuff lah. it was a REALLY fun time, REALLY FUN OK. haha. drew and stuff. played also. haha. was such a nice time.

ok. after PE was CPA.
had to do our N level Coursework. Part B.
it was. ehhh. haha. sleepy?
gotta print my work out next tuesday.
yah. but i completed my work already. only gotta add in my 2 images. so today was like a SLEEPY lesson, when my teacher told us ok, you can start. then i open the file. because i finish already so like. ok maybe can edit some stuff. but i check through the whole thing. and found everything alright. so i went to sleep. for 2 period. i slept. hehe. wore my jacket, SOO COMFY then i went to sleep. ok, could you imagine it's my N level and i'm SLEEPING. this whole week and stuff, everything was VERY DEAD. seriously dead. everything now is SOO DEAD. DEAD DEAD.

):

even after doing EG, i'm still like that. go to school. can't experience anything, it's dang bad. i better do something about it. i'm just SOOOO tired, that i go to school. and SLEEP. everything is SLEEP. this is SUPER BAD. i'm VERY JIALAT, JIALAT. go school sleep. any chance to sleep I SLEEP. maths sleep, eoa sleep, cpa sleep. half of what i learn ALL SLEEP. i slept in all lesson before only ENGLISH never sleep.