sometimes i just cry myself to sleep,
when something dear to me is hurt
when i'm hurt, when you hurt me.

baby went crazy just now ):
i cried, totally did.
because of rats in the drain, and she can smell them, she wants to get them, she kept barking non stop really loud, at like 10 plus, she braked, and was really fierce, wanted to grab her, but could not, she would attack. tried to give her treats but it did not work, tried scolding it did not work, tried showing her leash to bring her for a walk it did not work.

mama and paps was really furious, mama boiled water, wanted to pour into the drain so that she won't go to the drain she won't smell the rats, but it did not work, mum even said she wanna pour hot water on shino to make her go away, seriously. i raised my voice. i told mum off told her to try pouring boiling water on herself. and see how it feels. yes, i cried, i felt very useless no idea why, just felt that way, i could do nothing, i cried. managed to carry her in the end, brought her for a walk, she kept wanting to go home, but well, i don't allow. don't want her there when parents and nilma was covering up the drain.

no idea why, my heart felt, down, real real down. esp when mama said to pour hot water on her, i totally could not take it. dad said he wanted to give her away, call AVA to take her away, hearing those words from their mouth, i could not take it, i broke down. it was not something i can't take. i love animals, i love my dog, i rather her bite me, then to send her to AVA. i rather her bite me then hot water being poured on her, i rather take it all for her. no idea why, i guess it's just the love i have for my dog.

as i look at her sleep now, beside me, well, i feel this warmth. no idea why, as i talk to her and she looks up at me, and as i stroke her, tears just flow down my cheeks, as i type this, tears just flow down my cheeks. as i watch her sleep, my heart melts, seeing her so quiet, seeing her to sweet, it just hurts me soo much that i beat her just now for being naughty, i can't even bear to beat my dog, she is soo precious to me. it's just the bond that i have with baby, nothing can be replaced, words may sound cliche but who cares, this is how i feel.

never have i felt something like this before, never. watching her grow up have been great, watching her just being happy i feel soo happy. when i cry, she is the only one who comes and sit by me, gives me a sweet look. she can make me smile. never did i ever regret getting this dog. never in my life i will.

she is already 8 years old this year, not young anymore, and the more i think about her age, the more it affects me. nothing can replace her. calmly sleeping as i watch her, makes me smile. makes me never want to leave her, makes me love her even more. when i hear her pant real loudly, it hurts me, it makes me feel like she is taking her last breaths. it hurts me.

the only thing i can say, is i love her dearly, sheis something i can't lose. i can't just can't.

-my heart felt words

(parents were just too stress, shino is alright and fine)

OMG, seriously, i'm bored to death, what the hell am i doing at home at 1301 rotting at home, wasting my time away, when i'm flying in 2 days time.

i'm boredddddd, mummy is taking sooooo long to come home! she is suppose to come home, and go out with her to collect my visa, and do a little shopping i guess. HEHEHEHEHHEHE.

i'm gonna take the plane alone, hehehe, but okay lah. at least it's SIA, not come ching chong plane. i'll blog more when i get home.

hahahahaha, i just just saw something really funny.
see that house, the one with like ALLLLL vines and stuff, like forest, just now there were 2 man walking at the path (if you even can tell which is the path way) anyway, one of them right, stopped, because he saw a fruit, that plant's fruit, it's like pods, yeah. then he wanted to pluck it, but had trouble plucking, and DUHH it's not right of him to pluck, just when he wanted to pull right, my dog bark, then he freaked out, and walk away, leaving the pod thing there (:

well done shino.

oh yes, thats the UNGLAM side my the houses, THE BACK YARD. hahahaha anyway, thats half of my view from my room.

GOTTA GO!!!! BLOG MORE AT NIGHTTT!!!

okay, it's night now (:

went out with mama, and stuff, shopped, bought nothing but a bag for lok sok po.

and something really funny.
was at tangs, walking around, and you know tags basement? they sell all the pots and pan, and there is this people who like, demo the product, and stuff? yeah. the guy who promote and demo the pots, for baking cake one. REALLY FUNNY english, really.
this are just some of the words he use.

FLOUR he say as PLA.
MAKE WATER
CRISPY PLA
THEN AH USING ON THIS ONE
MOCHA as MOOKA
SIFON CAKE IS GOT HOLE
JUST RUB IT OIL
YOU LIKE TO DO POTATO
NO NEED FOR BAKE CAKE
JUST NOW as NI AH NOW

seriously, picture that man, he talk like that. there are ALOT more, just that i can't remember or note down. yeah. super funny lah, and only AUNTIES understands.
mama and me was like, laughing like crazy, seriously. non stop. laugh like crazy man.

well, after that went for high tea with mama, was rally good, we talk non stop. told her ALOT ALOT of stories. hehehe, which i never dare to tell her before.

today post gonna be boring, i'm not feeling well. suddenly, i feel like fainting and wanna puke.

okay, another scary thing happened just now.

i was at mum room helping her with her laptop.
then i was kneeling on the floor, facing the laptop, leaning on the bed. then the door was parallel to me.

me: mummy, you must...
-door creeks-
me, mum, dad: -all stare at each other with a weird expression-
then all of us turn to look at the door,


THE FREAKING DOOR WAS OPEN.

me: MUMMY AHHH!!!!! THIS HOUSE VERY SCARY LEHHH!!!!! THAT DAY THE MAIN DOOR OPEN, NOW YOUR ROOM DOOOR?!!?!
mummy: hahahahahahhaha.
daddy: -.-
me: YAH LAH, YOU KNOW HOWWWW SCARYYY OR NOT?!
mummy: ehehehe, close the door lor.
me: scary lah, wahlau.


seriously, this is freaky, DOORS OPENS ON IT OWN. WAHLAU.

okay, today, a good girl. stay home, and like sleep. hahahaha
went for facial, then homee homeeeee.

seriously, whenever i go for facial right, i kinda like, want to go, but don't want.
because the beautician that does my facial right, is a Malaysian. and she speaks chinese only, i mean, english yeah, a lil. and i have trouble speaking in chinese, not that i want to. or some poeple will say 'step' but seriously. basic chinese works for me, but not those ehhh, chim? words. yeah. speaking in chinese is never my forte man. speak chinese too fast, and i won't really get every word, speak slow but use those weird chinese words, i won't get it. sian ah.

why these days youth don't like speaking chinese ah?
actually it is not that bad what. just kinda ching chong and cheena lah. hahaha.

singaporean only speak chinese in these occasion.

1. To gramps.
2. To canteen stall auntie
3. Hawker stalls
4. Toilet cleaners
5. Taxi uncles
6. certain sales people

it's like, to anyone but own friends or family. unless family is chinese speaking.
but thats about it, it is like not common to see friends speaking in chinese.

chinese, i can't write can't read, only can speak basic chinese. only few words, i'm like, super confident in writing in chinese is my name. hahahaha. my chinese name.

my chinese have been bad bad baddd ever since like, primary school. hahaha. cannot pass one, even with tuition it won't help.

worst still, during tuition i would SLEEP. yes. mine is a one-to-one tuition, not group. wondering how i sleep huh, when the teacher eyes is like ON ME. this is how you do it.

with your text book, with the passage that one, you put in the table. then 2 elbow on the table, rest your face on your hands, but you look down, so it's like rest your cheeks on your palm and face your book. so it's a looking down position right, then SLEEP LAH.

but how to sleep when he/she wants you to read?

simple, just take it as you don't know how to read a SINGLE word, so he/she will have to read it out, then you just follow after what he/she say, then you stop.

okay, PLEASE DON'T TRY THIS ALRIGHT. it was MY experience. and it is not good. so don't try this at home, alright, or wherever.

i seriously think i'm a badddddddddd person. hahaha, teaching how to sleep during tuition, like !@#$$%^&* so don't try it. hahahahaha

well, that was just 1 out of my few tuition stories!

i'll blog more about my other stories, like another day.

(:

CHECK IT OUT! SUPER FUNNNY

http://yutakis.wordpress.com/2008/01/25/transformer/

such a joy blogging.

okay, about today. lets seee.

i was being a MSLIX DELIVERY WOMAN.
well, MsLix is my sister. and yes, i had to help her do some stuff, pass some stuff to her friends, so yeah, i went to her studio at east point to pass to her friend some stuff. it was weird man, i walked into the studio.

me: ehh, *****?
her: yes yes, lixin sister
me: yupyup, here you go, the things.
her: thanks thanks.
-background noises mumbling, then someone suddenly said-
someone: hello lixin sister
everyone else: hello lixin sister/liying
me: hello.
someone: bye lixin sister
everyone else: byebyeee

then i can hear them talking,

person a: it is liying lah, what lixin sister lixin sister
person b: really her sister whatttttt.

i was walking, so could not hear anything after that.

i also went down to Raffles Place to aunt min shop to pass to her, the nail polish. just pop over to pass to her.

super crazy ah, look like delivery woman.

anyway, here is a thing? conversation? whatever.
seriously, these days i'm being super radom.

a: why are you like, not curious how i get your e-mail ah?
me: curious for what, you either get my e-mail from my blog or your friend lahhhh.
a: oh yah hor, so smart, my friend gave me.
me: duhhhhhh. if not what.
a: huh
me: someone randomly run up to you and tell you this ah, 'ADD HER NOW, IF NOT YOU WILL DIE. I'LL KILL YOU. I'M WATCHING'
a: oh yah hor. true leh
me: yah, will it happen or not. siao ah. where got people like that one
a: if it really happens right, i think i'll go to the nearest internet cafe and add you lor.
me: uhhuh, no one will do that please. and after you add to find it's a 17 year old girl.
a: true true.

well, this is lame, hahahha, makes no sense, but do make sense also. whatever lah. heck.

OKAY, FLYING SOON, and guess what, my luggage is still I'VE GOT NO IDEA WHERE. hahahaha. seriously, i think i'm gonna panic soon. hahahaa.

okat, whats up for tomorrow, ehhh, facial. and and and PACKING PACKING PACKING. thursday dinner with gong gong and family.
friday got partyyyyyyyy.
saturday flyfly.

i fedddd up ah, everyone keep asking what time is my flight and stuff.

FLIGHT DEPART AT 1005AM
I'LL BE AT THE AIRPORT AT 8AM
SG 830
TERMINAL 3

enough. hahahaha.
no idea what to blog about.

Oo, the Edison Chen thing is crazy. hahahaha really. madness.

hmmmm. i'm getting speechless.

argh, i'm gonna miss singapore food, i wanna like, buy 859790845793465382 packs of hokkien mee, and like deeeeep freeezzzeee it, then bring to shanghai, put in microwave, then can eat. HAHAHAHAHAA.
stupid lah, BUT NEVERMIND. aiyah, i really love fooooood alot. but like, cannot bring there leh, CONFIRM I GROW FAT. thats whyyyy, i'll be bring my running shoes, HAHAHAHA. GO THERE JOGJOG EHH, KEEP FIT! AND SLIM!

okay, i'm seriously trying to bathe early these days, SO HARD LEH, no idea why.

BLAHBLAHBLAH

OKAY, SOMETHING DANG SCARY JUST HAPPENED.

it's 2.28am. it's raining very heavily with thunder and all.
your dog is scared of thunder, she is scared being alone when it rains, she comes up to your room door, and she knock on your room door. you opened the door for her, she came in. then she decided to go down stairs to take her bed up, but to your horror, when you walk down the stairs, you felt something was not right, you asked yourself, 'why is the rain sound so sharp? why is it so loud and obvious like i am standing outside of the house' just then, you realise 1 thing, THE MAIN WOODEN DOOR IS SWING OPEN. you panic, you start having fear in your heart you did not know what to do, to run up back upstairs or to go to parents room to tell them.

you stand on the step, staring at the door, thinking what is the possibilities of the door being open, someone came in? maid went out to do some stuff? what could it be? at that point, you freaked out, you ran to parents room, but to find out that the door could not be opened, it was hard to open, you stared at the door, you did not let your eyes leave that door, you tried to open the door, then suddenly, the door opened! you went in,

you: mummy? daddy?
mum: yes?
dad: huh?
you: the door, main door
mum: why?
you: it's...open
dad: what?!
you: it'sss oopenn, i ca..me dow.n too ta..ke shino'ss bed...butt..t..found the door open.
-mum dad both got u-
you: i'll on the lights. -on the lights-
dad: -jumped out of bed, walk out.
mum: -standing up-
you: -freaking out-
dad: it must be the wind, open the door, must be we did not close the door tight.
mum: but we did check did we not?
you: -still in shock-
dad: -closes door-
mum: better check around
you: -follows dad-
dad: i better check upstairs also.
you: -follow dad up with dog's bed-
dad: you go sleep alright baby.
you: yeah, okay.

okay, seriously. this happened just just just. and i was the you, and it FREAKED ME OUT. seriously, the whole thing happened. i was like, scared to death, no idea why, then my house house DARK. wahlau. scared lah. i just stared at the opened door, just stared. STARED. yes. it is dang scary.

OKAY OKAY, BLOG TIME. hahaha
i always look forward to blogging man, seriously. haha.
no idea why. who cares if got people read or not, well. i do still enjoy blogging!

anyway, went out with KAKEEEEE today. hahahha.
towned with her.
heheee, after that went to kovan area. hehe.
omg, today's day out with kakee was super funny man.
all we did was laugh, seriously laugh.
from the second we met, till we go off, laugh like crazy.
we went to Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe and eat.
everything was crazy, i ordered a yang zhou fried rice, kakee ordered wan ton meeeeeee. super funny, then we ordered a drink, lime juice to share, then when the drink come right, i tried, WAHLAU SOUR LIKE !@#$%^&* but shiok lah. hahaha.

me: (after trying) kakee you try. SHIOK SHIOK.
kakee: uhhhh, your face like what sial.
me: shiok shiok really.
kakee: -gives the, i don't want to try kinda look-
me: tryyyy, shiokkkkk.
kakee: -tired- ehhxcjns.dkfiowajefms, her weird noise made.
both: -laughhhhhhhh-
kakee: excuse me ah, wo yao leng sui
person: wen sui?
kakee: leng sui
person: wen sui
kakee: leng sui
me: BING SUI.
person: bing sui, is 40 cents.
kakee: -looks at me -.- - okay okay, i still want.
me: wahpiangehhhhhh.
kakee: yah lah! ice 30 cents!
me: har, no lah 40 cents leh.
kakee: haha, no lah. ice 30 cents then water 10 cents
me: hahahahaa, piang eh.
kakee: if i know hor, i order 1 cup of ice, then 1 cup of warm water. then freee
me: but ice already 40 cents what.
kakee: oh yah hor.
both: -laugh-
then the fooood cameeeeee

kakee: -laughing, and trying to mix her wantonmeeee-
me: hahahahahahahahahahah, you can or not. you laugh laugh. then mix like, piak piak piak.
kakee: hahahahhahahhaha....
me: oie, hahahahahaha okay or not
kakee: hahahahahahahahaha
then both started eatingggggg
even while eating super happy lah, kakee kept saying she very happy.

kakee: ehhh, kakee ah? you want vegggie or not.
me: NO, YOU EAT!
kakee: but i don't eat oneeeee.
me: good for you, EAT!
kakee: don't want ):
me: -grabs her phone- you want to to call.....
kakee: noo noo nooooo!!!!
me: soo you eat or not!
kakee: eat eat eat.
kakee: but first you put the phone here, on the table put!
me: i put there you confirm take one lorrr!!!
kakee: i won't swear won't just put
me: sure ahh
kakee: yes
so i put the phone on the table.
kakee: -eats veggie-
me: hehehehe.

so both us ate and stuff lah, eat and laugh laugh and eat. just kept laughing non-stop. no idea why. only know kakee veryy happpy. and cannot stop reading her letter. hahaha. super funny lah.

after eating right, there is this aunty that came and like top-up the spoons into the thing. that time we both finish eating already.

-here comes aunty holding a tray of spoons at our table-
kakee: -burpppppp, superrrrrrrr loud-
aunty: -looks at us with a freaked out face-
me: SORRY SORRY, SORRY SORRY.
aunty: -smiles-
me: wahlau, kakee, that was DANGGG LOUD LAHHH!!!
kakee: sorry lah, hahaha, fulllll whatttttttt
me: hahahaa, okok.

and then, we laughed, laughed laughed laughed. the whole day, walk around looking like stupid, and laughing, with everyone staring. hahahahaha.
oh well, toda was just laughing, full of it.

MUMMY DANG FUNNY LAH. hahahahaha

i was at her room and i like kneel down on the floor, but leaning on her bed, helping her with her laptop stuff. then she suddenly put her hand on my back, hahaha, my PJS all wet, thanks to my hair, then.. okay! i better not say. hahahahaha. stop.

i'm like, blogging everything and anything, cannot cannot cannot. hahahaha.

987 is like my friend or something, keep listening.

OH YAH! I HAD A NIGHTTT MAREEEE. ):
super scary. nevermind about it!

seriously ah, why people sooooo free to give comments like, HELLO! NICE TO SEE YOU. FRIENDS? orrrrr WANNA MAKE FRIENDSSSS???? orrrrrr CALL ME! 9****** TEXT ME!

goodness, like WTH. how to text, aiyoh. like who will ah? seriously? i won't. will you? hehehehe. so crazy.

AIYAH! I'M JUST BORED, and don't know what to say, soo i'm just like RANDOM-ING? ahhahaha. whatever !! (((:

NOWWW CHECK THIS OUT!!!!! though it's like only 2 secs! BUTT, it's a video from SHANGAHI, my sisssssy took the video! FIREWORKS, but very little very fat, but well. here you go still!



okay okay, i know. it's freaking short, and like, you can't see a thing, but WHO CARES! haha, you still saw it. hahahaha. okay.

pardon me for being ehh, dumb. but well. me ishhhxzxzxz miixzxzxz.

i really admire people who have the time to type with all the xzii0byUjEreGbU, seriouslyyyyyyy. all the moii lurbzxxz LuRbXzXz. is not easy, needs ALOT of FINGER POWER. wooo. hahaha.

CHECK THIS OUT, SOO FUNNY.



SOO CUTE RIGHT?! hahahaha, soo any pairs!

really cool. anyway. i'm bored tired and sleepy. sooo, BYEBYEEEE. will blog more ehh, soon, when i feel like or whatever. hahahaha.

will be updated DAILY. without fail, unless, computer crashes BUT THATS AN EXCUSE! i can always use mum's laptp, or when ehh, i'm staying at my friends house EXCUSES! i can use my friend's laptop, or like, WHOLE OF SINGAPORE POWER FAILURE then no excuse lah. hahaa. OKAY.

NIGHTTTTTT YA'LL.

ps. i'll still be online though, hahahhaa. BYE

I WOKE UP AT 5 PLUS! i think?
yeah, then went dinner with family and all. hehehee.
ate at RED HOUSEEEEEEE at east coast, shiok.
sat beside kor kor, both of us CHIONGGGGGGG all the food. hahahaa
it was madness, ate like 382746532978456039847693 prawns, and crab, and 387938457634560347 of everything. hahahahaha.
anyway, THANK YOU LOK SOK GONG, LOK SOK PO!

they are so nice, they treat us dinnnnner. WOOHOOO. hahahaha
but dang ex lah, 2 tables you know. 8 person each table. madness, kids 1 table, but kids only got 6, so yee yee and paps joined us. hahaha. kids! hahaha

dinner was good and all, TOTALLY ENJOYED MAN, TOTALLY. hahaha.

okay, NEXT DINNER! thursday. hahaa, at prima or whatever that place is, gong gong told my mama, woo exciting. is that place like, the whole restaurant is like rotating, that one. SOO EXCITING. hahahhahaha.

okay, SATURDAY I'M FLYING, BYEBYE SINGAPORE. I'LL MISS YOU. hahaha.
i think everyone thinks i'm crazy.

when you don't get to hear what you want to, you just wanna give up
she is hearing what she wanna hear, not me.
but i just wanna say, i love you girl

ehh, no i'm not a lesbian. haha.

during dinner was super funny, hahahhahaha. all of us kids are like mad.
trying to do the tongue touch the chest thing, and all the tongue touch chin thing. and they all talked about me when i have kids, how i will make my kids cry or laugh.

and, if you saw/see my msn personal message, and you see like CHINESE words, YES I'M LISTEING TO CHINESE SONGS. but only jay chou OLDIES. his old songs ARE NICE. seriously NICE. hahahaa, i like. i went to search for the 2 CDs of his, and fund westlife CD also, took and burn into my lappy, hahahaha. and i loveee oldies, like soo niceee lah. hahahaha.

THANKS! FOR THIS! you know who you are, though i seriously don't know you. but well, i think you will see this, some how. hahaha. thanks. it's just me man. all my post are purely me. hahaha. i can be really dumb at times.

okay, today dinner. once again, TOTAL FUNNY-NESS. i did all my weird face expression and they all laughed their ass off, seriously.

all i did was, ehh, pull my ear, cross my eyes, and puff up my cheeks at the same time stick my tongue out!
was it that funny? seriously. hahahaha. i told them lah, that i'll do that to make my kids laugh.

me: my kids will laugh!
them: hahahahahaha, MORE LIKE CRY!
me: no lor! it's funny right, you guys laughed.
them: hahaha, yah, it;s stupid, but it scares kids!
me: noooooo. madness.
then: since you going to shanghai right, TRY ON EVAN SEE IF HE CRY OR LAUGH
me: FINEEE!!!
-i kept doing that stupid expression-

got that bad meh? hahahahahha.

lok sok po asked me to go but a actress, HAHAHAHAHA.
alot of people tell me that. hahahaha. just cause i'm a drama mama.
i SUPER DRAMA MAMA.
i know that too, not being hao lian lah, but well. i like leh. super drama mama, at least it's making me around me LAUGH right.
i mean seriously. laughing is a good thing. everyone laugh i'll be super happy, even though they are like, saying me for being stupid dumb and all, at least everyone goes home with a smile on their faces!
and that is what that makes me happy, really.

no matter how sad i am, no matter how, i will still end up being a stupid dumb drama mama that makes everyone laugh, and esp with my cousins, they are the BOMB.
i may be like super down, BUT STILL. they make me laugh, i may be down, but end up being the clown. well, tim and me, together, the pack man, THE PACK. POTATOES FOR LIFE. i love tim, seriously, put us together, the whole world laugh.
with my dumbness, and him making fun of me i guess. hahaha.
the bomb. hahahaa.

I LOVE MY COUSINS! REALLY.
VICTORRRRRRR, TIMOTHYYYYY, REBECCCCAAAAA, RACHELLL, JEMERYYYYY. da bomb, haha. we love each other.
put us together, and we can talk and play till there is no tomorrow. the laughters and dumbness will fill the room to the max. hahahahaha.

tim: kor, biu likes those ahhbenggggg.
victor (kor): yah, if she brings home 1, i'll not even let him step in.
me (biu): HAHAHAHAHA, please lahh. WHAT AHBENGGGGGG
victor: ALL YOUR SKINNIES GUYS.
me: please lah, it's nice lor.
victor: hhahahahahahahahahahaha
tim: she bring home, those skinnies, tatttooooo orange hair and all, hahahahaha
me: noooooo. madness.

oh well, cousins love.

HELLO HELLLO
went to church late x)
THANKS CELL FOR PRAYING FOR ME, BEFORE MY TRIP.
and yes, xavier i'll get something from them, and yes, huat i know thats your heart felt WORDS.
hahahahaha, yeah, you guys will surely get something! i love ya'll.

anyway, after that, i went to meet my friend, at house area, then dad suddenly call me.

-my phone rings-
me: hello daddy!
dad: where're you baby
me: ehh, near our house?
dad: oh! coming home already ah. faster ahh
me: no no, i'm with my friend.
dad: OH! ask her come over lah!
me: ehh, dad ah? not girl leh.
dad: HAR!? then who?!
me: my friend lor! from another church!
dad: ORHHH, ask him come come comeee!! alot of food, COME COME
me: orhhh, okay okayyyy.
dad: so come ahhh
me: yeah, i ask my friend.
dad: okay, byeeee
me: bye paps.
-phone down-
me: WOW!
friend: huh
me: wanna come my placeeeeee?
friend: HAR
me: my dad invited you
friend: your dad invite ME.
me: yeahhh.
friend: wah. yeah okay how?
me: go?
friend: okay lor go.
-both walk over-
-reach home-
me: HELLO DADDY HELLO MUMMY, HELLLLLLLLO AUNTIESSS AND UNCLESSS!!!!!!!
everyone: HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLO.
friend: hi uncle hi auntie.
everyone: hi.
-friend and me went up to my room-
-kids followed up-
me: heyy nicole, remember me or nottt.
nicole: yupp, i remember jie jie.
-then there was NIKI and JENNA-
-all said hi, and started playing-

so they all like started playing and all, played with friend and me, until my mama had to come up, and bring us 2 down to eat, hahaha, not even eat, but TAKE FOOD UP. play and eat at the same time.

nicole: jie jie, i wanna play computer.
me: okay, let jie jie on her computer first okay.
nicole: okayyy.
- i on my computer and all, let her play her winx club-
friend and me went to makan.

once i start eating right, like not long later i will hear this

nicole: JIE JIEEE!! COMPUTERRRR!!!
-i'll be like, having half a spoon of laksa in my mouth, i'll just chomp down and do over-

you can just imagine, i'm actually not very good with kids, but well. I HAD TO BE!
okay, this is WHAT HAPPENS WHEN,

YOUR PARENTS HOLDS A WINE PARTY.
in simple form, DRINKING PARTY. you know, just wanna make it sound high class.


so yes! i had to like, take care of the kids rightttttttt.
so friend and me, TOOK CARE OF THEM, BABY SIT THEM.
and as you know, my room and my sisssssy room has a loft, a ladder up to our bed, KIDS LOVEEE CLIBMINGGGGGGGGGGGG UP. it was NUTS, seriously. you have one 4 years old one 6 years and one eight.
MY GOSH, crazyness! hahahaha. friend and me had a HARD time. all climb, up and down, i had to ensure safety of all this little princess. bo bian, so i took care. had fun and all.

all of them: LETS PLAY HIDE AND SEEEEK!!!
me: okay okay, who is gonna be the seeker?
nicole: JIE JIE! YOU!
me: jie jie very tired, i climb up and down the ladder until tired already
all of them: JIEEE JIEEEE YOUUUU
me: okay okay, go hide.
-all went to hide-
-friend was facing them when they hide, and i was SOOO tired-
me: oie, where are they?
friend: in your wardrobe
me: thanks.
-i went over, TO MY HORRRRROR! THEY HIDE UNDER MY PROM DRESS, ALL UNDER MY PROM DRESS WAS SCARED IT WAS LIKE, TORN OR SOMEHTING-
me: FOUNDDD YOU GIRLSSSS((((:
then: -scream-
me: shh shh shhhhh.

so they all, went back to my room, and they wanted ROUNDS AND ROUNDS of hide and seek, always is JIE JIEEE!! YOU BE SEEKER! i got soo tired, until i was like, 'ASK KOR KOR!'
friend was like no no jie jie. hahahahaha. well too bad friend. hahahaha. yea, friend had to be seeker. haha, so they played lor.

tiring for 2 old person playing with 3 energizer battery. hahahahah. seriously.

well, their parents had a blast, and yeah, friend and me, had ehh FUN. hahahaha. yeah. but those girls, sweeeeet.

thats jenna, nicole and niki from left to right. NIKI IS SUPER CUTE. haha
there they are, the 8, 6, and 4
how cute, they planned it themselves, i did not even tell them to do it.
WHEN PARENTS ARE DRUNK, THEY TAKE PICTURES LIKE THIS! hahahahahha

sooo yeah, thats about my day today, madness huh. hahahahahaha KIDS!

I'M TALKING TO KAKEEE ON THE PHONE NOWWW

54 words

Speed test

IT'S NOT EASY LAH.

hahaha, and THATS! my desktop background, HOWS THAT. HAHAHAHHA

FYI

Flight reservation is confirmed as below following :

1.ER/LIYING MS

2. SQ 830 01MAR SINPVG 1005 1515

3. SQ 831 30MAR PVGSIN 1430 1945

okay, see that? yes, confirm. the only thing that have not confirm is, my seat. so yes, 1st march say bye and 30th march say helllllo.
seriously, i'm gonna miss alot of things and people.

1. SINGAPORE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
2. MUMMMMMYKINS AND PAPSYYYY DAPSYYYY
3. My babes and KAKEEEE
4. heart
5. SHINO BABY GIRL OF ALL SWEETEST GIRL WHO I WISH TO BRING WITH ME TO SHANGHAI AND NEVER LEAVE HER ALONE ANYWHERE TO PACK HER INTO A BAG AND CARRY HER ROUND THE WHOLE OF SHANGAHI WITH ME
6. my roooooooom
7. my bedddddd
8. my spongebob blanket, pillow case, bobo case, bed sheet.
9. walking shino
10. texting hearts, and all those go and die people.
11. BAAAA KUAAAAAAAAAA

i make it sound like, i'm going and never coming back, but shit lah. i will man, 1 MONTH YO, 1 MONTH.
well, i'll still blog daily, i'll still come online daily.
just can't contact through phoneeee.
):

i'm gonna miss miss miss lah.

it's only a month, hahaa. who cares.

i thought i was like leaving like, on the 9 or 10. then change to 6 or 7. was thinking still got time, but NOOOOO. 1st!
after ma told me i was like 1st 1st 1st, then took my phone to check the day and all. i was like SHIT! NEXT SATURDAY!? mum was like, yupyup.
somemore, in my mind was like 1st ah, like 3 weeks later or like 2, then NOO ONE WEEK. i was like WAHLAUUEHHH. shocking. hahahaha. gave parents my typical shock face, the mum still just smack my face. hahahaha.

wellwellwelll, GO SIGN UP FOR SKYPE! CAN TALK THERE, VIDEO CONFERENCE, CAN ALSO. GOGOGOGO. haha. i'm going crazy.

gotta go for family dinner later, since it's the last day of CNY, gramps wants a family dinner togetherr. hahaha. yeahh.
super exciting please. flying ALONE, since rebecca not coming with me.
fly alone, SOO COOL.
5 hours alone, so exciting. hahahaha

blog more tonight!

okay, now is tonight, and i'm gonna blogblog. again! hahaha
okay, went for dinner, DINNER WAS G-R-E-A-T!
why? simply cause, us the kids, all my cousins and all SAT IN THE SAME TABLE WITHOUT THE ADULTS! it was like FREEDOM OF SPEECH time, where all of us, shared our own stuff, hahaha adults don't know. HAHAHAHAHA. was like 6 kids 1 table, TALK TALK TALK. like, food was GREAT company was great, everything was great. tim and me had a great time man. hahaa.

told them stories after stories. the food was gooood too!! HAD CRAB PLEASE. CRAB BEEEEHOOONNNN WITH 2 CRAB, WHOOOOO. LIKE 6 PERSON 2 CRAB. the adults was like 8 person 2 crab, and they did not even finish! hahaha, food SHIOK.

(:

okay, i'm like home, and yes, i have not eaten anything.

my maid: liying
me: what
my maid: what lunch you want?
me: -shake head- don't want.
my maid: dinner you staying ah
me: no, i going out.
my maid: -walks away-
me: -go back upstairs-

hahaha, yeah man. i'm not eating, i guess for those who knows, i actually adore food, i loveeeeeee food.
i cannot eat right? but can drink or not ah?
okay, only water, cannot drink milo and stuff, because it is like, liquid food, HAHAHAHA.

so exciting mission, hahahhahaha. aybe i should try for a week, no food, only water, but not to fill my tummy, but to hydrate myself, HAHAHAHAHA. cool eh. i seriously think, if mummy reads this, she will come talk to me. and think i'm crazy. since she do know my blog URL. hahaha.

okay, i just answered a phone call, and it was WEIRD. seriously.

caller: hello?
me: hi, yes.
caller: i'm calling from singtel, and may i speak to Miss Lixin?
me: oh, she is currently not in singapore. but i'm her sister, anything i can help?
caller: oh okay, i would like to ask if there is anything wrong with your broadband?
me: oh, ehh. i'm actually wondering the problems lies with my laptop or the internet, but like, usually happens at night that my internet strength on my laptop will start to like, flicker. but i personally use a mac, so i wonder if this only happens to mac or what. because my sister don't face this problem, but there was once my sister's laptop could not detect the internet.
caller: no, it's not your laptop.
me: so, is there like a problem with my broadband thats why you're, like calling?
caller: ehh, nooo. may i know who i'm speaking to?
me: liying? yeah.
caller: okay, thanks. bye.
me: okayyy, bye?
caller: -put down-

okay, i find it WEIRD. she ask me about my broad band, i tell her the PROBLEM, then i ask her, like. is there a problem thats why you call she say no. WTH.
soooo, is there a problem?

hahah, whatever!

OKAY, PICTURE THIS, I'M LEAVING SINGAPORE IN LIKE 2 WEEKS TIME. EXCITING EHHH.
and won't see me for a month, exciting eh.
less noise. HAHAHA.

TIME CHECK! 1548

okay, i'm suppose to meet my friend, but changed to TOMORRRROW. and if i stay home all day today, PARENTS WOULD LIKE, FORCE ME TO EAT! AND CANNOT BREAK MY LITTLE PROMISE. hahahaha. not promise my MISSION. HAHAHA. i must get my ass out of the house BEFORE DINNER! and only get home after dinner, but i don't wanna look like a retard walking around my house area for HOURS, just because i don't wanna eat. stupid right. hahahaha.

okay, seriously, mum cannot read this, HAHAHAHAHA. i'll be dooom.

if you're reading, mummy, HELLO! don't worry, your daughter is fine, and you know she cannot live without food, this is just a TRY OUT. and be sure, once this mission is over, your daughter is gonna eat like MAD. hehehehe. i love you mummy.

OH YAH! i'm like gnna eat alot lesser in shanghai, since, i'm scared they poison ME! THEN I DIE, HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. then some of you will be very happy. i never come back. anyway, yeah, i'm gonna not eat alot in shanghai, because when i go right, it is still gonna be cold. hahaha, okay i checked, when i go on the 6th right (TBC) temperature should be 9 deg to 11 deg yeah, so exciting, COLD COLD. I LIKE. hahahaha.

yeah, i'll be going shanghai, but like. leave before the school holidays! mum don't want the peak period, sure cannot get tix and stuff. oh well. hahha.
i'm gonna go alone, rebecca won't be going, since she don't wanna go for a month. okay okay, you must be thinking right, like why cannot like, i stay then she come back first, wellllll. that IS possible, if you wanna like, pay another thousand? which is like separate tickets. when you can actually take a 2-to-go ticket, which means, leave together come back together. if not, gotta pay for individual. which is ALOT more ex. get it get it? don't also say yes.

so i'll be going aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
seriously. gonna be super exciting. like, take plane alone, for hours, i'll be alone and stuff, how cool. people will be like, looking, WTH IS THIS 16 YEAR OLD GIRL DOING ALONE IN THIS PLANE, IS SHE LIKE LOST? like where is her PARENTS?! did they dump her here, and cheat her into going to some other place? or is she even in the correct plane as her parents!? do they like, KNOW SHE IS HERE. then there will be people who will ask me, like

person: ehh, are you sure you're suppose to be here?
me: yah
person: where is your parents?
me: singapore?
person: do you know what you are doing here?
me: ehhh, taking a plane to shanghai?
person: and why are you going shanghai?
me: none of your business?
person: you're alone right?
me: -feeling irritated by the person- do i look like i've got ANYONE i know here?
person: ehhh, no?
me: sooooooo, i'm traveling alone as you can seeee
person: what was your parents last words to you?
me: -super irritated- why do you wanna know?!??!
person: just asking? so, what's it?
me: ehh, TAKE CARE I LOVE YOU BABY!?
person: -thinks in his mind, shit shit shit, they are sending her away like alone, and they told her those words, it's like, sending her away forever, her parents don't want her anymore- oh, alright. you coming back to singapore?
me: -pissed- WHAT DO YOU THINK?!
person: no?
me: since you say so, whatever.
person: -thinks, SHIT! SHE IS NOT COMING BACK! i better ask the flight attendant- haha, okay, talk to you later.
me: -roll eyes-
person: excuse me excuse me miss, this girl seems like she is alone, and she is so young, and i think her parents left her here alone here, sending her to shanghai alone and stuff.
me: -heard everything- excuse meeeee MISTERRRRR.
person: -busy talking to the flight attendant-
me: HELLO?!
-both ignores-
after a whileeeeeeeee.
flight attendant: hello, miss?
me: yes?!
FA: you're here alone?
me: as you can see, YES.
FA: where are your par...
me: ARE YOU GONNA ASK ME THE SAME THING AS WHAT THAT MAN ASKED ME? YES! I'M HERE ALONE, MY PARENTS IS IN SINGAPORE, AND I'M GOING TO SHANGHAI, AND MY PARENTS LAST WORDS TO ME WERE TAKE CARE I LOVE YOU BABY, AND WHY I'M GOING TO SHANGHAI IS IT EVEN YOUR BUSINESS?!
FA: sorry miss, but why are you going to shanghai for? i need to know, since you're young, and traveling alone going to another country without your parents.
me: HAHA, thanks for your concern, BUT! i am sure my parents know what they are doing, and they did not engage irritating people like you guys to check on meeeee.
FA: i understand, but you're alo..
me: OKAY! I TELL YOU ALRIGHT!
FA: okay.
me: I'M GOING TO SHANGHAI TO ACCOMPANY MY SISTER?!
FA: your sister is in shanghai?
me: DUHH!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
FA: which part of shanghai is she staying?
me: PUXI AREA?!
FA: what is her address:
me: HOW WOULD I BLOODY KNOW?!
FA: -talks to that person man, about me not knowing the address-
FA: -looks very concern- are you sure you're going to look for my sister?
me: YES YOU ASS, YES. YOU WANT TO FOLLOW ME ALLL THE WAY TILL MY SISTER COMES AND FETCH ME FROM THE AIRPORT?!
FA: if you don't..
me: YES! I MIND, NOW GET LOST, EVEN YOU MISTER PERSON HUMAN SHIT THING, GET LOST WILL YOU.
FA, person: i'm sorry.
me: THANK YOU.
FA, person: -still looking worried-

after 5 hours
-plane touch down, everyone get out of the plane-
i'm happily walking to get over custom, but felt 2 idiots following me. turn around, but they could not be seen. but could tell they are following me.
after awhile, they appeared behind me, i turn around and saw them, they then came towards me.

me: WTH ARE YOU 2 FOLLOWING ME?!
FA, person: just worried for you.
me: CAN TOU STOP FOLLOWING ME, DO I LOOK LIKE A KID?!
both: yes?
me: I'M NOT YOU ASS, GO AWAY.

i go about doing my own stuff, and could tell they were still were following me all the way.
i then turn around again

me: FINE! WHY NOT YOU 2 STUPID FOLLOW ME ALL THE WAY TILL MY SISTER FETCHES ME?! HAPPPY??!
both: SURE SURE.

so went through custom and stuff, then collect my stuff, then out to the place where people fetch their love ones.

me looking around for my sister, then found her, walked over gave her a hug.
i then look around for the 2 idiots.
they saw me, came over.

both: are you sure she is your sister?
me: then.
both: don't even look alike.
me: MUST YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS!? MUST AH!?
both: okay okay, no no.
my sister: hi, and you're....
me: ka jie, don't say anything, they are freaking irritating
sister: she is my sister. bye
both: WAIT WAIT, any prove?
me: wth, you even need prove?!
-sis and me took out our IC to show-
both: -paiseh face-
-pulls sis away, walk off-


OKAY, this whole story is purely made up by me, it's lame and stupid. HAHAHAHAHHAA. like, who sooo free can stalk a person allllllll the way. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay, i'm just being lame and stupid. hehehehe. OKAY!

TIME CHECK, 1640

i'm still at home, haha, waiting for my friend's call.
i'm bored, shall blog more tonight, will re-edit this post.
hehehehe. LONGGG POST EH. hahaha
i'll blog later about how is the feeling of not eating for the whole day, my own experience.

this is like super cool. I LOVE NUFFNANG. i hope i can earn! SERIOUSLY! I HOPE I CAN EARN. SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. READ MY BLOG, GET YOUR FRIENDS TO COME MY BLOG. JUST COMEEE AND READ.IF THERE ARE ALOT RIGHT, THERE WILL BE ADS! THAT CAN HELP YOU IN MANY MANY WAYS!

TIME CHECK! 2039

GUESS WHAT, MISSION FAILLLL!!!!!! )))))))):

-main door opens, i rush down from my room-
me: HEY DADDY!
dad: -switching on the lights, and turns around- aye, what are you doing here? never go out?
me: i stayed home all day today.
dad: good girl. -pats my head-
me: -walking towards the kitchen, but turn left to look into mum's room and saw her- HELLO MUMMMMMMMMMY.
mum: hello dear.
me: MA MA MA!
mum: what what what
me: I'M NOT EATING DINNER TODAY!
mum: fasting?
me: NOOO LAHHHH, no reason for me to fast.
mum: thennnn.
me: i'm trying not to eat for a full day. will only eat at 2am.
mum: no.
me: mummy, this is my mission. i cannot break it.
dad: SIAO
me: really, i'm NOT EATINGGGGG.
both: NOOOOOOOO.
me: but, mu..
mum: eat. your. dinner.
me: mum, i cannot cannooottt, my mission lahh.
dad: don't be crazy, eat your dinner.
me: but but but, i'm trying to ehhh, I KNOW! FEEL HOW THE AFRICANS FEEEL, HA! NO FOOD LEHH.
mum: you think you in africa ah?
me: but but but, know how they feel whatttt.
dad: eattttt.
mum: eat your dinner.
me: harrrrrrrr.
both: eat your dinner!
me: okay lah okay lah okay lah!
both: -happy-

HOWHOWHOWWWW, I ATE MY DINNNER! NEVERMIND TOMORROW I DON'T EAT! HA! MAKE SURE I DON'T EAT TOMORROW! MAKEEE SURE.

BREAKING NEWS! I'M NOT FLYING ON THE 6TH ANYMORE!!!!
I'M FLYING ON THE 1ST
-.-
hahaha.
SO YES, those who talk to me on the phone and stuff, you won't be hearing my voice anymore. for a month.

LIVING ON THE 1ST OF MARCH SATURDAY. FLIGHT IS SQ830 DEPARTING AT 1010AM. TERMINAL 3

Oooooo, i stayed home till like, 3pm, then i went out, went to cathy, to meeeeeeeeeeeeet junhong and yanqi, haha. was a fun day. we like, walked to town, went to cine, and guess who i saw, MISS REBECCCCCCCCCCA KAN. MY COUSIN. hahahahaha. she was with jac, saw each other, and got a shock of our life, to see each other, seriously. hahahaha. we went out together, hahaha, met up after her movie, all went out together, then jac went home, then hong went home, then left with rebecca yanqi and me, then my cousin went home, then was yanqi and me, we walked around like non stop, hahaha, we went to check what time is the last train, at orchard, was 1144pm, so went to we decided to take the last train, but had time, so we walked over to city hall to take our train home, hehehehe, so we went homeeee. took like 2nd last train home. yeah, rech home at 12 plusss, hehehe. so i'm home now, stonnnning.

i've mastered the art of starving myself, seriously. i use to eat supper alot, like daily but now, i stop, suddenly just STOP, never eat supper, then now like siao, like got withdrawal symptoms of not having supper, seriously, my tummy will make LOADS of sound, HAHAHAHA, you know, those hungry sound. then i will be like, NO EAT, NOOOO EATING, CANNNOT EATTTTT. the in the end really never eat, i think i'm gonna loooooooose weight, seriously. i am not having breakfast i don't even eat proper lunch, or don't even eat lunch, dinner okay lah, but don't eat at dinner time, and don't eat much. supper i've stoppped.

so i thin, i'm anorexic. hahhahahahahah. i'm not eating at all, seriously not eating at all. i think i can don't eat for 1 whole day, seriously. i'm gonna try tomorrow, don't eat for the whole day. seriously. hehehehehehe, maybe later, i go have something to eat, then don't eat already, at all, don't eat. the i think i can get a flatttter tummy, and a smaller cheek. YAYYAYAYAYAYYYY.

okay! i woke up at like, 9am!??!??!??!!
suppose to meet jasmine at 11pm at queenstown mrt. BUT NOOOOO.
hahahahaha, i called her at like 9 plus, until 10 plus, she never pick up, good. i told shalin she is not picking up, she also try to call, also cannot get her. never mind.
i left my house at like, 1030 to take the train down to queenstown, and i still can't contact jasmine. was crazy, gave her a million miss calls, hahahahahaha. even shalin tried to call, in the end she said sorry not meeting -.-

okay, nvermindddddd. we went to bugis, then, we caught a show, JUMPER. OMG OMG OMG. I LOVE THE SHOW, I WANNA BE THE GIRL, PLUS BRING A JUMPER, SUPERRRR COOOOL LAHHH. rob bank never get caught leh. hahahaha. I WANT I WANT, AND THEY 2, THE COUPLE, SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPER SWEEEEEEEET LAH!

(:

-iloveyou

i did not blog last night, yeah, hahaa, because was not home, was at sophia's house. hahaha. it was gongong birthday dinner! and it was a BLAST! i love it man! seriously. gongong was freaking happy!!! I LOVE GONGONG, HAPPY 80TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST GRANDPAPS.

was sophia house, drank alot. hahaha. played truth and dare and drank drank drank, drank wine. hahaha. sophia father bought i think a whole carten of wine, hahaha, i think we drank alot like 3 or 4 bottles? hahahaha, shared between 5 i think. hahaha. and we wanted moreeeeeeeeeeeee.

hahahhaa, yeah, many many many people went, parents friends, sophia friends, her brother friends and all. alot. it was fun. hahahaha. UNEXPECTED PEOPLE CAME. hahahahaha. sophia, meeeeeee and them. yupppp.

anyway, at the end, jasmine went back with guanzhong, then kakee left, after kakee a longgggggggg while later was babe shalinda. then left, sophia me and friend. sophia started talking on the phone, we stayed till 5am, then both of us left, sophia was still on the phone. hahahaha, yah, she was on the phone from ehh, 2am?
yeah, hahaha, longlonlonglongggggg, friend and me was like, watching cartoon network? hahahaha, like stoning on the bed staring at the tv. hhhahahhahahaa. watching angry bevers, cow and chicken. and all those stuff, hahaha, it was really funny.


cousins! kajie, jemery, gong gong, korkor, rebecca, timothy, me and rachel.
super grand and nice yu sheng
lok sok po, lok sok gong, yee cum mo, yee kau fu, gong gong, yee yee, mummy, daddy, sam kau fu, sam cum mo.
BIRTHDAY CAKEEE!! can someone tell me what is the word?
the pimp in the middle.

out whole day today.
went to meet shalin, then kakee came after that. anyhow, EUNICE LIU PANGSEH!
okay, we had fun still, ate alot, talk catch up and all. yeah, was good (:



go watch ALLLL their videos, GOOD, REALLY GOOD, laugh my add off. a MUST to watch is, How to be a nerd, how to be a gangster, hot to be emo.

Will you be my valentine?
No
Why?
For?!
I want you to be my valentine.
But, you're?
Your valentine.

okay whatever, being irritating and dumb.

okay, i've got like 2 person who ask me like, 'why i send you a text that is soo long, but all i get back is something short'

how to answer ah?
i mean seriously, expecting a long text in return. how to? sending me a longgg text, but all you're saying is about yourself or another person, what you want me to say. 'hahaa, yah i cannot stand that person also, i'm trying to make this text long so you can read more since you wanted something long from me, so is this long enough for you?'
like that? best of all, sending me text like, 'i'll be at city hall at 5pm, meet me there, outside the control station. don't forget to bring my book' sooo, what reply you wanna get?! 'haha, okay, i'll be at city hall at 5pm, to met you outside the control station, and i will not forget your book'
like this? are you sure you wanna hear that? it is simply stupid lah to receive a text like that. people like me will not even reply. hehehe, but the person worries that i never receive the text but well.
busy reply short also cannot, not buys never reply long, DIE. aiyoh, so confusing.
or some simply flirt over text messages, how to reply? flirt back when i'm not even a bit interested in the person, but just wanna be a total anti climax!?
zhou ren hen xing ku, REALLY! my goodness, this cannot that also cannot, even down to TEXT also wanna complain. powwwwwwwwer.
well, i USE TO send long text and rply long text messages, but well. friends around me juts don't reply long, so i get used t it, and don't send long text. (:

okay, enough about TEXT MESSAGES. to think about it, i want a sidekick still. hahaha.

Neil Humphreys Complete notes from singapore, is really funny man, seeing singapore from a englishman point of view, hahahaa.

oh man, fashion fashon, driving me nuts. seriously. I NEED MORE CLOTHESSSS!! MORE PLEASEEEEEEE.

okay, time check, 2241.
i just got home.
went out with mum and sister, went to vivo then to mount faber then to suntec. hahaha. bought stuff, hehehe, bought 2 tops from topshop, those plain tanks. hehe. yeah.
brought baby for a walk with sis, yup. haha.

went to mount faber, here are some pictureesssss!








SUPER CRAZY

today dang crazy lah, FIRSTLY. i can't stand those couple right, the boyfriend buy for the girl a soft toy that is BIGGER THEN ER, and she have to lup it everywhere she go, on top of that, those flowers, BIGGGG until cover her face. crazy people, why must you celebrate V day on 14 feb!? why can't v day be everyday, every eatery is fully booked, flowers freaking ex, madness!
i see those girls, LIKE IN THEIR 20S OR 30S SEEING THEM LUP THEIR STUPID WINNIE THE POOH WHICH IS BIGGER THEN THEIR BODY AROUND THE WHOLEEEEEE OF SUNTEC, lame stuff. and goodness, the guy buy for the girl flowers, IN THE EN THE GUY CARRY FOR HER. you call that SWEEEET ah!? total turn off yo. seriously, buy for you, CARRY LAH, get your guy to carry for what, like that must as well he buy for himself. siaooo, then best, still carry the girlfriend bag, and hold her hands, and the other hand lup the toy, siao. i saw this bung gave her girlfriend a hamtaro? or whetever it is, i call it MUA CHEE, seriously, that couple, gross sial, dress super emo, all the metal here and there, then black black, then carry one yellow mua chee. turn offffffff.
balloons soo sweet, no one buy for his girlfriend, all wanna get flower. get balloons can keeeeeeeeeeeep sweet sweet, flowers will die, then dry flowers nice lah, but how long can you keeep?? ehh, zip lock it? vacuum pack it? hahahhaa.

this post is totally form myyyyyyy point of view. please, don't stone me if you disagree.

i'm sorry for that post, sorry to the person i'm reffering to also, was not nice of me to say those stuff. was just, dang pissed.

okay, i just got home not long, was outoutout, went out with sis and cousin, after that, i met kakee and ner, went out together, i bought a top for 19.90 a long sleeeeeeeved thin thin dark blue with white stars on it top, a pair of shades, S'MORES MY QUAKER andddddddddddd NEIL HUMPHREYS BOOK, that super funny book. love it. hahahaha. mummy gonna pay for that book. hahahaa.

okay home, tomorrow mummy is on half day. gonna go shoppppping together.

can't take it anymore, enough of your nonsense.
it happened back then, and it is happening now.
WT* is your problem, it is CHILDISH using a person to make another jealous alright. it's simply a childish act.
enough of your childish act, no one can actually take in soo much of your shit from you for the rest of your life. get a back bone please, stop being a kid, grow up. don't think you're sucha grown girl, maybe you should look at yourself in the mirror and ask, WHO AM I. childish acts have been happening from you, and it is soo not cool, if yu think it is, i'm sorry, it's NOT.stop taking me as your punching bag, i've got FEEEEEELINGS for your information. you call other people childish, but wlel, looks whos the one now.

and shit,

when i need a person to cal, a person to talk to, all die. all gone, all MIA. all those who tell me, i'll be here for you, anything you can look for me, actually GONE, like, where the hell are you all?

anyway, went out today.
went for dental (:
doctor said my teeth looking goood. (:

after that was shopping, but i bought nothing. hahaha.

yup. sleepy, tired, shagged, lost.

byebyeworld

went out today! went to bugis, with cousin mum sis and myself, ate at nydc for lunch, and after that, was SHOPPPING at bugis. street. hahahaha. i bought some stuff from diva, hehee. and sis bought 2 dresses while i got 1 dress from bugis street, thats about it. after that was towntowntown to meet dadddd, went for dinner at Imperial Treasure or something, it was like 5 of us, and a BIGGGGGGGGGG table to sit 8 person -.-
haha, because they no more tables. power. anyway, ate, REALLY SHIOK. then home after that. brought baby for a long walk with sis. hahaha. shino is a happy girl. happy gila girl. hahahahha.

okay, first things first.
for the first time ever since shino was brought home, she has never bite me or harm me in anyway till i bleed, be it accident or non accident.
TODAY, was the FIRST day it happened. i now have a freaking deep wound on my index finger because of her, she was biting on to a nut shell, so i use my tumb and index finger to pull it out, she was biting on it HARD, i managed to pull out the nut shell, but obviously she did not wanna let it go, so her k-9 tooth slip off the shell, and sliced into my finger (:
how cool right, thought the wound is not BIG, but it is deep, some of my skin came off.




enough about that, this afternoon went shopping with my family, was fun. hahaha. bought tons of bra, spend like $249 on bras. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay, home after that, then cousins came to my house for dinner, so we all had fun (:

woke up in the morning, got ready to go down to uncle's house. from there went down with the wholeeeeeeee family to the cemetery, to visit mama and yeye. went down to choa chu kang cemetery, to see mama first. i really miss her, dearly man. was standing around the tomb, then my cousins were like all saying how much they love her, super touching. i love her alotalot.

brought my camera along to snap pictures. yes i know, weird huh, CEMETERY, but well. pictures are still pictures. nice place to take yo know, all the tomb are like lined up, nicely and all.

well, after that was off to yeye tomb, and yeah. took pictures and all. yeye one is the older side, yupyup. so paid my respect and stuff. then off back to uncle's house. yup. was there for quite a while, for lunch. by the time we went home, it was already kinda late, rest for awhile. then off to dinner with the family again, so met up with all my aunts and uncles again for dinner. had a blast during dinner man, really. randloph was like the cutest boy ever, HE SUPER HUM SUP, only like pretty girls. he like you, he will play with you. hahaha, he played with my sister and me, WOOO. we're pretty to him, hahaha, small boy, only 5 years old. cutecutecute! hahaha, he played with me man, gave his precious toy to me, obviously i gave him back. yuppp.

well, after dinner went out with my beloved KAKEEE. hahaha. so long never meet up already, so we met up, walked around town, while everyone was like, going home. then we went to catch a show, AH LONG PTE LTD. it is GOOOOD i tell you, it may be stupid, but i laugh until cannot take it. okay, mayyybe not goooood. but well, it's a alright show, it sure did make me laugh, i laugh until VERYYYY jialat. kakee was like scared of me lah, laugh non stop can.

i did not cry. hahahaha.

we went to eat at the wang xin hong kong cafe place at ceni, and we shared a mongo snow ice. that HUGEEEEEEEE one, usually not finishing it, cause it's WAYY TOO MUCHHH. like 3 person eat also cannot finish kind, but just now kakee and me eat WE FINISH! i was amazed really. hahahaha.

okay, after the show, we walked in town, saw freeeeee water so we took. hahaha. went home only at like 3 plus. hahahaha.

oh yah! daddy is SUPER COOL TODAY. hahahahhahahaa. my pupsy dapsy is a coooool one. hahaha.

i woke up bloody early today.
like 834am. shit man.
okay, gotta go down to gonggong house early so yah.
by like 930am parents wanted to leave home, so okay fine. sis and me got ready, and this conversation happened on the way there.

me: wahlau, damn early can, what time are we actually suppose to be there?
mum: your uncle said as early as possible.
me: oh, okay. I BET! THEY ARE STILLLLL SLEEPING! HA!
mum: hmm. cannot be right.
me: shall seeeeeeeeeeee.

okay, then we reach the house, and found out that, MY AUNT JUST GOT UP. so greeted her and all, then went up saw my other aunt and then my grandfather and my uncle. ALL JUST GOT UP. all in their PJS. was laughing my ass off. then told mum, she was speechless.

then my sis and me went up to the attic to call my cousins up, we creeped in, then suddenly shout, HAPPY NEW YEAR! wah, hahahaa. tim freaked out. SUPER CUTE. SUPER FUNNY. hahaha.

anyway, yeah, after that house, went to 2nd uncle house, then yo grand uncle house, then back to gongong house, and tim jem sis and me played majhong, HAHAHA. I WON I WON I WON most of the rounds, like game. game. game! HAHAHAHAHA. so fun, i think mummy wanna buy my house a set of mahjong! HAHAHAHA. funfunfun.

then after that was dinnnnnner, then MUSTAFA! HEHEHEHEHE, WENT TO MUSTAFA! shoped shoped shoped. then home, then walk baby girl. then home, then ehh, yah home.

tomorrow is SATURDAY! can't go church, gotta go to the cemetery yup.

cny was madness, hahahaa. stayed home allllllllllll day, since everyone come to my place.
hehehehehehehe, dang fun.
(:

MORNING/AFTERNOON POST.

EYAPPPY CHEENA NIEWWWWW EARRRR.

happy chinese new year.
hahahha, okay. this new year, I'M GONNA STAY HOME! hahaha. people coming my place, not i go their placeeeee. hehehe. kinda fun hor.
it also scares me. hahha. no idea why.

to my dear kakee,
kakee! don't collect your favorite hongpaos until who is kakee you also don't know hor.
love,kakeeeeee.

hahaha, okay. that was RANDOMMMM. hahaha.

I JUST REALISE THAT I GOT NO NEW CLOTHES FOR ME TO WEAR FOR THE NEW YEAR -.-
clothes that i buy was like, longlonglongggg ago, all wore already. then past few days, all my friends shopping. i was working -.-

how cool right, when got money NEVER SHOP, when no money CAN SHOP. piangehhh.
time lah, BLAME IT ON TIME! ):

and it's like 12.02pm no one is here, and i'm still in my pretty PJS! hahahhaa.
hehe, UNGLAM! ahahaha. cool right. my top is a shirt. my BOYFRIENDSHIRT. hahahahahhaha. soo corny.

OKAY! BLOG MORE LATER AT NIGHT!

WELCOME BACK SISSSSY! hehehe, sis is back.
was at the airport at 5am. hahaha. yeah. after work, stayed in the shop till 4 plus am, then left.
now it's 259am the following day.
confusing huh.

anyway, after fetching sis, went to makan, ate at the kopitiam at T3, ate BAN MIAN, my FIRST PROPER FOOD IN 2 DAYS. hahhahaa. yeah.

so, home we went after that, and i went to bathe and sleeeeep. MY FIRST PROPER SLEEP IN 2 DAYS. hahahahhaa. yeah. then woke up at 630pm i think. yeah. uncle and aunt came over for a dinner, so yeah. ate and all. after eating, my whole family went to walk. went to the gardens to see flowers and all, brought my dog along, carried her and stuff. then went for a ice cream, YUMYUM. hahahahahha.

then homeeeeeeeee, help mummy pao hong pao. yeah. oh yah.

HAPPPPPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRR YA'LL!

haha, oh yes, i played mahjong online with my cousins. HAHAHHAHA. and sophia. 4 person, mahjong playerssss. hahahahaha.

then now sleepsleepsleeeep. I'M WEARING MY NEW PJ! HAHAHA, I LOVEEEEE IT.
shirt and pants, haha, white polka dots! hahahaha. COTTTTTON ON. hahahhaa

OKAY, NIGHT NIGHT YOU. I'M GONNA GO SLEEEEP NOW. (:
happy chinese new year.

MANY MANY HONG PAO TO COME

prettyasskorkor

okay, time check, 257am.
and i just got back from mustafa, yes AGAIN. mustafa!
hahahahhaa.
SIS IS COMING BACK ON A EARLIER FLIGHTTT!!!!
i'm gonna go to the air port later, at about 4 am plus. will be going down. to fetch her, wearing like shit.
anyway, i'm shagged. really. i'm like lost in don't know where.
blur like anything. whole body timing upset. BIG TIME. soo far for these 2 days, only had 4 hours of sleep, other then that is WORKWORKWORKWORK. no time for friends, no time for anyone, seriously ANYONE. i soo much wanted to talk to my friends, but can't. no choice. way tooo busy, way too pack. no choice. customers back to back.
well, finally i get a break. on CNY EVE. free free till 15 feb, back to work. back to work. my back is aching, how i wish i can get a back massage NOW. seriously need it, my whole back hurts lah, yesterday work 15 hours, 20 pedi. today i did not hit 20, but sure did more then 10. goshh. today is 13 hours. wahlauuu, can dieee pleaseeee. even yoko yoko does not work. seriously.

i just found out from winston that one of my estate neighbour lost her dogggg!!!! i'm gonna help her find her dog back, i must lah.

everything is looking good now, which is good. i hope it last. haha.

MY BACK PAINNNNNN!!! )))))))):
LACK OF REST, LACK OF WATER, LACK OF FOOD.
someone please come and sayang me. thanks.

confuse blur stupid.
can you tell me?
sometimes i wish i could be with you.

OMG, i'm at my aunt shop now.
and you know what?
I MISS HOME, I MISS MUMMY I MISS DADDY I MISS BABY SHINO GIRL, I MISS MY BED, I MISS MY BOBO I MISS YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND THAT AND THAT AND THAT AND THAT. OH SHIT MANNN, I MISS EVERYTHING!
I MISS MY COOKING POT, I MISS THE SMELLLLLL OF MY HOUSE, I MISS WALKING MY DOG LATE AT NIGHT LIKE NOW. i miss everythinggg!!!!! how sial. hahahhaa.

anyway, today, i work 15 freaking hours, HELLO PEOPLE, NO BREAK OKAY. it's like workworkworkwork got food right, is eat in between customers, or like, go to the back to take water, then put food into mouth then cont. wahlau. tired sial. but well, i'm a night person, SO HERE I AM. ahahahhaa
anyway, my back is aching like shit. i did alllllllllll pedicures today, EXCEPT ONE. seriously, all.
today had sooo many customers! when i say all, i don't mean like 4 person the whole day . i mean like alllllloooootttttt. back to back kind. non stop. please don't stop the working working working. i shall count how many i did today. except ONE. SHIT I JUST COUNTED! 20! WAHLAU! NO WONDER I'M DEAD. SERIOUSLY. 1 pedi another girl did. so yah 20. WAHLAUUUU EHHHH. CHIONGSTERRRRR. record, 15 hours - 20 pedis. yes. oh yah, and still got mani, GOOODNESSS!!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING PLEASE.

it's 2.26am, and i'm preparing for tomorrow. wooo. hahahaha.

well, just now went to MUSTAFA! hahahahhaa. funny sial. went to buy stuff. AHAHAHHA. mad right, 1 plus am at mustafa.

hahaha. now back, hehehehe. TIRED SIAL. this year CNY i think i'm gonna chiong alll the way. after that STAYYY HOMEEE SLEEEP. i need that BADLY.

okay, i'm like, HALF DEAD. haha

went out the wholeee day today. hehehe.
parents fetched me to shalin's house, it was superrrrrrr funny when i reach her house.

-i walked up to the door. the door was open-
me: -footsteps-
kat: -staresssss at me-
melvin: -walks over- who are you?
me: your sister friend? you forgot me ah? use to come her often.
kat: har?! who are you.
me: ehh, liying?
kat, melvin: HARR?!?!?!
me: yahhhh whyy. -steps into house-
mel, kat: -push me- nooooooooo. wait wait.
me: whatttttttt??
melvin: you are not liying.
me: huhhh, i am lahh.
kat: you look really different, it's not liying.
me: i amm iammm, can i come in?
mel, kat: NO.
me: i ammm liyingggg. i just look different kayyy.
melvin: nono, your face rounder, your hair different, your eyes.
me: okay okay, i FATTER, hair DYED, eye EYELINER.
kat: soo different
melvin: yahh yahhhh.
me: -comes in, go up to shalin's room-

seriously, WOW. WOOOOOW. hahahaha. was really funny man.

well, after her house, went over to the pub. shalin's dad fetch us.

dad came and fetch me form the pub to go over to grand dad's house for reunion dinner. hehe. was funny, really funny. i did not eat much at all. and as a result, the greedy me is hungry now. well, after the steamboat went to the basement to play mahjong and tai di, yeahhhh. i'm like learning how to play tai di, dang loser right, don't even know. aiyah, did not bother to learn, but this time, haha, kena forced to learn lah. hahaha, so i played the game, and laugh my ass offffff. seriously, we play like crap.

and we also talked about our childhooood. SUPER FUNNY, really, VERY FUNNY.

my cousins championnnn!!!!!

tim: biggest, spade, hearts, clubs and diamonds. spade, hearts clubs diamonds.
me: so, spadeeeeeeeeee, broccoliiiiiii then what ah?! DON'T SO FAST CANN.
victor: wahlau, BIMBO.
tim: HAHAHAHAHA, WHAT WHATTTT. BROCCROLIIII?!?!?!?!
me: yahh!!! then what, looks like broccoli what!
tim: okay okayyy, SPADES, HEARTS, BROCCOLI, DIAMONDS.
me: okayyy, spadesssssssss, heartsssssssssss, ehhhhhhhhhhhh, I KNOW I KNOW! BROCCOLI! then diamonds.
everyone: wahhhhlauuuuuuehhhhhh.
tim: wahlau, i think you got no brain. like, go take brain scan, then all the see is the word BIMBOOOOO.
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
me: hehehehe (:
me: spadeeeeeeee, broccoliiii....
tim: NNOOOOONNOOONOOOO!!!!!! SPADEEEEEEE, HEARTSSSSSS, BROCCOLIIII, DIAMONDSSS!!!


my cousins are the besttt, BEST IN THE WORLD, ONEE OF A KINDDDD.
super caring cousins. hahaha. tim is a super goood boy today, hahahaha. he help me cook most of my food, hehehehe. so nice right.

okay, tomorrow work, shit, dang early. 930am. wahlau. can't sleep lah. shit man. buitahan, those people. seriously, one min say come the next NOT COMING, what the hell lah. last min say not coming, wahlau, trust me, i'll get dang pissed. it's CHINESE NEW YEARRRR FOR YOUR FREAKING INFORMATION. if you cna't make it, SAY EARLY LAH. come say what, i got last min stuff, got reason blah blah blah, what could it be?! someone died? someone in the hospital? wahlau, fedddddd up!

hmm. time, 1:10am.
and i just walked my dog.
service was fun, kinda like it. oh well.

today was nerd day. HAHAHA.
sadly i did not take any picture,
but,

i carried my bagg highhh highhh.
used suspenders
wore strip berms
and tucked in tee shirt
with 2 pony tails
black framed specs
checkered shoes

hahaha, oh well. POTENTIAL NERD! hahaha

hahahaha. after that, went to eat with cousins. then dad came to fetch me, at like 11pm plus (:

daddy sooo ncie, ILOVEHIM(:

tomorrow longgg day. hehehe.

WOOOO!!! i just got homeeeeeeeeee.
it's 059.
was having dinner with gongonggggggggg yeeee yeeee, and parents. hehehe. the 5 of us. went to lawrys, WOOOOOHOOOO. SHIOKKKKKK.
i had their USA lawrys cut. SUPER GOOOD.
really, SHIOKKKKKKKKK. 280grams of MEAT. wahLAUU, shiokkkk.
i love it to the max.

hehehehe.

after that, i went to meet kakeeeeee. went out with her. hehehe, until late. then we miss alllll public transport. in the end took a cabbie home. shit man. money again. i just bought like another 4 piece of clothes. hahahaha. spend like 40 on them. hehe. okay lah, 10 per item. not bad not bad, a reward for working sooo freaking hard. yeahh. hahahahaha.

i was watching a video, and i started having fear.
seriously, after i get married, then right. got kids or something.
WAHLAU, CANNOT GET MY HUSBAND TO CHANGE THE KID'S PAMPERS LEH, HE WILL DIE. nono more like KILL THE KID. goodness. but seriously, if he a MAN cannot even change a baby's diapers, then i die lor. seriously DIE.

ok, i was watching a video, about how dads changes their kids diapers, IT'S FREAKING FUNNY! in the end right, still the wife had to do it. hmmmm. thats bad, seriously.
i mean, the fathers cannot tahan until wear GLOVE, MASK, GOGGLE, WEAR THOSE LIKE ASTRONAUT SUIT! sriously, that bad ah? if really like that right, i think i'm dooooom.

maybe will tell my kid to change his/her own diapers, HAHAHAHAHA. really funny man.

and THIS IS THE VIDEO.



cuteeeee. one.
ahahahahaa. could you imagine if this really happens, DOOM man. hahaha.

anyway, HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY GONGONGGGGG!!!!!!!! I LOVEEEE YOU GRANDPAPPPPYYYY!!!! LOVE YOU A MILLLLLIONNN!!!!!!!! HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY 80TH BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!!
I'VE GOT THE BEST GONGONG IN THE WHOLEEEEEEE WORLD!!!!!!!! I LOVEEE HIM (:

dinner laterrrrrr.
blog more lateeeeerrrrrr