okay, today i went out
went to city plaza.
finally bought my high waist skirt an loafers.
really shiok. hahaha.
i did hair extension actually not really extend, but more of, put in colors. hahaha. cause my color all faded. super funny. yeah.
thats all for today, and i am poor ):

aku suka cekap malayu sial.

my spelling may be wrong. but i can speak a little.
i really really love speaking malay, seriously. i find it super style and cool.
hahahaha.
i wanna learn more can, master it. wooo. shiok.

I AM POOR):

i was just watching a show, called Penelope.
and i would tell EVERYONE to watch it.

it is soo touching, soo sweet.

it's really not what that is based on the outside.
you may not look that pretty, and gorgeous.
but what matters is the heart, a pretty heart.

gosh, the show speaks ALOT lah. ALOT!
everyone should watch it.
look for me if you wanna the link.

mainly, it's about a girl, who is pretty, but has a pig nose. cause of a curse. but well, in the end, the curse was broken, and she found back the guy that love her, even before the curse was broken and she look normal.

it is soo nice. gosh!

i know, its like 6.30am.

I NEED TO SLEEP.

okay, school-ed today.
hahahaha.
went to school early, and stuff.
colin and i bought 20 piece nugget each, like can share with the rest kinda thing.
so yes, we bought and stuff, went to school. open up, and this happened.
we all started eating. monsters started eating.

colin: 8
me: 5
elgin: 9
i know i know, only 22.
and the rest?
everyone else was like i take 1 i take 1 some take 2 and stuff, so yes.
gone, all gone.
champion.
main people who were suppose to eat were colin and myself with classmates.
then elgin came and was like, 'i just take one lah'
end up, everything gone.
cool people.

anyway, lessons today was like, ehh, HAHAHAHA.
there was a change of sitting arrangement
no, our lecturer do not assign us seats, but well, on our own i guess.
abby and be at right at the back, and we ended up playing and talking and stuff.
so shit, we're doom.
(colin i know you're reading, you better read this CLEARLY)
sooo, abby and me have decided, 'ASK COLINNNNNNNN'
hahahahahahhaa!!! get his notes, get his brains, HAHAHAHAHA.
thanks colin.
well, for those who don't know, colin is my class rep, so he is like the smartest kind.
and he is my sister (:
righttt sisterrrrrrr -does the bimbo thing-

anyway, i got school on WEDNESDAY.
since thursday is a public holiday (:

okay, anyway, sfter school.
HAHAHA WE WENT FOR SUPPER AGAINNN (((:
ATE AT KFCKFCKFCKFCKFCKFC.

AND OUR DEAREST PEISHAN AND CHERYL DON'T KNOW AHMENG UNTIL SHE DIED
hahahahahahahahahhaa

okay, i love my class.
they are so nice.

okay, byebye.

okay, sunday.
i woke up at 4pm today.
hahaha, super sleepy and tired can.
anyway, stayed home all day until dinner, went to gramps house to pick him up, then off to dinner with my cousins.
yeahh, had fun talking and all. talk non stop and all.
thats about it, nothing muchhh.

okay byebye.

HAD SCHOOL IN THE MORNING, MY FIRST MORNING CLASS.
((:
everyone was in school, still quite alright, UNTIL LESSONS BEGIN.
everyone was like ZOBIES!
half dead and stuff. HAHAHAHAHA.
even i was like, half awake and like half dead. hahaha.
AND I KNOW NUTS ABOUT WHAT HE IS TEACHING!
DIEDIEDIE.

class is gonna have a study group man, hahaha. must.

okay, anyway, after school and all, i went to HOGC. attended service, and it was a BLAST BLAST BLAST!
i had soooo much fun, seriously.my clothes was like, the loudest, AHHAHAHA. thanks to my chilli padi legs! hahaha. yes, i wore opaque red stockings. hahaha. so yesyesyes.

melvin and elgin: EVEN IF YOU PAY ME $100 I WON'T WEAR RED.
me: YOU HAVE TO PAY ME NOT TO WEAR IT (:
elgin: chey! i must as well don't pay.
melvin: yah luh, siaoooo.

yes, ahahahaha. melvin and elgin, goshh. hahahaha. big time jokers.

oh yes, MELVIN! YOU CUT OT DON'T CUT YOUR HAIR, IT IS STILL THE SAME PLEASEEE.
hahahaha.

okay, church was really really good, i had alot of fun. like TONS.
I MADE SOOOO MANY NEW FRIENDSSSSSS(:
too many names to type out.
hahaha, anyway, SUPER FRIENDLY PEOPLE.
and i was screaming at the top of my voice in the church. ahahaha. EVEN WENT TO LOOK FOR PASTOR HOW CAN. HAHAHHAA.

cheryl, colin, liling and me went to find Pastor How.

colin: hey pastor.
PH: -turns around- heyyyyy.
me: HELLO PASTORRRRRR -WAVEEEXZXZXZXXZZ-
PH: hellllo.
me: PASTOR! LOOK! WE'RE WEARING THE SAME COLOR MANNN
PH: yahh mannn, see we got style(?) (he said something like that)
me: OF COURSEEEEEEE MANNN
PH: so how? you enjoying? was it good?
me: well, it is really similar to my church whatt, yeah goodgood.
PH: thats good.
. . .

conversation goes on. hahaha. yesyes.
PASTOR HOW IS SUPER NICE CAN. WE BOTH WORE RED AND BLACKKKK. WHEEE.

okay, anyway, HOGC wow, cool stuff, I SAW MY DEAREST DUMBOOO. SHE IS SOO PRETTY. LOVELOVE.

OKAY, SOO EXCITING, I CANNOT FORGET THIS GIRL. JOYCEEEEEEEEEEE TAN!
my beloved BIMBO FRIEND. hahahaha. we're SUPERRR BIMBO together. hahaha. gosh, so nice.

THANKS PEISHAN FOR BEING WITH MEEEE THE WHOLE DAY!
hahaha. she is soo nice, abbbbby dearest also, liling, cheryl, sooyeeee AIYAH, ALL THE GIRLS LAH!

okay, this was what happen during lesson, i kept looking to my left, alll the timeee.
so at the end of lesson.

me: MELVIN! -i shouted across-
melvin: what?
me: hahaha, during lesson you realise i kept turning towards your DIRECTION HOR.
melvin: SEE ME RIGHTTT.
me: YAHHHRIGHTTTT, more like turn, then can see my reflection. HHAHAHAHA. MIRRORRR.
melvin: WAHLAUEH.

okay, seriously, today is a great day man, really.
every saturday is gonna be long ang tiring, and i think i'll die.
hahahaha, seriously, I NEED TO STUDYY.

OKAY OKAY, BEFORE LESSON THIS HAPPENED.

i was with abby walking towards school, and i heard the fire alarm coming form the school.

me: oh no, i think the school on fire.
abby: yah hor, got the fire alarm.
me: where's batman? it's gotham(?) city.
abby: yah, he should do something.
me: wonder where is he.
abby: out of his home
me: hahahaha.

the min we reach school right, wanna take the lift up right, then here comes the security guard.

guard: no no no you cannot go up, we're testing the fire alarm all lifts are shut down.
me: ohhhh.
-so abby and me stand around the lift area-
guard: please go out of the building, thank you, you cannot stay here.
me: oh okay
abby: but we got lessons at 9.30am and it is already 9.30am
guard: i'm sorry i cannot help, but really cannot.
-abby called sooyee and told her-
-after awhile colin came down by the stairs to open the stairs door for us, cause its a one way door-
me: wahh!!! must climb ah?!
colin: then?
abby: IT IS GONNA BE VERY LONG. cause we're at level 1 and level 1 is the carpark, level 2 main lobby, but the ceiling is SUPER HIGH, it is like 2 level combine to 1.
me: THAT MEANS!? WE GOTTA CLIMB ALOOOT!!!! HOWWW!?
colin: climb lahhh!!
me: okay lorrrr.

while climbingggg

me: I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMMOREEEE!! I GOT PHOBIA OF STAIRS!!!
abby: why??
me: when i was in china, i climbed 5 mountains worth of STAIRS!
abby: ohhh.
colin: HAHAHAHAHA.
me: gosh, cannot cannotttt.

but obviously, we reached and was all shagggged man. totally. hahaha.

yesyes, even our lecturer got stuck.

and sooo AFTER LESSSONNN!!!

lecturer followed us all down, to show him how to walk in/out by the main way.
so after like showing him right, all of us were like, saying BYE DR WOLF. and stuff.
and i was like, BYE CHER.
hahahahaha

me: i am soo used to calling cher can
colin: yahyah, i also.

hahaha, seriously, CHER soo much more comfy. hahaa

hahaha, okay, my post is in a mess I KNOW.
HECK.

goodness, hahaha, today was a fun day, but realllllly tiringg!!!!

sooo beybye

i am like HOMEHOMEHOME.
and i am still feeling very very very happy
like for real, i seem kinda crazy. hahha. a bit too crazy.
and guess what TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL!
SHIOK! (((((((((((:

now still can smile, i think once comes to studying, i would die.
but well, I LOVE SCHOOL.

I LOVE SCHOOL, I LOVE MY CLASSMATES, I LOVE MY FRIENDS, I LOVE EVERYONE.
espically MY CLASSMATES LOVES FOOD.
HAHAHAHA.
seriously man, yesterday was a BLAST!
i want more of that please, i love going out with like a HUGEEEEE group of people, it is 798234606758347568297645 fun!
scream your lungs out, and and and, no one will say a thing. hahaha. cause everyone else is SCREAMING. HAHAHA. SOO HAPPENING.

anyway, to my classmates: it is sooo hard to find everyone on friendster please. hahaha. i managed to find the girls, but can't find the guys. hahaha. i find until 5am. HAHAHAHA. okay, i know, i'm crazy, like some retarded despo. hahaha. but haha, nevermind. hehehe. friendster is not that happening anymore, but still can luh. haha

okay, seriously, i think the ratio of my classmates/friends from HOGC to friends/classmates not from HOGC is like, 10:0.7 or something.
super alot of them. hahhaha. but they're cool people. super nice super cool.

is my hair that nice until must comment on it? hmmm, it is not what i want, but well.i still like it. hahahaa.

i am feeling very happy, very very very happy. and thats a good thing.

i really hope i loose 84976098347506730496739046 amount of fats yesterday night. hahaha.
i think i'm loosing my voice, for real.
i think i'm feeling stress also. hahaha. my classmates likes to give me themes to dress up, how ah? hahhahahaha. i do love it lah, but hor, my clothes seems soo limited, THAT CALLS FOR A SHOPPING SPREEEEE. ANYONE?ANYONE?
yesyes, i know who, my dearest dumbo. hahahaha.

okayy, i gotta think what to wear tomorrow. hahahaha.
hmmm, they said, 'SURPRISE US'
and i am like, ehhh, surpriseeeeee.
what to wear?!
ehhhh.

hahahahha, i am gonan blog later. with my happy mood.

MAJORRRRR CRISIS!
MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR!
I NEED CLOTHES!
SERIOUSLY, I AM SHORT OF CLOTHES.
HELP?!

i forgot to blog about this yesterday.

I TOTALLLLLY HUMILIATED MYSELF IN FRONT OF PASTOR HOW!
yesyes, everyone knows who Pastor How is, Ignite conference, yesyes him.
as usual, i'm always the hyper crazy weird humiliating myself person.
and of all people right, Pastor How saw. hahahaha. gosh. it was soo funny.
as usual, i talk loud and crazy-like. hahaha. it is super funny, was talking to elgin and evelyn, then my back was facing the door, Pastor came from the door, and as usual, i talk soo loud, i can't hear him walking in and everyone greeting him.
until i suddenly realise why can i only hear my own voice, then i turn around. and saw Pastor How. i was like !@#$%^&* then he was looking at me smiling, so i wave lah, as usual. i was like, 'hello pastor how' hahahaha. then he told me this, 'you're super enthu eh' soo what you wanna me to say. hahaha.
i actually forgot what i say.

but the only thing i can remember is HUMILIATING MYSELF INFRONT OF PASTOR. hahahaha. super funny lah, everyone was laughing at me please! hahahaha. oh well, he is a nice guy. hahaha. gosh. i can't believe what i did. hahaha.

okay, thats all, i am bored.
and i love school.

HALF A NERD DAYYYY(:
ehh, okay, half a nerd, yesyesyes.
hahahaha. cause i got my geeky specty, and my high high back pack, with nerdy shoes.
half only.

well, it's nerd's day cause peishan and cheryl decided to play with me (:
hahahaha, on monday, they were all shock that i dress soo differently from orientation, and soo, they decided to give me themes on what to dress to.
i guess they do have plans. hahah. super cute. talking to them is really funny man. haha.

okay, seriously vanns, this is SCHOOL not fashion show, so shut up and just FOCUS on studies then what you're gonna wear.

yupyup. back from school.
I HAD SOOOOOOO MUCH FUN TODAY!
SOOOO SOOO SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
GOSH, I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE SCHOOL.
<3<3<3<3<3<3

I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN, GOSH. AFTER SCHOOL WAS A BLAST!
made new friends (((((((((:
and had alot of fun too!
ate and stuff!
gosh soo soo soo fun.
after school, we went to eat near school, after that we all walked over to Rochor (?) to eat bean curd. hahaha, had SOO SOO SOO MUCH
made new friends but cannot remember their names. hahahaa.
i shall ask them again, hahahaha, I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS PLEASE.
<3<3
hahahhaa.

supper was like i think 12 of us, I SHALL NAME THEM OUT! MY CLASSMATES! AND I CAN REMEMBER OKAY!
Abby, Peishan, Cheryl, Melvin, Benny, Hong Rui, Soo Yee, Colin, You Jun. and new friends areeeee, Elgin and Keegan (: and me. hahahaha

after supper! WAS TAUHUAYYYYYY.
some never come with us ): but some joinnn us (:
Hong rui, elgin, peishan, yvonne, shermaine, Chew Theng, You jun, Cheryl, Joyce, melvin, colin and myself. aiyah, names all mixed up.

after that!
Colin, Eugene, Hongyu and me, decided to walk since we already miss our last train.
so we walk from the tauhuayyyy back to bugis then lavender, then kallang, then paya lebar. from there then cab home. HAHAHAHAHA. HOW COOL RIGHT. walk and talk, funfunfun.

i hope for more of this pleasee!!!
hahaha, love hanging out with them man.

i went outotuout.
after dinner, went out with the folks.
and guess what, every time go out with mama i will buy, hehe, MY STUFF.
hahahaha, i love it.

okay, something really really funny happened just now.
hahahaha, was at uncle's house, and stuff.

then on top of the tv, i saw my family's picture.
like those family portrait thingy.
and i was like 1@#$%^ sucha old picture, taken when i was in primary school.

me: DADDDDDY!@@#$^#$%^$&^ LOOK! it's mee!! OMG, SOO SMALL AND LITTLE CAN.
dad: so stupid.
me: WTH?!
dad: stupid
me: thank ah dad thanks, i know you're calling me stupid right!
dad: yah, stupid.
me: #@%@#$^$%^&$&

then after we left the house, was in the car.

me: MUMMY!
mum: huh? why?
me: you know something!?
mum: eh?
me: DADDD CALLED ME STUPID!
mum: orh.
me: daddy call MEEE stupid you know?!
mum: uhm.
me: @%@#$%#$^$&

thank you, i have the best parents in the world. HAHAHAHAHA.
oh well, i love them still

thats baby, how cute can she get. <3

okay, it's 1859
and mama just called.

me: hello
ma: where are you?
me: at home.
ma: WAHHHHHH!!!! SO GOOD AHHH, NEVER GO OUTTTT. i'm coming home already
me: yah lorrr, wait for you to come home and bring me out
ma: WAHH! GOT MOTIVE ONE AH.
me: no lahhhhhh.
ma: thought you soo guai wait for me to come home.
me: YAH LOR! wait for you to come home to have dinner.
ma: WAHH, i am soooooo touchhhhed.
me: then then.
ma: haha, okay lah. i come home first.
me: okay, byeeee

will anyone still know about my life if i don't blog?
family and friends are reading this blog.
but if i stop blogging, i wonder with anyone would know what is happening in my life.
whatever i say reflects upon myself.
and people around know how i feel and stuff.
hmmm.

anyway i just wanna say thanks to all who talked to me and ask me if i'm alright.

i would really want to blog everything out, but obviously, i won't.
won't be fair eh.
blogging is actually a way of just putting anything i want, but obviously with caution.
but well.
really a big big huge thank you to everyone who asked and stuff.
i'm alright, i'm okay, and i don't wanna bring it up again.

i guess i'm gonna meet dumbo later, study with her, though i've got nooo idea what to study. cause i really ehh, no idea. maybe i should just try to study with ehh, nothing. yah.

citový zranit

yesabigblow.

i wish i can blog it out.
but i can't.

i'm not in a mood of anything right now.
bye

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL(:

hahahaha, yesyes, first day of school, in a new school. hehehe (:
wooo.

Dr Wolf Baumgartner
coolest guy ever, and he is my teacher. hehehehe.
he is like super smart, he holds 2 PHD, YES TWOOOOO.
crazy fellow! soo darnnn smartttt.
hahahaha. he is good too (:
lessons was like deep and stuff, but well, still could understand.

next lesson is on thursday. and yesyesyes.

after school today right, had supper with classmates, hehehehe.
so cute can. only 6 of us went. the rest did not. so yah, had fun talked and stuff, got to know each other better and all. hahahaha. funfunfunfun.

okay, i'm tireddddd, bye.

mercury is way way cooler then msn messenger .
hahahahaha. okay, nevermind, i know some of you guys don't understand.
hahahaha.
but finally. i can nudge, webcam, draw and stuff.
i'm a stalker, and not gonna tell you why.
hahaha.

you know, i love it when mummy pokes my mozzie bite. hahaha.
it's like, once you get a bite form the dumb mozzie right, it gets really itchy right.
and ma don't like sissy and me o scratch it, she will ask us to poke it. hahaha. use your nails to poke poke poke, will make us feel better. so we poke poke poke. at the end of poking, we always poke a cross on the mozzie bite. always. and i asked ma what is it for before, and she told me that, we poke a cross Jesus will take away the itchiness (: and up till today, i'm still doing it (:

today is damn funny, really.

mum is drunk today i think, hahahaha, super funny.
was at the dinner table, and with my uncle and cousins and all.
then my mama double boiled soup for my uncle and his family cause uncle is going to india to work. after double boiling the soup right. mum put into a flask, to keep hot those kind, and it was kinda full and stuff.
so at the table, she pass the thing to my aunt. and this happen.

mum: careful with it hor, it is very full. no cover hold the soup properly.
dad: -looks at me- hold the soup, hold.
me: hahahahahahaha, holddd the soup.
kor: hahaha, yah man hold it.
mum: hahaha, hold it.
me: yah mum, you said it, hold the soup.

then after that. mum talk to my cousin

mum: so you going ns lah.
rebecca: har?! ns? everyone, ku ma ask me to ns
me: HAHAHA. yah mummy, she going ns.

soon after, we all did a cheers.

then my everyone was just saying all the good stuff, then my aunt.

aunt: cheers for God's blessing.
mum: come come God's blessing lets cheers

everyone was like HAR?! since when aunt is God's blessing, can come come some more. hahaha

and everyone said, mum is drunk. officially. was super funny, hahaha.

okay, anyway, dinner was great and all, everyone had fun.

dinner was filled with laughters, even dad made jokes and stuff about Blood Bank and stuff. hahaha. okay, i'm tired.

TOMORROW GOT SCHOOOL!!!!

I WANT A VINTAGE FILE FOR MY SCHOOL NOTESS!! hahahaha. i'm crazy over everything. hahaha.

okay. bye wish me all the best for school.

ADVERTTTT!!!!

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there are monthly promotions, you can always call and ask (:

okay, yesyes to everyone.
that is an ad for beloved aunt.
and for those peopleeee who seen my nails and all, it is all done there.
haha. and yesyesyes, i work there tooo.
part-time for aunt (:

timothy: hahaha, look at my biceps and forceps, look at them. -flexes them-
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
timothy: why?! look look
jemery: do you know whats forceps?
timothy: -blur face-
jemery: IT'S THE THING YOU USE TO KIAP THINGS IN BIO LAB!
timothy: OHHHH. HAHAHAHAHA.

this timothy for you.
HAHAHAHA.

went to church today. yeahh. haha

okay, had dinner and stuff, then played mahjong.
and i kena big time from them, korkor cover my mouth and hold me while timothy tickle me big timeeeeee.
it happened twice, gosh, i hate it. SUCKED. wahlau.
we had ALOT of fun playing together, no idea why. but yes. hahaha.

i took clothes from TIMOTHYY. hahaha. by the way, he is a rugger aka rugby player.
and i haha, yes, took his clothes.
i took is XXL ACS(I) sweater and he gave me the Adidas All Blacks Rugby world cup 2007 France dri-fit tee. HAHAHAHAHA. it's M and he can't wear it.
SHIOK.
i'm really tired, so goodbye <3

HELLO PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS.
I'VE CREATED A NEW E-MAIL.
THOUGH I AM KNOWN FOR TOFUKIA
BUT WELL, I AM GETTING OLD. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. SO DO ADD ME!
MY NEW MAIL IS vannieser@live.com

i was like, talking to Stephy after a long long time, yeah, and that DUMBO calls me a Dumb Bum.
we finally talked about 123456789 years (:
hahahaha. and i am gonna meet her and help her with MATHS
YES I AM (:

heyhey, i'm back from school.
happy girl i am.
i don't need to worry about school too much anymore(:
dress code can be anything only no flip flop and shorts (:
had ice breakers and stuff, talk and all.

and amazing stuff, PGSM is ranked the top school in France!
(:

guess what i've got my time table for school already.
school is every monday and thursday
SCHOOL IS STARTING ON MONDAY!
i'm kinda excited, but like FOR NOW only.

school are on mondays and thursdays and saturdays (:
monday is my first lesson, by some german lectures.
FIRST MODULE IS BUSINESS MANAGEMENT (:
EXAM ON 24TH!
business management exam, cool stuff.
SCARED EH.

okay, back to orientation.
played the guessing name game, spin the bottle and 2 facts 1 lie. woo. hahha.
hahaha. evelyn was saying mine was hard, the 3 facts and 1 lie.
okay, mine wassss.

- My birthday is one day after America's independent day
- I have 3 siblings
- My hair is the longest i ever had in my life
- I cry when i see animal being abuse or animal abuse pictures

everyone was like, EHHH EHHHH EHHHHH, VERY HARD LEHHH!!! EHHHHHH!!!.
and they guesses WRONGGGGG. hahaha, mostly wrong.
many many guess that FALSE is the 3rd point.
when noooo, it's 2nd.

hahaha. oh well, yeah, was fun.
got many many many comments that they like my hair.
hmm, thank you. but to me my hair is kinda screwed up eh.
hahaha. maybe cause of the pink. hahaha. oh whatever. not as cool as sissy hair.

i'm really kinda excited for school.
made new friends, and people all around the same age, I AM NOT THE YOUNGEST (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
but i have not check birthdates of them. hahahhaa.
wait, i think only 2 17 year olds. no no, 3. i think. yeah.
yeah. HAHA, MORE GIRLS THEN GUYS!
anyway today also not full class. today only ehhh, 19 of us? 20? around there.
only 4 guys. HAHAHAHAHA.
poor chaps.

okay, i'm sleepy. VERY VERY SLEEPY.

some cool stuff.
PGSM is rated the top business school in France for 2008
COOL STUFF!

okay, byebyeworld.

okay, i'm gonna do a short post before i go to school.
yesyes, gotta be in school b 7pm.
and i am scared to death, i think i can pee in my pants. haha
okay, yes, orientation.
i hate orientation, cause i know NO ONE.
and i freaking gotta go ALONE.
on top of that, i am gonna meet people who ALREADY have friends there, like people from HOGC, goshgosh, they are like gonna know each other lah!
since this school is like, under their church and stuff.
goodness. i'm going to me ALL ALONE!
GOODNESSSSSS!
-self pity is not good so snap out of it-

yesyes, scary you know, it is SCARY. like go there, all alone.
eeeeeeewwwwwww. scary. okay.
shut up me.

parents still can joke about it, over dinner that day.

me: oh yah mum dad, this friday is school's orientation.
mum: you need me to bring you or not? hehe like your kindergarten.
dad: yah, later you cryyyyy how?
me: how?
mum: so, you want mummy to bring you? hold your hands in?
dad: then after you go in, we will stand at the glass and look at you, watch you.
me: yah, like those aunties who stands at the window looking at their kids.
mum: yahyahyah. want?
dad: then you won't be soo scared what.
me: i am scared enoughhhh. please lehhh.
mum and dad: hehehehe.

okay, yes, i've got crazy and funky parents, and i love them.
somehow yes, i do wish ma will be there to hold my hands, walk me in. and tell me this, 'don't be scared my dear, mummy is here beside you'
WAHHH! CAN MELT!
but really, don't you also wish for that? when mummy is there to hold your hands and to comfort you?
i seriously want that, again and again and again.
while pappy is like, giving you a big toy or some gift, and like say, 'baby, this is for you. daddy buy this for you and you must promise daddy you will study hard okay?'
I WANT THAT!
actually i still get that just minus away the mummy hold hands part. haaha.

oh well, parents parents parents, i wonder what is life without them. gosh, it would be really different, and stuff. feel for people like those who family is like single parent family. ): it is not easy man, not easy at all.

maybe my post is not that SHORT after all. hahahaha.
i think i am way too nervous and all.
hahaha

the other side of vanns is gonna show in school. the INTROVERT. hahahahahaha. super qiuet, guai guai one. HAHAHAHA. i bet if some of my friends reading they would go, 'YAH RIGHT!' hahahaha. oh well. whatever, i am scared and thats for sure.

howhowhwohowhwohwo ):
i want mummmmmmy please!

okay, i just got a phone call for mum. and this happened.

-ringring-
me: hello? mummy:
ma: yes dear. so later you going shcool.
me: yah, and i am sooo soo soo scared! i'm going to be alone.
ma: you want mummy to hold your hands in. hehehehehe.
me: mum! i'm scared, i don't know anything.
ma: once you go, theyw ill explain everything already lah.
me: i know, but i'm going to me ALONE! and i know no one.
ma: then get to know them lor, just one or two, the will spread.
me: will end at like 9-ish
ma: oh okay
me: fetching me?
ma: of course dear. we will wait for me
me: OKAY! i'll text you, since i think i won't be able to call you.
ma: okay, can.
me: mummy i cry how?
ma: then you tell me, i'll sure go there.
me: okay, good good.
ma: of course i'll go and help my daughter.
me: okay, shiok.
ma: but if it is like Huang Shan, then i can't run up lah.
me: hahaha.
ma: okay, good luck and anything just call mummy kay?
me: okay. bye.
ma: bye babe.

mummy so funny, yet so nice. goodness. YES! THEIR FETCHING ME! HAHAHAHA. i love parents to the max please.

okay, i am scared, and i think i've got butterfly in my tummy and like monkey dog human tiger lion dinosaur and all in my tummy NOW.

okay, i am gonna die sooon.

byebyeworld i'll miss you, and i hope that 2 hours in school will not be like 2 years to me. and i hope it would feel like 2 mins.
gosh. BYEBYE

okay, i know it's 3.37am, and i just got home from Aunt Min's shop. and guess what! i made a new friend (:
Su Mei (:
she is so nice. haha talked and stuff.
THANK YOU SUMEI FOR DOING MY NAILS (:

okay, went down to lau pa sat with zhiyu and biuuuuuu to have dinner together, jsut to makan and stuff. haha. was fun and all, talked and stuff. yeah.
after that went over to aunt min's shop to hang around and talk. hahaa. as usual, talk about everything. hahaha. and once again Edison Chen was brought up. seriously, i know it is soo soo soooo last time. but hey, hahaha it happened right? hahahaa. yeah. so well.

okay, shitshitshti GONE CASE, i gotta be in shcool by 7pm tomorrow. okay, today, okay whatever! friday 7pm.
got orientation. and yes, i am freaking F R E A K I N G out. i am scared!
God? please help me? please?
yes, seriously, i am BEYOND scared now. hahahaa. i don't know what to do, what to expect. WHAT TO WEAR. i only know i gotta wear heels ):
LEG PAIN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
hahahaha. oh well, just for orientation, i wonder how long is it gonna last, seriously. 7pm start you know
and i am soo soo sooo sooo scared of the people. like what kind of people am i gonna meet, sekali i go they're all like 837495093247593206 years old. i'll be doom then.
seriously, i need some 17, 18, 19 people. PLEASEEEEE.
):

you called me, i love the words.

do tell me if anything is wrong huns. don't do this again.

blah, i jsut wanted to say those two sentences. anyway, my back aches ):
super pain please, i am OLD. shit i am.
okay, man, i wanna sleep. feeling dangggggggg tired.
i think friend got pissed with me, hahahaha i kept saying tired. friend told me to stop saying tired and go home. hahaha. oh well, was ralking with aunt min sumei and peeeeeeeps.

i miss my LH people man. seriously. Lesbian Hommies (:
you have hommie, i too have. HAHAHAHA, okay seriously LH, lesbian, it's all a joke. i'm totally not a lesbian though i like. . .
okay no, i don't like any girl.

it have been long since i talk to SOO SOO SOOOOO MANY PEOPLE!
please come talk to me (:

oh yes, i wanna thank timo for talking to me this morning and all. and since he is bored, we talked. i counted 7 hours. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. online and stuff. hahaha.

okay, yes RECORD BREAKING ONCE AGAIN.
I WOKE UP AT 8AM PLUS (:
thanks to the workers who came home here, to repair some stuff. come SOO EARLY. wahpiangehxzxzxzxz. hahahaha. so yeah.

oh yah, i'm gona give my rooom a FACE LIFT MAKEOVER MAKE UP NEW LOOK FRESH LOOK.
yes, i am. hahahaha. gonna change the WHOLEEEE corner under my loft to a cosy corner. yeah. like with table, and bean bags or sofa, with golden silk cloth hanging and draping around with pictures of my friends and myself and all.
with my new light that is installed, it is some cool shit man. seriously
the light is like damn cheap, but it looks REALLY good. haha. did not wanted to buy it at first, i was saying i can make it myself. okay, after all, i can't hahahaha. and it was like the nicest of all anyway, so why not!?
pap has good taste man.










hahaha, yupyupyup! okay after all, i can't make it on my own. well, yes in the picture, thst is the corner i wanna change. hahaa. gonna change all those to like yeah, you know cosy corner, with books and all. a hangout.

okay, i only got ONE word to say.
T-I-R-E-D

so, i'm gonna go bathe now, then off to bed, and pray hard tomorrow will turn out good.

goodbye love.
<3

okay, time now is like 9.04am.
and what the hell am i doing up at this hour.
like seriously.
):
like FINALLLLLLLLLY then the contractor send his workers to my house to like amend stuff. waited for a long time before they came man. totally not cool yo.
so FINALLY they came. and like edit the stuff. like, mend the hole in my room floor, and like clean or whatever room floor, cause got their FOOT PRINT on my floor. walking on wet paint. hahaha. okay. about there.

I LOVE THE CD POWER OF LOVE PLEASE.
LOVELOVELOVELOVE THE CD.
hahahaha. ma bought. it is SUPER nice.
all i wanna do is to my way back into love.....
hahaha, okay. shutup.
but well, i like that song. yes, it's the music and lyrics song.
okay whatever.

i just can't believe i'm up THIS EARLY. and i am ACTUALLY eating breakfast.
haven't had breakfast in a few weeks man, or months. since like, school ended, and i have been SLEEEEEEPINGGGG. yes.
and since it it is said that breakfast is the MOST important.

okay, did i just not see my neighbour SNEEZE INTO HIS HAND AND WIPE WHATEVER ON THE WALL. GROSS GROSS GROSS GROSSSSS!!!!
he lives like opp my, my room window can see him.
GROSS! goodness.

okay blog more after my 'MEAL' TONIGHT. haha. gonna chiong tonight.

hahaha, i went out with ma and pa.
went to buy like, the lights for under my loft and sis's loft.
yeah, bought a hahaha, funny thing. HAHA.

okay whatever, then went to pick up some stuff from the superrrrrmarket!
well well, i bought 2 boxes of durian.
HAHAHA. (:
i ate like, ehhh. 6 seeds i think. yeah.
dad ate 2 small one, ma 1 small, and me, HAHAHAHA 6 HUGE ONES (:

in the car was funny man. hahaha.

mummy: i don't like you
me: WAH! you say one ahhhh
mummy: yah.
me: OKAY I REMEMBERRRR.
mummy: but i never say i don't love you
me: ehhh, whats the diff?
mum: one is love and like, and it is different, love is deeper.
me: sooo, like is only SURRRRFACE lah
mum: ehhh, no
me: ah!?
mum: love deeper rightttt
me: ehh, truee trueeeee
mum: then, i don't like you but i love you.
me: okok. hahahaha.

SOO CLICHEE PLEASEE!!!
hahaha, mummy mummy mamamamamama. soo cliche man. hahaha BUITAHAN!

okay, shiok. all for today.
bye.

i am soo doom.
hahaa.
i don't even know what to wear to school.
the handbook says SMART CASUAL. BUT LIKE WTH!
wear t school smart casual. howhowhowwowowowowowww?!
that means i can't wear leggings?!
har?!
):
must i always be in heels ):
can i wear sandals.
oh no, so many many many question i wanna ask now.
don't tell me all my clothes cannot wear for school ):
i'll be beyond sad. seriously.
aiyah, nevermind. school also not everyday. but i'm still sad.
why go school must wear so nice. how i wish can wear anything.):

and i am broke):

Hello, i am bored at home.

anyway, school orientation this friday at 7pm.
gosh, scared eh. like, freaky, meeting people i don't know.
what to wear ah?
hahahaha

okay, byebye.

yesyesyes, i am home
i stayed home all day today.
(:
what a good girl. woke up at like 4pm.
hahahha.

bff and me made a new livejournal together. hahahaha.

http://dosageoflove.livejournal.com

i am irritated to the MAX now. to the MAX.
sometimes it is very irritating when you meet people like that. ask them disappear from my life please.
and on top of that, i am super !@#$%^&* now. super super super !@#$%^&*.
why am i doing so much, whywhywhywhywhy. and i don't know what did i do to deserve this. it is really irritating.

byebye.

we're cousins, and we love each other.

hehehe, we had fun funfunfun. yesterday's post was kinda short and stuff, cause i was not home, was at cousin's place. hahaha.
and like 12am plus we took that picture. hahaha. at the play ground and stuff.

yesterday was kinda ehh, cool?
was not in church as many of you have noticed or may not, cause i always get asked if i'm in church even if i am. yeah. so well, no i was not.
i'll tell you why if i want to. depends.

okay, anyway, back to topic about yesterday.
kakee came to my house in the afternoon, and after that, we both left my house, and i went to church area to meet my cousins for dinner, aunt came to fetch us, and went for dinner at turf city. form there i followed my cousins home and all, after slacking a bit in the house we went to Prata House to eat, at thomson there, hahaha, shiok. ate prata and my meeee hoon goreng. yup. after that, was OFF TO THE PLAY GROUND!
okay, totally, deprive of childhood i know. haha.
we played and all, okay, obviously not the slide and stuff, but we played the spinning thing, that made me dizzy, and i even walk until fall on the floor without knowing i'm on the floor. laughing and all, climb the spider web thing.

their house that playground is SUPER futuristic seriously. hahahaha.
and guess what! it is my FIRST TIME CLIMBING A SPIDER WEB. okay lah, i know it sounds too unbelievable that it is my first time, but believe it or not, IT IS! hahahaha.
i had LOADS of fun, i was freaking scared to climb also. hahaha. kor kor was super funny.

korkor: you go up first, i'll follow behind to help you.
me: har, don't need luh, you go the other side lah, i'll take 783465892745230 years
korkor: it's okay lah, you just goooo.
me: you say one ah, okay i go.
-after awhile-
me: BIUJIE! HELP! I AM STUCK! I DON'T KNOW HOW I LAND MYSELF IN THIS POSITION! I AM STUCK IN A HOLE. HOW?! I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO PUT MY LEG.
biujie: whatsia, why you go there. aiyohhh. you go back lah, then step on that one then up.
me: har, orh okay, i try. later i die how.
biujie: siao.
-me climbing and trying to un-stuck myself, and after awhileeee-
me: BIU! HOW?! I AM STUCK AGAIN
biujie: why you keep going to odd places and odd holes and stuff one.
me: how i knowwww, i just climb lahh.
-slowly with korkor behind, i climb up bit by bit, and reach the top-
-everyone is at the top already, korkor biujie and rachel myself too-
biujie: you brought your camera right?
me: i left it in my bag in your house eh did not know we will need it. and how are we gonna take?! hahaha
biujie: oh no, my phone is at the bottom.
korkor: i got my phone i got
biujie: okay okay take picture together.
me: OMGOMGOMGOMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY CLIMB THIS THING! AND I NEVER DROP AND DIE!
korkor, biujie: shhhh!!!! it's late alreadyyy
me: BUT I AM PROUD OF MYSELF, CLIMB ON TOPPPPPP.
korkor: okok, picture lahh. 1 2 3 *snap*
-so we took a few pictures and stuff actually only 2 hahaha-
me: -sings- ji nanggggg ji puaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
korkor: WAHLAU, SHHH!!!!!
me: but i happy what! cannot meh!
korkor: you know what time now?
me: don't know don't care too.
korkor: it's late, shhhh.
me: okay okay fine fineeeee.
biujie: okay, lets go down.
me: har, how to go down?! -looks down in fear-
biujie: i don't know, you can you know, climb down or you can jump down.
me: ehhh, okay okay. i slowly go down. you all go down first.
-in a few mins they are all down, and i am left up there struggling-
me: ehhhhh, biu ah? how ah? i am stuck again.
biujie: goodness, you keep putting yourself in extra small holes and you can't come out
me: hehehe, nevermind i try.
-after a WHILE i got down-

and hahaha, i am proud of myself. being able to go up there.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
seriously amazing ehhh. hahahaha. okay maybe not to you, but well! IT IS TO ME.

HAHAHAHAHAHA, I LOVE THIS PICTURE.

OMG, THUNDER THIGHS, SUCKS. it is the angle of the camera -makes myself feel better- yesyes, i am upupupuup. and did not dare to freaking move
OMGOMGOMG, I MADE IT UP. AND LOOKING EHH 'emo'
hehehehehehehe
we're trying to be cool. hahahaha play on those dumb stuff.

okay, done, that is my adventure of the day.

not adventure number TWO.

after the park and all, got back home to cousin's house.
hang around there, then bff called me, and so we talked on the phone and all.
rhen it was already about 2am plus 3 am plus, i think either one.
then suddenly i DECIDED. go to her house to stay over!
hahaha, so i was like.

me: korkor i'm going to sophia's house now.
korkor: NOW?!
me: yah, now, hehee
korkor: you siao ah, you know what time now or not
me: i know. i'll cab there, not very far.
kokor: okok.
me: will your mama screw me?
korkor: no idea man
me: hmmmmmm, okok, walk me to get a cab leh.
korkor: okay lor

so yes, i went off, and all my cousins thought i was CRAZY. and on top of that, mad and mad and mad. yes. so i really went to bff's house.

yes! hahahaa, even she thinks i'm mad, her parents thinks i'm mad also. ahhaahaha. but well.
i know they won't be reading this, but bff will be.
soooo

THANK YOU AUNTY AND UNCLE FOR LETTING ME STAY IN YOUR HOUSE FOR A NIGHT(:

and of course, bff too. I LOVE YOU.

so well yes, we had fun and all. and today, kakee came bff's house also! hahaha. we all had fun together, talk, and for dinenr we had CHOMP CHOMP. WOOOO. hahahaha. shiok.
had like, sambal kang kong, hokkien mee, carrot cake, satay and sugar cane juice. was shiok lah. not forgetting GORENG PISANG AND THE OTHER TAPIOCA CAKE THING (:
i bought back for aunty and uncle too (:
they are nice people (:

after that, kakee's mama cae to fetch her home, so i went off with her, and like, her mama drop me off at their house bus stop, cause i got straight bus home from there, like a 10mins or is it 15 mins bus ride home. yeah.
i had to take 24. then when reach the bus stop right, 24 just left the bus stop, and kakee's mum knows i need to catch 24, so she miss her house turn, and totally speed infront of the bus, and drop me off the next one before the bus reach, and that i won't miss the bus and can get home like asap (:

THANKS AUNTY FOR SENDING ME TO THE BUS STOPPPP.

seriously, i love those people around my house, they are super nice.
i've got nice and beautiful friends, and i've got friend parents who are so kind and nice also.
feeling super blessed (:

<3<3

anyway, why am i so havoc and stuff right, like over the weekend, cause MUMMY DADDY NOT IN SINGAPORE.
i know i know, how come i so naughty and stuff. but well. i texted mummy at 4am plus, hehehehe. my funny sorry text to mum. hehehehe.
good thing they are not pissed at me. if not i think GG already. hahaha

THANKS MUM AND DAD FOR NOT SCOLDINGGGGG I LOVE YOUU MUCH MUCH.

well, i know this post is long and stuff, but well. i just feel soo soo sooo happy, seriously.
and i don't know why, but people around me simply rocks. they are so sweet, so nice and so kind.

kakee even wrote me a kakee letter, and it is SUPER SWEET.
THANKS KAKS, I LOVE YOU TOOOO.

well, i also gotta thank BFFFFFFFFFF for being sucha HOT BABE.
hahaha. i know you want it *wink*
seriously, babe, you're hot and beautiful.
and thanks for everything, and even like crashing your house and stuff.
ILOVEYOUTOTALLYHADFUNMAN.

well, kaks and bff, LH LH. you guys know. LH.

alright, this post is getting retarded. all my thanking i getting a little tooo much.
but well, i love saying thank you.
should hear all my thank you stories. hahaha.
example like, people call me at like 7am in the morning, but it is like WRONG NUMBER, the person says sorry, and all. at the end of the conversation i say thank you. NO IDEA WHY.
paps and me are the same, we can say thank you to anything and to everyone, even if i don't need to say thank you. (:

okay, byebye world. love <3

HELLO TO ALL WHO READS MY BLOG.
ESPICALLY YOU.
HAHAHHA.

nothing to blog about. but i love to hang out with my cousins.
climbing the dumb spider web thingy.
yeah. hahaha
pictures will be up soooooooooon

byelove<3

this is a crazy, doing this upon REQUEST OF KAKEE.

KAKEE:
wah. i farted
KAKEE:
-.-
KAKEE:
not surprised if i shit in my pants
KAKEE:
HAHAHAHAHA!
me:
WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH
me:
GO TOILET LAH!
KAKEE:
dont want
KAKEE:
i like farting
KAKEE:
:D
me:
GROSS
me:
GROSS
KAKEE:
sit on th toilet bowl then no kick already
KAKEE:
HAHAHAHAHA
me:
NO NEED TELL ME RIGHTTT
KAKEE:
HAWHAW
KAKEE:
you can go put this on your blog and gross everyone out
KAKEE:
LALALALA
me:
realllly ahh
me:
really ahh
KAKEE:
reallly la
KAKEE:
HAHAHAHA
me:
OKAYY
me:
UPON REQUEST
KAKEE:
then i might become famous overnight

for kakee(:

i love the video. hahaha. i find it really really cute.

okay, anyway, (:
this is post number 1100.
amazing stuff.
and i'm really sleepy.
i woke up at 4 plus.
really sleepy eh.

okay, i'm bored. and i shall not blog. bye

CRAZYSHITPHONE.
my phone is crazy crazy crazy crazy.
like for real, no idea whats wrong.
mum called me 3 times and could not get through, then she called for the 4th time then can, when i was like, in my room, that means confirm chop there is reception. or tried to call me when i'm in town or something. and can't even get through.
RETARDED.
seriously, the next phone i wanna get is a LG phone.
i'm kinda fed up with all the, 'this phone is not good, get blah blah, cause it's like the best phone in the world now, and it's like the nicest looking it's like sexy and all blah blah blah yada yada yada'
eeeeeenough.
i wanna get a LG cause i like it. hehehe.
looks sexy and i like it.
hehehehe.
okay, i'm going crazy, it's like 4.31am now,
byebye

hahaha, todayy, mainly, i stayed home.
sophia and morgan came over to my place.
we talked and stuff, had fun and all.
dinner at MAS AYU! WAHLAU, SHIOKSHIOKSHIOK!
i had, MEE HOON GORENG PATTAYA
really really good, portion not too big also. love love love it. many many much much.
well, after that we went over to xin wang hong kong cafe.
yeah, had the mangosnow thing there, good man.
and you can find all these in SIGLAP!

okay, shut up me. this is not an advertisement.
i love siglap.

okay, anyway, we all had a good talk and stuff. hahaha. just hangout, pretty much. yeah. send sophia to the bus stop, then send morgan to the other bus stop at the other end, and my neighbour came to meet me, so we walk home together. hahaa. happening stuff in opera estate. woo.

yeah, so anyway, whats on tomorrow, NOTHING. (:
sleep sleep sleep in, or maybe go out.
with like, myself.
eww, gross. but yeah, shall SEE HOWW.
seriously, i think i'm extra hyper today, like EXTRA, seriously.
okay heck, i'm tired.
BYEBYEILOVEYOUWORLD

OKAYOKAY, today soooo exciting!
hahaha.
i met kakee after her school at orchard, and i reach there early ):
and guess what! i think i was wearing a TOURIST GUIDE on my top or something.
seriously, i was standing there, looking like a dumb dumb reading my Tuesday with morrie book.
okay, i know i know, why so out dated and stuff, but well, mum bought the book before, BUT! she went to lend my uncle or something, and it NEVER come back, so well. hehehe. there the book goes (:

so i'm reading the book now.

BACK TO TOPIC, i was standing around, reading the book and stuff, then i remembered, i gotta go draw money, so i walk over to the DBS to draw money right, then i was like queing up, then suddenly a lady tap on my shoulders.

me: -listening to my ipoooood-
lady: -taps on my shoulder-
me: -turns around-
lady: hi, sorry, but may i know how to get to wisma? i thought there was a escalator up to wisma here, -points- but it's under construction, how do i get there?
me: well, beside here, (dbs) there is a passage way where alot of people is going, yup, follow the way, take the escalator up, turn right, and it's wisma, yup.
lady: so up here, -points- then right.
me: thats right. (:
lady: thanks so much.
me: no problem (:

so i went to draw money and stuff, after like, getting my money blah blah and stuff, i went back to the SAME spot to stand, which is the gray board there.
then i was reading my book, and again. a lady came to me.

lady: oh, excuse me.
me: yeah?
lady: how do i get to taka? it seems like the passage through wisma is closed.
me: yup, it have been closed for a while.
lady: oh is it? i did not know. anyway, how do i get there?
me: well, just follow this passage -points- go up the escalator and turn right, walk straight and you will see taka.
lady: oh, thank you soo soo much.
me: no problem (:
lady: thanks
me: welcome(:

okay, look, do i look like i have the HELLO, ASK ME, look. i don't think sooo. hahaha. but well! HELPING PEOPLE IS FUN! hahahaha, maybe i should one day just stand there, and wear a tee that says, ASK ME FOR HELP (:
and i guess tourist will come. hahahahahhaa. or maybe not.
hahahahaha.

well, after that met her, and stuff, we went to shop shop. walk walk. AND I BOGHT A PAIR OF SHOE (:
HEELS(:
FOR $19.90
when the original price is $69.90.
how cool right, HAHAHAHA. and the shoe is like, real leather. and i got the LAST PAIR, AND IT'S MY SIZE. lucky i never buy the other pair, from another shop, cost me $24.60.
but it's like flat. hahahaha.
but well, i know mum don't like me wearing flats flats, cause it will cause me to fall down and she don't like the flat flat thing, yeah. hahaa.
yah, wearing flats cause me to trip and stuff, no idea why, sis mum and me have the same problem. trip in flats, but steady in heels. i ALWAYS almost twist my ankle, trip over my own ankle and stuff. hahahaha.

okay okay, back to topic.
we went out and all. then suddenly received a text from bff, asking if wanna go over to her place to have pizza and stuff. so we agreeeeed and we went over.
thennn, hahahahahaha, friend came over also, sayang came over too.
hahahaha. it was weird. HAHAHA. like seriously, everyone quiet quiett one. kakee was on the phone and stuff. and the rest all talking.

hahaha, 11.30pm friend went off, then at like. 12am plus, i left. sayang also left lah, we were hopping that i still got bus home, so took a cab down to sayang house there the bus stop so see if i still got the bus to go home, we reach the bus stop at 12.17am. and we check! and the last buss, is at 12.24am! we were like WTHHHHHH. nevermind, we wait a little more, see if the bus come, but NOOOOOOO!! the bus never ):
so i took a cab home, $17 bucks. ):

okay, i'm home and i'm tired, i'm really really tired. BYE. <3

call me a good girl.
homehome today. hehehe.
mum and paps are gonna be SOO shock.
like, AMAZING STUFF, MY DAUGHTER IS ACTUALLY AT HOME.

i am gonna jogjogjog and exercise today, i have to i must.
later, i will, i am going to, JOGJOGJOGJOGJOG MY FATS AWAYYY((((:
i think i better plan, like a 135, 246 thing.
goodness.
i must must must. (:

to think of it, i can't believe Friendster have been around for soooo long. seriously. sooo long. i started using mine in October 2003.
form then to now, it's like 5 years already, and i seriously cannot believe i've been like using friendster for like 5 years?! hahahha.
and till now, it is still kinda popular lah.
cool stuff.

IT'S SPRINGGGGGGGG NOW. hahaha.

this blog is dying man, it is getting from boring to boring and very boring.
and FINALLY, i can use MS word and stuff. haha.

i'm bored, and i'm blogging nonsense.

OKAY, BYE LOVE <3

thats sayang and me, and in this picture. we find it a VERY funny picture, don't you think it looks naturally sweet, HAHAHAHAHAHA. with the 'uncle' checkered shirt, plus BERMS, and me with the 'auntie' FLORA skirt, and the tilted dead with hair at 1 side thing. HAHAHA. we thought it looks so family, and we find it SUPER funny and like, super naturally sweeeeeet. and i love my sayang (:

a super cool love we share with each other, with no actual feelings attached, we love each other. a kind of bond, which surpasses a relationship and siblingship (:

TODAY WAS A KINDA COOL DAY. REALLY. SERIOUSLY. I LOVE IT.

was suppose to meet MISSKANBIUJIECOUSIN at orchard mrt at 5.30.
but this smart girl, texted me at 2.45pm and tell me SHE FINISH WORK ALREADY, WANNA MET EARLIER OR NOT. and me, i am still in my PJs, still SLEEPING. yes
how cool, so i told her, OKAY, fine i meet her, so got up bathe and all.
i kinda rushed and stuff, since she have ended work and stuff, so i rush down.
but! when i left my house and all, in the train already, like at lavender mrt stop, i decided to give her a beep. like soo where she is and stuff.
i called and stuff. and this happened.

-ring ring-
cousin: hello?
me: hey, where are you? i'm like reaching in 5mins.
cousin: oh! i am still at SGH (where she work)
me: WTH!? I RUSH OUT OF HOUSE TO MEET YOU THINKING YOU'RE ALREADY AT TOWN!?
cousin: noooo lahhh, you like take soo long to get ready, so i hang around in work lorrr
me: WTHWTHWTH. i am reaching soon, can you PLEASE leave your office like NOW!?
cousin: okay okay.
me: alrights, see you then bye.

then okay, i reach city hall and stuff, so i call her again.

-ring ring-
cousin: hello?
me: where are you ah? LEFT ALREADY OT NOT.
cousin: orh, OKAY OKAY I LEAVE NOW
me: WTH?! you since just now until now still LEAVING AH!?
cousin: sorrrrrry lahh.
me: nevermind, see you, bye

okay, not that i am a nagger or what, but WAHLAU. and she is one who is always late! haha. goodness, best cousin ever in the whole world.

so obviously, i was there earlier then her right, i was like standing around waiting for her and stuff. then right, josh called.

me: hello?
josh: hello. where are you?
me; ehh, orchard mrt?
josh: i'm there also! where are you!?
me: standing at the side?
josh: i'm here serious, where are you?!
me: don't lie pleaseeeee. that time you also lie can! say what, you're at cine and saw me and all, actually you're not even there lahh.
josh: wahlau, no lahh. seriously i am here now. where are you?
me: okay fine, if you're really here, you come and appear infront of me.
josh: wahlauuu, where are you.
me: okay, near dbs, and i am near there, the grey board there.
josh: where, where, where?!
me: oh my gosh
josh: where are you? -turns turns turns- -looks at me-
me: yah, me, oh my gosh.
josh: -puts down phone-
-walks over-
josh: hey.
me: hey.
josh: how you know it's me ah?
me: just know lah, smart.
josh: wahlauuu.

I TELL YOU, MOST SCARY EXPERIENCE MAN. hahaha. seriously, no joke. hahaha. freak me out like #$%$#%^$&%
he found me already, and my best cousin have not reach. wahpiang.
hahahaha. so yes, GOODNESS.
then he waited with me for my cousin, and so she came and he tag along and stuff. yeah.
so at like 7 plus, my cousin went to meet her friend, PANGSEHHH MEEEE.
so josh followed me to buy some stuff, then after that, i went to meet SAYANGGG!!! and he went to meet his friends lah. yeah.

SO EXCITING RIGHT. HAHAHAHA.
so yupPers! i went over to peni to meet yang, then we went out together, we went to FHOP! (favorite hang out place) HAHAHA, SOO NICE, BRING BACK MEMORIES. hahaa. of pushing each other into the water. hahahahahahaha.
so yesyes, we took pictures together, AND THE PICTURES ALL LOOK LIKE A FAMILY PORTRAIT HAHAHAHHAA. super funny. after that, he send me homeees, at like 11.20pm left FHOP, then took train home, and form my house he took a straight bus home. THANK YOU SAYANG FOR SENDING ME HOMEEEE (:
okay, hehehehe, we had fun. and i know, i am fat. hehehehe.

okay! I FINALLY BOUGHT MY STUFF.
likeeee,
iwork08'
body moisturizer
the string thing for my beads
tuesday with morrie.
WOOOO NICE.

but i spend alot ):

but i ATE ALOT TOO!
no wonder i'm fat.
but seriously, I'M FATTERRRRR ):
seriously. fatfatfat, how?
EXERCISEEE!!

hahaha, okay, kinda high now.
OH YAH! I FORGOT TO SAY!

I SAW A GIRL WEARING THE SAME THING AS ME! WAHLAU SUPER FREAKY.
well, WE wore a vintage knee length skirt, white topshop top, vintage bag, brown vintage belt, black bangles and all.
but i wore slipper, she wore pumps lah. SCARY CAN! WAHLAU. i got SHOCK! goodness. but that girl taller then me, bigger then me. HAHAHAHAHA.
so scary.

hahahaha. freaky people.
just like me.

OKAY, I'M HIGH I GUESS?
MY COUSIN PANGSEH MEEEE. wahlau.

okayyyy, i am tireddddddd.
and i have given up, and i am not gonna botherrr (:

BYE BYE LOVE <3

Hello hello all my lovely readers.
though there is not much, but yeah.

okay, i stayed home the whole day today. but well, many things happened while i was sleeping.
i'm super glad, and seriously praise God, like seriously. cause, MY UNCLE RECEIVED CHRIST! (:
paps brother, he received christ, and he even throw away all his idols the whole altar is GONE. he and his girlfriend, both christians (:
something unexpected. this was what happen.

Auntie (uncle's girlfriend) received christ last wednesday, she is kinda close to my aunt (mum's sister) and brought her to church and all. so she accepted christ, then right. TODAY. out of no reason, it was a really normal sunday and stuff, my uncle called my father! and told me father that HE WANNA GET RID OF THE ALTAR. so obviously my father was over joyed, and called his friend who is a elder in Lighthouse church, and went down to his house and prayed and all to get rid of the altar, then my uncle wants to receive christ!

seriously, it is SOOO COOL. like when one is saved, slowly steadily the family members would be, AND IT IS SOO TRUE!
never in my life i expected my uncle to be come a christian, NEVER IN MY LIFE I THOUGHT, but well. he DID! gosh. amazing stuff. paps did not even ask him if he wanna go church, if he wanna accept christ or what so ever. he wanted it himself!

so, pap's friend was at the house, and like they said the sinners prayer and all, and BOTH AUNTIE AND UNCLE GOT SLAIN BY THE HOLY SPIRIT! and now both auntie and uncle is attending my aunt (mum's sister) church. even attending the ALPHA COURSE.

SOME COOL STUFF HUH.

it would be GREAT if like ALL my aunt will also receive christ, then guess what, BOTH MUM AND DAD SIDE WOULD BE CHRISTIAN! GOSH! POWERFULLLL.

no idea why, but after today, this have made me love God more, and that miracles can happen to anyone, to any family to everyone actually. wow. seriously. powerful.

anyway, today i slept the whole day.

dinner was with gramps, and family. cousins went and all. only 3rd uncle family was not there. yuppers.
dinner was SO SO SO SO SO GOOD, like food was not really good, cause i guess toooooo many people and stuff so the chef also blur. hahaha. yeah. so well. yup.
but well, i was talking about my china trip, my huangshan trip and stuff, and seriously. everyone laugh like CRAZY. my mom both aunts laugh until cried. my cousins were also laughing and stuff. wow. seriously, i never know that i can tell story until everyone laugh until cry, seriously, laugh until cry. i tell story until i also super high. haha. super drama. hahahaha. my mother had to take tissue to wipe her tears.
hahahaha, seriously, i was like WOW.

yeah, okay. i just wanna say thanks to everyone who have been here? there? for me yeah.

byeeveryone. loves. <3

Dear Sayang,

Thanks for always being there for me (:
You've been super nice to me, like you're the sweetest and all. You've always made time with me, and never fail yo cheep me up. For all the times you spend with me, it was a blast! i totally enjoyed myself man. won't ever forget all the crazy wild times we spend together, hehehe. all your cheeky stuff, forever having something up your sleeves.

Sorry to disappoint you at times. really sorry, i'll make it up. promise.

You're the best yang.

ILOVEYOUSAYANG(:

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yes yes, this post is for sayang, and for all those who don't know. sayang and me are not attached together. we call each other sayang of HISTORY. super funny stuff, and we got all the weird names we call each other. like GIRLFRIENDS! and stuff. yeah. we're two crazy people, too crazy already. but we love each other (:

Hello hello everyone.
i went to church today.
went alone, went late, sat at the back.
no one knew it was coming.
no one, no one ask no one contacted me.
i went.
how cool.
after service went for cell for awhile. it was kinda fun man, we talked laughed and all.

after that i e=left for home, mama told to catch a cab home.
so well, i did.
got on the cab, and it was a weird conversation with the taxi uncle.

me: uncle, Fidelio Street, Siglap road
uncle: what road again?
me: Siglap Road.
uncle: Okayy.
me: thanks.
uncle: ke yi jiang hua yu mah?
me: yi tian tian
uncle: ni shi in ni ren?
me: bu shi, xin jia po.
uncle: na ni ying kai ke yi jiang hua yu ma.
me: ke yi, ke shi hen shao.
uncle: xin jia po ying kai ke yi jiang.
me: jiang yi tian tian, xie and tu cannot.
uncle: ke yi jiang jiu hao le.
me: but it is so hard to talk.
uncle: man man lai lor. ni zai du DA XUE?
me: bu shi, i just graduate from secondary school.
uncle: oh oh. jc?
me: private school.
uncle: ye hao ye hao.
me: shi lor.
uncle: xian zai mei you sang xue?
me: hai mei you start.
uncle: orhhh. hao.

uncle: you mei you zhou gong?
me: mei you
uncle: mei you pang ni papa zai ta de gong shi?
me: mei you. ta bu rang.
uncle: wah, ni papa bu rang ah.
me: ying wei he wants me to gain experience outside.
uncle: yea she dui lah. ni papa you qian ni jiu ke yi du private school.
me: uhm
uncle: you qian jiu ke yi.
me: uhm
uncle: ni papa ji sui? 40 tuo 50?
me: ehhh. **
uncle: nan guai ta bu rang ni pang ta, ying wei ta yao zhi zi zhou. bu yao tai tuo ren.
me: uhm

okay, seriously, i've this problem when i speak chinese for a prolong timing right, my pronunciation will not be right. it would like, make me sound like i'm from malaysia or something. hehehe.
firtly, the uncle thinks i'm from INDONESIA. how cool. he think i'm some rich indonesia human.

the conversation actually very long, the uncle was like thinking i was some damn rich girl lah. got money here and there. HE EVEN ASK ABOUT MY MOTHER. wth.
how the hell do he know that my paps have his own company?!
like, HOW HE KNOW. but well. heck lah. he then said what, that my dad will give the company to my sister and me blah blah blah blah.

it was like a educational talk. and i was having headache in the cab, i hate cab rides, always give me headache. then the uncle kept talking. and like, i have to speak chinese to him. i talk until like chao sia kinda thing.

super funny. the uncle was laughing at me big time.
cause my chinese sucks. yeahh. hahaha. damn funny. i was laughing at my own chinese.

I CAN'T STAND SINGAPORE WEATHER! IT IS HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHTOHTOHTOHTOHTOHTHOTHOTTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTTHHTT!

i'm tired and stuff, i need a back massage. hahahaha. back aching. ):

things are so confusing, and i hate it.
SUCKS LAH

today, was a fun fun fun day.
i think?
it was filled with loads loads loads of laughters.
since we met till the end, laugh like siao, a really weird combi. but it was fun man. talked and all, dinner and stuff, laugh till no tomorrow.
I LOVE CARLS. JR LAH. so shiok, so long never eat.
had the western bacon cheeseburger thing. yah. SHIOK.
we're the weird 5 people who stands in a circle at ANY random place and all cross our hands, and talk.
can stand at like a random spot. hahahaha, and talk. start to laugh and all. hahaha. damn funny.

okay, the guys played GUITAR HERO. HAHAHAHA. DAMNNNNN FUNNY.
anyway, peeps who i went out with are, Belle, Zhiyu, Joel and Daryl.
hahahahaha. 3 guys played guitar hero. SUPER FUNNY PLEASE. esp joel.
i even video him down, but shall not embarrass him, HAHAHAHAHAHA.
yeah, was a funfunfun time we spend together. hahaha.

love it.

got home and all, and baby come and look for me.
and whine whine non stop, so i was like, 'whats wrong baby' then i move my chair, and she ran under my table. hahahaha.
after that she quietly slept under my table until my maid came up and bring her down, she did not wanna go down man. and heres the video, super cute.

oh sorry, no video. no idea what happen, the video is screwed and cannot be transfer out of my memory card. crazy thing.

oh yah! today saw AZU!!! hahaha, gosh, we hug like crazyy! totally miss my classmates from 4E1 man. see them and go crazy. hahahaha. i was like WTHHHHH AZUUU!! hahahaha. we're happy people when we meet. ex-classmates whatever sour stuff happen in the past, is HECK, and now it's like. <3

okay, thats all for today (:
bye. love ya'll.

i seriously don't see a point in blogging like so many times a day.
but i've got no idea why am i even blogging so many times a day.
friends tells me that my blog is too wordy, and needs some pictures.
but what is there to put up?
random pictures of what?
me? my dog? plants? flowers? my dad? mum?
i shall try to upload random pictures of any random thing.
like mas salamat's picture.

does this help?
not so wordy anymore (:

i'm bored to death, and i've got no idea what am i doing here at 3:56am.
ma and pa thinks i'm crazy, like i am some robot that uses computer to recharge my energy.
i love my parents soo soo much, they always give me what i want (:
when like, a want is not that necessary, they're just the best (:

& i am retarded.
i talk to plants and anything that i want to.
even my camera (:
hello lappie, you're nice clean and white. your clothes is like a transparent plastic, something different and cool.

so, bye bye.

i went out for dinner with yang and dannis or whatever the spelling is.
we had BCM at 85 was damn good.
hahahaha, we had truck loads of fun too.
ate bcm by the way bcm is BA CHOR MEE and we had satay and like chicken wing, and we fed cats. (:
hahahahaha. dman fun.
after that, we talked and stuff, and walked home and stuff.
hehheheehehehe, sayang<3

IT'S FREAKING RAINING IN MY HOUSE NOW.
seriously. my house is WET.
okay only the 2nd level, outside my room, setp out of my door and the floor is WET, FREAKING WET.
i think i need a umbrella in the house. seriously.
cause of the over lapping roof, thats why. hahahahha.
to lasy to flip, wetwetwet.
see the color difference man, left wet right dry.
and thats my room, the right side, and look at the floor in front of my room man. it's like, WET.
check it out man. hahaha

MY WETWETWETWETWTE HOUSE. thanks to the over lapping roof.
okay, blog more tonight.
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my heart have been moved by you guys.,
extremely sweet.
especially you.
i don't know why, but you did, just you
you moved my heart.
i don't know who is it to you.
but you did.
it's slow, but i'm also confuse.
very very confuse.
sucks sucks sucks sucks.
everyone thought it would pop.
but well, what can i say? what can i do?
nothing.
but well, iloveyou.
(:

anyway, THANKYOUBFF for being like here whenever i need you, i love you to the max, and you are so sweet. i love you. things would be soo different without you babe. thanks for everything(:
<3

homehomehome.
i woke up at 8am!
hahaha, record breaking.
and yes, went back to PL with, sophia, kerrie and shalin.
yup. saw all the teachers and all (: was a nice sight.
after that we went amk hub to catch a show.
watched Rule #1
yeah, was kinda cool. but well, yeah.
after that came home and suff.

friend came to my house,
dinner-ed with my parents.
ahahaha, talked and stuff.
then yup. that was about it(:

today was a GREAT day
i met bff, and we went out.
went to town.
WE SHOPPED (:
i bought hehehehe, OHSOCUTEPANTIES(:
nail polishes (hot red, hot pink)
socks
blank cds
shades.

hehehehe, so shiok. and all these for less then 70 bucks (:
so happy (:

hehehehhe.
i'm happy.

yang came to meet us later. and we 3 had a blast man. super fun. talked and all.
hahahahahaha. stories after stories.
yang brought his cammie, super nice. he took picture of bff and me. hahahaha. nice.

TOMORROW GONNA GO BACK TO PL (:
EXCITING.

The feeling of home is great.
it is something you never wanna miss.
you may say home is boring it is no fun at all.
but when you stay away for a period of time.
and when you get back home,
the feeling.
it's different, very very different.
home is never boring, home is never not fun.
it is great awesome and comfortable.
a place you can just let free, and be yourself.
one word, the singapore way,
shiok.