i've been home out, and everywhere.

the more i sleep, the more tired i get.
but the less i sleep, the more restless i get.

sleeping sucks.

but i still love sleeping. hoho.

i've got driving later again.
and seriously, i'm totallllly broke.

i just realise i spend alllllll my savings and allowance on my driving.
and everytime daddy gives me money, it's all for my driving!
and at the end of the day, i've got 0 bucks.
cause when dad gives me back the money i paid for my driving using my own money, i got to spend that money for driving.

damnnnn.

freakin ex.

i don't even wanna calculate how much i've spent.
and thats not all.
ALOT ALOT more to come.

looking PRETTY positive that i can get my license this year.
at least by the end of this year, which is not very far from now.
and thennn, it would be a NEW YEAR.

anyway, i've not been home the past few days.
or rather, i've been going out till dammit late.
or rather, EARLY.

ohhhh wellllssssss....

there's something scary about facebook.
honestly, really scary.

it's the my-mum-dad-uncle-aunties-all-have-facebook-too part.

then they seem soooo free to comment and write on your wall all the time.

thats how they stalk us kids, from the virtual world.

and i realise, MANY MANY MANY of my friends DO NOT add their family in facebook.
cause it's rather scary, like parents STALKING their kids. hahahahhaha.
cause their parents will comment on everything and anything. haha.

just like how cute mummykins is.
she actually commented on one of my PICTURE.
asking if i'll be home for dinner tonight.
howwww cute can that get.
seriously, amazing ain't it?
i've got a really creative mother.

and my friends will ask me like, YOUR MOTHER ASK YOU ON FACEBOOK IF YOU'RE GOING HOME FOR DINNER?! and stuff.

it's really amazing how facebook draw sooo many million billion people together.

OHOH!

i cut my hair.
and i dyed it.

and i love it.




i look like xiao mei mei now.

totally act cute though.

but i love it.

THANKS CHRIS! YOU DID AN AMAZING JOB ONCEEEE AGAIN!

the power of sticking to 1 stylist for yearsssssss.

to think of it ah, i've not been in town for a really long time.
i've actually just been around the east east east.
okay luh, did go to town.
but that was for spanish.
thats all.

have been soo caught up in my own world.

anyway, i want a cat.
like, seriously.
thinking of bringing her home.
teehee.
hope that shino don't eat her up though ):

mum and dad will be going to desaru over the weekend.
a nice get away for them, AGAIN.

the malaysia trip 3 weeks back is not enough for them.
clearly not enough isn't it. haha.
mum is asking dad to go on MORE GETAWAYS NOW.
haha.
and sis wants more holidays too.
duh, i want right.

it's funny how the malaysia trip change us all.
suddenly, go on short trips sooooo often.
after this desaru trip, dad actually said to plan another short one, so that sis and me can join. hahaha. i find it funnnny.
mum and dad were not like this last time. haha.

anyway, was out days ago with 2 friends.

and we're crazy people.
haha. we took soo many pictures!
so fun, but could not upload to facebook.
weird facebook.

haha. we laugh like we own the place.
we laugh like the it's in the day.
we laugh like we totally don't know that it's 3am.

i'm soo soo soo sooo freaking sleepy now ):
like, super duper uper!

but, i've got driving.

i think i'm totally screwed on the 1st week of sep.
seriously, i've got driving E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y.
its soo soo soo soo soooooooo hard to book.
so i one shot just book as many as i can.
it's really tiring though.

everytime after lesson, i always feel like i'm going to die.
seriously.

later my lesson is at night some more.
fun is fun, but never knew driving is THAT tiring.

was just telling mum how worried and scared i'll be if i'm the instructor.
cause like, i'll be sitting at the pesseneger side, and the driver is someone who have NEVER drove before.

and this post is going NOWHERE.
it's way too toooo random.

kay byesszxzxz.

the sweetsweet scent.

the past few days/week.

have been, one of the lowest i ever been.

i was holding on, soo soo tight.
with every inch of strength, i held on.

when the day came, it took almost all of me away.
i felt soo soo soo small.
just like a tiny lil snail.
pushing to move on, slowly.

emotions got all messed up.
cried, soo soo hard.
sleepless nights, tiring nights.

for the FIRST time, i felt this way.
for the first time, i cried.

i dare not think, i dare not move.

why why must all these happen.
if only there's a 'skip' button.
to skip all this emotions away, or rather a stop button.
to stop all these from happening.

i can't believe, i really can't.
i let go someone so dear to me.
i broke it all, i cut it all.

to answer, it's strong, really really is.

argh.

goodbye.
takecare.

p.s i left it on my wall.

i'll miss.

DRIVING TODAYYY.

SOOO SHIOKKK.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

reached there, i had a HARD time looking for my instructor. haha, the stupid car, no idea where in the world it is.

manage to find it after like 5 mins, and THATS WHY i was late. cause cannot find car.

the instructor found ME instead. HAHAHA. he look at me, and point. then i just nodnodnodnodnod.
not bad, he's a nice guy, friendly.
very very good.

completed 4 and 2/3 lessons today!
WOOHOO!

i was pretty shocked, honestly, cause i was told to go round the circuit.
so okay lor, go lor.
then suddenly he say, okay you can keep left now, then i confuse, cause thats the EXIT. then he say, okay left.
go on the road.
i shock.

then okay lah, just action act cool. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
but my heart like wanna drop out.
then just go lor.
as i drive, okay luhh.
ain't that bad at all.
still pretty alright. just chill and go.
EXCITINGGG.
heh heh heh.
but i super duper can't believe that i first pract and i go on the road.
whosh!

anyway, alot more to comeeeee.
happening.

byessxzxzx

i'm realllllly glad that i pass my BTT.

and my first practical is this friday.
SOON HUH.
but yeah, exciting.
i can't wait to get my license.
then my whole family is able to drive!
and out of the cousins, 3 out of 7 of us will be able to drive!
will be pretty neat!

and i am gonna start to exercise.
seriously, i AM.
i wanna keep fit fit fit fit fit fit fit.

i am gonna start swimming, jogging and cycling.
since papa is gonna get bics for sis and me.
good.
sis and me wanna start cycling anyway.
hehe.

and oh, did i mention.
i'm gonna cut my hair shorter, and shave a portion of my hair at the side and ehh, you know do that design thingy in.
HAHA. IT'S MADNESS I KNOW.
but i wanna try, seriously, GARANG!
coooooooooool shiat.

have been spending ALOT of time with sis.
nice nice.

shalllllll go off nowss.
chiao.


EXERCISE.
I WILL DO IT.
if not...ehh...no eating. HA!

seriously.
moodless.

homehome.

goodnight.

homehome.

till dinner, went for post party.
from the trip to malaysia.

the food was yumyumyums!
the house is HUGE, HUUUGGGEEEEE.

the porch could fit like 8 cars!?
no shit!
they got a koi pond IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HOUSE.
you know, like pond in the middle, then build a platform through the pond.
damnnnn cool.
big like, BIGBIGBIG.
when i first saw the house, my jaw dropped and crashed.
really beautiful house.

blog more another time.

i'm feeling super unwell.

stayed home the wholeeeeee day today.

family came over for dinner.
funfun.

best part: HAD DURIAN AFTER DINNER. YUMSYUMSYUMS!

we bought 6 durian and got 1 free!

we went to buy from duriandurian cafe, just outside my place.
then after opening all of the durian, there was this 1 which sucked!
the meat was like, dry ):

so brought it back to the shop, and they change a new one for us!
shiokssss!

thats about it man.

goooodnight
goooodbye
):

the weather is K.I.L.L.I.N.G me.

i always love days like today.

meeting friends i haven't meet for a long long time.

met dear BDP today, and ODODODODOD. One Decade luh.

BDP gave me my birthday gift, THE FIRST GIFT I RECEIVE SOO FAR.
AMAZING AIN'T IT?

will upload pictures of the bottle soon.

and we went shopping today!
i bought like hair rubberbands, flower thingy for my hair, and hairband!
and shopped with OD for her birthday suit!

and kinda camwhored.
teehee.

and i FINALLLLLY had the chance to buy my camera filter.
cause it broke ):

picturespictures.
a lil peeeek of today.

i am sooo boreddd.
seriously.

i wanna do more of those facebook quiz thingy.
the notes one. hahaha.
i'm soooo bored that i can do alot alot and all all like now.
dammit. haha.

anyway, went to meet ppz today :D
had dinner togetherrr.

don't you think he's just the sweeetestttt.
i told him i only eat veggie leaves and not the stems.
then before i know it, the plate of veggie, all the stems GONE(:
then left all the leaves!
<33

skyping with one decade is really funny. she is like the funniest in the world.


she is retarded. haha.

okays okayssss.
gotttta gooosss.

take care ppz!
drink loads of water!
love ya!

stayed home today.

and again. without lunch ):

but well, called sis to buy.
so we ate chicken rice, and like hours later both of us tummy pain.
like, dammit.

anyway, after dinner went out with folks, went to parkwayyy.
and dad bought a GPS.
this one!


it's his new toy he claim.
haha. i was playing with it too.
not exactly playing, but more of trying to figure out how to use it so i can teach dad.
he's really happy with it.

i think he is way more hyped up to go to Malaysia with this new toy.

i'm helping OD to organize her birthday party.
and it's pretty fun. haha.
helping her and all, she and her CRAZY MADNESS LAUGHTER.
haha.

alrightyyyysss.
gotta gooooo.

iloveyouboyfriendd.

caught this show with sis today.
dammit cute.

well, besides that.
had my first Spanish class today.

okay, for those who don't know.
i've picked up Spanish.
well, not exactly I.
but Sis, Rebecca (my cousin) and myself have.

and today was our first lesson, damnnn.
it was like, huh?
i totally liek bo kiew sia!
but after awhile, it got better.
but still damn messy.

and half way into lesson then my teacher realised that sis and me are actually SISTERS.
we sat beside each other, and even had our names on the lil table.
you know, that paper fold into half with name written on it.
yah.

one part went something like this, not word for word.
Hi Miss Er, and she is? (she is me. teacher is asking my sis)

then the teach look over to my surname, and was like. *pause*
: you are sisters?
: haha. yess.
: oh oh!
: and you rebecca...
: we're cousins!
: ohhhhhh.....
: you 2 are not twins right?
: no. hahaha

it's the first time someone actually ask my sis and me if we're twins or not.
when we're 6 years difference!

i was trying to find a picture of her and me, but could not find leh.
it's in my external.
lazy.

too lazy to get from facebook also.

so yah.

i need to drink like, tons of water now.

out out out.

met ppz, and had dinner together.

hehhhhh.

2 months already leh, DAMN FAST CAN!
but yesyes (:

happy happy me.
yay! (:

loveyappz.

my friend fell sick, and doctor gave him 5 days MC.
seriously, 5 days.
cause he got fever.

and he is my classmate, and he drinks liang teh EVERY LESSON WITHOUT FAIL.
and now he fell sick.
5 days MC.

bad part?
exam this friday.

but the main point, 5 DAYS MC!?

first time, heard of, 5 days mc.
usually 2 or max 3.
this 5.

*yawn*

sooo happening.

okay.
i wanna gooooo nowwwxzx.

buhbyeeee.

lurveesxzxzzx.

homesy domsey.

dinner with gramps.

was suppose to have durian, but gramps wanna go homehome ):

wellies, sis did something SO COOL TODAY!
OMGOMG!

my fake nails were like, falling off, so this happened.
drove the small car today, i was sitting behind sis.
so, i got no window to wind down.

me: kaka! wind down the window. thanks.
Ka: *wind's it down*
me: *stretches hand out to throw nails*.....*done throwing, and bringing my hand in*
ka: *wind the window up*
me: ahh ahh AHH AHH!

yes.

my sis, kiaped my hand.
wind the window up while my hand or rather palm was out of the window.

and YES, IT DOES HURT.

so my sis tried it.
damn lame.

she went to put her palm out and close the window just to try, and just to feel if it REALLY HURTS.

and yes, it does.
she end up saying ouch. and laughed like a mad person.

so in conclusion.
don't get your hand kiaped by the car window.

if you have tried and you don't feel pain.
maybe it's just your hand.
haha.

haha.

and and.

we went to pump petrol just now, with parents in the car.
they did not wanna get out.
so sis and me went to the mart to get chocolates and all.
in the end, my sis bought the $12 pack of THE SINGAPORE SWEEP.

and she said, 'nah, i buy for you. for your birthday'

thanks kaka. thanks.

haha.

so now, i've got like 4 tickets of the singapore sweep in my room. and i'm gonna paste them on my wall. HAHAHA.

if you wanna know the prizes, here they are. (anyway, i'm free)

1st prize: 2.2 million
2nd prize: 500 000
3rd prize: 250 000

okay.

i'm not greedy.
any also can.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

went to buy shinshin's food this afternoon with sis.

went to the shop, boyfriend was there (:

and my sis took the animal flu and cold medicine, and said out loud, 'hey ling ah, this one looks like your medicine leh, the fever one. next time you can come here eat'

then hor, rather than helping me, ppz started to laugh you know. power.

not over yet.

she wanted to find those treats to help with gum teeth breath thingy for shin.

then she took, and she said, 'aye, this one also. for you to eat'

laugh again you know!

then after paying up.

ppz can even REMIND me to take the treats you know!

hahahahahahaha.

sis laughed at me like some argh.

haha.

funny people lah.

so yesyes.

gotttttta goooossss nowwsss.

goodnight mummy
goodnight daddy
goodnight kaka
goodnight ppz
night night shino
nights to everyone!

love you boyfriend (:

IS MINE.

hahaha.

I JUST BOUGHT MY IPHONE 3GS!
AND I'M REALLY HAPPY!!!

sis bought hers too!
AND NOW WE GOT THE SAME PHONE AGAIN!

anyway, met belle, zhiyu and daryl today.
cause zhiyu in army, and daryl is going in on monday!
so we got to have this meet up before he does!
so yeah.

it rained!

well, then drama happen.

sis called me to tell me she is queuing up for the iphone.
and i could get mine, just that i NEED MUM'S IC.
well, after dinner.
i rushed home to get the IC.
then rush down to com center, only to find out, I NEED MUM THERE PHYSICALLY.
so called her, and she came down from her dinner.
so sweet of her.

then we got out phone!

nice nice.

thanks mum!

thats all, and i'm damn tired now!

bye!
night!

ppz, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF LEH! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU SICK AT ALLLLLL!!!
LOVE YOU PPZ!

loves.

met ppz for tauuu huayyyyy yesterday night.
then pax for supper at 85.

i've changed from BCM to porridge.
shiok!

ppz stayed over!
and all we do is play farmville. -.-

glad that my ankle got better.
but my tummy got worst!
):

dinner at Big Ben's Place!
dammit full.

might be going out laterrr, with sissy and cousin.
hehe.
i really wanna get my iphone 3GS.
dammit.
super duper uper wants it. NOW.
haha.

BTT on the 22nd july.
wooooo!

okay, byesbyes.

i've not been blogging for a few days!

had my Wu Amplify launch event. (pictures at the bottom)
was really fun and all.

and and, 4th july, went out with boyfriend.
super nice (:
ate at Tony Romas and went to NIGHT SAFARI!
super duper nice(:
NIGHT SAFARI, was, boring.
like honestly, but it's interesting lah.
enjoyed myself still!

went to air port after night safari, and got a surprise by ppz, pax, joseph and flame.
thanks guys for spend my birthday with me! (:

went for my 4 day 3 night driveaway holiday to Malaysia.
Cameron highland and Trengganu.
was nicenice.

anyway, PICTURES!

HAD MY PERFORMANCE TODAY!

FREAKIN' AWESOME MAN.

it's funfunfun!

totally enjoy.

the cheers, screams shouts.
make up, hair do, big black wings, high heels, white skirt, pink bikini tube.

make up by ZA
hair by Chris!
big black wings from sissy
high heels mine
white skirt carol's
pink bikini tube sissy

my whole out fit.

dressed as an angel (:
with black wings.

i'm soooooo tired.

super duper.

byebyeee.
nightsworld.

love

home home home.
out out out.

home for dinner, YUMS YUMS TO SAMBAL FISH!
freakin' good yo.

anwyay, after dinner, sissy and myself went for rehearsal!
event on thursday, 2nd july.

pretty excited!

have been really long since i last went on stage. for ANYTHING.
haha.

ate with sissy after that at simpang.
ROTI JOHN KING IS SHIOKADOOOOO!

went to aunt's min place nua.
and sis had her nails done also.

and we just got home. like, yes.
4am plusplusplsplus.

madness.

gonna bathe and sleep.
goodnight.

iisloveyous.