it have been a whole 6 days since i last blog.

have not been blogging EVERYDAY for the past month.

Oooooo wellls.

just when i start to actually REALLY ENJOY MY FREAKIN SCHOOL BREAK.

THE FREAKIN' HOLIDAY ENDS.

WHATTHE****

and, (i'm totally gonna sound like a bimbo) i totally hate schooling. O.M.G

like school? *puke*

school? *gag*

school? *cuts myself*

school? *bang my head on the wall*

yes. you pretty much for the point.

i can't help but to use, FCUKING HATE EDUCATION.

argh.

and best part? school starts TOMORROW.

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH.

ON THE LIGHTER NOTE!

you know, sometimes i really wonder.

are N level students THAT silly?

that education is really AIN'T for them?

or is it just, the society simply EXCLUDES or CLASSIFY N level students as 'BUAY SAI TAK CHEK'

which is it?

and honestly, sometimes i wonder was ITE open just to shut parents mouths up.
to stop the complains and all.

as much as people tell me, 'don't get affected by people around you, don't get affected by what people say and comment on N level students'

but when things gets over board, i can't help but to get affected.

i tell my friends and myself not to bother about it, we're all good and stuff.

but so?

society don't look at things that way.

sometimes, i really just wanna throw my studies away (:

goodbye.

on friday, yesterday.

was my DEAREST ONE DECADE'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!
AND I LOVE HER! *SCREAMS*
so yes, i was over at her place early.
helped her as much as i could (:

just a lil background of us.
and i'm really proud of this friendship(:
One Decade(OD AKA LAUREN) and me have been the best of friends since primary ONE!
so we know each other for 12 years and many many months so far, and still counting.
we have a very deep friendship. HAHA

hope she enjoyed herself!

here are some pictures of her party.
the rather random ones. haha

and her party was HAWAIIAN THEMED!

okay, clearly this picture is TOTALLY random.
anyway, the one in black and white on the left is the birthday girl!
MISS LAUREN CHANG YEN MING!

okay, the picture.
i like it. i don't know why, but i do.
cause some how i felt like i look like a mother of 3 SONS! HAHAHAHA.
i know it's TOTALLY random. but yes. HAHA.
hehehe.
the mummy of 3.
and this is, Brian Chang, a VERY VERY VERY naughty boy.
who calls me 'mean person'
wonder what happen to his cuteness ):
lovelovelove!
birthday girl, kakeeeee and myself (:
okay, this is 1000000% scandalous. hahaha
say hello to the helpers. HAHA.
girl in blue is tongtong kerrie, kakee is beside me(:
the OHMYGOODNESSTHEHOUSESOOOOOFREAKINGNICE picture.
thanks kerrie for this. hahaha.
JANICE and myself! (:
jan and myself have been friends for 8 years!
OD jan and myself use to be a clique (can say so luh)
like primary school, recess together. hahaha.
and this is dear kerrie, friends for 8 years too!
she's my Nurse. haha
hahaha. thats kakee trying to protect shosho from, erm, me. hahaha
YAPPY BIRTHDAY OD!
no cake, but DONUTS!
awwwwxzxzxzxzzxzzxz. i love you babe!

so yeah, thats about it.
all other pictures are in shosho cam and some other people cam. haha.

and today! (saturday)
had fammy dinner with papa side.
cause Aunt Hua's mum is in town!
i seriously got no idea what this is.
was stuck with like, western, jap, chinese?!
scallop, cheese, satay sauce which taste like jap curry thingy.
and this my friends, won the title of I'M FREAKING NAUGHTY AND TALKATIVE, BUT SOOOOOOOO LOVABLE.
my dearest Randloph. whom recently just got a meimei. so sweet.

dinner was pretty alright.
been REALLY long since i last seen my cousins and all.
so yeah, it's nice.
(:

daddy enjoyed himself for sure(:
and seeing papa happy makes me happy too!

and it's SUNDAY 23RD AUGUST NOW.

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY ONE DECADE!
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU GIRLY!

it's really nice to see a friend turn a year older!
but then again, older?
hmmm...

age gets SENSITIVEEE as years pass eh.

ah well.

hehe (:

anyway, mummy and me did some MAJOR shopping!
i bought, tons of bras HAHAHAHAHA.
like, 7.
mad, i know.

PLUS.
4 tops, and 2 rompers.
HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEE.

mummy bought like, alot also.
we are one hell of a mother and daughter.
hehe.
sadly sissy could not join us ):
if nottttt....
GONE.

best part, we spend about 2 hours or so? at Robinson.
thats still alright.
but, about ONE AND A HALF HOUR AT THE bra SECTION.
JUST TO TRY AND CHOOSE. HAHAHAHHA.

i can confidently say i tried in total of MORE than 20 pairs.
HAHAHA.
in the end settle with 7.

YAY! I'M GONNA HAVE A FULL FULL FULL PACKED AND PRETTY NICE COLORFUL bra DRAWER!

THANKS YOU MUMMY DEAREST!
LOVE YA!

omgomg, something else.
i actually wore my guess wedges (it's platformed and height is close to 5 inches) for the WHOLE DAY.

hehe. good good (:

alrighty!
nights!

damn, i hate blogger now.

the whole format is screwed up.
and it's dammit hard to blog!

anyway, it's finally FRIDAY tomorrow.
or rather, it's FRIDAY tomorrow.
times flies or what.

and for the past 2 days, i've been staying home.
it's reallly reallllly boring.
well, thats the result of falling sick ):

spanish lessons are getting better and better by the week.
haha.
was pretty dry and boring in the beginning, but it's getting ALOT better now!

i really needa jog.
it have been too long since i last jogged.

and this post is going no where, and it's getting way too random.

I WANT MAGNUM ICE CREAM AND FROZEN YOGURT!

damnnn.

FINALLY blogger is NORMAL.

anyway, attended a wedding dinner on saturday.
went for the wedding only to find that i was to INFORMAL!
so i had to take my berms off.
i know.
and pull my top as a dress. (which is also really a dress)
yes.




anyway, fell sick ):
bad tummy, plus fever.
super duper sian.

oh well.

blog again soon.
ain't that well now.

nighty night night

there are just some things parents will NEVER understand their kids.
and some things us kids won't understand about our parents.

as i grow up, i realise this.
and it happens all the time, and i believe it happen to you before too.

COMPARING

yes? sounds familiar?

'why can't you just be like your (fill in whoever)'
'if (so and so) can, why can't you? same age and all also'

and the thing i hate is.

'during my time, wherereeeee got such thing one. by 7pm i got to be home'
'why you spend so much!? my time i only get 2 dollars'
'last time, where got like you so much freedom one'

okay, honestly. seriously.

that time, that time.
and now.

but i got to clarify 1 thing.
i'm not taking this from a i-am-joking kind of tone when a person say that.
or rather, people say it jokingly, but honestly mean something behind it.
but you get what i mean.

trying to compare like what, 1976 or whatever with 1990?
seriously, people move on, time moves on.
why compare.
thats then, now is now.

police wear shorts then, they don't anymore now.

even 2000 and this year 2009 changes.
so what more a bigger gap?

kids gets phone in primary school, as young as primary 1.
and then? kids only get their phone in secondary school?
so?

damn, i hate it when people compare.

STAYING HOME

i realise something.
when i'm home with my parents, they don't talk to me.
everything is still the same.
but when i'm not home, they make noise.

when i make time to spend time with them, they are either busy, or something.

but times i am not with them, they kinda 'say' me for not being home.

when i get home, they are asleep.
when i go out, they are at work.
so how?

sis went through the same thing.
well, everyone do.

the period where you just, go out late, hang out late and all.

but well, i can't compare.
she is OLDER. and i am LITTLE.

the LITTLE can NEVER say anything, or can NEVER be pissed at the OLDER.
but OLDER can make noise, can scold, the whole lot to the LITTLE.

well, you should understand what i mean.

oh well.
shall stop here for now.

nighty night night.

blogger is screwed up.

shall blog another day.

gosh.

once in a while.

i blog about this topic.

which is close to everyone's heart.

which rings a bell in your heart.

which bring a fuzzy feeling.

which makes you go all weird-y.

or at least it makes me feel that way.

Love.

it's funny how everyone seeks for love, but getting hurt in return.

how a 3 year relationship can just end, and break with ONE sentence.

how a 7 year relationship can just end.

or how a marriage can be broken with a signature.

thats how strong love is.

but looking at it from another point.

it's sweet how you see a family together.

how love can bring 2 individual together.

how a guy and a girl can be together from smooth and fair to frail and wrinkled, and still as loving.

how a couple never fails to laugh together, spend time together.

how a married couple never gets bored of each other.

how a married couple can wake up to see the love of their love right beside.

it's sweet ain't it?

it's just as what everyone wants, just as what everyone pictures.

and it's really amazing, on how 2 individuals can come together as one, just cause of 1 word.

it's amazing cause it's not easy.

1. accepting imperfections
2. gotta accept your other half for who he/she is
3. understand him/her

and the list goes on.

amazing ain't it?

honestly,
it's not easy
it's not simple
it's not a snap of the finger

to me,

love is a feeling an experience like never before.

is a roller coaster ride on a really fragile track.

it's up to me, and you, to make things work.
it's up to one, and two, to make things work.
it's up to him, and her, to make things work.
it's up to half, and half, to make things work.

---

what happen when you go home, only to find out you did not bring your keys out.
and the best part?
your whole family including your maid is not home.

and the 2 of you are locked out of home, with a dammit noisy dog barking like some mad girl.

you climb.

first, climb into the back, grab a chair for your friend.
second, friend uses the chair to hop on to the roof, carefully walk crawl whatever towards your room window, and go in.
third, friend comes down from inside the house to unlock door for you.

thats my adventure.
and i sumpa it's fun.

but it's not gonna happen again.

this is called, a good buy i'll never regret.
cause i love it.

the pink is just, *slaps face*
and the look of it is just *digs out eye balls*

nice. love it.

anyway, yesterday i was over at NTU hostels.
pretty cool.
bumped into Yi Ting which happens to be my friend's camp mate.
last time i saw her was like 2984759283475902475965 million years ago.
and now, she's a NTU student.
cool shit.

if i were to really count, i've only sleep at home alone for like, max max max 5 days within the last 2 or 3 weeks? heh.
jialat. seriously.

thats my my blog is soooo dead, and i'm not online.
and my facebook status NEVER change.

family went watch shopping over the weekend.
bought 3 watches.
niceee.




mum is wearing the other watch now, so yeah.
no picture of it.

dad bought 3 watches (:
one for each of us.
but he never buy for himself ):

oh well, he can share with us!
not that our wrist is BIG, but it's all men watches! (:

meet Boo (:

he is a smelly cat.
but dammit manja.

i've also packed my clothes and stuff.
clear clothes that i don't wear and all.

and i was just clearing my bra drawer.
HAHA. THE AMOUNT OF BRAS I OWN IS LIKE, WTFREAK?!
thats NOT all my clothes on the bed.

my wardrobe have declared WAR.

i'm totally rearranging my whole wardrobe.
and labeling them. HAHAHA.
cute hor.
after packing, i realise i've got VERY little clothes ):
that calls for, S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G.G.G.G.G.G.G.G.G

i've got no idea when is the next time i'm gonna blog like this post, kao kao one.
haha.

okay. i shall just end here.
or else i can write a book.
called, Book Of Random.

byebye(:

you never know, you never know.

i've not blogged properly for a while.

will blog tomorrow.
i'm super duper uper tired.

out the whole day and all.

night night world.

night night everyone.

night night <3

we shall keep it private.
we shall keep it down.
we shall keep it between You and me.
we shall keep it silent.
we shall keep it pure.
we shall keep it real.
we shall keep it tight.
we shall keep it forever.
we shall keep it kept.
Amen.

a change of wardrobe.
yes.

you just know it when you're a step closer to Him.

when a jogger jogs.











honestly,

i can't jog for NUTS.

feelsing is damn sian ):

jogged to ECP today, then back to siglap then home.

almost sprain my ankle, scary.

i'm totally totally drenched now.

my left hurt much though ):

---

have you ever wanted to be good at something?

like, really good?

some are good at, Dancing, Singing, Cycling, Photography, etc etc.

and seriously, i've always wanted to be good at something.
but i know i'm not ):
feeling REALLY sucks.
but, oh well ):

goodnight
goodbye.
jogging tomorrow again.

have you ever felt something hit you so hard that you can't get up?

something which makes a whole difference in your life?

when you use to say, 'heck it's my life, not yours.'

and now that sentence makes no sense anymore.

cause it's NOT all about my life anymore.

it ain't all about you dear, it ain't.

outoutout to queensway, but, could not find a THING to get.

i've got stuff to get, but in the end?
came back with nothing.
):

anyway, i bought a new ear piece for my jog yesterday.
totally not the high end one, but it's alright.
by iLuv.
for sports!

and i'm sooo freakin sleepy now.

things would get better dear
i'll help you through it all.
don't worry.

EDITEDD

just had my run.

just realised that i did NOT check time.
wth.

anyway, base on my mapppp, in my phone.
i did 6.6KM.

(:

though i did walk lah.
but, heck, everyone got a beginning.
HAHA.

doneeeee, i've planned my exercising schedule.

Ocar is missing ):
sissy and me was really keen on bringing Ocar home.
but ):
said that someone took her away ):

here's a few picture of Ocar ):











anyway, sis kinda introduced to me this app, and I LOVE IT.
it's for iPhone, DUHH.

and it's a camera function that can take awesomely cool pictures.
here's a few example.







WE LOVE IT.

gonna train up my abs!

oh oh, and my new bic?
the Orbea bic that papa bought?
here it is (:

was in the car when i took this.
pretty obvious.
was playing with the functions and all. coooool shit.

see, thats the reason why we LOVE this function!
fun ain't it?!
haha.

makes anyone and anything look dammit nice.

have that cool shit thingy going on.
haha.

dinner-ed with the family today.

and rest of the pictures are up on facebook! (:

you know, everytime after i exercise, or what, i feel dammmm healthy.
HAHAHA. FOR THE MOMENT ONLY.
HAHA.

my leg form pain to feeling SHIOK.
hahaha.

haha. before i enddd.

SISSY CUT BANGS!
like okay, obvious.
can tell.
the pictures above says EVERYTHING.
we look soo much more like sister, I FELT.

haha.

and i'm really sleepy now.

gooooooooodnight.
buhbye!

i was just reading my friend's blog.
it's amazing how parents reads their kids blog.
just as how mummykins reads mine.

the love they have for their children.
the amount of care and concern they have for their kiddos.
amazing, really really amazing.

mother's love. <3>


extra EXTRA MESSY.
I NEED TO PACK MY ROOM.
but i'm lazy.

anyone?

and i need accessories for my iphone or my ipod.
for my jogging or cycling.

which means MONEY, which means BROKE.
which means, ):

any sponsors?